Neteru wrote:My cold is starting to go away finally! :)
there is no smiley with one arm only slightly raised, so I had to go with the one who can still put both arms in the air!
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there is no smiley with one arm only slightly raised, so I had to go with the one who can still put both arms in the air!
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Thanks! I am starting to taste things again. I have missed the taste of my coffee. :(
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Neteru wrote:Thanks! I am starting to taste things again. I have missed the taste of my coffee. :(
Sweet! (pun intended). And thanks for the reminder.
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I got it, now.
On the other side of wherever I traveled, I clearly remember being told that I was granted/given "permission to pass".
I did. i.e. It was some type of "security" clearance.
There were three monks at the table in front of me, and they barely looked up. They were busy with something. I had felt that they should have told me a bit more about what was happening and why, but they were indifferent. They were like gatekeepers in a spiritual office, carrying on with secretarial duties. Their dedication to service is Higher than this plane/dimension.
I feel like I got a special library card. :op
(Clarification: they knew who I was, so it was more like a library card renewal).
The message is so doggone simple now (although the matter is complex in nature): I was granted access to some type of data base that is not on any books or computers. Aslan was my validation upon my return that what had just happened was real, blessed by the Divine, and that my relationship with animals/nature would be changing (I was caring for animals when Aslan paid his visit). He found me to be a good steward. Whew!
It also helped that I just flung open the French doors, and said "Show Yourself".
Silence.
Then the house shook as He jumped the fence and left his paw prints on the front step, right at the door. His tracks went a few feet down the walkway, then just disappeared.
Ya never know when the snapshot judgements of your life are going to occur.
I wonder if they do statistical analysis in hell? "Based on our random sample, you are clearly more than three standard deviations from the mean. You are a statistical outlier, bro. i.e. not in the 'going to heaven' range. And now, enjoy the pitchfork".
Oh: then add in the ritual in which I was given the gift of tongues. But, I was 20 then and had no context for it. I just wanted to distance myself from religion. CAVEAT: I cannot interpret for humans. It just sounds like nonsense and babbling (which is basically what I did when it "hit" me). It was intended for the animal kingdom. It was a strange experience from long ago, and it took 25 years for the remaining piece. It was also 25 years when Gregg showed back up in my life.
On the other side of wherever I traveled, I clearly remember being told that I was granted/given "permission to pass".
I did. i.e. It was some type of "security" clearance.
There were three monks at the table in front of me, and they barely looked up. They were busy with something. I had felt that they should have told me a bit more about what was happening and why, but they were indifferent. They were like gatekeepers in a spiritual office, carrying on with secretarial duties. Their dedication to service is Higher than this plane/dimension.
I feel like I got a special library card. :op
(Clarification: they knew who I was, so it was more like a library card renewal).
The message is so doggone simple now (although the matter is complex in nature): I was granted access to some type of data base that is not on any books or computers. Aslan was my validation upon my return that what had just happened was real, blessed by the Divine, and that my relationship with animals/nature would be changing (I was caring for animals when Aslan paid his visit). He found me to be a good steward. Whew!
It also helped that I just flung open the French doors, and said "Show Yourself".
Silence.
Then the house shook as He jumped the fence and left his paw prints on the front step, right at the door. His tracks went a few feet down the walkway, then just disappeared.
Ya never know when the snapshot judgements of your life are going to occur.
I wonder if they do statistical analysis in hell? "Based on our random sample, you are clearly more than three standard deviations from the mean. You are a statistical outlier, bro. i.e. not in the 'going to heaven' range. And now, enjoy the pitchfork".
Oh: then add in the ritual in which I was given the gift of tongues. But, I was 20 then and had no context for it. I just wanted to distance myself from religion. CAVEAT: I cannot interpret for humans. It just sounds like nonsense and babbling (which is basically what I did when it "hit" me). It was intended for the animal kingdom. It was a strange experience from long ago, and it took 25 years for the remaining piece. It was also 25 years when Gregg showed back up in my life.
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Neteru wrote:My cold is starting to go away finally! :)
That's great Neteru. My fever is still over 101. What is this bug that is going around?
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Carol wrote:Neteru wrote:My cold is starting to go away finally! :)
That's great Neteru. My fever is still over 101. What is this bug that is going around?
