How has everyone been doing lately ?

metaw3 wrote:

mudra wrote:
Nova - Magnetic Storm - Earth's Invisible Shield

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ey_YCXLn004

That was good!

Thanks for watching metaw

Love for You
mudra

Among other things, I have experienced dizziness, fatigue, short-term memory loss, heart palpitations, irregular sleep patterns, and diminished appetite. If I didn't know better, I would say I was seriously ill!

Hope this passes soon and something cool(lifting of the veil) comes of it...

I wonder what all of the cosmic gamma radiation is doing to us?

CetaceousOne wrote:Among other things, I have experienced dizziness, fatigue, short-term memory loss, heart palpitations, irregular sleep patterns, and diminished appetite. If I didn't know better, I would say I seriously ill!

I've been experiencing all of this as well, but I thought it was my job. I guess it's not just my job.

What if the United States is part of the Roman Empire? What if the Whole World is part of the Roman Empire? What if the Entire Solar System is part of the Roman Empire? What if the U.S. Constitution and Bill of Rights merely provide the Illusion of a Democracy? What if the United States has always been part of the Roman Empire? What if the Roman Empire is part of the Egyptian Empire (or at least is based upon the Egyptian Empire)? Which empire controls Gizeh Intelligence? What if the Roman New World Order started with the Fall of the Egyptian Old World Order? What if All of the Above are part of the Sirian Galactic Empire? What if my pipe-dream of a Responsibility-Based United States of the Solar System, and a Sovereign Human Race -- is a Threat to Galactic Security -- which cannot be allowed under any circumstances? What if I am a disempowered and demoted Ancient Reptilian Queen (demoted for defending humanity and promoting freedom -- contrary to orders?) who is attempting a comeback? In the highly unlikely chance that this were the case, would it be better to seek a Theocratic Dictatorship rather than a Representative Republic? Might I be shooting myself in the -- never mind. I don't know which way to jump. I don't know how to absolutely determine what the truth is. I'm trying to help - but I suspect that I might be doing just the opposite - so what should I do? I've never had a drink in my life, but I'm thinking about becoming an alcoholic. I can't take much more of this. I have no idea what I'm fighting. I probably have a snowball's chance in hell of getting what I think I want. But really, I don't know what I want -- other than a single day of peace. I'm finding it increasingly difficult to become motivated, when few seem to care, there is no financial benefit, and it is tearing me apart - physcially, mentally, and spiritually.

Up. Down.

From really happy and secure, to irritated and scared.

I was an absolute butt-head to my sister yesterday, and we never fight. I said some awful things. It was like a ten-year meltdown in the making. It's very sad and unreal.

But none of this is real anyway, right?

Love to all.

Universe forgive me.

No looking in mirrors, today.

_________________

Did I hear mention of old habits?

transmutation of cosmic energy
Whenever you want,
just sit down on a chair beside a tree,
and with your bare feet touch the soil,
first imagine the cosmic energy entering thru the top of your head,
passing thru your body,
and going to the soil thru your feet,
and afterwards,
imagine the energy coming up from the earth (soil),
passing thru your body,
and going up thru the top of your head to atmosphere (cosmos).

I have been doing the best i can with what ive got dealing with the challenges of this crazy backwards world. I just keep aiming for something better then where we all are now. Im actualy having a bit of a hard time right now...and all i can think of is how to get radical!!!

what else can i do in the magic of now? lol



dis·e·qui·lib·ri·um

Loss or lack of stability or equilibrium

What Does Disequilibrium Mean?
A situation where internal and/or external forces prevent market equilibrium from being reached or cause the market to fall out of balance. This can be a short-term byproduct of a change in variable factors or a result of long-term structural imbalances.
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Among other things, I have experienced dizziness, fatigue, short-term memory loss, heart palpitations, irregular sleep patterns, and diminished appetite. If I didn't know better, I would say I was seriously ill!

Add stinging sensations behind the eyes, and momentary sharp pains in the back of my head.
Almost feels like my skull is expanding or something!

