What if Saviors will be Framed as Scapegoats?? Is Silver Your Savior?? Perhaps we should NOT seek saviors and bandwagons in modernity. Consider 'Salvation by Work'. Consider 'Faith That Works'. Perhaps we should beat ourselves up with conflicting concepts or delusion v delusion. What if the only safe-haven is to be constantly-watching?? What if we can only be certain of uncertainty?? Heisenberg was Uncertain. I'm extremely apprehensive regarding becoming a supercomputer-controlled bio-robot, but how does one keep-up in the quickening?? Perhaps it is impossible to keep-up. Perhaps eternal-vigilance trumps faith, hope, and love (in practical terms). What if faith, hope, and love are the fruit of eternal vigilance?? What if pain is the cost of doing business in the universe?? I've suggested reading the Psalms, Proverbs, Epistles, and Ecclesiastes straight-through, over and over, in a variety of translations, as a mental and spiritual exercise, but to each his or her own, I suppose. Perhaps the Secret of Success for the Inner-Winner is Understanding and Appreciating Everyone and Everything, Competing Without Ceasing With Positive Response Ability and a Game-Show, Talk-Show, Lawyerlike Approach to Life, the Universe, and Everything. Whirled Peas Without Endive. Almond Raw.
Thank-you Carol for the painting information. I might pursue painting at some point in the future. Right now I'm thinking about Ptah, Thoth, and Isis. I'm trying to make a King David, King Solomon, and Queen of Sheba parallel. I'm trying to identify the three key players in this solar system. Thoth was supposedly deposed from Egypt, and went to South America. Ptah supposedly murdered Isis by throwing her in a snake-pit. Ptah was supposedly BMOC on Planet Earth. I'm thinking of what Dr. Richard Carrier said concerning 'The Descent of Inanna' wherein she was killed and placed on a cross. Ptah and Thoth were supposedly Annunaki. Isis might've been a daughter of one of them. Isis hated Osiris. What if there's a lot of overlap and deception?? What if that trio were all one being on a soul-level?? What if cloning and robotics were well understood by the rulers?? What if they were more advanced than we are?? What if Earth-Humanity is at War with God??
What if we are ultimately dealing with a Central-Soul and an Annunaki Universe-Matrix Supercomputer-Network?? The work of Ralph Ellis is interesting in that he looks under the hood of the Bible to get at what was really going on, rather than being a haranguing atheist. Joseph Farrell also attempts to get at what was really going on without getting on his high-horse and lambasting traditional viewpoints formulated by those who did the best they could with what they had to work with. What if we are fundamentally dealing with an Ancient David Bowman and HAL 9000 as Two Peas in a Pod (in very simplistic terms)?? What if a lot of the key-figures were stage-props?? What if the goal was 'Order Out of Chaos'?? What if attempting to achieve that goal has been only partially successful?? What if genetic and electronic upgrades will be necessary to move the experiment toward perfection?? But what if operations should NOT be too-perfect?? What if civilizations 'Thrive on Chaos'?? What if 'Purgatory Incorporated' is a successful organizational and business model?? I asked 'RA', "How Good is Too Good??" He didn't have an answer, and neither did I.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inanna Is Inanna an important part of the puzzle?? What if we're NOT supposed to solve the puzzle?? I'm interested in Theodicy and Eschatology. Bart Erhman became an Atheist because of Suffering and Theodicy issues. Albert Einstein thought the only way for God to not be responsible for evil is if God did not exist. But what if the Theodicy Solution involves a Free Civilization without a Micromanaging God?? What if God is an Absentee-Landlord?? What if God was Deposed?? What if Humanity has ruled Humanity for at least 5,000 years?? Years ago, someone told me, "Nothing Can be Done to You That You Don't Do to Yourselves." Someone else told me, "You Can Go Anywhere, But We Have to Stay Here." If true for me (and possibly others) this might have Dr. Who implications and ramifications. This might NOT be a good thing if the Universe is highly problematic. We don't have reliable information regarding the state of other civilizations throughout the universe. My modeling is borderline blasphemous, but possibility-thinking is a valid research-modality. If I took this to the next level, blatant blasphemy might result. I think I've gone far enough. Thus far and no farther. Sometimes I imagine an Angel with a Flaming Sword in my path.
