The First Fire , a story of EVISNAM

What do i think ?

I think " what are you waiting for : 0) "


Comfort zones can sometimes become uncomfort zones

moving from comfort is evolutionary

moving from the old into the new , uncharted waters , self respect , new ventures , new vistas ...

just do it ( sorry nike ill put 10 cents towards your new sweat shop for using that phrase )


hugs


Naniu

BB wrote:for it seems that the gap between thought and manifestation is almost closing, or maybe it's a in motion, growing larger as well as smaller. What do you think?

generally speaking the gap between thought and manifestation is : Intention x Emotion = Karmic Response ( vassilates continuously ) Possible attributing factors are enegy belts, moon phase , angle of incidence between intention and dimentional sides or planes where the return resides. If you get the right angle during the interaction this can acutely attune your response.

its possible to create a state of instant Karma or responsive manifestation but one would need to understand how to , there is a way for the basics and then practice this daily, giving thanks and praise as a daily exersise helps this connection by a multiplier dependant on the individual as a whole and its connections.


hmmm


N

it changes for me daily depending on my mood

Actually BB can you re phrase the question ? i dont think i got it ..

NANUXII wrote:Actually BB can you re phrase the question ? i dont think i got it ..

I'm not sure if I'm able to rephrase my question, NANUXII. But if I may be bluntly honest with you, clear in
understanding what you mean too, if it's your mood which determines your sense of reality, I can imagine
how different the outcome can be.

Hence, the difficulty to describe your experience of a closing or expanding gap between intention and manifestation.
As I perceive it, if it's your mood(swings?) that determines your sense of reality, you might end up in between
the cracks of other people's sense of reality, see what I mean? This is just a metaphor and an assumption.

In general, my human flaws included, I try to determine my reality by the help of my inner observer, the part of
me that is, bless him/her, objective. And neutral. Whether I'm wrong or right here, I'm not entirely sure

I believe and experience the gap constantly moving from instant to delayed.

I can manifest instantly however certain things need to be in place , my experience is that manifestation outcomes rely on my perceptions of the parameters of the obstacles in front of me. ( does that make sense ? )

do I have the confidence and ego to be powerful today ? does the outcome of that powerful return fuel me on to more manifestation ? is my ego in tact or am I more lax as I grow wiser ?

the only constants that are fixed are that everything is in constant motion so I find the " mentality " of my surroundings / environment and how they affect me determine the gap .. Is the world becoming faster in manifestation ? hmm the few are becoming better but the many are fast becoming less intelligent .. in fact I think we are at our lowest ebb of intelligence in over 2000 years. This was to be expected , we are part of cycles and within cycles are attunements of alignments from us to our destiny to our history and down to the moment.

I find that I could manifest faster before .. why has it slowed ( gap wider ) ... my focus has shifted .. I have completed a section of mission , I am now in flux .. in that flux I am now manifesting a long cycle ( approx. my next 14 years ) .. the manifestation has many things to consider and must be done in conjunction wit other " set ups "

I see in my minds eye when I meditate ( which has gone from 3 to 1 time a day ) the manifestation already happening , my belief in that and wanton determine the gap.

I think within that blurb should be some sort of answer :0)

hugs

N

Aloha. It's been awhile. Hope you're well.

HELLO CAROL , its been a while ...

Here are a few questions circling around.

I WILL DO MY BEST , THANK YOU

Your Questions Here :

Did any ABC agencies take interest in you ? Who do you think they are ?

Thank you Carol , this is a very involved question so i hope you are up for a ride down the rabbit hole...

While I’m more than happy to tell you the story there are certain things I cannot say for no other reason than it’s not pertinent to uncover, however there may be 1 or 2 individuals that are wrapped up and deeply imbed in the alternative circles who are dangerous to innocents who I may expose with the hope you avoid them all together. If I do I ask that no actions be taken against them, this is already being facilitated by others...

It’s important to give some background first as my " mission " started in 2009 when I was called upon to go public with my identity. I was to tell of my experiences in a factual manner so others can see what’s really on the other side. We ( as in us ) see the way humans distort everything to suit their own agendas, we see it causing much disruption to your evolution by instilling fear of the void and of extraterrestrial beings.

