Let's set the tone with some music.
My Dear Sanicle,
Please accept my apologies for not being more responsive to your efforts. There is a reason for this. I get to watch you SHINE! There is no reason for me to let's say trump someone's postings when it is at resonance. I was being facetious with the trump word. All I can do is watch in amazement and total awe. The beauty of one's heart. Priceless for me since I was never allowed to see that in folks. And I am seeing it now with a new pair of eyes. Thank you so much for your participation, your compassion, and your heart. I have grown very fond of you these past months. I'm still getting "you," and that has been a wonderful experience. You have also come a very long way. Ya done good Girl! And there is nothing wrong with that! You also get a butterfly.
I also can't juggle the praise thing very well and I don't even see it at all in the context of the word, with what I am trying to say to you.