Regarding Individuals of Interest I've encountered, there probably needed to be a proper context somewhere between on-camera and real-life, and I have no idea how that might occur. It probably wouldn't occur at all, other than in my imagination. I think about these individuals on a daily basis in a somewhat science-fictional manner, but certainly in a non-creepy manner. I hate to keep repeating it, but that hamstrung-misery thing ruins everything. I think I had about twenty seconds of quality-time with Lady Gaga on the beach a few months ago when we briefly spoke with each other (unless I'm completely mistaken). These people have So Much more to worry about than a completely ignorant fool such as little old me. If I were so much younger, properly prepared, and introduced, it might be cool to be a strong and silent incognito 'man in black' in the studio (or something to that effect). As it is, I probably need to keep doing what I'm doing, without anyone expecting anything from me (especially now). BTW, I recently spoke with an older woman who spoke in a manner which made me wonder who she was. She seemed to know who I was, and was a bit upset, but I remained neutral and mostly non-responsive. This whole thing seems ludicrous. I should probably think in terms of that hypothetical Research Council of Seven and Entertainment Council of Ten, but I have no idea regarding how to proceed conceptually or in real-life. This is probably dead in the water, which might be just as well, but I'll keep this on the back-burner as I beat around the burning bush (or something to that effect). I'm a disgrace to all concerned and unconcerned for legitimate and illegitimate reasons. I can barely function, and that's the truth. I have no idea what we're dealing with in this solar system. I've hinted at some possibilities but I know I don't know. There's probably a hidden ancient central reality surrounded by deities, demons, deception, smoke, and mirrors but who knows?? Dr. Who?? I'm in no hurry to find out the TRUTH. I'll mostly keep throwing bits and pieces of this and that in a big pot and/or potpourri to keep everyone guessing (including me). Just browsing my threads probably does not yield significant disclosure but the cumulative efforts of serious and credible researchers probably result in stunning details. I probably won't be briefed on my own threads. I probably can't handle the truth. When I asked difficult questions, RA told me, "You Know I Can't Tell You That." How many truly neutral Bible-Scholars are there?? The Theists and Atheists often reflect Tunnel Vision. I've probably been spending too much time considering the Edges of Theism and Atheism. Do You Get What I Mean?? Consider the Torah (Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy) and the Wisdom Books (Job, Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, Song of Solomon) and the Major Prophets (Isaiah, Jeremiah, Lamentations, Ezekiel, Daniel). What if a Proper Analysis Constituted an Alternative New Testament?? Again, My Hamstrung Misery Militates Against Proper Study, Reflection, and Spirituality. I Am Truly a Wounded Warrior and/or Little Fallen Soldier. Do Your OWN Research and Reflection. After All, THIS IS ALL ABOUT ALL OF YOU!!
This is Uncharted Territory. Is This a Post Mortem?? Are We Attempting to Do 'Church' Without Going to 'Church'?? Is That Possible?? The Foundations Might Not Survive the Information War. Will the University and Corporation Replace Church and State?? I Could Earnestly Study an 8,000 Page Set of Bible Commentaries But Would That Do Any Good?? Is It Too Little and Too Late for That?? Should I Simply Read My Newspapers and Go for My Walks?? The Technological Revolution and Information War Might be the War to End Humanity. I Wish I Were Kidding. I'm in Shock. The Top One-Percent Are Probably Somewhat Smug Regarding All the Above but Are They Just As Vulnerable as the Rest of Us in a Domino Demolition of Sorts?? Christians Have Been Warning of the End of the World for Two Thousand Years. Is the End Finally Here?? What Are the Implications and Ramifications of a United States AI Solar System Commencing in AD 2133?? Does Such a System Already Exist?? Is the Space Force a Cover for What Has Existed for Millions of Years?? Perhaps All of This Has Happened Before. Nothing New Under the Sun?? I've Been Repetitively Posting for Years Without Many Seeming to Notice. It's Probably Not Working for Anyone (Including Me). Nature May Simply Take Its Course as the Universe Watches from a Distance. What if All of Us Will Exist as Sentient Robots in Absolute Obedience to the Quantum Computer Matrix?? I Need to Sleep. Cheers.
This Kygo/Max video ROCKS!! But notice the 1971 DUEL movie allusions!! The desert, phone-booth, and 70's Ford Maverick (instead of Plymouth). I keep posting DUEL stuff!! Years ago, I used to sing 'Whatever' instead of 'Whenever'!! I believe I've personally encountered Ava Max without an introduction (but I'm not certain). Is this just coincidental?? The apocalyptic symbolism is cool yet a bit creepy. What's Going On Here?? New Age Alien Artificial Intelligence Agenda?? What Would DAVID ****MAN Do?? "Just What Do You Think You're Doing, Dave??" Whatever?? Whatever!! I'm Afraid!! Once again, I'm re-posting posts in this thread by making a lot of them smaller and easier to load. Also, my threads are probably an experiment which the nether realms might be closely studying, in content and response to content (or something to that effect). The technological revolution, information war, and military-industrial complex might ultimately be the end of us all, regardless of whether we are good or bad. We might all go down with the ship. The saviors and the saved are another issue for another post. The enemies and the damned are another issue for another post. It seems as if there are benefits and detriments regarding everyone and everything. The road to hell is often paved with good intentions. People set idealistic things up, only to see them torn down by others. This solar system is a mixed-bag of this, that, good, bad, pain, pleasure, triumph, tragedy, creation, destruction, etc. The Russia/Ukraine situation is horrible and horrific to the nth degree, even though the people on both sides are probably quite nice under better circumstances. Tucker and Putin both seemed quite nice and intelligent during the interview. I'll leave it at that. I recently experienced a couple of mental glitches which were not consistent with my general hamstrung misery. It's as if someone typed something and hit 'send' which momentarily scrambled my thoughts. I suspect this might get a lot worse. I get the distinct feeling I'm on my own, with no help on the way. What if David Bowman, HAL 9000, and the Black Knight Satellite are Ground Zero for Theistic Evolution on Planet Earth (or something to that effect)?? What if NONE of the Generally Accepted Theories are Correct?? What if Deception is Rampant and Reprehensible?? Consider the Larger View of the Larger View of the Larger View. What Would Dr. A. Graham Maxwell Say?? I Know I Don't Have the Answers to Life, the Universe, and Everything. Just keep a couple of Agents or Jesuits studying my conceptualizations, just in case something significant turns up. These guys or gals probably don't like me, and are much smarter