So I dove in without fear and told my story and in this I was out and open to the mass of operatives... In the process of telling my story ( knowing this later ) I managed to trip 7 or 8 of the 12 or so buzz words used by certified contactees.. certified by the agencies that study and collect data on Et intervention.

I noticed they came from various places and under different pseudonyms acting as interested people in the alternative community. The agencies I won’t name but they are the most obvious American and Australian ABC agencies and one more obscure agency interested in particular in any Et tech passed onto me.

What was interesting later I uncovered that the more obscure agency was rooted in a fascist organization connected to ( loosely ) an organization some of my family members were a part of during the second world war. One particular individual was a prominent feature on Avalon in 2011... behind the scenes he wanted to recruit me into their organization. When I said no to this, a series of events took place that lead me to being tracked and eventually contacted through various groups in the alternative community. This was the real reason I had to leave Avalon ... I’d put myself into harms way by a very well connected group. When I left Avalon I left it with one obscure prediction ... June 2015 ... that was the month and year we would begin our counter offensive.

My initial contact was with one, was a person in Queensland Australia, who sent me a questionnaire that I filled out and was interesting to note all my communications to this person was going via Pine Gap ( noted by trace route ping ). Then I was contacted by a Sydney group and asked to give talks on my experiences, I gave 3 talks to very full rooms and I would say at least half of the people attending were operatives from various ABC agencies. Then I was brought into an invitation only group which talked about peoples experiences as contactees. It was in this group I was exposed to no less than 5 operatives that were trying to lure me into their confidence. Then a short time later I was invited to an even more exclusive group ... this group was surprisingly well connected and one I wont elaborate on, however at that level these operatives were very intelligent, extremely polite and I was impressed by their manner. I was not expecting this at all... and to this day still friends with them, hence, why I will not divulge anything that may harm them. It’s not important to expose them anyway ... this is giving a man a fish ... what I hope to do is teach how to fish instead.

Why I take so much time to answer this is to show how involved they are, to bring you into their confidence, they take you in slowly - so not to startle you and give away their position. But I have to say a lot of the Australian operatives are inexperienced and give away so many tell tale signs... it was easy to tell who they were and you would be surprised they are at the heads of Alternative Et organizations that hold regular meetings.

They have particular methods to bring you into their confidence and it seemed to be a common thread in all the agents I met with. I will give you this method as I understand it later.

Why ?

I’ll answer this in two parts. Why me ? I was of particular interest for several reasons, my abilities for one could be an asset to them if I were turned to the dark side and I had technical information that I developed for cleaning the emissions from gasoline vehicles reducing their carbon footprint by up to 80%, with the advent of Carbon Taxes being deployed globally this would have cost them dearly ... What was a bigger worry is that I had a strategic plan in place and the means and contacts to make it happen. This prompted them to bring me in and act as interested parties to help me achieve my goal. I knew that the opposite was true so i went in to discover how they worked.

The second part is why did I go into this knowing what was going on ... The small picture was to understand how they worked so that I can report this to others. The bigger picture was that I was the bait to get the attention of these people so that while they were watching me, we were watching them. You see on every level of existence to gather intel is always being done by individuals as opposed to relying on technology alone. even for Et's ... in order for them to formulate changes to our situation they need to see how they operate and connect the dots. My information was in a small part useful and I also acted as a distraction which is equally as useful.

How did they approach you ?

Their methods are slightly varied but with common strains.

First is they approach you with open arms, they tell you that they feel a definite undefinable connection with you.

Secondly, they tell you of certain ailments or sometimes that they are suicidal.
Then they get to know you, meet with you , see your home, tell you that they trust you etc. Then this one particular tactic is they feign some sort of rift in their relationship so you become mediator to try and help them patch things up.

This creates " trust " and during this method they extract information about you on a deeper level.

They pretty much all have Gmail Accounts and they report to HQ via your emails to them. So passing off of information is not done in person but rather via the web.

Interestingly most of them in the spiritual community spent more of their holidays in Vegas .... One of the perks of their trade I imagine.