For some reason this time of year is when everything mutates and you end up getting colds/flus. I never get the flu. I got swine flu two years ago because I refused to get the vaccine. But I lived through it. Other than that I never get the flu. I do however get colds.
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Carol wrote:Neteru wrote:My cold is starting to go away finally! :)
That's great Neteru. My fever is still over 101. What is this bug that is going around?
Carol...I find If I drink a cup of green tea, it will lower my fever by about a degree...
goodness me....I hope you can intuit something to push out the ick!
Neteru: glad you are feeling better...I hope you too can find something good for you.
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pneumonia again 
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It is the flash of a firefly in the night, the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset.
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Heads up:
This sentinel is temporarily off of the grid.
1. Caught Gregg in a lie of the highest nature. Apparently I was the only one of us to truly understand the meaning of “sacred”.
2. His error took me down and wiped me out.
3. This could be the catalyst I needed to snap out of this funk. While it really hurt, he is hurting more. I guess I am to guide him through this learning process.
In the process, he summoned a major bitch from years ago (a former me – I am channeling the energy of a female slave). Despite all of this, my spiritual gifts keep emerging and quite frankly I take much more delight in that than not be able to trust my partner. (lol—the coyotes just started yelling).
So why all of this?
I cannot manage my energies around earthquakes and help Gregg through this process at the same time. I do not have the energy at the moment. Well, it is there, but the connection is down until I can reset my psyche, which should not take long these days.
As an aside:
Since the tree outside has been hollering at me the past couple of days, I finally went to see what it wanted. Other than the respect of being watered, I asked the tree if I could hold it and let it feel some of my pain, and perhaps provide some insight into my situation.
As is becoming increasingly obvious, “support” does not always come in the form we may expect/project.
I have no idea what to do with this at the moment, but a message via the tree, short and sweet:
“We have been watching and protecting you. We are pleased. The Pleiadens.”
I may bounce right back after some good rest, but there is so much to sort through. Pain and Joy. Most importantly, the seemingly magical new things that show up every day.
PEACE
This sentinel is temporarily off of the grid.
1. Caught Gregg in a lie of the highest nature. Apparently I was the only one of us to truly understand the meaning of “sacred”.
2. His error took me down and wiped me out.
3. This could be the catalyst I needed to snap out of this funk. While it really hurt, he is hurting more. I guess I am to guide him through this learning process.
In the process, he summoned a major bitch from years ago (a former me – I am channeling the energy of a female slave). Despite all of this, my spiritual gifts keep emerging and quite frankly I take much more delight in that than not be able to trust my partner. (lol—the coyotes just started yelling).
So why all of this?
I cannot manage my energies around earthquakes and help Gregg through this process at the same time. I do not have the energy at the moment. Well, it is there, but the connection is down until I can reset my psyche, which should not take long these days.
As an aside:
Since the tree outside has been hollering at me the past couple of days, I finally went to see what it wanted. Other than the respect of being watered, I asked the tree if I could hold it and let it feel some of my pain, and perhaps provide some insight into my situation.
As is becoming increasingly obvious, “support” does not always come in the form we may expect/project.
I have no idea what to do with this at the moment, but a message via the tree, short and sweet:
“We have been watching and protecting you. We are pleased. The Pleiadens.”
I may bounce right back after some good rest, but there is so much to sort through. Pain and Joy. Most importantly, the seemingly magical new things that show up every day.
PEACE
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HigherLove wrote:Heads up:
This sentinel is temporarily off of the grid.
1. Caught Gregg in a lie of the highest nature. Apparently I was the only one of us to truly understand the meaning of “sacred”.
2. His error took me down and wiped me out.
3. This could be the catalyst I needed to snap out of this funk. While it really hurt, he is hurting more. I guess I am to guide him through this learning process.
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http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t48p225-the-heart-portal#69470
I hope this brings you some insights to restore some balance to the both of you Troy.
Much Love for You
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mudra wrote:HigherLove wrote:Heads up:
This sentinel is temporarily off of the grid.
1. Caught Gregg in a lie of the highest nature. Apparently I was the only one of us to truly understand the meaning of “sacred”.
2. His error took me down and wiped me out.
3. This could be the catalyst I needed to snap out of this funk. While it really hurt, he is hurting more. I guess I am to guide him through this learning process.