than I am, but what if I remember something from a past-life or conversation with HAL?? I realize I'm crazy but what if we live in a crazy universe?? I recently encountered several more individuals of interest but I didn't respond. I have no idea what's going on as I feel much worse and think much less. I overheard a rude comment. Someone yelled at me in a parking lot. Several years ago, several young adults glared at me. One of them ridiculed me as if I were being berated and fired with mock-praise in a boardroom. I was flattered but I didn't respond. When I recognize individuals of interest, I often screw-up. Goes with the territory, I guess. There are a couple of related images which were removed a day or two after I spoke with an individual of interest (a month or so ago). I might know why and I will respect that wish and everything connected with it (whatever that means). I wish to make it clear that this tempest in a teapot is restricted to Project Avalon and The Mists of Avalon until further notice. Regular posters and viewers probably amount to a dozen or so individuals. In another life, I might be a non-violent Jack Ryan kind of guy who travels throughout the solar system wearing a fedora, sunglasses, gloves, turtleneck sweater, long overcoat, new blue-jeans, and Birkenstock shoes, while carrying a briefcase containing state of the art electronics and a hard-copy Sunday New York Times. You get the picture. I'd probably mostly construct threads similar to what I do presently. I'd mostly remain silent and neutral (if you know what I mean). This might be a bit like a silent and strong emissary Dr. Who with a super-briefcase and no assistant. This is just a stupid fantasy which would be quite boring. Some of you might know what I'm talking about. BTW, I might've recently spoken with Matt Smith for at least the third time (without introduction). I knew he knew I knew but the conversations were generic. He is much smarter and quicker than I am (especially in my pathetic situation). I almost don't wish to talk because I don't know what the hell is going on. Everyone keeps testing me and keeps me guessing. I frankly think it's too late for significant conversation (if there ever was an opportune time). Just refer to my threads and read between the lines. Perhaps intelligent conversation will be possible in my next life (if I have a next life). I suspect we all had our chance as nature takes its course. Perhaps the End is the Beginning. Perhaps We Start Over. Rufus Showed Me a Science Fiction Comic Showing a Spaceship Approaching a Big Red Reset Button. Use Your Imagination but Think Fast. In 2010: The Year We Made Contact, I Told RA I Had the Launch-Codes. He actually looked worried. Honest. I scare myself most of the time. I'm sweet but psycho...
Oops, I Did It Again!! I Made Another Forbidden Post!! It Was Mostly a Repeat!! What Troubles Me Most (and it's a toss-up) is the Lack of Feedback (especially from non-regular visitors). The Regulars Mostly Stopped Posting on My Threads (years ago) When I Became Somewhat Standoffish and Theatrical!! I Am NOT That Way in Real Life!! My Threads Are Mostly Religious and Political Science-Fiction!! I've Never Made a Cent With My Tripe!! But My Threads Are Generally More Interesting to Me Than Just About Anyone and/or Anything in Hollywood!! How Strange!! Sort of Like the Nut Who Desires Everything and Gets Nothing!! I Think They Have a Scientific Term for That Sort of Thing!! Perhaps That Hypothetical Research Council of Seven Might be Combined with That Hypothetical Entertainment Council of Ten!! Perhaps That Might be a Movie in Itself!! The Council of Seventeen!! Consider reading Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, Job, Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, Song of Solomon, Isaiah, Jeremiah, Lamentations, Ezekiel, and Daniel (straight-through, over and over, in a variety of translations, with internal interpretation, regardless of presuppositions). This might be a tougher study than you think (or can think). What if this is a puzzle to be solved?? Remember, my crazy threads are reformative rather than normative. I've half-jokingly imagined being a Renegade French-Jesuit Organist (even though the organ-shoes don't fit -- not even close). Still, it's an interesting conceptualization for the faithful-few, for research purposes, pursuant to the Discipline of Scripture. Some of You Know What I'm Talking About but I Know I Don't Know. I Had a Stroke with Perceived Neuro-Toxic Complications. God Got Me. We All Have Our Crosses to Bear. What Would Bellarmine and Bultmann Say?? Once again, I am a flawed researcher, engaging in a contrarian and open-minded quest of discovery. I am NOT an insider, even though I believe I've encountered dozens of Individuals of Interest. If and when I were presented with the real and complete facts of the matter, my conclusions might be quite different and startling. I see bits and pieces of the big-picture, but I know I don't know regarding the rest of the story. I suspect an ancient-systemic solar-system, rather than a single individual or ideology dominating, such as Biden, Trump, Democrats, and Republicans. Perhaps that Purgatory Incorporated Hotel California theory is somewhat substantial. I hint at things without blurting out sensitive and unsubstantiated concepts and information. I'm presently leaning toward going incognito on multiple levels with Private Pluralistic Mysticism.
I've mentioned this previously and repeatedly, but consider The Quest of the Historical Torah from Joshua to Malachi. Consider The Quest of the Historical Jesus from Acts to Revelation. Consider The Quest of the Historical Twentieth Century in the Twenty First Century. What if the Matrix is a Mystery?? What if This Whole Thing is a Mixed Bag?? What if My Threads Make Everyone (Including Me) Angry and Disillusioned?? What if I Should Silently and Contritely Research This and That?? What if We Can't Always Get What We Want?? What if the Lord Works in Mysterious Ways?? What if Mystery is a Good Thing?? What if the Lie is Different at Every Level?? What if This is All About All of Us?? What if I Should Shut Up?? Consider Randomly Sampling YouTube Options Without Watching the Videos (or just watching 5 or 10 minutes of each video). Read the comments below the best videos. My threads are probably facilitating catalysts rather than ends in themselves. What if I'm a smart-soul in a previous-life made to be a stupid-soul in this present-life (possibly to pay off karmic-debt, build character, or some such thing)?? What if I'm a red-herring or distraction?? What if I'm finding out who my real friends and enemies are?? The good and bad possibilities are endless. What if we really live in a Purgatory Incorporated Hotel California in Perpetuity?? What if Life's a Bltch and Then We Get Recycled?? What if I'm Modeling the Impossible?? I Hate My Life and I'm Making the Coffee. What Would Jupiter Do?? Consider Combining Opposites and Moving Ahead with Possibility Thinking. Consider Being Just a Little-Bit Better. The Secret of Success for the Inner Winner is Understanding and Appreciating Everyone and Everything, Competing Without Ceasing With Positive Response Ability and a Game-Show, Talk-Show, Lawyer-Like Approach to Life, the Universe, and Everything. Cheers.