The way I've felt and performed my whole-life hints at me not being from around here. I seem to be incapable of feeling good and having a good time. But what if I showed up at least one lifetime prior to my present incarnation?? What if my life prior to this life was highly stressful and problematic?? What if I were somehow involved in WWII and Vatican Intrigue?? I am highly miserable and hamstrung as I keep explaining (rather than complaining) which might keep me from revealing what I know and exercising talents in public places. I am highly frustrated and disappointed. Even my writing and illustrating is unacknowledged and unrewarded. I often wish I'd never been born. I mostly wish to leave and leave everyone to their own devices. I can't even run my own life, and I'll be damned if I'll try to run anyone else's life. Perhaps I really should go incognito and never show my face (or any trace of me) ever again. That might be what was decided in antiquity, and apparently nothing has changed over thousands of years of a trial separation. Perhaps I didn't come here to make significant decisions. Perhaps I came here to understand why significant decisions were made in antiquity. I have a good heart, but I seem to be waiting for something. Perhaps another life. That's how these things go.
What if we are dealing with an Ultimate Deity -- and with Two Rival Mother-Son Teams?? Just for illustrative purposes -- think of a Jaridian Ultimate Deity -- with Zo'or--Sandoval v Da'an--Kincaid. What if Liam Kincaid jumped ship -- and joined the Zo'or--Sandoval Team -- under the ultimate direction of the Ultimate Deity?? What if Da'an got demoted -- and was left to twist slowly, slowly in the wind?? I mean NO disrespect with any of my speculations. I'm simply attempting to get at the Explosive-Truth -- and defuse a Prophecy-Bomb. Some of you understand what I'm talking about. What if Josephus was Peter, John the Baptist, John the Revelator, Saul, Paul, and Jesus?? Or, at least, did the research and writing -- and the directing of several actors on a stage??!! What if Josephus was responsible for most of the final-draft Bible writing?? This was just an off the wall thought -- but try extrapolating from the work of people like Ralph Ellis and Jordan Maxwell. I'm simply wondering about a Biblical Mastermind. What if the 'Real Jesus' was exiled somewhere in the Far East?? What if Isis and Cleopatra are more important than we think??
What if the REAL Bible Story is more ugly and complex than we can possibly imagine?? I truly tremble when I think about what reincarnational roles I might've played in Ancient Babylon, Egypt, Greece, and Rome -- just for starters. I keep worrying that I was some sort of a World War Two Bad@ss. Get ready for a VERY Wild Disclosure Ride -- and believe 5% of what you read, see, and hear. I believe that a very real theological story and reality exists -- but I suspect that we know less than 5% of the absolute theological truth. I continue to be VERY frustrated with having to Fly-Blind. I feel as if I am being taken advantage of -- and laughed at -- each and every day. But will I have the last laugh?? I doubt that the Real Truth is any laughing matter. I suspect that it is VERY sad -- and I don't expect to EVER be happy again. Here is something written by Brook (on part 1 of the 'Red Pill' thread), which might be relevant to what I just wrote:
"Now if you were to look at the directions that history has led us you would surly believe that Sekhmet and Isis were deeply involved with these Annunaki creeps. But if you have actually read this thread I spelled it out for you what I have seen. She deeply loved Osiris? She could not stand to be in the same room with him! it was no accident his phallus came up missing! And with it came validations that were astounding. for example Isis lost her life at the hands of Ptah for not cooperating with this evil agenda to enslave and mutate and manipulate. All evidence of what was really the truth went down with Atlantis. And after that, all you have been presented was what THEY want for you to see. So be it."
