Egyptian folklore and The Red Pill - Part 2

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Think Bandwidth....my gift to you all.

Brook wrote: Think Bandwidth....my gift to you all.

But why? your gift was this thread exactly...why editing now?

what happened here???

Brook flounced and took her data with her.

why would she do that? did something happen?

Thank you Carol for the info.

Oh man ...

Victim or martyr?

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DualCentablos:

This same type thing happened toward the end

of Noble Realms, a major Contributor destroyed

a large portion her work.

Which in turn destroyed the Context and the Participation

SYNERGY of the Others in those Treads.

This was trite and pathetic by a person that previously had

respect from a number of others.

Montalk went to back-up and

RESTORED IT ALL.

Now five years later, still available for SYNC to Utilize and SHARE.

Jenetta wrote:Victim or martyr?

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more like karma unwinding..


There were 3 CMEs this past week and more on the way. The sun and major increase of proton bombardment is triggering a lot of deep issues for people these days. Those who are sensitive are much more irritable with this influx of new fire energy.

And I'd like to add my personal take on something here since I've been in communication with Brook. Brook did a lot of deep work to uncover the data she had posted here. Yet when karma unwinds and goes deep, it burns away what was. Emotional attachments are released. The day Brook did this was also the night I had a major dream where some very deep karma being released. This experience can be both liberating or a cause of great grief. This thread was Brook's baby. By deleting the data she threw the baby out with the bathwater along with the tub. Basically, Brook's karma associated with this thread, IMPO, got released.

When she has moved through her grieving process and into recovery at that deeper emotional level, perhaps she will realize she will always have a place here, is always welcome and will feel free within herself to return.

Brook you are and always have been a part of Mists. We you.

Jenetta wrote:Victim or martyr?

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Well I'll be....another label. I leave you with my correspondence with carol.

Carol,

I had to settle down before I could answer a thing here. I was extremely upset at the way things transpired. to say I was upset is an understatement. More like devastated and totally heartbroken. but before I say much more please tell troy I'm not that cunning or smart. I erased that thread without a thought of saving a damned thing. As I said I was upset. Tears flowing and the whole show. I woke up today and the whole water works started up again. So let Troy know If I do write a book it will be from memory and what bits I may have converted to Camelot when I tried it out over there and got banned for it by the Admin siriusblue. Quite frankly I've had about all the conspiracies I can deal with in one day. And having any forethought or nefarious intentions were simply not there. Just plain old foolish heartbreak leading to destruction of that thread and most traces of me over there.

I'll tell you why. First off I realize Floyd is only one man. But he seems to have plenty of influence there. Now at any givien time that forum was rather slow yesterday. And I know people were watching that thread transpire. Here is a list of the members who were there for the most part.

Arrowwind, Ashera, Beren, Blacklight43, Brook, burgundia, Carol, Dogfish, dolphin, firefighterwolf, firefly, firstfridaysrevival, greybeard, HigherLove, Jenetta, Jenny, JesterTerrestrial, keith, LABurnap, lawlessline, lilac, Lionhawk, MargueriteBee, metaw3, Micjer, milkteagirl, mudra, Nazirite, NewParadigmGuy, orthodoxymoron, Owlsden, Professor Opmmur, shiloh, silentghost, solent, staysane, SuiGeneris, THEeXchanger


When I ran across that thread my only intention was to dispel the noxious rumor of Racism. Period. The rest would be on people that were involved it the debacle of Bill Ryan and that mess. I have a clearer picture but I can't talk about it as it's not for me to talk about....I wasn't there. I did join Atticus1 back in July 2011. But coincidentally...my first post over there was showing support to the MOA. someone there started a thread saying it was being shut down and speculating on the reasons. I SET THEM STRAIGHT. I praised the Mists as a group that is different than the Avalon and Camelot crew of insanity. Fact is...since being a member there I've always had the back of the forum. I know several times I got exasperated and wandered out for a break..but I always came back...refreshed and ready to be part of the forum and family.

Yesterday NOBODY had my back save malltesky and after he had time to think about it perhaps Troy. The rest were watching. I wonder if they realize that their inaction reflected so badly to me and the invited members of the 18. Now Dale he was disgusted and left one comment and blew out of there. But the Admin Mark (silentghost) stuck with me for support. And was more that willing to help dispel this rumor of Racism. Mostly because I told him "the mists are not like the others"...they'll listen. Save Floyd...they are smart and will give a listen....they know me...and KNOW I'm not prone to nefarious deeds and groups. In fact I think I'm pretty good at sniffing em out.