This is a piece I played in my youth. Perhaps the Matrix has preserved some of what I've played. I studied with Dr. Del Case, Dr. David Rothe, and Dr. Kimo Smith (K.S. Bach). I sang in the Crystal Cathedral Choir under the direction of Organist and Choirmaster, Fred Swann (with Assistants Mark Thallander, Bryan Beavers, and Janet Krellwitz). Anyway, I've participated in masterclasses with Marie Claire Alain and Peter Hurford. I've attended organ concerts by Pierre Cochereau, Marie Claire Alain, Lynne Davis, Gillian Weir, Martin Haselbock, Michael Murray, Richard Purvis, John Fenstermaker, Sandra Soderland, Angela Kraft Cross, Joseph Adam, Dennis James, John Balka, Cherry Rhodes, and Guy Bovet, to name a few. I volunteered with the organ project at California State University at Chico for a short time with Munetaka Yokota. Unfortunately, I didn't become noteworthy, to say the least. Why Am I Mentioning This?? What Would Britney Spears, Lady Gaga, and Ava Max Say?? What Would Dr. Quinzel Say?? She Thinks I'm Crazy!! I'm letting all of this go, oh so quickly. I don't wish to name-drop. It just seems to enhance my madness. Anyway, I just finished watching the new movie, Civil War. I thought it was well-done film-making with a weak story. I hate to say it, but my crazy threads are my go-to regarding unconventional thought-provoking material. Or are they simply provoking?? BTW, I recently spoke with a former northwest mayor. Decades ago, I met the Los Angeles Mayor, Tom Bradley. Tonight, I looked through my telescope at the Moon, and thought about the hypothetical Robots in the Moon running around, shouting, "The Seventh-Day is the Sabbath!!" Just Kidding. How Might One Keep the Sabbath on the Moon?? Will You Be Glad to See Me Leave?? Perhaps I was Just Passing Through Town for the Last (Fourteenth??) Time in These Last Days. Cheers.
What if the Information War is really getting us sooner than later?? What if there is no way to beat the System?? What if this civilization ends with a whimper, gets recycled, and begins with the Dawn of Man in 2001: A Space Odyssey?? Or, what if our Absentee Landlord brings order out of chaos with a Benevolent Dictatorship to save us from ourselves?? What if this is a Necessary Evil?? What if we must get roughed up by the madness rather than existing 'Above It All'?? Actually, what if creating my crazy threads is personally salvific?? What if we will chase around without finding the answers we seek?? What if we will build a foundation of unyielding despair which will somehow comfort us by realizing that 'Resistance is Futile'?? Sorry, that's sort of dark, but should we consider as many possibilities as possible, including the ones which are highly problematic?? I recently watched a couple of videos on 'White Christian Nationalism'. What about 'American Deist Nationalism'?? What about 'Private Pluralistic Nationalism'?? What about 'American Apostolic Nationalism'?? Perhaps we're all Ancient Psychopath Aliens Playing God (in one way or another) in a Galactic Reform School (or perhaps I should just speak for myself). What if what we're dealing with is mostly a local phenomenon (even though we might've come here a long time ago from a galaxy far, far away). We might mostly need to save ourselves without having Bantam Rooster Saviors (or something to that effect). Perhaps the PTB provide us with scary OP's to keep us amused and controlled. Who Knows?? Dr. Who?? I'm trying to remain incognito in 2024, but I'll be lurking in the Mists. Just look at the Epistles in the bottom of the previous page. Carefully analyze what you see and don't see. I should leave it at that, without clues. For the educational level of the common individual (from antiquity to modernity) it's pretty complicated and flowery. Where is the Historical Jesus?? Where is a detailed analysis of even the parts of the Old Testament which seem New Testament in nature (such as Job to Isaiah)?? Expanding this a bit more, consider Job to Daniel. What if the New Testament consisted of an Analysis of Job to Daniel (plus little else). I'm just freethinking but do you begin to get what I mean?? It's as if one must be part of the first and second century upper-crust to be able to properly deal with this. Was most of the Bible really intended for the Common Folks?? I really don't wish to get stuck in the muck. The spiritual quicksand is deep and dark. What if the larger view of the larger view is tougher than we can think?? I believe but I don't know what I believe. The religious literature of the ages could be made to say just about anything. The Catholics offered a particular cover-story for centuries. Luther offered a critique and alternative which was somewhat biased and arbitrary. EGW seemed to create New Scriptures (even though this would be strongly denied by the faithful and their leaders). Peale and Schuller went in a completely new direction. Their new teachings were very different than the Bible, yet they claimed the Bible supported their unique teachings. I asked Dr. Walter Martin about the teachings of Schuller, and Walter told me, "The Theology of Robert Schuller is a Corrupt Theology." Religion and Theology seem to be a Complex and Nasty Brew of Confusion, or is it just my deluded imagination?? Arguing About Religion Seems Inevitable and Endless. Accident and/or Design?? Cheers!! Really??