orthodoxymoron comments: "I've been neglecting this thread - but now I'm going to dig into it with enthusiasm. I know that Lucifer is supposed to be deceased - but I will continue to speculate about the past, present, and future of Lucifer. I'm finding it helpful to think of a Male Nine-Foot Tall Draconian Reptilian God/Satan Pimp of This World - a Female (or hermaphroditic) Human/Reptile Hybrid Mediatrix Lucifer/Lilith/Hathor/Isis/Mary/Anna ("V") Whore of Babylon - and a Sensitive Male Fully Human Jesus (who is very good, yet lacks the nasty, cunning firepower of the other two - and who most people won't give the time of day to). Gabriel, Lucifer, Michael? Mason, Nazi, Magician? The three primary faction leaders in this solar system? Sirius A, Sirius B, Andromeda? Thank-you BROOK for forcing me to deal with the details of Egyptology. Thank-you Lionhawk for providing your 'from the inside' insights into the hidden realms. I'm not a scholar or an experiencer. I'm a neurotic speculator. It takes all kinds - but sometimes I wonder why?"
Brook responds: "Isis was not the whore of Babylon by a long shot ODM......you are falling into the lies of the century to even consider such. This is the leanings of the nature of use of the energy that is the Story of her.
Hathor was an all together different faction involved with Egypt......the Hathors invited themselves to join a party... in alignment with the reptilian signature.
Lucifer had and all together different signature then the reptilians.......of the Angelic realm. A separate yet just as evil agenda...and not necessarily set out that way..it just ended that way.
Remember ODM....Isis was killed at the hands of a slimy reptilian! Ptah.....who threw her in a snake pit...while her trusting friend who was with her to watch over her.....Aritmus..... stood there in horror, and could not save her. While Ptah shouted in anger......because she had not cooperated...shouting at her, as she lay dying ....saying "she could have had the world! " She chose death over his evil, because this is not what source intended.....not the God she knew.
Tacodog comments:
Brook: You definitely have my ears (eyes).
Just want to make sure I get this straight.
Ra (Sun)/Sekhemt(feline) united and created Isis (feline/Sun), watcher for Ra. Isis took on Nephthys as her sister. Nephthys is hybrid? Feline bloodline?
Ptah/Thoth (brothers) are Annunaki
Osiris/Set (Annunaki/feline) (sons of Thoth or Ptah?)
Osiris/Isis marry and had Horas. Set eliminates Osiris
Ptah eliminates Isis
Jesus came into being through Mary’s bloodline (Which is Sirian? Same as Ra?) to do what Horus failed at doing. Was Horus eliminated and by whom?
Hathor – another bloodline? Allied with reptilians
Lucifer – Angelic realm – turned evil
The “Royal Bloodline” is Annunaki and Feline? “The Royal Bloodline are the Royals we speak of today? The ordinary human bloodline – all of the above possibly? Did RA seed earth with “hybrids” and human’s DNA is a variety of bloodlines mentioned above? Where is RA while Thoth is running havoc? Is Ra the “God” in this case? Is he the good guy? Does he not know what is going on down here? Hathor/Lucifer also entities causing havoc, and their “bosses” are unable to control them as well? Doesn’t Universe care about all this running amok?
Once again: Great thread!
If I can throw another log on this fire...............
I am going to pull an ODM approach here, which is a good thing, I hope. Let's just say that the Creator has a real warm fuzzy spot for this Planet. A real jewel in his/her eyes. Is it so hard to fathom the reasons why? If you look upon this Planet you will see a reflection of the Universe by the extremes she provides. From beautiful to ugly, and every other extreme polarities imaginable. It is that bandwidth of polarity that makes a perfect environment for experiencing. Throw free agency in as a gift and look at all the experience that can be created. Throw a few Angels, a few Aliens, demi Gods, some down right evil bastards, and some of Earth's daughters and sons created with alien bloodlines, and you have a block buster!
