Carol Wed Aug 02, 2023 10:22 am
Woah. Lionhawk, I'm so sorry to learn about Kate jumping the gun and the betrayal of sorts. That's just really sad as you've known her for years.
Given how ill you were, almost dying, having you sign over power of attorney makes sense... but to her mother? I just don't understand that as the power of attorney should have gone too Kate. You've both been helping each other out and been good friends.
The situation in the tub is astonishing. Who found you? Since you were stuck someone had to call the ambulance. It's a bloody miracle that you still communicating with us. I'm glad you made it.
Ironically when learning of how she had been there to help you out this past year or so I did recently think leaving everything to her was logical and a nice way of repaying her for her help. She blessed you and you bless her.
In addition, I would like to pass on something that helped me through the years of physical pain I've endured various times and that is this... I kept reminding myself I'm burning off karma..
What mudra refers to as attitude has a lot to do with how well one "endures" when going through these various life challenges. Pain can be a negative or a plus. Even the excruciating pain of child birth results in a wonderful blessing. So each time these types of "painful" karmic situations pop up, I now look for the blessing, knowing internally it's there waiting too manifest. Sometimes it took me years to understand what the blessing was. And in the end I was grateful for the experience.
For example, back in July 2014, I was driving through the mountain pass at dusk on the highway in Utah following behind my brother. We had been at his grand daughter's 16th birthday over on the other side of the mountain pass. Suddenly ahead of me, he swerved narrowly missing a deer in the middle of the highway. Behind him, traveling 60 mph, I ended up hitting it head on the driver's side and saw it slide past my window. Simultaneously, my body was flung to the passenger's side of the vehicle. The impact knocked my car off the side of the highway dropping it off a 6 ft embankment. Screaming in terror, I fought for control struggling to keep the car from rolling over as it slid off the highway down the embankment. Unfortunately, the impact resulted in a neck injury with the vertebra, along with bone spurs, pressing into my spinal cord resulting in excruciating pain / headaches for the next 15 months. I couldn't sit upright or walk without the vertebra pressing into the spinal cord. Subsequently, this condition resulted in nerve damage at multiple levels to the extent that I was also losing my balance and sliding off the bed down to the floor. I just remember laughing while sliding down to the floor thinking how ridiculous this was. I think then was when I finally realized I needed to do the surgery. Prior, I was terrified of any surgery because during a previous surgery, due to a heart condition where blood pressure down the toilet, I almost died... I was convinced I wouldn't survive any future type of surgery..
Given the ongoing pain and continued increase of nerve damage.. surgery was the last resort, a viable option I needed to risk.
We found an outstanding surgeon who did a remarkable job. However, prior going into surgery I had a talk with the anthologist letting him know there were certain pain meds I didn't do well on, morphine being one of them. With morphine I still experienced pain but couldn't talk. Following the surgery... I woke up in recovery with the anthologist at the foot of the bed watching me. All the pain was gone. I was so happy. Plus no after-effects from the meds. The majority of the nerve damage remained but some nerves regrew.
So where was the blessing in all of this? As a result of the accident I stay with my brother and his family in Utah for 3 months. Something I would have never done as my family was in Hawaii. The car was in repair for months and I was in physical therapy. That time with my brother's family gave me an opportunity to bond with nieces and nephews, hang out with his family and enjoy his grandchildren. He passed this past February. Being there with all of them during that extended time also helped as these relationships were established prior his sudden death.. The time with my brother and his family was worth every single painful moment experienced following the accident. I was so grateful to have shared that time with him
Life is really about emotions and relationships. That's where we do a lot of our spiritual growth.
This story is just one of many challenges incurred throughout this lifetime. Having a quirky sense of inane humor gets me through. I just remember being so happy after the surgery.. no pain. Especially after undergoing all of that suffering for months and months.. there really was a light at the end of it all.
Oxy... I'm sorry you went through all of that on your own with no one close to help support you through it. Your journey and life challenges have required incredibly courage just to "endure". It certainly wasn't something you consciously chose to do, yet at some level karmic merit was attained having gone through those experiences. I'm praying and sending you, along with Lionhawk and mudra additional angels from the angelic realm to help keep you company and provide you with their grace.
Much love to you all.
Carol
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