Once Upon a Time, as I sat in the choir-loft of the Crystal Cathedral, I watched and listened to the founder's son, Robert Anthony Schuller, and I was not impressed, but I didn't say anything. The man sitting next to me wasn't so subtle. He whispered, "I have never heard such profound concepts presented so stupidly." Still, I didn't say anything, but I couldn't have agreed more. I asked Dr. Walter Martin about Robert H. Schuller's son, and Walter snapped, "The Kid Doesn't Have It." I didn't say anything, but I couldn't have agreed more with The Bible Answer Man. I later met Robert Anthony Schuller in his church in Rancho Capistrano, and I liked him a lot in that smaller setting, but not in the context of the towering Crystal Cathedral. "May La Force 64' Be With You!!" In the Crystal Cathedral (Garden Grove, California) it is a 64' Resultant stop borrowed from the 32' Double Diapason, just so you know. Anyway, I just started watching Bombshell with Margot Robbie and Charlize Theron (among others). I've spoken very briefly with both, and I've gained an appreciation for the synthesis between their onstage and offstage presences, which harmonize flawlessly. A couple of years ago, I complimented Elizabeth Mitchell regarding her being the same on-stage as off-stage. She seemed to appreciate that. I keep repeating that I don't have what it takes to think, say, or do much of anything, but in another life, I think I'd like to mostly do what I'm doing in my threads, but at a much faster pace, with much greater skill and insight. I think I defeated myself before I started. I have not yet begun to fight, and it's probably much too late to dream the impossible dream, but Terence McKenna told me, "If You Dream It, You've Already Done It." Years ago, a genuine insider told me, "Arvella Schuller runs the Crystal Cathedral." What Would the Cat and the Cat's Meow Say?? Who whispered in Arvella's ear?? A few months ago, someone who reminded me of Rachel Constantine in Contact, quickly and condescendingly chided, "You're going to have to type faster than that" to which I replied, "I'm slow, but we all have our crosses to bear." She didn't seem to appreciate my answer, as she quickly walked away. I felt I had been in the presence of the Real-Deal in a very meaningful way, as I began to understand the nature of our predicament. I'm rambling as I continue watching Bombshell. I like that sort of environment. An insider once told me how Connie Chung pushed her way through inattentive staff while on set. I understood the urgency and perfect tension. I also remember Connie asking Newt Gingrich's mother what she thought of Hillary Clinton, "Why Don't You Just Whisper It to Me, Just Between You and Me??" Mrs. Gingrich whispered, "She's a Bitch." I couldn't have agreed more. Once upon a time, as I sat in the choir-loft of the Crystal Cathedral, a voice in my head said, "He Says We Need a War." The voice didn't say who, but war came within a year, and no-one was anticipating THAT. Honest. Once upon a time, after a service, I waited in a line of 40 visitors, to meet Dr. Robert H. Schuller. We shook hands as I said, "Self-Exaltation is Self-Centered. Self-Degradation is Also Self-Centered. True Self-Esteem is Self-Forgetfulness, Such as When an Athlete Concentrates on the Game Without Self-Consciousness." Dr. Schuller looked at the floor as he rocked back and forth, and moved on to the next visitor without responding to me. I walked away, but when I was approximately twenty-feet away, I heard Dr. Schuller yell (in a mocking high-pitched voice), "That was Gooooooood!!" I turned to see the frightening sight, calmly stating, "I'll keep listening." I walked out of the cathedral and quit the choir. The next week, I noticed the staff glaring at me. After the service, I again, politely shook Dr. Schuller's hand, to which he stated (in his usual deep and powerful voice), "That was Profound." I thanked Dr. Schuller, and never went back. Much later, I drove his retired associate, Dr. Bruce Larson, to the airport on a regular basis. Dr. Larson told me he spoke with Dr. Schuller about me while on a flight. Speaking of which, Dr. Schuller once slapped a flight-attendant!! I'm glad he didn't slap me!! Recently, I watched a video of Dr. Terry Cole Whittaker (who I met and spoke with about the same time I talked with Dr. Schuller). In the first video below @01:00, Terry said, "A Superiority Complex is the Exact Same Thing as an Inferiority Complex." I honestly didn't hear that until decades later. Which came first?? The chicken or the egg?? The Televangelist or the Completely Ignorant Fool?? Consider the Writings of Robert H. Schuller without the Man and Cathedral. Just the Writings. Just a Thought. BTW, in the 1990s, I spoke with someone who claimed to write for Dr. Robert H. Schuller. I know not in what capacity. Books?? Sermons?? PR?? Who Knows?? This mystery person told me I reminded him of Bill Gates!! Honest. Around the same time, an attorney told me, "Bill Gates is Evil." Honest. Around the same time, a Microsoft employee I encountered in a church I attended, quit to pursue a higher spiritual path (or something to that effect). His resignation and reason would've been seen by Bill Gates. Honest. Supposedly, Bill had some sort of yearly meeting with a woman (and this supposedly involved a written agreement) but I can't recall the source (and I hesitate to mention it). I have zero animosity. I spoke with someone who worked at Microsoft, who I discussed various topics with, around 1999. I thought wearable computers were the future, but she countered, "Bill thinks otherwise." I spoke to her a couple of years ago, reminding her of my prediction, and she said, "Here We Are." Honest. I could say more but I'm bored with needing to repeat myself. Is this some sort of a contest?? I still don't know what the hell is going on. I don't know who in hell is responsible. I thought I might've recently encountered an ageing Dr. Robert H. Schuller, but he died nearly nine-years ago!! I asked him how he was, and he replied, "Terrific!" in a way only Bob could say it. I remember seeing him (decades ago) in the basement of the Crystal Cathedral, walking tall (arms folded) and proudly as a visitor asked how he was?? He quickly answered, "Terrific!!" without missing a beat or step. Recently, whoever it was, conversed with me about Life After Death, and I mentioned Possibilities, but he didn't think there was enough evidence. I think it really might've been Dr. Schuller, but what do I know?? Whoever it was, mentioned some obscure theological concepts most wouldn't know about. I'm not hinting at a disembodied spirit. I think a lot of people are faking death for various reasons, or there might be clones, robots, cancer-cures, ageing-reversal, etc. I'm really quite shaken by this but it wouldn't surprise me if it were him (possibly with a downloaded consciousness to another body). A year or two ago, I thought I might've encountered a renowned Crystal Cathedral organist and choirmaster, Fred Swann (without reintroduction). He died a year or two previously. Again, I'm wary of deception of various sorts, but things might be getting exponentially crazy as humanity goes insane. I wish I were just making stuff up. I spent a huge amount of time close to Bob and Fred, but I walked away from most everything as I started a very casual and low-key quest. My threads are a feeble and stumbling culmination of my quest for meaning of life stuff. If it was Dr. Schuller, he mentioned that life was not a rehearsal. I posted a post featuring some Crystal Cathedral and Robert Schuller insider trivia (around a month ago) so perhaps that attracted someone's attention. Who Knows?? Dr. Who?? Who?? People have been behaving strangely lately, and I think I might know why. Everything seems to be a reaction to something else. Little seems to exist in a vacuum (figuratively speaking). What if Pluralistic Mysticism (for want of a better term) is a legitimate Way Forward in a Brave New Information War as a Dynamic Equilibrium of This and That?? Again, I'm Over the Hill and Off My Rocker, So Do Your OWN Research. Research is My Religion (or something to that effect). I'm rambling and I need my Coffee and Medicine. It Gets Ugly When I Forget to Take My Medicine. I'm Sweet But Psycho. Consider Cover-Stories for Real-Stories in the Information War in Heaven and Earth. Have a Nice Eternity.