So everything is going just fine. Earth is on a time line that is in alignment with her own growth. Here come some players that just make a bad choice forcing other players to unplug because now Earth has been side stepped to another time line. Now here is my ODM question of the day.... Do you really think that this ascension business of the Planet is about ascension or do you think it might be about side stepping back to the original time line that the Creator had intended in the first place?
My point being is that this altercation of the time line happened during the Egyptian age. How do we go about fixing that?
Brook responds:
Tacodog....you're close..but before I attempt to answer all of theses questions, I must wake up.
For the moment think of this.....the density to be able to travel into the sun must be very light....
The density of a reptilian is very heavy....this is why they prefer the the inner earth in parts...the hydrogen components of their being is very dense. To stay here on the surface of earth for any given time, you need the genetic coding of this planet. To do so, you need a source "frequency" to regulate and adjust. A tool to help one survive and adjust those frequencies.....a tool such as the discs....the properties to maintain a frequency to sustain your own frequency if you are from off planet.......remember the pyramids contain a "frequency" chamber......
I'll be back to help you with the players and their roles."
"Okay Tacodog....to the best of my knowledge....
Ra (Sun)/Sekhemt(feline) united and created Isis (feline/Sun), watcher for Ra. Isis took on Nephthys as her sister. Nephthys is hybrid? Feline bloodline?
Sekhmet is the mother of Isis....Father unknown at this time...however it would not surprise me if it was Ra.
Ra and Skehmet are the parents of Horus.... Isis is surrogate for Horus.
Nephthys was the mistress of the house of Osiris and Isis....became a full fledged partner of Osiris. Se was most likely a feline hybred...but not the sister of Isis.
Ptah/Thoth (brothers) are Annunaki
Ptah and Thoth were not brothers.....they were Annunaki, Ptah being in charge of Operations, and Thoth, a close confident and scribe....discovered the properties of the discs...and helped Ptah to produce the "duplicate discs"...and was creator of the Emerald Tablets. Thoth moved up in rank, and was eventually ousted from Egypt, as "ambitious", and carried on his work with the discs as a "God" in the South American region.
Osiris/Set (Annunaki/feline) (sons of Thoth or Ptah)?
Osiris and Set are both Annunaki/ Feline...earth based.....and of "royal bloodline...however, at this time I'm not sure who's bloodline it is. I know it is not Sekhmet.
Osiris/Isis marry and had Horus. Set eliminates Osiris. Ptah eliminates Isis.
Osiris and Isis are married for royal lineage..however they do not have a child together. The child of Isis was the surrogate son of Ra, and Sekhmet.....done in the tomb of Osiris to convince Ptah that the work done was to create a child of the Annunaki /feline royal lineage....when in fact it was that of Feline/Sun and earth based lineage. No Annunaki...no reptilian ...and when it was found that there was not reptilian bloodline....Set again went forward to take authority over the "throne"...which was taken from Isis in the first place. And handed over to Osiris, and Ptah..used by Thoth...remember there is a connection to the Throne and the discs...it's more than just a "chair"...it operated in conjunction with the discs...and it belonged to Isis....this is why they needed her in the first place....she had the genetic coding to the chair and the discs.
Jesus came into being through Mary’s bloodline (Which is Sirian? Sameas Ra?) to do what Horus failed at doing. Was Horus eliminated and by whom?
Jesus is not Sirian same as Ra.....They are just another spiritual faction that felt the calling to wake those who would listen, be able to discern the truth of who they are...remember Jesus said..."He who knows everything, but fails to know himself, misses the knowledge of everything"...they brought him here to bring some truth...but even his truth got turned into a ritual of "religion"....just like the words of Thoth...in a different fashion...but followed...and now is even popping into the "new age" movement with his words of "wisdom"....words of wisdom.....used to manipulate and put you in essence back to sleep if you let it.
Horus was intended to carry on the feline lineage...and to an extent he did..however he got trapped, and Set could not foot the bill..so Thoth....after much torture, and pain....turned Horus into a slave to do their bidding. But he did not last long...and was quite fragmented.....after the fight from Set to gain control of the throne....Horus was just a "figure head'..the real leader was Ptah....with Thoth at the reins...but it was soon after that that Thoth got ousted....he was too power hungry...and it did not suite Ptah.