[color=indigo]
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t48p225-the-heart-portal#69470
I hope this brings you some insights to restore some balance to the both of you Troy.
Much Love for You
mudra
Thank you, mudra.
I am still trying to feel my heart. But, I had a good night of sleep.
Gregg did not "cheat" in the traditional sense. He got a massage from the same woman he saw the second day he was here. He tossed his phone, forgot about me, and I had to miss an appointment. He called me 30 minutes after I got home from work to say he had lost track of the time. Massage was on the house.
Per Gregg, that was somewhat of a sexual experience. At the least it brought out some type of sexual energy, and she caught on to that, and had a bit of fun while playing with him. He went back to the scene of the crime, two doors down from where I was fired after I lost my peace of mind after he did this the first time.
He came home reeking of massage oil. He tried covering himself in gasoline to cover the smell. He tried to stand back from me, but immediately mentioned how he needed a shower because he must stink of gas, and he put his hand in my face thinking it would fill my nostrils with so much gasoline smell that I would not notice the massage oil. However, I am sensitive on multiple levels. As I saw that he way lying to me, the smell of the oil hit my nostrils.
I went to take a shower, and he ran and threw more gasoline on himself, then paraded around the bathroom to fill it with the smell of gas. The entire house smelled of massaged oil all day. He just left his clothes in our bedroom, and I had to get those out, because it was in my face.
It took about 30 minutes for him to confess, but not until after he accused me of being a paranoid idiot. It may be a bit late, and he's a bit of a thick man (and he thinks like a straight man -- sorry guys, but if you knew the stuff women said...lol...I know...I have run women's support groups, but I think he is finally catching on to the fact that I can tune into energies that seek always to protect me and let me know the truth (from people, to plants, animals, and trees -- they were all trying to tell me).
Another matter: about the "female slave" that he summoned: I am not sure if it was a former me, someone else who was wronged, tortured or whatever....she was definitely gang raped. It nearly cost her her life, and she was never the same. She is very angry and told me things about Gregg that nobody has ever told me. She provided me with insight into him with laser accuracy. She was 100% correct, and Gregg never shared this stuff with me, before. I seem to be calling him on all of his crimes from his past.
Gregg said he knows he is on the long road to regaining my trust. I told him the road never ends, he will never regain my trust, and that the road for him is paved to hell if he does not get into therapy for his pathological lying/personality disorder.
I told him he is a therapists worst nightmare, because he lies, and you cannot get better if you hide facts from the person treating you (unless they have psyhic gifts, but Gregg is draw more to the low-rent variety. I just do not know why, because he could have been anything.
He's basically having a problem getting older. His Gigolo days are over. I told him to take a look at his own pictures: "Look at yourself. You are not pretty enough anymore to keep lying like this. The days of us making $400.00/hour are over for both of us, my friend.:
Sorry folks, but I was young and if ya can get $100.00 in fifteen minutes without taking off your clothes or touching anybody, and ya really need the money and ya are still in the Matrix...it is easy meat.
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Carol wrote:pneumonia again
Carol this tells me you have a lot on your chest these days.
The body is manifesting how you feel .
Someone or some situation does'nt let you breathe.
Life's challenges when overwhelming us create some sort of mental corosion.
In the body this translates as a disquilibrium in the acid-base balanc and
illness appears.
Detox is advised on all levels.
This is just my evaluation and forgive me if I am entirely wrong.
I will do some Ho'oponopono for You sister.
Love for You
mudra
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mudra wrote:Carol wrote:pneumonia again
Carol this tells me you have a lot on your chest these days.
The body is manifesting how you feel .
Someone or some situation does'nt let you breathe.
Life's challenges when overwhelming us create some sort of mental corosion.
In the body this translates as a disquilibrium in the acid-base balanc and
illness appears.
Detox is advised on all levels.
This is just my evaluation and forgive me if I am entirely wrong.
I will do some Ho'oponopono for You sister.
Love for You
mudra
You are so beautiful.