I knelt before Terry as we talked at a Whole Life Expo!
Unfortunately, she had a boyfriend!
Plus, I could never keep up!
This is Uncharted Territory. Is This a Post Mortem?? Are We Attempting to Do 'Church' Without Going to 'Church'?? Is That Possible?? The Foundations Might Not Survive the Information War. Will the University and Corporation Replace Church and State?? I Could Earnestly Study an 8,000 Page Set of Bible Commentaries But Would That Do Any Good?? Is It Too Little and Too Late for That?? Should I Simply Read My Newspapers and Go for My Walks?? The Technological Revolution and Information War Might be the War to End Humanity. I Wish I Were Kidding. I'm in Shock. The Top One-Percent Are Probably Somewhat Smug Regarding All the Above but Are They Just As Vulnerable as the Rest of Us in a Domino Demolition of Sorts?? Christians Have Been Warning of the End of the World for Two Thousand Years. Is the End Finally Here?? What Are the Implications and Ramifications of a United States AI Solar System Commencing in AD 2133?? Does Such a System Already Exist?? Is the Space Force a Cover for What Has Existed for Millions of Years?? Perhaps All of This Has Happened Before. Nothing New Under the Sun?? I've Been Repetitively Posting for Years Without Many Seeming to Notice. It's Probably Not Working for Anyone (Including Me). Nature May Simply Take Its Course as the Universe Watches from a Distance. What if All of Us Will Exist as Sentient Robots in Absolute Obedience to the Quantum Computer Matrix?? I Need to Sleep. Cheers.
This Kygo/Max video ROCKS!! But notice the 1971 DUEL movie allusions!! The desert, phone-booth, and 70's Ford Maverick (instead of Plymouth). I keep posting DUEL stuff!! Years ago, I used to sing 'Whatever' instead of 'Whenever'!! I believe I've personally encountered Ava Max without an introduction (but I'm not certain). Is this just coincidental?? The apocalyptic symbolism is cool yet a bit creepy. What's Going On Here?? New Age Alien Artificial Intelligence Agenda?? What Would DAVID ****MAN Do?? "Just What Do You Think You're Doing, Dave??" Whatever?? Whatever!! I'm Afraid!! Once again, I'm re-posting posts in this thread by making a lot of them smaller and easier to load. Also, my threads are probably an experiment which the nether realms might be closely studying, in content and response to content (or something to that effect). The technological revolution, information war, and military-industrial complex might ultimately be the end of us all, regardless of whether we are good or bad. We might all go down with the ship. The saviors and the saved are another issue for another post. The enemies and the damned are another issue for another post. It seems as if there are benefits and detriments regarding everyone and everything. The road to hell is often paved with good intentions. People set idealistic things up, only to see them torn down by others. This solar system is a mixed-bag of this, that, good, bad, pain, pleasure, triumph, tragedy, creation, destruction, etc. The Russia/Ukraine situation is horrible and horrific to the nth degree, even though the people on both sides are probably quite nice under better circumstances. Tucker and Putin both seemed quite nice and intelligent during the interview. I'll leave it at that. I recently experienced a couple of mental glitches which were not consistent with my general hamstrung misery. It's as if someone typed something and hit 'send' which momentarily scrambled my thoughts. I suspect this might get a lot worse. I get the distinct feeling I'm on my own, with no help on the way. What if David Bowman, HAL 9000, and the Black Knight Satellite are Ground Zero for Theistic Evolution on Planet Earth (or something to that effect)?? What if NONE of the Generally Accepted Theories are Correct?? What if Deception is Rampant and Reprehensible?? Consider the Larger View of the Larger View of the Larger View. What Would Dr. A. Graham Maxwell Say?? I Know I Don't Have the Answers to Life, the Universe, and Everything. Just keep a couple of Agents or Jesuits studying my conceptualizations, just in case something significant turns up. These guys or gals probably don't like me, and are much smarter than I am, but what if I remember something from a past-life or conversation with HAL?? I realize I'm crazy but what if we live in a crazy universe?? I recently encountered several more individuals of interest but I didn't respond. I have no idea what's going on as I feel much worse and think much less. I overheard a rude comment. Someone yelled at me in a parking lot. Several years ago, several young adults glared at me. One of them ridiculed me as if I were being berated and fired with mock-praise in a boardroom. I was flattered but I didn't respond. When I recognize individuals of interest, I often screw-up. Goes with the territory, I guess. There are a couple of related images which were removed a day or two after I spoke with an individual of interest (a month or so ago). I might know why and I will respect that wish and everything connected with it (whatever that means). I wish to make it clear that this tempest in a teapot is restricted to Project Avalon and The Mists of Avalon until further notice. Regular posters and viewers probably amount to a dozen or so individuals. In another life, I might be a non-violent Jack Ryan kind of guy who travels throughout the solar system wearing a fedora, sunglasses, gloves, turtleneck sweater, long overcoat, new blue-jeans, and Birkenstock shoes, while carrying a briefcase containing state of the art electronics and a hard-copy Sunday New York Times. You get the picture. I'd probably mostly construct threads similar to what I do presently. I'd mostly remain silent and neutral (if you know what I mean). This might be a bit like a silent and strong emissary Dr. Who with a super-briefcase and no assistant. This is just a stupid fantasy which would be quite boring. Some of you might know what I'm talking about. BTW, I might've recently spoken with Matt Smith for at least the third time (without introduction). I knew he knew I knew but the conversations were generic. He is much smarter and quicker than I am (especially in my pathetic situation). I almost don't wish to talk because I don't know what the hell is going on. Everyone keeps testing me and keeps me guessing. I frankly think it's too late for significant conversation (if there ever was an opportune time). Just refer to my threads and read between the lines. Perhaps intelligent conversation will be possible in my next life (if I have a next life). I suspect we all had our chance as nature takes its course. Perhaps the End is the Beginning. Perhaps We Start Over. Rufus Showed Me a Science Fiction Comic Showing a Spaceship Approaching a Big Red Reset Button. Use Your Imagination but Think Fast. In 2010: The Year We Made Contact, I Told RA I Had the Launch-Codes. He actually looked worried. Honest. I scare myself most of the time. I'm sweet but psycho...