But to my surprise and devastation.... NO ONE had my back. NO one said...Brook we know you and trust you because you've always had this forum in your best interest and would not bring crap to the forum to churn up crap. So I'm guessing that my affiliation to the 18 must have destroyed my credibility? And floyd gets to paint the group as part of this other 18 group of Nazis in England... siting "STARS OF DAVID". He gets to make up "LISTS" just like Hitler and paint me and this group whatever color he wants?.... and he has successfully gotten away with it. He's mighty proud of himself today I tell ya!

No matter what we said...NOT one person said or had my back and said...."Brook would not be involved in some racist group". Not one. A slight mention of a few that they love me....but everyone else in that list I just copied watched. And said NOTHING. So now you see....and mark my words....Floyd has free agency to paint me in that light even more now.....for supporting the claims of Billy Meier before his stuff got compromised. I'm a damned racist and the 18 I'm now affiliated with are now the enemy. Well I'll be damned! I'll never forget the time I heard someone say....all our problems are because of the JEWS! In fact in my blog...in the section 'about the author" I wrote about this ....form a post I did at the old Avalon...which is where I heard it first! Here it is...it had me in tears then....just Like yesterday had me in tears.

http://paradiseandroses.wordpress.com/about/

Now...I tired to explain that this Owlsden was simply a troll....but together with Floyd...it turned into a full on attack. Something I never expected from the Mists. Surely somebody could have stepped up to the plate and had my back. But no. For all the times I've worked to help with that forum...the time Mercuriel needed to have someone get involved with Starninja.... as he was grateful and prayed someone would come along and take care of her as he could not being the ADMIN it would look too controlling..so I stepped up to the plate on the Vedict Scripts thread. And it was with his blessings I did so... Then commenced to flush her out. As for Horus...another flushing job to keep the integrity of the Mists alive. I'm sorry I brought him there for Gods sake. So I took responsibility and did the deed. When you were gone with your Mother.... Mudra Myself and Mercurial worked all day to get that place spotless. The rest... Ho hum.... drum drum drum.

Needless to say that after a few hours of this I told Mark yesterday to just forget about it. Whatever you and I say won't matter...I see this now. What Mark did not see..but did detect was I was extremely hurt and embarrassed for asking him to go there in the first place. He and Andy both told me not to react....but I did. No forethought.....I'm not as smart as Troy tried to pin it down to. Just deeply hurt is all.

Now one could blame it on the "energies"......and that would be very convenient and let lots of people off the hook. But there's this thing called free agency. What I experienced was certainly free agency. From the Mists no less..... to attack me and the member who was there to answer any questions put forth. But it was a circus. The very thing I told him did not exist there. Boy did I look foolish.

Now the truth about the 18 and Atticus1.............

We are simply custodians...setting it up. We will step down after the set up....and voted members will be the "custodians". And NO CUSTODIAN will be there longer then their term. IT rotates...for a very good reason. so power hungry people do not take control. It will be monitored by the members. Who when the place is set up become a voting member with a five dollar a month fee. Money is controlled BY THE MEMBERS. All proposals and expenditure is controlled by the members. NOT THE 18. Again the 18 are only custodians. ALL MEMBERS have involvement. There is a training program that is going on now for ANYBODY to present a podcast of their own choosing. ANY subject is invited. If you are a member...you control. There is also the film department which I'm involved in. One of the projects that got voted on is a movie about flu shots. Here is only one of the many pdf's compiled for research on the subject. To be scripted then set in motion. I'm working with my son in California who I'm sure I've mentioned is in production of films and has his own company who is hired out by the studios. Here is the first of many pdf's for the script. I have also arranged several interviews with some surprising people to interview.

http://paradiseandroses.files.wordpress.com/2011/10/flu-shot-outline-final.pdf


One of the 18 is a lady who's name is Edina. She remind me a bit of you. She lives off the grid with her husband. She is very grounded and centered. Her work in the 18 is mostly Secretarial. She takes the minutes for the meetings, has helped write up the Articles for the group and the mission statement. In no way are we a racist group or spout religious leanings. I've NEVER seen St Germain in one place on this site. I don't care what Floyd or others decide they choose to believe. I KNOW what we are doing and that's good enough for me. I figured my word and inviting Mark there to dispel the rumor that we are trying to "save the world" would be receive with some integrity....something I valued the Mists for. It appears I was not only let down..perhaps I was wrong. Perhaps the new rumor is I had this planned all along is now in step?