Along the line of changes in the Earth Magnetic field and their influence on humans here is an interesting document :

Magnetic Field Deficiency Syndrome and Magnetic Treatment

Excerpt :

II. Clinical Image of the Syndrome

The symptoms of the syndrome are; "Stiffness" of the shoulders, back and scruff of the neck, uncertain lumbago, chest pains for no specific reason, habitual headache and heaviness of the head, dizziness and insomnia for uncertain reasons, habitual constipation, general lassitude, etc.

Generally speaking, the specific cause of the illness is not noticeable or no specific relationship between the original illness and the derivative symptoms can be found. The symptoms neither improve nor get worse, no clue being gained from clinical examination. One or more of the above symptoms is usually noticed as the syndrome.

Among those above-mentioned, there are, of course, some symptoms which accompany such illnesses as hypertension, diabetes, disease of the digestive organs, bone and nerve diseases, etc. However, as with the syndrome such symptoms continue even after the original disease has been treated or cured, any relationship between such symptoms and the original disease can be excluded.

In other words, it is a syndrome in which no objective pathological findings can be noticed from routine physical and clinical examinations, but in which the subjective symptoms persist and are hard to improve, resisting various treatments but responding to the application of a magnetic field. An unbalance autonomic nervous system or part of such might be included in this syndrome.

http://4data.ca/ottawa/archive/health/biomagnetic.html

Love Always
mudra

And this one on geomagnetic storms is interesting too :

How Recent Solar Flares Are Affecting Humans

Excerpt:

I have noticed in my own research that solar activity is known to influence human consciousness. Solar flares affect the Central Nervous System (stomach lining), all brain activity (including equilibrium), along with human behaviour and all psycho-physiological (mental-emotional-physical) response. Solar flares can cause us to be nervous, anxiousness, worrisome, jittery, dizzy, shaky, irritable, lethargic, exhausted, have short term memory problems and heart palpitations, feel nauseous, queasy, and to have prolonged head pressure and headaches. Do you have any of the above lately? I am hearing from people in Canada, the U.S., South America, Japan, Greece, Malta, Belgium, Sweden, the UK, Australia etc. that all report the symptoms that I address after an episode of high solar flare activity. I have also experienced these symptoms myself as have many of my clients. Scientists don't seem to be addressing this, but we all know it is real as we are experiencing it first hand.

read on: http://www.carliniinstitute.com/how_recent_solar_flares_are_affecting_us

Love Always
mudra

I've never had a drink in my life, but I'm thinking about becoming an alcoholic

Alas, I was never able to experience the joys of alcoholism, because I dislike the taste. Rockstar energy drinks on the other hand is like cocaine. Maybe, if I mix the rockstars with the alcohol, that would be a good idea. But I think you could make a big difference OXy, because your intuition is more in tact compared to most people. For example I told a bunch of people real estate was going to collapse 6 years in advance, and none of them took advantage of it, because they were so indoctrinated. Now they are just in student loan debt hell, going to grad school or law school trying to wait out the recession, or living in a crappy apartment trying to pay off their student loans lolz. Whereas, I could just buy my own house debt free, but I know real estate is going to crash further, so there is like no point in buying. I think you would be a good CEO though Oxy, because your not a conformist. People that are non-conformists make the best company founders, and the conformists only make good mediocre middle managers, jr executives, and maybe if they brown nose their way up the corporate ladder for decades they can get lucky and become CEO. Their not creative and capable of founding their own companies, their only good at maintaining a business after the founder sets up a successful business model. The only time conformists start a successful company is when they get lucky and it's in tune with the macro-economic trend, like when people started real estate brokerages right before the the real state bubble, or starting a web design firm before the tech bubble started, etc. Oxy, your a founder, so get crackin buddy, you have the creativity to start your own. If your start your own and are successful at it, you can have the power to achieve the change that you so long wanted.