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special prayers, and, special smoke for everyone
~ it is a time for people to band together, NOT, be torn apart
the days of $400/hr are over,
most of those jobs got shipped to india,
where people will do the same job for $5
very sad, but, very true
the real value here on earth, does NOT have anything to do with 'the dollars'
it has to do, with applying your sense
-and, helping others who do have answers
-the sooner, everyone realises that truth,
the faster, everything will shift,and, change
nothing happens alone ~ we are all in this, together
~ it is a time for people to band together, NOT, be torn apart
the days of $400/hr are over,
most of those jobs got shipped to india,
where people will do the same job for $5
very sad, but, very true
the real value here on earth, does NOT have anything to do with 'the dollars'
it has to do, with applying your sense
-and, helping others who do have answers
-the sooner, everyone realises that truth,
the faster, everything will shift,and, change
nothing happens alone ~ we are all in this, together
HigherLove- Posts : 2357
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THEeXchanger wrote:special prayers, and, special smoke for everyone
~ it is a time for people to band together, NOT, be torn apart
the days of $400/hr are over,
most of those jobs got shipped to india, (I was talking about prostitution -- I am laughing so hard right now...the first time in days...thank you)...
where people will do the same job for $5
very sad, but, very true
the real value here on earth, does NOT have anything to do with 'the dollars' (that was the point I was trying to make to Gregg)
it has to do, with applying your sense
-and, helping others who do have answers
-the sooner, everyone realises that truth,
the faster, everything will shift,and, change
nothing happens alone ~ we are all in this, together
Thanks, Susan. It seems you have been assigned the task of helping me rip myself away from the Matrix. I thought the red pill was something I took and it was done, but this is more like layers of an onion.
I just found this video, because I have not studied Pleiades. It is sort of blowing me away.
"Love for you", Susan.
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As an aside:
Since the tree outside has been hollering at me the past couple of days, I finally went to see what it wanted. Other than the respect of being watered, I asked the tree if I could hold it and let it feel some of my pain, and perhaps provide some insight into my situation.
As is becoming increasingly obvious, “support” does not always come in the form we may expect/project.
I have no idea what to do with this at the moment, but a message via the tree, short and sweet:
“We have been watching and protecting you. We are pleased. The Pleiadens.”
Again, I have no context for this at the moment.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1Vbkb1OkbE
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the real value here on earth, does NOT have anything to do with 'the dollars'
it has to do, with applying your sense
-and, helping others who do have answers
You have no idea how many times I wanted to say this to a couple of my clients, so another "LOL". Tempting as it was, establishing rapport with them first was far more important (it turns out that RAPPORT is they key ingredient to success of any type of therapy / HEALING relationship or energies).
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Just thought of something.
But first:
My partner just cheated on me (WITH A WOMAN -- a seriously high, holy crime amongst my true brethren). So the Utopian Nirvana I should be feeling right now just ain't there. I'm a bit shaky, and I will be quick to bite if I perceive another attack, and I am sorry.
Telling people to stop being judgmental is another judgment.
I am sorry if I have mis-read anything.
I am out of my body. Words have no meaning.
Anyhow, if Carol, or Merc, or Brook, or Lionhawk posted something about an unusual encounter with ETs, there would have been 20 pages of responses by now.
WTF???????????????????
I bet people will pay attention to this on the Atticus Forum. It's true. (Carol and Merc: that was not directed at either of you; you are awesome and going through plenty of your own stuff right now. I love you, respect you, and appreciate all you do). Your plates are full. I hate it when I do things that waste your time.
special thanks to the energies allowing me to do this because it is hard not to collapse to the floor.
"Love and light" lol
But first:
My partner just cheated on me (WITH A WOMAN -- a seriously high, holy crime amongst my true brethren). So the Utopian Nirvana I should be feeling right now just ain't there. I'm a bit shaky, and I will be quick to bite if I perceive another attack, and I am sorry.
Telling people to stop being judgmental is another judgment.
I am sorry if I have mis-read anything.
I am out of my body. Words have no meaning.
Anyhow, if Carol, or Merc, or Brook, or Lionhawk posted something about an unusual encounter with ETs, there would have been 20 pages of responses by now.
WTF???????????????????
I bet people will pay attention to this on the Atticus Forum. It's true. (Carol and Merc: that was not directed at either of you; you are awesome and going through plenty of your own stuff right now. I love you, respect you, and appreciate all you do). Your plates are full. I hate it when I do things that waste your time.
special thanks to the energies allowing me to do this because it is hard not to collapse to the floor.