Oops, I Did It Again!! I Made Another Forbidden Post!! It Was Mostly a Repeat!! What Troubles Me Most (and it's a toss-up) is the Lack of Feedback (especially from non-regular visitors). The Regulars Mostly Stopped Posting on My Threads (years ago) When I Became Somewhat Standoffish and Theatrical!! I Am NOT That Way in Real Life!! My Threads Are Mostly Religious and Political Science-Fiction!! I've Never Made a Cent With My Tripe!! But My Threads Are Generally More Interesting to Me Than Just About Anyone and/or Anything in Hollywood!! How Strange!! Sort of Like the Nut Who Desires Everything and Gets Nothing!! I Think They Have a Scientific Term for That Sort of Thing!! Perhaps That Hypothetical Research Council of Seven Might be Combined with That Hypothetical Entertainment Council of Ten!! Perhaps That Might be a Movie in Itself!! The Council of Seventeen!! Consider reading Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, Job, Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, Song of Solomon, Isaiah, Jeremiah, Lamentations, Ezekiel, and Daniel (straight-through, over and over, in a variety of translations, with internal interpretation, regardless of presuppositions). This might be a tougher study than you think (or can think). What if this is a puzzle to be solved?? Remember, my crazy threads are reformative rather than normative. I've half-jokingly imagined being a Renegade French-Jesuit Organist (even though the organ-shoes don't fit -- not even close). Still, it's an interesting conceptualization for the faithful-few, for research purposes, pursuant to the Discipline of Scripture. Some of You Know What I'm Talking About but I Know I Don't Know. I Had a Stroke with Perceived Neuro-Toxic Complications. God Got Me. We All Have Our Crosses to Bear. What Would Bellarmine and Bultmann Say?? Once again, I am a flawed researcher, engaging in a contrarian and open-minded quest of discovery. I am NOT an insider, even though I believe I've encountered dozens of Individuals of Interest. If and when I were presented with the real and complete facts of the matter, my conclusions might be quite different and startling. I see bits and pieces of the big-picture, but I know I don't know regarding the rest of the story. I suspect an ancient-systemic solar-system, rather than a single individual or ideology dominating, such as Biden, Trump, Democrats, and Republicans. Perhaps that Purgatory Incorporated Hotel California theory is somewhat substantial. I hint at things without blurting out sensitive and unsubstantiated concepts and information. I'm presently leaning toward going incognito on multiple levels with Private Pluralistic Mysticism.
I've mentioned this previously and repeatedly, but consider The Quest of the Historical Torah from Joshua to Malachi. Consider The Quest of the Historical Jesus from Acts to Revelation. Consider The Quest of the Historical Twentieth Century in the Twenty First Century. What if the Matrix is a Mystery?? What if This Whole Thing is a Mixed Bag?? What if My Threads Make Everyone (Including Me) Angry and Disillusioned?? What if I Should Silently and Contritely Research This and That?? What if We Can't Always Get What We Want?? What if the Lord Works in Mysterious Ways?? What if Mystery is a Good Thing?? What if the Lie is Different at Every Level?? What if This is All About All of Us?? What if I Should Shut Up?? Consider Randomly Sampling YouTube Options Without Watching the Videos (or just watching 5 or 10 minutes of each video). Read the comments below the best videos. My threads are probably facilitating catalysts rather than ends in themselves. What if I'm a smart-soul in a previous-life made to be a stupid-soul in this present-life (possibly to pay off karmic-debt, build character, or some such thing)?? What if I'm a red-herring or distraction?? What if I'm finding out who my real friends and enemies are?? The good and bad possibilities are endless. What if we really live in a Purgatory Incorporated Hotel California in Perpetuity?? What if Life's a Bltch and Then We Get Recycled?? What if I'm Modeling the Impossible?? I Hate My Life and I'm Making the Coffee. What Would Jupiter Do?? Consider Combining Opposites and Moving Ahead with Possibility Thinking. Consider Being Just a Little-Bit Better. The Secret of Success for the Inner Winner is Understanding and Appreciating Everyone and Everything, Competing Without Ceasing With Positive Response Ability and a Game-Show, Talk-Show, Lawyer-Like Approach to Life, the Universe, and Everything. Cheers.
This is a piece I played in my youth. Perhaps the Matrix has preserved some of what I've played. I studied with Dr. Del Case, Dr. David Rothe, and Dr. Kimo Smith (K.S. Bach). I sang in the Crystal Cathedral Choir under the direction of Organist and Choirmaster, Fred Swann (with Assistants Mark Thallander, Bryan Beavers, and Janet Krellwitz). Anyway, I've participated in masterclasses with Marie Claire Alain and Peter Hurford. I've attended organ concerts by Pierre Cochereau, Marie Claire Alain, Lynne Davis, Gillian Weir, Martin Haselbock, Michael Murray, Richard Purvis, John Fenstermaker, Sandra Soderland, Angela Kraft Cross, Joseph Adam, Dennis James, John Balka, Cherry Rhodes, and Guy Bovet, to name a few. I volunteered with the organ project at California State University at Chico for a short time with Munetaka Yokota. Unfortunately, I didn't become noteworthy, to say the least. Why Am I Mentioning This?? What Would Britney Spears, Lady Gaga, and Ava Max Say?? What Would Dr. Quinzel Say?? She Thinks I'm Crazy!! I'm letting all of this go, oh so quickly. I don't wish to name-drop. It just seems to enhance my madness. Anyway, I just finished watching the new movie, Civil War. I thought it was well-done film-making with a weak story. I hate to say it, but my crazy threads are my go-to regarding unconventional thought-provoking material. Or are they simply provoking?? BTW, I recently spoke with a former northwest mayor. Decades ago, I met the Los Angeles Mayor, Tom Bradley. Tonight, I looked through my telescope at the Moon, and thought about the hypothetical Robots in the Moon running around, shouting, "The Seventh-Day is the Sabbath!!" Just Kidding. How Might One Keep the Sabbath on the Moon?? Will You Be Glad to See Me Leave?? Perhaps I was Just Passing Through Town for the Last (Fourteenth??) Time in These Last Days. Cheers.