Hathor – another bloodline? Allied with reptilians
Lucifer – Angelic realm – turned evil Correct on Hathor and Lucifer The “Royal Bloodline” is Annunaki and Feline? “The Royal Bloodline are the Royals we speak of today?
This is a very important answer....The "Royal bloodline" was that of the "Throne"...that of Isis....that of Sekhmet. It was stolen...and the symbolism of the "Throne" is used today with every so called "royal bloodline" since.....the only thing that made it "royal" in the first place was the "throne"...and it contained great power...and in the wrong hands...it created, an ever turning series of false royal lineage.....claiming that power of a "throne" that is in control of the frequencies of the discs.....that hide the truth. Today the throne is a symbol...but ask your self of what.....then look at these "royal thrones...and check out the composite make up of the jewels that surround it...and ask your self of the "crystalline" properties and power of these jewels and what they might actually be used for. Sounds crazy, I know...but together with the piezoelectric properties of the discs, and the chair to control it....you have an unlimited power source. And this "throne" and Isis were both based in Atlantis prior to the coming of the Annunaki. Most thrones you see used in a public arena are simply symbols..the real ones have been replaced by technology now.
The ordinary human bloodline – all of the above possibly? Did RA seed earth with “hybrids” and human’s DNA is a variety of bloodlines mentioned above?
Where is RA while Thoth is running havoc? Is Ra the “God” in this case? Is he the good guy? Does he not know what is going on down here? Hathor/Lucifer also entities causing havoc, andtheir “bosses” are unable to control them as well? Doesn’t Universe care about all this running amok?
Ra was not around when these guys were tampering with the goods.....and in the process destroyed Atlantis. Ra came to Egypt after the fact...and that is when things got hot for Ptah...and Ra decided to try to gain back some control...but remember....by this time there were many lives at stake here on earth...Ra was not a "god"...he was simply in charge of a mission...and tried to correct things...the most important thing Ra and Sekhmet did, was to Remove the real discs, because Isis pleaded with them to stop the madness. They were creating some very painful expermints besides what you have heard of here so far....what I would term..."abominations."
Ra was simply in charge of a mission to assist life here on earth through frequencies. Give the planet what it needed to create it's own species...us...the human bloodline..fit for the frequencies here...and basically create a new civilization. the seeding of "lightbody" technology has been used since anciet times...and the ones in charge of that were the felines..but that was not the only group here. We were then, and still are a very diverse culture of beings here. It would depend where you came from to determine that. And remember most of the records of that have been erased with the sinking of Atlantis. For example...Lumarians are Pleadian hybrids. Isis traveled extensively all over using this technology in conjunction with the core disc in the earth to bring the lightbody to the frequency of the earth. After the initial use..all that was needes was to produce an offspring...and away you go. Now...the key here is the fragmenting and tampering of Thoth and Ptah to infiltrate, and create a slave race of humans that don't remember who they are. Instead of remembering one life stream. An altering of the DNA with frequency. The so called "matrix" that David Icke speaks of.....set up with a frequency pattern.
The good news is.....the earths frequencies are changing..and so are ours. this is why they have been scrambling to figure a way to control the frequencies. They are in great fear of a grid collapse....now tell me....how bad would that actually be? Worst case scenearo....repair it in a years time.....the fear is...they will be uncovered. The truth will come out...and people will start truly remembering....which will cause a chaos at first..then a rebellion....against who? The very ones in control of those frequencies. Even the armies of troops will start to realize who thay have been working for.....it will not be pretty for sure. But the truth sometimes never is."