On another note I think we are just going to "muddle through" like the analyst John Mauldin claims. Every time there is some doom fear porn scenario nothing happens, because some random celestial entity, or white hat faction interferes with it. I think we are all going to be fine and "muddle through". Maybe, some economic pain for many years, but no pole shifts, consciousness shifts, comets, solar flares, etc. We are all on the "muddle through" timeline and have plenty of time for spiritual development. I think I'll die at 90-100 this lifetime.

Thank-you investigator. If I weren't a burned-out shelluva guy, I'd probably be an intuitive genius, but I'm exhausted and tense 24/7. I don't feel a need to lead. I don't like to fight. I just like to conceptualize things, and then be an observer. I've been passively pushing the concept of a Responsibility-Based United States of the Solar System, but if it ever became a reality, I would just like to read files, attend meetings and sessions -- and then type position papers, which would be taken seriously, ("Interplanetary Trash Disposal Faces Modernity") but which would have zero authority. I fear that if I ever take that first drink, I will immediately become an alcoholic. Then I'd have to join the 'Friends of Bill Cooper'. The past few days have taken a lot out of me. I don't even want to talk about the particulars. I have never felt more drained in my life, and I really don't have a lot left to give. I feel as though I am everyone's friend, and no one's friend. I'm on everyone's side, and no one's side. I love everyone, but I am annoyed by just about everyone. I especially annoy myself. The more I research and post, the less I seem to know, and the less stable I become. Isn't this strange? At this rate, I should be a Complete Idiot in a Secret Mental Institution by December 21, 2012!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NntcOTdDuxU&feature=fvsr By the way, a complete idiot has an IQ of less than 25, so I'm a bit over-qualified for that designation presently, but not by much. You should see what I see in my mind's eye!! All of this is so sad, that it's actually funny!! I feel a bit like that guy in the movie (can't remember which one, 'Core' maybe?) where he is deep underground, just before a huge underground nuclear detonation, which will kill him, yet he is talking into his tape-recorder, and he suddenly realizes how absurd that is!! I don't know whether to hide under the rocks, or to expect the angels to minister to me. I heard another loud 'discharge' type of sound when I was out walking today. Another Drac-Attack? Nothing would surprise me at this point. I'm one confused dude! Dudes on Ludes shouldn't start controversial threads. Perhaps I need some R&R in that Deep Underground Reptilian Monastery under the Vatican. I spend too much time on the internet, and not enough time in nature. Also, I don't read enough books. What profiteth a man, if he gaineth the whole solar system, but loseth his mind in the process? Perhaps I need to step away from the computer, and read books in nature, while listening to sacred classical music. The computer is turning into an intellectual and spiritual black hole, and I feel like I'm being sucked through the monitor. The lack of conversation is also a powerful reason to stop. I keep trying, and I keep falling off the wagon. I keep slipping further and further down the rabbit-hole (or is it a snake-hole?), with no bottom in sight. Perhaps the Beast Below is waiting for me. Do I still have a condom in my wallet? What would Dr. Who Do? Who? Anu? I need to take a nice break, and pull my hair out...


ORTHODOXYMORON'S SPRING BREAKDOWN...

Orthy,

The computer is only a tool and should be used for personal benefit such as communication ..........and internet . Sounds like you need desperately a hobby . Perhaps a new language ? How many languages do you speak ?


For my wife and me things are going along as usual . The spies across the road are still on the job and we passed the milestone of 5 years in Italy .
I had to tell to get lost to my cousins here . It appears that they are cooperating with the spooks and probably they are getting paid or receiving some benefit .
What amazes me is the ease the spooks get people to cooperate with them . My relatives are not well educated and are gullible too . They seem to have faith in the government officials . Probably they have been told that my wife and I are terrorist ( after all telling the truth in private phone conversation is a terrorist act today ) or plotters against the security of the state . The state in question would be criminal, human rights abuser and NWO kingpin called Australia .
In this times when I see some secret services spook clicking the phone , I am getting reassured that some very important peoples in Australia have been exposed and their career ruined . Considering that all this come from what my wife and I said over the phone to each other or friends in private conversations , I am proud to have contributed , without knowing , to the destruction of so many careers . Just the thought of that wonderful disaster make me happy . We might not be able to travel because of the harassment , but the career of the Children of the former Chief Justice of the High Court and his uncle's children have been derailed forever . I love it ! Their disgrace is my joy !