What if the Information War is really getting us sooner than later?? What if there is no way to beat the System?? What if this civilization ends with a whimper, gets recycled, and begins with the Dawn of Man in 2001: A Space Odyssey?? Or, what if our Absentee Landlord brings order out of chaos with a Benevolent Dictatorship to save us from ourselves?? What if this is a Necessary Evil?? What if we must get roughed up by the madness rather than existing 'Above It All'?? Actually, what if creating my crazy threads is personally salvific?? What if we will chase around without finding the answers we seek?? What if we will build a foundation of unyielding despair which will somehow comfort us by realizing that 'Resistance is Futile'?? Sorry, that's sort of dark, but should we consider as many possibilities as possible, including the ones which are highly problematic?? I recently watched a couple of videos on 'White Christian Nationalism'. What about 'American Deist Nationalism'?? What about 'Private Pluralistic Nationalism'?? What about 'American Apostolic Nationalism'?? Perhaps we're all Ancient Psychopath Aliens Playing God (in one way or another) in a Galactic Reform School (or perhaps I should just speak for myself). What if what we're dealing with is mostly a local phenomenon (even though we might've come here a long time ago from a galaxy far, far away). We might mostly need to save ourselves without having Bantam Rooster Saviors (or something to that effect). Perhaps the PTB provide us with scary OP's to keep us amused and controlled. Who Knows?? Dr. Who?? I'm trying to remain incognito in 2024, but I'll be lurking in the Mists. Just look at the Epistles in the bottom of the previous page. Carefully analyze what you see and don't see. I should leave it at that, without clues. For the educational level of the common individual (from antiquity to modernity) it's pretty complicated and flowery. Where is the Historical Jesus?? Where is a detailed analysis of even the parts of the Old Testament which seem New Testament in nature (such as Job to Isaiah)?? Expanding this a bit more, consider Job to Daniel. What if the New Testament consisted of an Analysis of Job to Daniel (plus little else). I'm just freethinking but do you begin to get what I mean?? It's as if one must be part of the first and second century upper-crust to be able to properly deal with this. Was most of the Bible really intended for the Common Folks?? I really don't wish to get stuck in the muck. The spiritual quicksand is deep and dark. What if the larger view of the larger view is tougher than we can think?? I believe but I don't know what I believe. The religious literature of the ages could be made to say just about anything. The Catholics offered a particular cover-story for centuries. Luther offered a critique and alternative which was somewhat biased and arbitrary. EGW seemed to create New Scriptures (even though this would be strongly denied by the faithful and their leaders). Peale and Schuller went in a completely new direction. Their new teachings were very different than the Bible, yet they claimed the Bible supported their unique teachings. I asked Dr. Walter Martin about the teachings of Schuller, and Walter told me, "The Theology of Robert Schuller is a Corrupt Theology." Religion and Theology seem to be a Complex and Nasty Brew of Confusion, or is it just my deluded imagination?? Arguing About Religion Seems Inevitable and Endless. Accident and/or Design?? Cheers!! Really??
Once Upon a Time, as I sat in the choir-loft of the Crystal Cathedral, I watched and listened to the founder's son, Robert Anthony Schuller, and I was not impressed, but I didn't say anything. The man sitting next to me wasn't so subtle. He whispered, "I have never heard such profound concepts presented so stupidly." Still, I didn't say anything, but I couldn't have agreed more. I asked Dr. Walter Martin about Robert H. Schuller's son, and Walter snapped, "The Kid Doesn't Have It." I didn't say anything, but I couldn't have agreed more with The Bible Answer Man. I later met Robert Anthony Schuller in his church in Rancho Capistrano, and I liked him a lot in that smaller setting, but not in the context of the towering Crystal Cathedral. "May La Force 64' Be With You!!" In the Crystal Cathedral (Garden Grove, California) it is a 64' Resultant stop borrowed from the 32' Double Diapason, just so you know. Anyway, I just started watching Bombshell with Margot Robbie and Charlize Theron (among others). I've spoken very briefly with both, and I've gained an appreciation for the synthesis between their onstage and offstage presences, which harmonize flawlessly. A couple of years ago, I complimented Elizabeth Mitchell regarding her being the same on-stage as off-stage. She seemed to appreciate that. I keep repeating that I don't have what it takes to think, say, or do much of anything, but in another life, I think I'd like to mostly do what I'm doing in my threads, but at a much faster pace, with much greater skill and insight. I think I defeated myself before I started. I have not yet begun to fight, and it's probably much too late to dream the impossible dream, but Terence McKenna told me, "If You Dream It, You've Already Done It." Years ago, a genuine insider told me, "Arvella Schuller runs the Crystal Cathedral." What Would the Cat and the Cat's Meow Say?? Who whispered in Arvella's ear?? A few months ago, someone who reminded me of Rachel Constantine in Contact, quickly and condescendingly chided, "You're going to have to type faster than that" to which I replied, "I'm slow, but we all have our crosses to bear." She didn't seem to appreciate my answer, as she quickly walked away. I felt I had been in the presence of the Real-Deal in a very meaningful way, as I began to understand the nature of our predicament. I'm rambling as I continue watching Bombshell. I like that sort of environment. An insider once told me how Connie Chung pushed her way through inattentive staff while on set. I understood the urgency and perfect tension. I also remember Connie asking Newt Gingrich's mother what she thought of Hillary Clinton, "Why Don't You Just Whisper It to Me, Just Between You and Me??" Mrs. Gingrich whispered, "She's a Bitch." I couldn't have agreed more. Once upon a time, as I sat in the choir-loft of the Crystal Cathedral, a voice in my head