And pretty much all of them are base chakra driven ... meaning that on some level they have a sexual weakness that is being played upon.

Most of these operatives come from austere upbringings , orphans, unstable relationships with parents. So please keep this in mind when dealing with these people , they are susceptible and in need of care as well.

I made friends with these people... and on some level I still feel connected to them and I wish them no harm at all, if it were my intention I could have caused so much disruption to their lives but I would have been hurting the soldier not the order...

It’s not in my nature to do this... besides the grave circumstances they put themselves in for such a short-term reward saddens me greatly as they know not what they do.

Tech surveillance:

Obviously your phone and email address are metadata collection points to put together web traits and timing of communications.

Your mobile phone is the most useful and you would be surprised they can tether your mobile phone to your wifi via bluetooth and extract information from your personal pc etc.

Then when they gather all this information they see wether you are willing to come to the dark side... depending on your importance if you do not then they may start a smear campaign against you and try to hurt your finances.

So be on the look out for set-ups. I was being lured by a honey pot at the time who was working with them... this could have been turned into a really bad situation for me if I wasn’t already onto them.

Most interestingly was a woman I was in a relationship with for almost 2 years was an operative... i didn’t know this at the beginning but I was given information by an unknown source that uncovered who she really was working for.

Such is the deeply intrenched involvement of these people.

What I find most interesting is this.. if you find yourself in the midst of something similar do not panic and I’ll tell you why. Nature has a way of balancing things and in all my interactions I found when they tried to close one door, the current from the slam forced others to open.

I have more but i must take my leave for now ...

in response to Orthodoxymoron

Hoping you are in good health and happiness :0)


Thank-you Evisnam. What Do You Think About This Post?? I Can't Seem to Get Answers From Anyone. I've tried to be exact regarding quoting RA. Here are some examples:

1. "You're Lucky to be Alive!!"
2. "I'm Tired of Keeping You Alive!!"
3. "Do You Think You Might be the One Hanging On the Cross in a Crucifix??"
4. "Serqet Has a Lot to Do With Explaining Our Relationship."
5. "I AM RA!!"
6. "You Can't Connect Anything Back to Me."
7. "I Can't Talk About the NSA."
8. "You Should Make a Freedom of Information Act Request."
9. "In Twenty Years You'll be Working for Us."
10. "It's Going to be Dark Where You're Going".
11. "I Built Las Vegas with Bugsy."
12. "I'm Rich!!"
13. "I Like the Taste of Blood!!"
14. "I've Always Remained One Step Ahead of Humanity."
15. RA called me "Michael" in Wal*Mart!!
16. RA called me a "Commoner" when I made a benign comment about Tall Long-Nosed Greys!!
17. RA asked me "Are You Ready to Run Things??"
18. RA said "I Like Genesis."
19. RA said "9/11 Was Done to Prevent Something Much Worse From Happening."
20. RA said "I'm Sorry We Couldn't Work Together. Too Much Water Has Gone Under the Bridge." This was said three days prior to Fukushima.
21. RA said "I Could Snap My Fingers, and You'd be Dead!!"
22. RA said "You'll Never Figure This Out."
23. RA repeatedly said "You Know I Can't Tell You That!!"
24. RA said "You Did It With YouTube!!"

I could continue, but this provides several clues regarding the nature of my "contact" with a very-different sort of individual. I've tried to be open, yet discrete, in discussing what happened to me. RA looked very similar to the individual who is supposed to be Ben Affleck ("Bartleby") in a "Dogma" movie poster!! That's NOT Ben in the poster!! Before this madness began, I was walking my dog, when Bartleby and Loki pulled-up beside me in their car, and looked at me for about 20 seconds, before driving away!! Honest!! An Ivy-League Divinity-School Graduate told me I was dealing with a demon!! I repeatedly discussed Sirius-Issues with RA at Starbucks!! I usually bought the coffee, and I always drove!! What Would Alan Rickman Say??

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Hello Orthodoximoron, regarding your question and information can I ask you some questions.

When you try to connect with RA are you clean of spirit ? i.e. under the influence of any drugs which can range from caffeine to other readily available substances. I say this purely because there is a range of drugs that can " amplify " an experience or connection but very few are amplifiers of " pure " connections.