Oxy when you say you probably need to take a break from the computer and read books in nature I believe you are right my friend.
I found nature is about the only thing that is really soothing when our mind , body and emotions are overburdened and blow a fuse.
There is no need to even do anything at all in nature . it's a perfect place to let go of everything that is'nt really necessary or doing us
any good . Nature is a womb of pure beauty that quickly heals our wounds when we tune in to her . Walk bare feet on Mother , lay down ,
sit by a tree and hug him ... these simple gestures will help you dissipate enturbulated energy , calm your mind and let your Heart emerge
peacefully . The greatest visions ,inspirations and teachings I have had came to me through nature's whispers not any book nor any human being .
There is something about nature that is pure and intact , beauty in it's quintessence adressing the very same in us buried and tainted but yet present as a jewel waiting to be polished. When we don't see any more where we are going , when hope and faith have left us , nature is the shortest way to bring us back to what really matters , to our Heart , our inner temple . From there we can then embrace the world at large .
I am sure that the greatest pieces of music that were ever composed on this planet came into life through artists that had a close connection to Mother Earth and through her beauty to Source..

Something inspiring to listen to for you :

A day with Satish Kumar {morning} (1/2)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCW-qkbyezs


Love for You
mudra

Arrowwind wrote:
A great teacher once told me that when things get tough look for ways to give away what gifts you have. It will change your world.

This is how the new world will be built and how I am in process of building mine today.[/color]

That's a lovely way to put it . When we become void of giving and sharing our very best with others this is when we are truly disconnected .

Regarding the focus on doom and gloom present in some forums I agree with you Arrowind that this can be overstressed. I think I would'nt fit in a conspiracy solely oriented forum as it would soon drain out my energy through facing darkness only.
As much as I would'nt fit into a Spiritually only oriented forum either .
I would participate more in Self Sustainable and healthy living forums would I have reached my dream of having a land to take care of and had completely settled in nature by now.
I think these different topics are closely nterrelated though as we are after all Spiritual beings having a human experience on a physical plane .
Growing awareness in all these matters are to me necessary ingredients to raise our responsability towards ourselves, our Planet and other fellow beings, climbing our way back from the sleeping state to sovereign Spiritual beings.
The point of balance is integration of darkness and light , where duality therein is transcended , fear leaves us and we find ourselves in attunement with the flow of life itself .

Love from me
mudra

Good for you enemyofNWO! But be careful. Big Brother is Watching and Listening. I think a lot of hidden things are becoming known - both good and bad. What really worries me is who we might've been and what we might've done in previous lives. Is there a Galactic Statute of Limitations? I doubt it. Plus, I'm not counting on the Substitutionary Atonement. I'm thinking about investing in Plenary Indulgences. What would Rufus say? What would Loki do?

Thank-you mudra. Nature is healing. On the other hand, if one takes a close look at nature, she can be a real mother. There is a lot of misery in nature, without the assistance of human beings. I wonder if we might've been better off without the industrial revolution and fancy technology. We've never been closer to the brink of extinction than we are right now -- with or without vengeful deities -- or so it seems.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Thank-you mudra. Nature is healing. On the other hand, if one takes a close look at nature, she can be a real mother. There is a lot of misery in nature, without the assistance of human beings. I wonder if we might've been better off without the industrial revolution and fancy technology. We've never been closer to the brink of extinction than we are right now -- with or without vengeful deities -- or so it seems.

There is misery in nature but it does'nt come from greed . Predators don't kill more to feed and they always share their prey with their companions in the herd. Without human beings around I believe Mother would be much better off with her children and she would have remained balanced in her generosity for all . The industrial revolution is rapidly killing our planet in a blink of an eye . Very few are aware today that Mother does'nt belong to us and that we are merely guests here that should honor and respect her. The human intelligence is nothing if not backed up with wisdom and awareness that we are interrelated and should all work in synergy with Mother's needs .
And yet it takes very little to see what a paradise we could live in if only we changed our views.
What is really lacking in our present system is auto correction .

