My Problem With Bill Ryan and his Avalonians

Carol wrote:That was my auto correct spell check.. argh

B.B.Baghor wrote:
A friend of mine, in Holland, is an energetic coach and - reader, visited by corporate's directors and those high in the top of organisations. He also is my teacher in courses on energetic coaching and one day he told the group how during the last years, those men come to consult him on issues affecting their performance in or the profit of the company they own or work for.

He told us how he witnesses an immensely cruel coldblooded attitude in their energy, being trained to be able to function in a certain way, losing empathy for others. When family matters are discussed and these men share their fatherly feelings and experiences, talking about their kids, they can burst into tears, sharing deep concern for the future of their kids!

Hello,
I am sorry to say after my long time membership here that it is time for me to leave.

I would ask that people still show the same Ethics and keep my Name Anonymous for the safety of my family.
Not doing so would to be endangering my Wife, 2 young Children and Myself.

I would hope that not even the most angry or misguided people would breach that security measure and risk lives or reputations of people or respected web sites.

I have created an account on the Forum of Divinecosmos.com by the same User Name.

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(PA) Mod-edit: GoodETxSG has requested that his account be closed. It has seemed that the damage done, through a complex series of actions and reactions, was not reparable.

TRANCOSO wrote:CONTINUE: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?66018-A-major-new-interview-with-a-Project-Avalon-Whistleblower--Questions-for-GoodETxSG-/page33

Not sure what to make of this...

Carol wrote:This does not surprise me in the least TRANCOSO. The shadow follows Bill Ryan and when others get caught up with him they suffer. And when mentioning that his whistle blowers dying.. it was more then one, more then two.

I would ask that people still show the same Ethics and keep my Name Anonymous for the safety of my family.
Not doing so would to be endangering my Wife, 2 young Children and Myself.

I would hope that not even the most angry or misguided people would breach that security measure and risk lives or reputations of people or respected web sites.

I have created an account on the Forum of Divinecosmos.com by the same User Name.

TRANCOSO wrote:Yet again, when I read 'GoodETxSG''s post:

I would ask that people still show the same Ethics and keep my Name Anonymous for the safety of my family.
Not doing so would to be endangering my Wife, 2 young Children and Myself.

I would hope that not even the most angry or misguided people would breach that security measure and risk lives or reputations of people or respected web sites.

I have created an account on the Forum of Divinecosmos.com by the same User Name.

... I didn't - and still don't understand, really, how 'GoodETxSG' thinks to be 'saver' on the Forum of Divinecosmos.com, by telling 'the bad guys', in the last post of 'GoodETxSG' on all of 'GoodETxSG's threads at Project Av.- (s)he can be found at Divinecosmos.com?

I mean, cut my legs off and call me 'Shorty', but I really don't see the 'catch' here.

   

TRANCOSO wrote:

B.B.Baghor wrote:
A friend of mine, in Holland, is an energetic coach and - reader, visited by corporate's directors and those high in the top of organisations. He also is my teacher in courses on energetic coaching and one day he told the group how during the last years, those men come to consult him on issues affecting their performance in or the profit of the company they own or work for.

He told us how he witnesses an immensely cruel coldblooded attitude in their energy, being trained to be able to function in a certain way, losing empathy for others. When family matters are discussed and these men share their fatherly feelings and experiences, talking about their kids, they can burst into tears, sharing deep concern for the future of their kids!

Being concerned about the future of their own kids and at the same time - because they're part of a corporate dog-eat-dog environment - ruining the lives of many others with the stroke of a pen in the name of freedom and neo-liberal capitalism, must be quite confusing for those poor sods...

How sad! I feel really sorry for them - not.

B.B.Baghor wrote:

TRANCOSO wrote:

B.B.Baghor wrote:
A friend of mine, in Holland, is an energetic coach and - reader, visited by corporate's directors and those high in the top of organisations. He also is my teacher in courses on energetic coaching and one day he told the group how during the last years, those men come to consult him on issues affecting their performance in or the profit of the company they own or work for.

He told us how he witnesses an immensely cruel coldblooded attitude in their energy, being trained to be able to function in a certain way, losing empathy for others. When family matters are discussed and these men share their fatherly feelings and experiences, talking about their kids, they can burst into tears, sharing deep concern for the future of their kids!

Being concerned about the future of their own kids and at the same time - because they're part of a corporate dog-eat-dog environment - ruining the lives of many others with the stroke of a pen in the name of freedom and neo-liberal capitalism, must be quite confusing for those poor sods...

How sad! I feel really sorry for them - not.