The use of some drugs can amplify openings to lower astral beings and from what i can see here you may have some "toying " with you by the type of responses you are getting.

Generally speaking you will only be able to connect with good intended beings if you are clean of spirit i.e.. clean from drugs and alcohol ( unless you know how to use them ).

Clear of any fears and I mean ANY FEARS, if you harbor fear or judgement you will not be able to connect with beings of good intention. The photo that you use to describe the appearance of the being is usually what lower astral beings like to depict themselves as. Most times they appear as a good looking mediterranean man well dressed in a suit, very tall, deep voice, etc.. This is part or a sect of 6th dimensional beings which are reportedly part of the hidden hand or LUCIFER sect.

When I say 6th dimension it’s not really a 6th dimension but a level of density that they gravitate to, I use the words 6th Dimension merely to try to assimilate what we are used to. When I went into my second fire it took me at least 3 months of cleansing, abstinence and celibacy to even reach a proper connection.

Question, when the entity spoke to you did it always start with the words " I Am Ra " if not then you may be speaking with, what I call, a " naughty angel " and there are plenty of those out there.

Ask yourself the question, do the responses you get amplify fear in you ? then it is most probably a " naughty angel."

May I reiterate that the better beings of good intention hardly if ever speak audibly, they hardly even use words because they are offensive to them. Words in their realms are hugely powerful and are rarely if ever used. This is because of the clean state of their density, this is the energy matrix of which they reside. Because of its makeup only thought waves are used to communicate. Most beings in these realms cannot stand the sound of voices because they carry so much power in them. SO thought, or rather sans thought, is their preferred method of communication. Mind you, pictograms are widely used because they do not carry audible waves but rather they are a pure form of communication capable of relaying so much more than words.

They also prefer you to have a metaphoric leeway with your communications, this allows the individual to have freedom within its own matrix to create its own reality by deciphering the message with its own influence. Words are way too definitive like that, hence why thy are not used.

i look forward to your response.

Hello All , I Am Evisnam , so not to burden Carol with extra work i have been given an account so i can respond directly to you all. I would like to take this opportunity to thank Carol and all the members and staff of The Mists of Avalon for their support and indeed giving us this place to congregate and talk.

My first response to Orthodoxymoron is an important one. Forgive me for not understanding your question properly, in reading a little on the thread you started on the old Project Avalon forum... in reading parts of this thread i can see how Dogma has influenced your opinions and prompted you to ask poignant questions. Some of which you have answered your self, in relation as to why this is happening to you. It seems to me you may have gotten the attention of some that may want to create a self fulfilling prophecy for you.

We create our own demons and we create our own reality through the holo matrix of existance under the binary system. This system is goverend and manintained from the moon base. In our " apparent " realities what we create by magnitude of emotional input equates to a manifestation which interacts with the living charachters of your dogmatic beliefs. The dogma we attune to gives it life in proportion to our focus and in some circumstances brings to life enough energy to form a response in the physical.

or it just could be some jokers following you.

Either way when we speak of such things we must have some sort of respect imbed in our words , even the Lucifer sect has a distinct set of rules they must obide by. When we cross these lines of respect we ask for problems.

May i ask you if you have a dual soul ? you seem to me to have a dual soul , this is an even mix of male and female soul complex. If so then you should adhere to a more respectful dialogue and try not to indulge in so much Hyperbole. Let me explain what i mean by this.

an example here

" Could Lucifer be the Human God of This World? Could Satan be the Reptilian God of This World? Could Amen Ra be a combination of the two? A Pleiadian Human Being...Perfectly Possessed by a Draconian Interdimensional Reptilian? "

( quote from Amen Ra thread )

These words in print create a conjecture which is a type of judgement. Because it is symbolically written and interacted with by many, it has taken on a meaning to those who read it and in turn energise the words. It may have taken some time but i imagine their response happened some 2 - 3 years after you wrote your first lot of questions ?