She's Alive... Beautiful... Finite... Hurting... Worth Dying for.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGeXdv-uPaw


Love from me
mudra

On the other hand, with the accumulated knowledge of the last 150 years, that is amplifying to the 10th power as I write this, we are on the verge of the ability to create a heaven on earth though the sciences and the soon to come free energy.

We have what it takes to free ourselves from the bondage of fighting for our survival.

All we need to do is give up greed.

Among other things, I have experienced dizziness, fatigue, short-term
memory loss, heart palpitations, irregular sleep patterns, and
diminished appetite.

Yes Yes! How refreshing to hear of the same with you, too! My dizziness was actually about 2 months ago for several weeks straight. It has subsided mostly now. Heart flutters are quite noticeable. And I'm having quite a time trying to "unstiffen" my neck. Ice cream! I rarely eat the stuff but a few weeks ago I craved it for days. Also, the emotional rollercoaster. I'm on a pretty even keel, usually, but recently, today in particular I made the comment that I felt I was a volcano waiting to explode! Tears...the whole gamut. I feel that is a cleansing (with me anyway).

Also, in the early afternoon, for the past several months, I've felt a sort of quickening or expectancy. And I wake up many nights with the clock reading triple digits. Last night was 3:33 am.

Something no one has mentioned, so I'll take a gander......is more frequent trips to the bathroom (not constipation)

So this problem of ringing in the ears (head) - tinnitus like - seems common.. Has anyone any suggestions as to why? or what cure? Its not driving me insane, buts its overwhelming when Im quiet.. i can use it as a focus, a little like the yogic technique of antar mouna but I want to try and go beyond this now..

Friends I just found this article concerning ringing in the ears and other strange phenomena in the light of ascension symptoms

I think that in the same way that when learning skying we often fall on the ground and hurt our body once the proper balance is found all symptoms of discomfort disappear and we can enjoy the ride .
First become aware of what is taking place within ourselves , integrate it and we move with ease to the next level .

So wether in the outside world these changes manifest in a weakend magnetic field , extreme solar winds or the nexus energy coming from Galactic center it is undeniable that at the same time we are undergoing changes in the various aspects of our inner being . So within so without . I would say let's not resist it instead let's get in tune with the flow , adapt and find a new balance .

Ascension Symptoms – Ringing in the Ears
By Sherry on 01/29/2011

I haven’t addressed this specifically in the past however you may have seen it listed as one of the symptoms of ascension. I want to tell you a little bit about it for those of you who are unsure of what is happening at the time the ringing in the ears changes, increases or becomes almost deafening.

There are many things to consider when it comes to the underlying causes of the ringing in the ears. First understand that the ears are affected by what is going on with the upper energy centers (chakras) such as the crown, brow, and throat chakra. Those of you who use a specific method for opening the brow chakra such as a rather harsh method of third eye opening will as a result of such a forced and harsh opening of that center will most definitely experience a ringing in the ears as this center opens, clears and balances.

The process from initial opening of a chakra to the time when it stays opening permanently on its own is a lot longer than many realize. I receive many emails from those who have use this method and what they experience afterwards is influenced by many factors such as whether the method was followed exactly (no less, no more), whether the lower chakra centers where opened first so there is a flow of energy without the hindrance of a potential block in one of those lower chakras, and whether chakra opening and clearing for the other chakras (including the foot chakra) energy centers is being done on a regular basis.

Generally, after opening the brow chakra you will experience pressure between and just above the eye brows. Accompanying this will be a ringing in the ears that could be very loud to the point it eventually gives you a headache and makes it hard to concentrate. You must understand that opening and clearing chakras do not come without an increasing in your vibrations and hence the ringing in the ears is also a symptom of this increase.

