I really hope that my words and posted material on this thread are not being used in evil, twisted, or nepharious ways. I intend only a high-road righteous approach. I'm trying to be pure without being a prude. This is why I joke around a lot, and I continue to be sorry if this offends anyone. I continue to not know the real story or the whole story. I think I've narrowed things down a bit, and I continue to test certain theories, but I would really need a lot more information and conversation to have real substance behind my words. I am truly walking through a minefield, and I know it. I continue to ask for help from those who know a lot more than I do. On the other hand, there might be those who know a lot more than I do, who are a lot more evil than I am. I don't think I'm evil, but I don't trust myself or my hidden intentions. I might not be as good as I think I am. I feel tremendously oppressed, but what does this mean regarding my true soul-state? My theological theories are heretical toward most traditional Protestant and Roman Catholic Theology. But I am trying to think through various approaches, regardless of their origins, because who knows what the true history of God and Humanity really are? Should we just accept assumptions, or should we test them? Is it OK to just go along to get along? If this is a Prison Planet in Rebellion, and if this is Occupied Territory, what should we properly believe? If we are prisoners, do we deserve our predicament? Again, I continue to ask for assistance, but the plug seems to have been pulled on any sort of detailed interaction with me on this thread, or so it seems. Is everyone just standing back, and waiting to see my inevitable crash? I have no idea regarding my status and true situation. I really don't. I continue to think that things could play out in just about any direction or manner. My thoughts are not set in concrete, and this makes life very unstable and unhappy, because everything is always up in the air, with very little blessed assurance. If I could look in the mirror, and see beyond the veil, I might be shocked. But really, all of us might be shocked at our true nature. I'm bracing for just about anything. I don't think we've seen anything yet... 1.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRwuui7oS_g&NR=1 2.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iqq_p0MA91s What would be wrong with the President staying at Camp David 90% of the time, and having that be the Primary White House, and just taking the helicopter into D.C. only when absolutely necessary? Wouldn't this be much more secure and economical? Why be traveling all the time? How can one be more than an order-following, teleprompter-reading puppet, when they are on the go all the time? The fraud, abuse, and waste in D.C. is reprehensible. I wouldn't even have so much of a problem with the secret government if things weren't so evil and corrupt. I love reading 'The Federalist Papers', 'The Anti-Federalist Papers', the U.S. Constitution, and the Bill of Rights -- but I hate the harsh reality of what America has become, and the seemingly unstoppable and impending train-wreck. The American People and the People of the World deserve better than this. What happened to the 'City on a Hill'? Unfortunately, I expect to keep seeing the bad-guys promoted, and the good-guys demoted, while high-level crime keeps getting swept under the proverbial rug. This seems to have become an integral part of Americana. We probably wouldn't know what the hell to do if things got cleaned-up. Who says that crime doesn't pay??? A grave-stone read
Stop my friend, as you pass by,
As you are now, so once was I,
As I am now, you will surely be,
So prepare yourself to follow me.
Crime might pay today, but crime does not pay on judgment-day, and I have a feeling that probation is about to close, and that an investigative judgment will soon be rendered, and that the wheels of justice will grind exceedingly fine. I keep getting the feeling that Earth is going to be destroyed, and the human race exterminated, by an Act of God. Why can't this mess be cleaned up with surgical precision? Again, I wouldn't have so much of a problem with a Lunar and Underground Secret Government if they really made things function properly on Planet Earth. I keep getting the feeling that this whole thing is the way it is because this is part of some sort of a sentence which affects the whole human race because of a very real original and unpardonable sin. I doubt that all of this madness is just accidental, or simply because of human stupidity and incompetence. This whole thing is sneaky and creepy. I'm re-watching '2012', so I'm in a bit of a mood. Why can't the really evil beings in this solar system be incarcerated and re-educated, even if it takes a million years? Why can't Earth be saved, salvaged, and run properly? I'm sensing impending doom and gloom, and that the end of the world will not be a natural occurrance. I grew up in an End-Time Judgment Church, namely the Seventh-day Adventist Church. Then I tried the Norman Vincent Peale / Robert Schuller / Crystal Cathedral approach, and I vowed to combine the best aspects of the two organizations, but I never really followed through. I kept encountering too many problems with everything. My internet posting is too little, too late, but it is my feeble attempt to help save this God Forsaken World. I'd like to see the corrupt aspects of America go down HARD, but why should hard-working rank and file Americans be relegated to hell because of corrupt individuals and organizations? I don't relish a confrontation with Russia, China, and Korea (or anyone else for that matter, including the Greys and Dracs!). I would like to have a positive working relationship with them, with no back-room back-stabbing whatsoever...
One Sunday, while sitting in the choir-loft of the Crystal Cathedral, I seemed to hear a still, small voice whispering 'He says we need a war'. Later, Dr. Schuller said 'A storm is coming'. Shortly thereafter, we got 'Desert Storm'. What scares me is that I now think that even the best, brightest, and most-pure can descend into corruption and madness more quickly and easily than we might think possible, which is why I keep speaking of a Responsibility-Based United States of the Solar System, like a broken record. I have no idea if this is possible, or even if it would actually work for any significant length of time. I just don't know what the true state of affairs are. I keep sensing that things are past the point of no return, but I keep trying to think and plan as if there were some hope of salvaging this mess. Believe it, or not, I have often thought that there is too much pain and suffering on Earth, for this to continue. On the other hand, if Earth and Humanity are destroyed, what chance does the Universe really have? What if Earth is the last, great hope for a very harsh, nasty, and dictatorial Universe? How are we supposed to know anything with any degree of certainty? We could be told just about anything by the 'experts'. I know a very intelligent individual, who knows a helluva lot about everything, yet they seem to have a dark soul, and they appear to be somewhat sloppy and out of control, in many important ways. I love talking to them, but they scare me. I keep thinking of Thomas and Sophia in 'The Event'. Sophia's son Thomas is running things while his mother is incarcerated, but he goes rogue, and really starts screwing things up, much to his mother's chagrin. I keep wondering if something similar to this is occurring within this solar system? And once things go out of control, and reach a critical point of no return, the madness seems to accelerate in an exponential manner, sort of like when a bank-robber is being chased by the police, and feels they have nothing to lose by running away and fighting with the police. I guess this is one reason why I have passively promoted the idea of some sort of reasonable amnesty for bad-guys who try to become good-guys, are fully cooperative, make full disclosure and reasonable restitution. Obviously justice must be served, but how does one turn a seemingly hopeless and corrupt situation around, and set things on a reasonable and responsible course, going forward?
Beyond The Veil lyrics:
Not fear, nor tears can reach me now
the light seems so clear as the night fades away
Behold of thy flame, below of all shame
Come conquer me sweet dreams of paradise
Dusk drawn hither to my evening star
A glance in thy mirror
The trance of thy mirror
Venus... through the looking glass
Dance so frail and lost in the fields afar
Cast off thy mourning
Clasp life and glory
Venus... through the looking glass
The sense of angels in veils of dawn
Like she runs forever among thy halls
The pale horizons are closing down
The reasons for living are lost somehow
Cross my heart with a glance upon the star of riddance
Drift afar like teardrops on the Stygian River
I'm the nightfall and wizard that summon thee
You're the blizzard that drape my eyes
I'm thy sorrow and vein of obscurity
You're the dagger that cuts
Shivers on the bleak horizon
Profound words... you're my frailty
See the light cease in thy life
Profound words... hurting me
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