SuiGeneris Fri Apr 16, 2010 12:25 am
Carol, Mar 14 2010, 11:42 PM
This is what happened. Both Bill and Kerry have very different views on how to run a forum. Bill is European and has a lot more class with respect that he likes people to be respectful, not to swear, not to post porn, keep to topic with respect to ground crew activities and focus and tends to work within boundaries.
Kerry is an emotional batterer which we all unfortunately witnessed in the chatbox. She is into free speech and not banning anyone.
Bill is into banning folks he considers disrespectful and trouble makers... unfortunately, Kerry can be a trouble maker herself and would sacrifice pretty much any mod or admin to save her own face/image ~ which she did on a regular basis. Kerry is more into using and discarding folks.. and Bill can do that as well.
They have different styles. Bill is more breezy, open and warm in his posting style. Kerry had to be reminded a number of times how she comes across and has since modified her public behavior quite a bit. Both can be two-faced. They call a number of their witnesses their friends and trust me, some are not their friends but enemies.
Bill and Kerry's relationship went south after they returned from Australia and Kerry humiliated Bill in the chat box with all mods and admins watching. She went as far to sent them emails, which we all hated. Bill disappeared from Avalon for a year. I suggested to Bill that Kerry apologize to Henry Deacon for what she posted on Avalon about him and she flat out refused stating that she would walk away from both at that time before she would apologize. Bill was over a barrel. He took his absence from Avalon telling the mods/admins to make of it what they wanted. Kerry basically turned the forum over to Bill back in 2008 but Bill wasn't there to deal with problems that arose so Karen called Kerry who stepped in to pick up the ball. The admin should have taken Kerry's keys away at that time but didn't since she was the co-founder of the forum. So Kerry continued to have access to chat and the admin controls. Basically she left the running of the forum to the admins and mods until someone complained. She didn't want to be bothered but was interested in what money she could make off the forum. She also allowed other members onto the forum who could not pay so she did "right" by them.
HD was out to destroy them and Avalon from the beginning and was pretty successful in the various things he did. That man is like a dog with a bone and very vengeful. He would not be satisfied until Avalon was destroyed. He constantly professed to others that he was furious with B&K but two-faced and nicy-nice to B&K when he wanted something. Meanwhile, behind their backs he was constantly in communication with other witnesses and I suspect some of the fallout with those witnesses was due to some of HD's handiwork.
Don't blame any of the mods or admins. The issue is always what you see at the top is how it is played out from the top down. They were all working in the worst of situations because the forum was split from the time I was there starting back in the early fall of 2008. It's just taken this long for the final showdown.
Since Bill is in Europe and Kerry in the States there are always some difficulties with communication just given the time difference. Also, the two of them together were quite a force to reckon with and there were others wanting to see them split for other nefarious reasons. Of course the goal was to completely destroy them and their projects. That is also why Jack/John is in the picture. He is there to take Bills place. The skuttle butt is that he and Kerry are an item and that he is MKultra. This means he is also into mind control and would have control over Kerry and all of the newer witnesses. Others think this is what is going on and see it as an evil plan. Camelot could then be used as disinfomation central.
Meanwhile, Kerry was busily making enemies of the Exopolitcs group and created a lot more animosity toward themselves after the recent conferences in Europe last summer. My inside sources were there and reported to me what happened and the various conversations that took place so this is where this information is from.
Now that the split has occurred between the two as business partners two new forums are being created. Project Light Warrior is Kerry's and Avalon 2 Bill. i have no idea how these two new forums will play out but I am tired of the games and animosity. Frankly, I prefer being somewhere where truth-the whole truth is valued and where we don't have to tiptoe around making sure we don't damage fragile egos... or not so fragile egos as the case may be.
Believe it or not, I both like and dislike both of them for different reasons. I like the body of work they created and that they make it free to the public. I like that they had the courage to seek out witnesses and put their money where their mouth was. I liked that they were committed to getting the truth out and not afraid to do so.
I did not like Kerry's style of interview where she would sometimes interrogate the witness (she was not being respectful in tone or manner), nor did I like how they endangered some of the witnesses where Mr. X was, in my personal opinion, taken out just a week after his last interview with them. I never liked the polarization between the two or Kerry's temper, nor how she would use/sacrifice the admins and mods. I didn't like how Bill disappeared for a year on the forum nor how he always stood behind Kerry while she treated him so horribly. He did say they used to have huge battles and later I concluded that they were brilliant at times as a couple yet basically toxic for one another on an interpersonal level.
I also liked how their vision brought all of us together and gave us something of value to consider. I sincerely wish each of them the best and of course am very curious as to what happens next. i would like to be a part of each forum just to track what comes up so we can be prepared ahead of time for the events which are unfolding.
I hope this explains what was going on behind the scenes. There is more but this pretty much sums it up. And I would appreciate it if NO ONE copies or pastes this to another forum. This information is sensitive yet I've always felt if folks just knew the truth of the situation they wouldn't have to go around making false assumptions trying to fill in the gaps for what we don't know or blaming admins/mods for things they had no control over.
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Aloha, do jeh, toda, arigato, merci, grazie, salamat po, gracias, tack, sukria, danke schoen, kiitos, dank u, mahalo nui loa ~ Heaven
With deepest respect ~ Aloha & Mahalo, Carol