I also sense a great deal of uncertainty in your mind and i would attribute it to a large intake of caffiene , the problem with caffiene ( in large doses ) is it starts inner dialogues which go off in unfinished tangents whch seem important at the time but in reality are not. If you were to abstain for a period of 2 weeks and purify your self you will find a lot of these questions will fall by the way side.

An Important rule of thumb which can be adopted to any situation on this planet at this time in our history.

Whenever the Lucifer sect wishes to create fear around a saviour they will paint them as Evil. Examples of which are the assasinations of Muammar al-Qaddafi , Malcom X , Mahatma Ghandi , John Lennon and John F Kennedy ( to name a few ) all at some stage were being painted as Evil by the establishment. The rule of thumb here is by degree of propoganda instated is the degree of which they are actually of good charachter.

The same can be said of most of the ET races that have been unceremoniously painted as Evil. If we indulge in un founded fear then we will be justly rewarded.

thank you my dear Orthodoxymoron.

You have a talent for writing , i can see that. Ask your self , what would it feel like to be clear and finish a work from start to finish ?

In that would be the answers to all im sure.

never give up on the dream.

“Now I know what a ghost is. Unfinished business, that's what.”

Salman Rushhdie

Continuing on from questions i have received in regards to AI , i want to point out some markers that correlate as a coordinate of high probability. Markers , being a term i use often, is something that defines a moment when information, experience and intuition come together to create a " moment "

This moment is the convergence of the critical peaks ( within themselves converging ) embed in the strains of... information , experience and intuition.

When i use that term it is to be considered as solid information , obviously in relation to your opinions of my writings. The Marker i refer to is " similarity " , The similarities between Humans and AI.

When man was formed it was after many thousands of years of experimentation , but the question i would like to pose is .. what was the first human ? is a human a random , flesh and blood creature ? here by chance ? Or did the makers of man leave a startling similarity not only of its appearance but also its machination.

The day i made this realisation i went into contemplation. During that time i cross examined every conceivable possibility of our possible birth place. When i looked into this i used the most basic of concepts which boiled down our biology to the point where i found a common denominator. What is it that we have in common with computers , light bulbs and algae ?

They all run on and conduct electricity ! Algae have been dated back to around 1.3 billions years ago on this planet and before that stromatolites formed as layers over cyanobacteria. So i wondered about the animals and plants here and their evolution and wondered where do we fit in ? I see there is such a gap from the first discoveries of pre historic man to who we are today and that puzzles me,

Could we be the alpha and beta test for Organic AI ? I mean instead of an assisted OI as mentioned in previous posts. The basis of our machination is eerily similar to that of computers , the only difference being our physical structure and that we are sentient. Think about it , what is it that we do since birth ? We collect data on things that we find interesting,and we then spit this data out with a subjective output. The DNA is a storage bank for electromagnetic information which is also holographical. Sounds like an advanced computer or AI to me !

So when the God's made us in their image they created a sentient being that runs on electrical energy that is abundant and recyclable. We wake up with fully charged batteries in the morning , then we rest and recharge. The battery has a life expectancy of around 60 to 80 years in its current configuration and the ability to expand this system is vast. It is true also that electrical components have no real life expectancy ! It is the heating up and cooling down that creates malfunctions.

TBC

Hello again Evisnam.  I hope you'll be posting some more for us soon.  

I really enjoy reading something different that's not just about all the doom and gloom happening here for a change and you do seem to have a unique and far-reaching perspective.  I may disagree with some of what you claim but rather than 'picking' on individual points I'm waiting for you to add the pieces you can share with us to gain the bigger picture you are trying to give us to see if it indeed does all add up in some way I haven't been able to conceive of as yet.  Although, generally speaking, it's all making a lot of sense IMO.

OK, I guess I have one question for you at this time. Where do you think the Spirit and Soul fit into this AI/OI system you're describing?

Thank you Sanicle


I understand some may find things hard to understand or even believe and without specifics i cant elaborate but its important to note these are merely my perspectives, the verity of my information is something i decided to keep as close to the bone without breaking fundamental laws which i work under.

Granted some is hard to believe or even ratify ( most would be impossible id imagine ) but its important to note , this is my story , my experience and so its all a lie. my lie , my cosmos , my paradigm. I know some may take that information and run with it and i am happy for that to happen. This information serves one purpose , to tell the story of evisnam, to tell what i have experienced not so i become something but rather as a messenger only.