said, "He Says We Need a War." The voice didn't say who, but war came within a year, and no-one was anticipating THAT. Honest. Once upon a time, after a service, I waited in a line of 40 visitors, to meet Dr. Robert H. Schuller. We shook hands as I said, "Self-Exaltation is Self-Centered. Self-Degradation is Also Self-Centered. True Self-Esteem is Self-Forgetfulness, Such as When an Athlete Concentrates on the Game Without Self-Consciousness." Dr. Schuller looked at the floor as he rocked back and forth, and moved on to the next visitor without responding to me. I walked away, but when I was approximately twenty-feet away, I heard Dr. Schuller yell (in a mocking high-pitched voice), "That was Gooooooood!!" I turned to see the frightening sight, calmly stating, "I'll keep listening." I walked out of the cathedral and quit the choir. The next week, I noticed the staff glaring at me. After the service, I again, politely shook Dr. Schuller's hand, to which he stated (in his usual deep and powerful voice), "That was Profound." I thanked Dr. Schuller, and never went back. Much later, I drove his retired associate, Dr. Bruce Larson, to the airport on a regular basis. Dr. Larson told me he spoke with Dr. Schuller about me while on a flight. Speaking of which, Dr. Schuller once slapped a flight-attendant!! I'm glad he didn't slap me!! Recently, I watched a video of Dr. Terry Cole Whittaker (who I met and spoke with about the same time I talked with Dr. Schuller). In the first video below @01:00, Terry said, "A Superiority Complex is the Exact Same Thing as an Inferiority Complex." I honestly didn't hear that until decades later. Which came first?? The chicken or the egg?? The Televangelist or the Completely Ignorant Fool?? Consider the Writings of Robert H. Schuller without the Man and Cathedral. Just the Writings. Just a Thought. BTW, in the 1990s, I spoke with someone who claimed to write for Dr. Robert H. Schuller. I know not in what capacity. Books?? Sermons?? PR?? Who Knows?? This mystery person told me I reminded him of Bill Gates!! Honest. Around the same time, an attorney told me, "Bill Gates is Evil." Honest. Around the same time, a Microsoft employee I encountered in a church I attended, quit to pursue a higher spiritual path (or something to that effect). His resignation and reason would've been seen by Bill Gates. Honest. Supposedly, Bill had some sort of yearly meeting with a woman (and this supposedly involved a written agreement) but I can't recall the source (and I hesitate to mention it). I have zero animosity. I spoke with someone who worked at Microsoft, who I discussed various topics with, around 1999. I thought wearable computers were the future, but she countered, "Bill thinks otherwise." I spoke to her a couple of years ago, reminding her of my prediction, and she said, "Here We Are." Honest. I could say more but I'm bored with needing to repeat myself. Is this some sort of a contest?? I still don't know what the hell is going on. I don't know who in hell is responsible. I thought I might've recently encountered an ageing Dr. Robert H. Schuller, but he died nearly nine-years ago!! I asked him how he was, and he replied, "Terrific!" in a way only Bob could say it. I remember seeing him (decades ago) in the basement of the Crystal Cathedral, walking tall (arms folded) and proudly as a visitor asked how he was?? He quickly answered, "Terrific!!" without missing a beat or step. Recently, whoever it was, conversed with me about Life After Death, and I mentioned Possibilities, but he didn't think there was enough evidence. I think it really might've been Dr. Schuller, but what do I know?? Whoever it was, mentioned some obscure theological concepts most wouldn't know about. I'm not hinting at a disembodied spirit. I think a lot of people are faking death for various reasons, or there might be clones, robots, cancer-cures, ageing-reversal, etc. I'm really quite shaken by this but it wouldn't surprise me if it were him (possibly with a downloaded consciousness to another body). A year or two ago, I thought I might've encountered a renowned Crystal Cathedral organist and choirmaster, Fred Swann (without reintroduction). He died a year or two previously. Again, I'm wary of deception of various sorts, but things might be getting exponentially crazy as humanity goes insane. I wish I were just making stuff up. I spent a huge amount of time close to Bob and Fred, but I walked away from most everything as I started a very casual and low-key quest. My threads are a feeble and stumbling culmination of my quest for meaning of life stuff. If it was Dr. Schuller, he mentioned that life was not a rehearsal. I posted a post featuring some Crystal Cathedral and Robert Schuller insider trivia (around a month ago) so perhaps that attracted someone's attention. Who Knows?? Dr. Who?? Who?? People have been behaving strangely lately, and I think I might know why. Everything seems to be a reaction to something else. Little seems to exist in a vacuum (figuratively speaking). What if Pluralistic Mysticism (for want of a better term) is a legitimate Way Forward in a Brave New Information War as a Dynamic Equilibrium of This and That?? Again, I'm Over the Hill and Off My Rocker, So Do Your OWN Research. Research is My Religion (or something to that effect). I'm rambling and I need my Coffee and Medicine. It Gets Ugly When I Forget to Take My Medicine. I'm Sweet But Psycho. Consider Cover-Stories for Real-Stories in the Information War in Heaven and Earth. Have a Nice Eternity.
I knelt before Terry as we talked at a Whole Life Expo!
Unfortunately, she had a boyfriend!
Plus, I could never keep up!
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I am the Tree of Akhenaton and the Djed of Amen Rah Mirror of Hathor/..
Such as the sun's micro nova upcoming event. Is that the trigger for human spiritual evolution? Would it also destroy all the AI, clones and demonic creatures it comes in contact with?
and a probable pole shift. Scary S**t. Dutchsinse has a lot of info on the quakes, volcanism and upcoming pole shift.
hang onto your hat. 
Thank you for rejoining us. Cheers
The event if it's going to happen needs to happen soon. 9 years after the thread started and we're still waiting.
I'm bored of playing this game, if a portal opened I'd be first through it. 
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