Many times if someone has decided to open or clear their energy centers specifically because they want to bring out and develop their psychic abilities they will seek out help by joining a psychic development message board, a local class or development circle. There they will be around and communicating with many whose vibrations are much higher than their own. When you spend time around even one person whose vibrations are higher than yours the outcome is that you vibrations will be increased as though being pulled upward. You can not serve two Master’s. You have heard that before right? Well, you can not live part of the time at a lower vibration that is the product of the negative ego, enjoying such things as anger, envy, resentment, frustration, violence in thought or deed, and part of the time when you choose at a higher vibration. Those who reside at a higher vibration will not come down to meet you, not permanently anyway, and therefore in order to be a part of anything that is of a higher vibration you will have to be at or close to that vibration. Vibrations for those who do not know are the rate at which energy moves. A spirit such as an Archangel has a high vibration such that if you were running a race against them you would barely see the blur that is them as they pass you. That is basically why a spirit can be present and you do not see or hear them, because they are vibrating a such a greater speed then you that they can not be seen but still they are there and hence their energy can still be sensed and read.

There are many symptoms you will experience as your vibrations increase whether the increase is do to chakra work or receiving an attunement. They are called Ascension Symptoms. The ringing in the ears is one of the many symptoms you will experience.

Ringing in the ears is something you will get use to over time to the point where most times you will not notice it except when it at times gets louder, switches ears, or is accompanied that other sounds such as tones.

There is more to the ringing in the ears than just what is happening with the energy centers and increasing vibrations. There are so many other things going on within and outside of us.

Kryon answered a questions from a couple of people who were questioning things they were experiencing as such…

“When a Human Being is experiencing even the slightest interdimensional shift, many things change. False feelings of anxiety, dizziness, focus problems, sometimes ringing of the ears and even occasional “light shows” all are alterations of the basic senses. When you are experiencing an entire color spectrum of change, you can’t say you are moving from one color to another. Instead, you are developing a whole new pallet.

This is moving from 4D to beyond, and it affects all the biology greatly. For awhile you might use mechanical devices to help, even chemical rebalancing or natural substances. But eventually you are being asked to transmute the dimensional shift and stand on your own with none of these things present. You indicated that you are living in “this dimension.” Exactly what do you feel “this dimension” is? You were born in 4, and are moving beyond. Therefore your “normal” is changing. Is it possible to balance yourself to compensate? Yes! Is it possible for your cellular structure to be “talked to?” Yes… we have been saying this for years. Now you know why we gave you these lessons. Now you may begin to understand the importance of becoming more integrated with your biology!”

http://sherryandrea.com/ascension-symptoms-ringing-in-the-ears/

Love Always
mudra

Simplicity wrote:

Among other things, I have experienced dizziness, fatigue, short-term
memory loss, heart palpitations, irregular sleep patterns, and
diminished appetite.

Yes Yes! How refreshing to hear of the same with you, too! My dizziness was actually about 2 months ago for several weeks straight. It has subsided mostly now. Heart flutters are quite noticeable. And I'm having quite a time trying to "unstiffen" my neck. Ice cream! I rarely eat the stuff but a few weeks ago I craved it for days. Also, the emotional rollercoaster. I'm on a pretty even keel, usually, but recently, today in particular I made the comment that I felt I was a volcano waiting to explode! Tears...the whole gamut. I feel that is a cleansing (with me anyway).

Also, in the early afternoon, for the past several months, I've felt a sort of quickening or expectancy. And I wake up many nights with the clock reading triple digits. Last night was 3:33 am.

Something no one has mentioned, so I'll take a gander......is more frequent trips to the bathroom (not constipation)

Thanks for sharing Simplicity!

My emotions have been reasonably stable, but I have seen others
with their emotions all over the place!

I too have been having issues with my neck, although I figured that
was due to damage sustained during a past-life hanging.

And yes, irregular digestion and elimination patterns - especially when the sun
is active!

Here is a thread which might shed some light on nature, greed, and the human/earth predicament. I support freedom, but this implies competition, which can imply greed, and lead to destruction. This is why I try to always combine responsibility with freedom as responsible-freedom. http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1033-complexity-technology-competition-greed-power-hunger-self-exaltation-and-the-quickening