What i have seen and experienced goes through thorough scrutiny inside before ever writing anything , in my second fire i found that what i experienced was far beyond the fictional imagination of sci fi writers and therefore needed no embellishment, so it was an easy choice for me to just say it as it is. I most certainly look back and wonder if it all ever really happened , and if it wasn't for certain physical changes to my body and how i think and feel , i could have just brushed it off.

And i say this now not to try and convince but to actually agree with you , i read back what i write and shake my head , then i remember the events im describing and think , " yes , that did happen " All i can say is i am fortunate and brave enough to be selected to go along with what i feel is evolution.


Sanicle, your question here :


Where do you think the Spirit and Soul fit into this AI/OI system you're describing?


Excellent question and something i have pondered before and again today , i did read notes i have made in the past to refresh my memory of how my feelings dictated my impressions when inside these experiences. So with those in mind i will try to explain what i felt and saw , i need to remind you that not a lot of this was ever explained to me , there was no communication as such , i feel that " they " assume you know what is happening by virtue of experiencing it.

And yes i swap from first to second to third person reference in the same paragraph sometimes , this was noted by my english teacher shortly after my first fire, and interesting to note , people who tend to have precognitive or extra abilities tend to speak as though you already understand the context or the inflection of the tense without having it to be relevant.

So the Soul and the Spirit , well lets start by creating a base line of understanding , the spirit is the soul , both the same thing in essence however our human understanding denotes a Soul is inside a body ( like our human bodies ) and the Spirit is something external but similar to the Soul in its make up.. it is a pure energy and the traditional nomenclature is Spirit. The Soul is a type of fixed energy mas in so far that it is a definite combi-national matrix, ( sorry i have to make up words sometimes )

What a soul is actually is Electricity and a holographic representation of our individual matrix however it is being kept inside a body so it can move around and experience life in this setting. I think that a new soul ( one that has just arrived inside a suit ) finds it strange here , indeed children are so free and radical, the do not conform and unfortunately need to be conditioned. I have to say after my second fire i found humans so very strange , i mean look at people in bars for example , they walk around, self medicating, with vessels of poisonous liquid ! then they put a thin cylinder in their mouth , light it with fire and breathe in the smoke !

So im illustrating what i find strange and hard to believe yet the concepts i talk about , my experiences are not so much strange but logical to me.

So getting on with the question,

Energy is what we all are made from , electricity is what we have named this energy . the soul is a conglomerate of experiences bound by a dna matrix that is re writeable, like a CDR. It is information stored and used as an Operating System, that is the soul. AI is the fictional version of US. The precedent , The Original step towards a greater evolution of possibilities. Spirit is the expansion of this technology to span the universe or internet of space.

It would be interesting to note that i am a very spiritual person, i believe in a God, maybe not the traditional God we have been lead to believe but there is most certainly a God Conglomerate of Beings and Councils. Why i say that is you could be forgiven for thinking im a scientist and yes i am a scientist of sorts. So this marriage of science and spiritualism has lead me to understand that tiny slither of over lap between the two that nobody wants to look at.

And it is genius how well it is hidden in plain sight. The Spirit as we call it has for billions of years really been a free flowing type of energy which by scientific measurement is bountiful throughout the universe. The difference between them are Binary and Analogue systems and the meeting of them where the land and sea touch each other , so to speak , is the edge of inspiration. ( i wont elaborate on that just yet ) But the edges of where they meet create the abundance of energy in our solar system. The Sun is a volt meter that burns off excess energy and converts it into light and heat, it also transforms the " etherical energy " to usable energy for Binary Systems.

So AI and OI run on this energy and are connected by its ability to instantly transform thought over time. The Spirit and Soul i would conclude are smaller versions of the AI or OI.

OI generally live in Analogue Systems, AI generally live in Binary systems , both can integrate up to 20% over lap for purposes of information transfer and also on some special occasions transfer a Soul from Binary Back to Analogue ( usually done once the Soul has finished its experiences )


I hope this has answered your question.