Sanicle wrote:mudra wrote:
LionHawk wrote on Sat 18 2021
I learned a major lesson on that front. If you have something to say to me, you can say it in Public. If you can't do that, then it isn't worth saying. Don't bother sending me a P.M. because I won't open it. And if you send me something to my home email, I'll just delete it. I'm not in high school anymore. Also for the record, despite what lies may be out there, I do not object to being challenged. In fact, I invite that. As long as you keep your emotional body in check and you are respectful. I don't mind mixing it up because it makes it for an interesting exchange. You respect my path and I will most certainly respect yours. If you need assistance, I will give you the shirt off my back. I have also never charged for any services rendered. I see spirituality as priceless. Meaning in the context of no price. And if I do something for you, please have some dignity and be a little bit grateful, instead of stabbing me in the back. If you can't do that, then take a hike and do it yourself. Some folks really know how to show their arrogant butts. Life is too short to be playing these kinds of games. If I'm not mistaken, we are all volunteers and on that note alone, if you have any expectations of having others do it for you, best get a life and do it yourself. As they say, put your money where your mouth is. I'm just being forthright. Again, I'm not the enemy here. Grow up! And that's that! IMHO. Does anyone here have a problem with that? Here's your chance to get it off your chest. Enough said.
When I read the above I thought " If I was still having issues with you LionHawk I would consider the above an honorable proposal and I would take the offer to come forward to settle things and restore understanding " This would take courage on both sides but it would a noble deed that served a noble cause, peace.
Mudra, if you truly see the above as "an honorable proposal" imho you are not as insightful as you appear to be. I have no intention of giving in to this obvious manipulation - by either of you - so please give it a rest. "Loving detachment" is NOT what I'm seeing from Lionhawk and, apart from posting this to make myself clear, I won't be participating any further on this thread, or maybe anywhere at all on the forum (although I would miss chatting to Vidya and some others)!
Sorry Lionhawk if your ego can't handle being ignored ie not being able to continue spouting your vitriol at me. I got enough of that in the past from you thank you very much. Enjoy the peace and truly let it go.
Sanicle,
I'm sorry you feel my post was totally directed at you. It surely wasn't. I made a statement. Drew a line in the sand and made a couple of references. How it all went down is on the Bridge-Way. You can keep trying to spout your lies about me. It's on the record, even time-stamped. You actually triggered this post, on Mudra's thread. Covering your tracks. Deflecting the truth. I really don't care! It's all right here. Speaking with a forked tongue. playing your manipulations and your game. And for you to expect me to be totally responsible for it, is BULLSHIT! I don't owe you anything! And here you are throwing the ego trip card at me? Too funny! Just look in the mirror!
And if you think I am still "obligated" to you in some way? Good luck with that. You are just one on a long list of manipulating women I have met. Another reason why I am not seeking another relationship. Hell no! Run Forest, run! I have learned those lessons. Even Brook was a master manipulator of men. It's funny when you don't get your own way and how you respond. So predictable. It's all a done deal with me. And if you think I'm bullshitting, ask all the men out there. It's not a secret. Sorry if the truth hurts. I mean no disrespect in general. However, it is what it is.
We have way more important issues to be dealing with. All this bullshit is no longer relative in my little Universe. Besides, since I am a volunteer, I didn't volunteer for this bullshit. You don't pay me enough to! I don't work for you. I also will not submit to your abusive ways that you hide so well. Not doing it. Go find a stupid man and play those cards. I don't care.
Another thing I don't understand, Is what has Mudra done to you to deserve your wrath? All she's ever done to you is be a true friend. She's still trying to be that.{The Fool card} You can say all the crap you want to about me. But Mudra? She doesn't deserve your backstabbings! IMHO!
As you wish Sanicle. I really don't care. I keep saying that. I'm free of this. I'm not going to carry a ball and chain with your name on it. Sorry, that you are not. But if you are in the process of letting go, take all the time you need. You'll feel much lighter emotionally when you finally do. But I'm glad you got it off your chest. That's a step in the right direction.
My post was also a forthright sincere offer of a truce. Go in Peace, Sanicle. Have a great day while you're at it. I respect your free agency. I am not your enemy! Also, I would like to offer my sincere apologies to everybody for the misfortune that has occurred on this thread. I never intended any of it.
AS YOU WISH,