Not in my wildest dreams did I think I would get what I got by bringing someone there to dispel that myth. So there you have it. You're welcome to share this with Troy (he sent me his email but when I deleted all my PM's it also got deleted) to dispel yet another possible rumor? And although I realize he was one of the people who was in my corner....I now take leave of the Mists and wish you all well. I want nothing further to do with it. Loyalties are a thing of the past I suppose when it comes to friends in the Mists..... Perhaps now I've mentioned I'm part of the nefarious group..... asking people to have a little faith in me is asking far to much ....



Could be the "energies" or perhaps not ? .... I won't ponder any longer. I wish you well and send you love and to those members that were too shy to stand up against the founding member Floyd who was enjoying his rub in the dirt.

Blessings
Brook

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Now to Mercuriel who I know loved this thread I'm sorry. Perhaps you can restore it....I was simply extremely hurt. VICTIM??? MARTYR????

Erasing this thread cannot erase the MEMORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm the lady from America she talks about ..... And NOTHING can erase or clear that Karma by simply erasing this thread.

Dear Brook...in hope that you will read these lines...

...I can only say that reflections are exactly that, what is says...reflections. Definitely, there were many unpleasent energies present on that thread (but not in overal in the mists) in the last few days...but hey, you know exactly that reflections only reflects back what one shine in front of her/him...

Therefore...

..and besides all you wrote above and in that 'Charlie and St. Germain' thread...I feel there's much more behind this curent development. I feel bad, I feel uneasy, I feel...I feel that you should be damn careful...

...But you should know better then me I guess.

Much respect
Mall...

I was'nt able to follow the forum very closely these last few months. Much as for Carol private matters of the greatest concern for me have occupied my daily plate lately.
Dear Brook I personnally never doubted your sincerity or integrity in all matters you embarked upon since I know you.
This is self evident. I know well you would never support or take part in a group that you would consciously be aware was against betterment of humanity as a whole.I for one appreciated the first hand insight you gave us about the current activities the 18 are working on . Sounds good and I can only rejoice in the fact that you have found a place where you can contribute to something worthwhile there.
If there is one thing that comes to mind it is that Atticus's forum is taking place behind closed doors. Would these be open for all to read people interested here could have gone there and see for themselves what it is all about.
That would have saved you to take a stand in defense of a group you believe in.I personnally am not in favor of private groups. This is one of the reasons I decided not to join Avalon2. But that's only my take on things as I would rather dwell in a Universe that knows no frontiers and lives in complete transparency.
I think also you were not around PA when Charles arrived there and were not a witness to the havoc this created over there neither how the 18 were then formed. Would you have been around I am sure you would better understand the reservations some of us have here .
I am sorry for your pain . Forgive me if my voice was'nt raised when you needed it most.I appreciated your presence amongst us .I will always consider you are part of our soul family and keep a place by the campfire for you and LionHawk in the Mists.Know you are Loved.

Healing energy and Love for You .



mudra

Just for the record, Owlsden was banned for what occurred in that thread along with her last dicy post which I deleted.

Brook, I am looking forward to more of your posts since they were ones of the few I used to read here. You know well how I appreciate your research and hard work you put to create your posts. I wasn't following the forum too closely so I didn't know what was happening. I used to read your posts without paying too much attention to responses. I didn't read Owlsden's posts or that Tony's posts so I had no idea what was being done here. you are among friends here.

Carol wrote:Just for the record, Owlsden was banned for what occurred in that thread along with her last dicy post which I deleted.

For the most part I like to think that we are self-moderated, but I am beginning to have some doubts. At the moment, all I can think about is Merc's last post about going easy on you.




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for Brook
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZOJsIlAgpE

Brook thank you for revealing more of you...truthfully I've never quite understood you however now after watching the Ammach video I see what you are trying to do in this life...I made the "victim or martyr" remark because I knew it would draw you out about this whole fiasco...and like everyone else here at the Mists I was appalled that you deleted your data and maybe angry about that too.

I know what it feels like where defamation of character is happening and like you I'm not a person who wants to be a "carpet" for everyone else to walk all over with malicious gossip.

I feel with this Atticus1 group and the 18 I was of the impression that Charles at the Project Avalon 2 forum was the guiding light for bringing the 18 into being...and here on the Mists we heard so much of Charlie's nefarious doings at Avalon. Maybe this is why not too many stepped up to the plate to support you.

Anybody have a peace pipe? I could do with a puff...

I wish you and Lionhawk all the best...you are very lucky to be able to remember your karmic role (no matter how horrid it was) in a past Egyptian life.

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