Archangel Michael = Isis = Cleopatra = Good Anna??!! Teachings of Isis = Teachings of Jesus??!! Did someone incarnate 2000 Years ago to bring the Creator's Message to the People? Were they exiled to the far east? Was Jesus Cesarian a usurper who corrupted this message? Did Constantine and the Council of Nicea further dilute and corrupt this message? Were nearly 40 books reduced to 5 books? Was this corrupted version of Christianity forced upon humanity for 1700 years? Are the True Teachings secretly held in the Vatican Archives? Do we need men and buildings to reach the Creator? Did the True Teachings tell people to seek enlightenment within themselves? Please watch the 1963 movie 'Cleopatra' over and over while studying this thread. Remember -- I am representing this thread as being a study-guide -- and NOT as being 'The Answer'. You will need to spend a helluva lot of time and energy with this madness to really 'get it'. I still don't really 'get it' -- even though this is 'my' thread. As I previously mentioned -- one dark night, someone looked me in the eye, and said "I am Ra". They later called me 'Michael', and asked me if I thought I might be the one hanging on the cross?? I didn't think so -- and I don't think so. What if Ra and Sekhmet were the parents of Isis and Jesus?? Think of this question in terms of a reincarnational soul basis. What if the REAL 'Jesus Story' is centered in Ancient Egypt?? Nuff Said.
In 2010, one who told me, "I AM RA", asked me, "Do You Think This Might be Hell??" I was stunned and non-responsive, but I presently think this is purgatory (with subsets of heaven and hell) which might continue for a very long time. This is extremely troubling to me, and it seems to me that attempting to figure things out, and make things better, just makes things worse. Perhaps the guys and gals who finance both sides of the Great Controversy Between Christ and Satan in the Conflict of the Ages have the right idea. If you can't fix it, you might as well profit from it. I scare myself sometimes. An Individual of Interest seems to increasingly not like me. You'd be shocked if I said who I think he is, but I don't want to talk about it. He recently hinted that I might be a grey-alien in human-form (but I might've been mistaken). But what if traveling from one solar system to the next requires taking on non-human physicality??
I'm thinking about what Brook said about Ptah, Thoth, Isis, and Artemis. My head hurts when I try to think about this stuff. I keep thinking in terms of a figurative and/or literal King David, King Solomon, and Queen of Sheba. I keep thinking that the Oracle, Brook, Sherry, Lionhawk, and Laura had and/or have a direct connection to HAL and/or SAL to know antiquity as if it were yesterday. I could probably add a few names to that short-list. But if this is true, this might not be a good thing if this solar system operates like I suspect it might. I've gone over this territory many times (without resolution). I live within a delusional-system which is quite disorienting and upsetting. I can't talk about this stuff. I need to stop thinking about this stuff. I knew a famous organist who told me, "I stopped thinking about religion and theology." I'm too-old and too-stupid to attempt to master the matrix. I'll be lucky to retain my life and sanity for a few more years. I seem to have no real appreciation of the rich, famous, and powerful, and I've spoken with quite a few of them. They're probably battling the same demons I am, but in a much more respectable and enviable context.
Back in the good old days, I enjoyed watching 'Crossfire' and '60 Minutes' when political-debate and investigative-journalism had class. My parents worked in Hollywood when Hollywood had class. Unfortunately, I became increasingly disillusioned with the world as the world looked the other way as the rich got richer and the poor got poorer (in the name of FREEDOM, of course). I keep attempting to stop posting, and start reading actual books. I just ordered another one. I might buy a painting once in a while. There's a painting I have my eye on (for $65). I used to know an excellent equine artist, but we had a bit of a falling-out, I'm afraid. I've recently been thinking in terms of the Psalms, Proverbs, Epistles, and Ecclesiastes combined with 'The New York Times' and 'The Wall Street Journal' as a Neo-Uppity Church and State (or something corny like that). I'm actually serious when I'm sarcastic. I mean no harm when I'm a Pain in Uranus. See, I just keep digging my grave deeper and deeper as I attempt an amalgamation of wisdom and humor. I HATE My Life. Now I'm going to make the coffee, and finish watching Steven King's 'The Stand'. I attempt to be positive, cultured, and creative, but I seem to be addicted to https://mistsofavalon.forumotion.com/t9966-part-3-continued-america-warned-is-unprepared-for-q-trumps-cataclysmic-destruction-of-deep-state I'm a Bit of a Dickhead. Think Before You Flame. What Would Anubis Do??