There's responsibility on the side of the victim as well on the side of the predator. I'm not defending any actions of power abuse, I'm exploring this issue for myself, within my life at present. Dealing with issues within as honest as possible. In this thread, this discussion with you, I try pointing at the process of coming from hatred or coming from love and what we choose to create, knowing who we ourselves are in this and where we choose to come from.[/size]

TRANCOSO wrote:... I didn't - and still don't understand, really, how 'GoodETxSG' thinks to be 'saver' on the Forum of Divinecosmos.com, by telling 'the bad guys', in the last post of 'GoodETxSG' on all of 'GoodETxSG's threads at Project Av.- (s)he can be found at Divinecosmos.com?

I mean, cut my legs off and call me 'Shorty', but I really don't see the 'catch' here.

I didn't have access to this Post from the Moderators and was unable to correct the MAJOR and KNOWN inaccuracy that was posted in it. That a very much Known Inaccuracy by them when writing that that I “Spontaneously Began to Recall Suppressed Memories”.

This was indeed on last pubic and parting shot from Bill Ryan to me out of anger and to discredit me.

One of the major problems that started this downward spiral was when the "Forum Founder" had contacted me in Skype about the "Part 2 Interview" and was very upset about the content that he had gone out of his way to "Edit" out of the Part 1 Interview was a major topic in the second interview. (The topic of “Entity Attachments” and how I happened to use the name of “Jesus” to free myself from them” and this went against their belief system, and they said they made an “Executive Decision” to edit that portion out of the Interview.).
He said that he wanted to redo the entire interview. I disagreed and told him that this topic was a major part of healing for MILAB's and others (No matter what “Method” was used to remove these entity attachments.) He started to become more and more upset in the Skype conversation after that point and began to pick parts of my information and question them (Because he had Interviewed so many people he felt he was an expert on all topics by proxy that the people he talked to were experts on.)

At that point he began to state that these memories of mine were ALL either "Unreliable Recovered" or "Screen Memories" ("Just like Deacon and Basiago" he said) even though he had not spent any time at all with me in the preparations, the hours of discussing the material or in the format of the interview itself. He had absolutely no way to base his insults and statements other than he was just pissed and always had to be the “Alpha” in any esoteric topics of this type (Just because he was famous through "Camelot") even though he had not had my experiences and the Moderator “Christine” (Wonderful Soul) was the one who has spent many hours speaking to me and knowing what I did and did not experience and know. He kept insulting me out of ignorance and I told him he needed to speak to Christine to get the full information before jumping to conclusions or judgement (And once again pushing away another whistle blower as had been his history).

When I asserted strongly that I had full access to these memories my whole life but was unable to speak about them, that when I did measures were in place to cause panic attacks or for me to feel ill. That I never had gone to regression therapy or "Recovered" ANY of these Memories At All. I told him it was VERY COMMON and if he spoke to other MILAB's or to some Experts they could tell him that people having FULL ACCESS to their Memories but not being able to Speak Them Aloud was considered “Normal” in that field...

He became extremely reactionary, upset and Personally/Verbally Abusive to me in the Skype Session (I read the Skype Messenger Plus Log file again today...), Very Condescending and then questioned where I had gotten "Other" info in the interview stating that I had gotten it off of "Ancient Aliens" and the Internet (Even though most of this information was apparently new or in many cases filled in gaps of other lingering information (He had stated this previously himself). He then sent me a You Tube Link that had nothing to do with the subject he was debating with me about and the Skype Conversation ended and we Never Spoke in Skype Again.

“The rest is history as they say...” I hope he calms down and stops sending slanderous emails trying to discredit me and making untrue statements that can easily be disproved or end up coming up in Interviews with other Researchers in the near future. We would just like for these attacks and emails and calls about us slandering us to people stop or stay that way if they have already stopped.

I am not going to mention this ever again or post anything further as long as this person drops their smear campaign against me.

I am planning to release the Part 2 Interview after the Hollidays and will be doing a couple more Interviews around that time as well.

Thank you,
GoodETxSG
EncryptSec@Unseen.Is

(One insider told me this is called the "Camelot Curse" and I should have found another medium to begin with...)

More: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?66018-A-major-new-interview-with-a-Project-Avalon-Whistleblower--Questions-for-GoodETxSG-/page35

Atehequa wrote:Project Avalon? I attempted to register there awhile back. If memory serves me, I had to fill out something like an application and was never approved.

Don't know if I missed out on anything or what..