"Love and light" lol
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HigherLove wrote:[size=18]
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[color=red]My partner just cheated on me (WITH A WOMAN -- a seriously high, holy crime amongst my true brethren). So the Utopian Nirvana I should be feeling right now just ain't there. I'm a bit shaky, and I will be quick to bite if I perceive another attack, and I am sorry.
"Love and light" lol
And what now?
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burgundia wrote:HigherLove wrote:[size=18]
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[color=red]My partner just cheated on me (WITH A WOMAN -- a seriously high, holy crime amongst my true brethren). So the Utopian Nirvana I should be feeling right now just ain't there. I'm a bit shaky, and I will be quick to bite if I perceive another attack, and I am sorry.
"Love and light" lol
And what now?
Nothing to do with you. We are done.
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HigherLove wrote:burgundia wrote:HigherLove wrote:[size=18]
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[color=red]My partner just cheated on me (WITH A WOMAN -- a seriously high, holy crime amongst my true brethren). So the Utopian Nirvana I should be feeling right now just ain't there. I'm a bit shaky, and I will be quick to bite if I perceive another attack, and I am sorry.
"Love and light" lol
And what now?
Nothing to do with you.
I'm relieved.
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burgundia wrote:HigherLove wrote:burgundia wrote:HigherLove wrote:[size=18]
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[color=red]My partner just cheated on me (WITH A WOMAN -- a seriously high, holy crime amongst my true brethren). So the Utopian Nirvana I should be feeling right now just ain't there. I'm a bit shaky, and I will be quick to bite if I perceive another attack, and I am sorry.
"Love and light" lol
And what now?
Nothing to do with you.
I'm relieved.
Look on the bright side. Now you have more time to step over people who are bleeding to death in order to save a rabbit.
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And girlfriend bye bye
to get it over with
Susan...stay away you are scary --as in stay away from me. I was warned about you by people who have witnessed your insanity via skype. I know better. It is not because my cup is too full. You are certifiable.
I will not post here again or sort through burgundia's anger to bother reading what she has to say anymore.
to get it over with
Susan...stay away you are scary --as in stay away from me. I was warned about you by people who have witnessed your insanity via skype. I know better. It is not because my cup is too full. You are certifiable.
I will not post here again or sort through burgundia's anger to bother reading what she has to say anymore.
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Troy if you are to feel relief from you pain and find peace in your Heart you have to empty that cup that is now too full so that wisdom may come in.
Let it settle gently .I am sorry for your loss as I know it devastates you. You do have all the ressources within you to ougrow this and bring out the very best of you.You are not the only one in deep suffering . One of our members lost her son last year. This is the hardest thing for a mother to live and yet she remained strong and humble in front of all transmuting her sorrow into something worthwhile. If you let yourself be swallowed by your present emotions it is to yourself that you are causing harm.
Love from You
mudra
Let it settle gently .I am sorry for your loss as I know it devastates you. You do have all the ressources within you to ougrow this and bring out the very best of you.You are not the only one in deep suffering . One of our members lost her son last year. This is the hardest thing for a mother to live and yet she remained strong and humble in front of all transmuting her sorrow into something worthwhile. If you let yourself be swallowed by your present emotions it is to yourself that you are causing harm.
Love from You
mudra
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mudra wrote:Troy if you are to feel relief from you pain and find peace in your Heart you have to empty that cup that is now too full so that wisdom may come in.
Let it settle gently .I am sorry for your loss as I know it devastates you. You do have all the ressources within you to ougrow this and bring out the very best of you.
You are not the only one in deep suffering .
Really, mudra? You think I am that insensitive? As if I do not know that. I was not speaking to my suffering. I am referring to burgundia's continual lack of respect and for being the c and the u and an n and a t.
(mods go ahead and ban me for bypassing the filter; I need a break anyway).
One of our members lost her son last year. This is the hardest thing for a mother to live and yet she remained strong and humble in front of all transmuting her sorrow into something worthwhile.
How lovely for her. Thank you for the judgement.
If you let yourself be swallowed by your present emotions it is to yourself that you are causing harm.
Did you say that to the member who lost her son only two days later? That she needed to stop grieving because it could harm her?
Love from You
mudra