Here I Sit Among the Vapor
Wishing for Some Toilet Paper!
How Much Longer Must I Linger
Before I'm Forced to Use My Finger?
The New Testament claims the Immanent End of the World TWO THOUSAND YEARS AGO!!! What if this was a scheduled EXTERMINATION which was somehow issued a 2,000 year 'Stay of Execution' by the SKY PTB?? What if those who HATE Humanity will inflict the Book of Revelation upon humanity?? What if COVID-19 is one of the 'Seven Last Plagues'?? I've honestly spoken with at least three Individuals of Interest over the past ten years who HATED Humanity, claiming, "Humanity is Screwed", "People Deserve to Die", "80% of Humanity Will Die", "85% of Humanity Will Die", "87% of Humanity Will Go Insane", and that's just for starters. What if All of Us will become infected with COVID-19?? What if the WHO has internally given-up, and is presently presenting a united and positive front to keep us from running in the streets in a Zombie-Apocalypse?? Read the last dozen chapters of the book 'The Great Controversy' by Ellen White. Read the book 'Trumpet After Trumpet' by Dr. Erwin R. Gane. I feel as if I've been poisoned and oppressed in an increasingly worsening manner over the past ten years, and it's almost unbearable 24/7, yet I've noticed an increasing smugness in those I refuse to mention, as if they get to ride high over the stupid and afflicted humans. What if EVERYONE will end-up at the Bottom of the Pyramid (including the All-Seeing Eye)??
Again, my threads are for Sirius-Researchers ONLY, and NOT for the General-Public. I suspect there are Secret-Theologians in Underground-Bases who know Exactly What I'm Talking About (but they don't talk about it in public). 'RA' told me, "The Jesuits Don't Like You." If I'm an Ancient Matrix-Maker who is presently a Galactic Happy-Wanderer as a Solar System Analyst, that might be why they supposedly don't like me!! An Individual of Interest told me, "You Have Friends in High Places." If true, that might NOT be a good-thing. 'RA' told me, "They Like You on Phobos." When I spoke of "Tall Long-Nosed Greys", 'RA' called me a "Commoner." Separately, 'RA' told me, "You're Just Like Me", and "We Fought Side by Side." I'm honestly not making this stuff up. If I were fabricating a story, I'd probably be attempting to cash-in on it, but I'm NOT that kind of guy. I attempted to understand 'RA', rather than attempting to make a deal and get something from him. I suspected a Good-Guy Gone Bad, which might go with the territory of becoming the Solar System Big Man on Campus Under HAL 9000. 'RA' told me, "There Are Those Who Are Above Me", and "I'm Close to God."
I'm really undecided where I should go from here. If I had the discipline and felt better, I'd probably go completely incognito and put myself through an in-house unofficial PhD program covering my threads on Project Avalon and The Mists of Avalon. Perhaps I should locate a willing advisor in a university to guide my pseudo-program to completion (possibly culminating in peer-reviewed publications). Realistically, that's not going to happen, but perhaps I should attempt to become the one and only expert on this strange area of research. Occasionally, I encounter people who I could easily envision working within a base on the Dark-Side of the Moon, but I don't want to talk about that. I've imagined living and working in such a base in a 600 square-foot office-apartment, mostly doing what I'm doing right now, but in a much more sophisticated and respectable manner. Perhaps that's what I do between incarnations into various planetary civilizations. Perhaps 100 years of solitude awaits me. 'RA' told me, "It's Going to be Dark Where You're Going." Wouldn't it be interesting, if when I died, the Moon left the Solar System??!! I scare myself sometimes. The Horror.