Carol wrote:They used to have some great posters (including many of us who were later banned). I've not visited the site to read in many moons. If folks are not in alignment with Bill they get targeted and eventually banned as well. Bill has been compromised including having impaired judgment. I still am somewhat taken aback about how he goes after folks to discredit them in such a public and humiliating manner. What type of person does that? What is his real agenda?

mudra wrote: Project Avalon used to be a free to join forum Atehequa in the good old days when it was run by Kerry Cassidy and Bill Ryan and it was an awesome place to be. The forum gathered thousands of people from many avenues from all over the world which made it so interesting. Until an argument between Bill and Kerry made them drift apart . Bill took Project Avalon over his own wing and changed the access rules. Old project Avalon was closed as archive only and New Project Avalon built.This created such an internal turmoil and protest amongst members that several left. The last days of Old PA were a sad thing to be witness to. You will find here in MOA some of these members who preferred to leave rather than break their integrity as myself and others . Some of us were banned as well while in the process of speaking their truth. Hence the name " the Mists of Avalon ".
And some old friends that decided to join the new Project Avalon still visit MOA from time to time.

Love from me
mudra

Atehequa wrote: Yeah I've encountered some forum administrators and moderators who seemed to have all the scruples of third world dictators or else cult leaders. It's probably better to bail from such places rather than have some would be megalomaniac or messianic savior of the world type have the pleasure of banning someone who dared question the status quo.  

TRANCOSO wrote: I was banned from GLP just because of one post in an anti-Muslim thread - with no consideration at all for the fact that almost every thread I started there had at least 5.000-10.000 views, and some well over 50.000 or even  100.000 views.

TRANCOSO wrote:Project Avalon is a Dangerous & Unfriendly Place
Eyeopening, breathtaking, 'told-you-so', etc.
http://goodetxsg-secretspaceprogram.blogspot.ca/2015/01/project-avalon-is-dangerous-unfriendly.html

Thank you, Trancoso, the more time goes by, while looking back at those years at Project Avalon, it seems to me
that the whole process of presenting whistleblowers' testimonies on a discussion Forum, online, is almost a guarantee
for falling into a snakepit. Due to the more or less shady virtual nature and the confused priorities of parties involved,
related to the whistleblower, the interviewer and the Forum-members. It's almost as if putting the extremities of
spiritual exploring and instinctual service to self in the same brew. In Holland, we've got a saying that goes
"The higher the spirit, the lower the beast" (hoe groter de geest, hoe groter het beest) You know what I mean, Trancoso.

The presence of secrecy and probable double agendas to begin with, breeds more of the same, if those involved aren't
paying attention. It's a huge challenge to not answer to a call for dramatic exposure and sensation seeking, when longing
for an authority outside of us, telling us as it is. In other words, our longing for God being answered to. It requires integrity
of a high level, to find an honest way to present testimonies of a secretive nature, shared by whistleblowers, and make
the distinction to leave it alone, similar to a book present in a library, or use the interview content, to discuss the authenticity
of the story and its storyteller.

There's no end to it, or a chance for a possible final conclusion, if that's wished for, as I see it, for discernment of truth and
common consensus online, is almost a no, no go....  when in the realms of a virtual world without meeting in person. Being
a privileged person, in one's own mind, for sharing the so called "truth" with the world "out there" is an easy trigger for ego
enlargement in all kinds of pump and circumstance. Parties, related to secret programs of some (dangerous) magnitude, are
by necessity involved in games of power and money. Their tentacles extend as far as the outer edge of the Universe, if there
are edges, or even.....corners  

Apply the nature of virtual communication in comments and discussions, to the brew, easily bringing illusions to life
(what I like to call the Wishing Well of Wonders) causing emotions of pro and contra, to be lived by and played out on an
open Forum, with moderators as intermediair, attracts all sorts of people, in all walks of life, be it casual visitors or genuine
soul/truthseekers and a combination of those two, with their own agenda in mind, all in want of stirring the pot.

I've been a transcriptwriter for Bill and an active Forum member, no doubt about that. I have found evidence of this truth,
my truth that is, that in the world of conspiracies theories, where attention goes, the subject.... or possibility of any theory
being true, grows.

To set healthy boundaries and clear intentions is a giants job, I think, in the worlds of Project Avalon, Camelot and probably
much more of those with the same agenda. The Nexus2012 Forum is off the ether now, I wonder if it's a sort of Tantalus torture,
at times,  for those attempting to make chocolate of it, with or without nuts. I'm sure I meet challenges, finding my way.
I feel okay here, in the Mists of Avalon, with our differences in style and paths in life.