Has anyone in the history of Judeo-Christianity focused-upon the Psalms, Proverbs, Epistles, and Ecclesiastes (reading them in order, straight-through, over and over)?? Has anyone ever made this their 'Whole-Bible'?? Imagine memorizing this group of books!! Are these books ethically-righteous and internally-consistent?? What is the Law of God presented in these books?? How many commandments are there?? What do these books tell us concerning the First-Five Books of the Old-Testament and the First-Five Books of the New-Testament?? This paragraph might be more important than anyone (including me) can imagine. My follow-through is virtually non-existent. The Spirit is Willing but the Flesh is Weak. O Wretched Man That I Am. I Hate My Life. What if I'm really descending into an 'Augusto Monti' existence (from the 1978 miniseries 'The Word'). That's what it feels like to me. I suspect they've been gradually attempting to shut me up and/or make me go insane for at least a dozen years (if not for my entire life). You have no idea how sensitive, intelligent, and spiritual I was prior to puberty. Things have gone downhill since then (especially in the last dozen years).
One thing that has troubled me throughout the years is why the posts and threads by Brook have fallen by the wayside?! I've tried to revive some of her work, with no interest. The contributions to her cancer treatment were pathetic. People leave this website as though they never existed. I've noticed a cold-resistance to me and my questions (online and in real-life). Is this the Matrix at work?? Is this some sort of a Planetary Power-Struggle (without regard for truth and righteousness)?? Is Winning the Only Thing?? If so, does this doom this civilization to Eternal Purgatory (or worse)?? Why would anyone wish to rule Purgatory Incorporated?? Fame, Fortune, Power, and Pleasure?? Atlas Shrugged. Jesus Wept.
Again, I'm being completely honest. I'd probably submit to a polygraph-test if necessary, but I doubt I'd submit to regression-hypnosis (which I suspect might involve demonic-deception). I keep waiting for some sort of a Secret-Meeting in a Federal-Building (like Darby Shaw at the end of 'The Pelican Brief'). We might discuss 'The Reptilian Brief' off the record. I'm half-joking and half-serious. I couldn't find a clip of that meeting, so I've included one from 'SALT'. I've spoken with Agent Salt and Agent Evans in real-life, but I don't want to talk about it. One last thing. Look at the red-highlighted words in the previous 'Spanish Flu' post. That was in 1918. Think of what they can do today. The Horror.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spanish_flu The 1918 influenza pandemic (January 1918 – December 1920; colloquially known as Spanish flu) was an unusually deadly influenza pandemic, the first of the two pandemics involving H1N1 influenza virus, with the second being the swine flu in 2009.[1] It infected 500 million people around the world,[2] or about 27% of the then world population of between 1.8 and 1.9 billion, including people on isolated Pacific islands and in the Arctic. The death toll is estimated to have been anywhere from 17 million[3] to 50 million, and possibly as high as 100 million, making it one of the deadliest epidemics in human history.[4][5] Historical and epidemiological data are inadequate to identify with certainty the pandemic's geographic origin.
It's been stated within this very website that I was supposed to fight evil, rather than engaging it. The deception has infected the good, bad, and ugly, so it's difficult to fight evil without understanding the UnrighteousVirus aka Mystery of Iniquity. It has also been alleged that I refuse to work with others, insisting on my own way, yet my threads are mostly the pluralistic work of others. I've been pleading for analysis, advice, and interaction for years now, with pathetic responses. The complaint has arisen that my posts are too large, with too many videos and images. This Present Thread is correcting this issue, yet there is still very little interaction. I've concluded that I'm a long-lost Pain in Uranus who was supposed to have been Eternally-Removed, yet here I am in all my annoying splendor!! What if I'm an amalgamation of Dr. David Bowman, Dr. Peter Venkman, Dr. Who, and Jupiter Jones?? If true, this wouldn't necessarily be a good thing. It might involve endless ancient legalities and hostilities with HUGE implications and ramifications. My complaining and explaining regarding All the Above might dovetail with my misery and incapacitation. I HATE My Life. I had the coffee, and I'm going for a walk, whistling The Happy Wanderer!!
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