As I promissed, I will post something more here and especially in addition to Carol's dream, as obviously, on the same day, I also had a strange dream. I was once again (as in many other previous dreams) "back home" in this dream.
I explained once in the past that the strong feeling of being home in my dreams is better explained from the emotional aspect that I realy AM back home, then from the fact that it actualy allways happens very near to my birthplace where I grew up (on this earth at least
).
In the past, "visiting home" was also always connected with passing thru a kind of Stargate, with guardians in front of, and I always had the appropriate "key" (my frequency was scanned by an artificial inteligence portal) and I was always granted the "passing thru" the gate. This time, there was no stargate, no guardians...I was actually not interracting actively, but I was only observing what was happening with the people around, and that was a strange gathering of many people from arond the world, who were desperately trying to walk exactly on deliberately posted markings on the groung (imagine pre-set footprints in the snow and walking exactly over these for example).
I could sense their feelings of despair while they were told that the markings on the ground is actually the pre-set path to awakening and many of them knew, no mater how hard they tried to follow that markings, that what they're doing is wrong and that they will never be able to "walk" the road to the very end (which would be the final awakening and realisation of our true nature).
Then, from within myself, I heard a clear voice (more telepathicaly) confirming me that these people should stop wandering around over these pre-set markings like zombies as this is the wrong path, pre-set to delude them and draw their attention from the real path (and I was clearly 'told' that religion is one of these delusions). The real path is only inside all of us personaly and I felt the immediate urge to warn all of these people, but right then, I was kind of disconected and was back in my body, wide awaken.
So definitely prety weird, at least for me. I totaly know the meaning of this dream, especialy as it was highly emotional and I can remember these kinds of experiences better then anything else, even if it only means it was "just a dream".
In the meantime, just this night, I also had another highly emotional dream, where I was also "back home", just 'playing' around with some very old and dear friends from my youth (and I realy mean playing around like a child, it was a joy to be there and play around). All of a sudden, I had the realisation that one of them actualy holds the immense power of being able to awaken other just with a touch of his palm on people's heads.
In that very moment and still in the dream, I disconected from my other state of being which I usualy have while I am "back home", and once again I 'became' a human in my dream, but still desperately trying to awaken once for all times. So I stared chasing him around and pleaing him to touch me, so that I could awaken too. Withot any words, he looked at me with surprise (he noticed the inner change and the different, human me) and just continued running away from me.
The dream started to fade away (which is strange, I have never had such experiences in the past, when I usualy awaken abruptly), and you can imagine my desperation that I was so close to finaly "get the touch" to the awakening, but I was not granted that for obvious reasons...I was acting like a silly human again, trying to get the "help" from outside, wiithout even looking inside.
In this desperation, my limited human brain obviously took the completely control again and I was definitely lost in transit somewhere between here and "back home". I was here and there in the same time, but I couldn't enjoy nor feel the invironent as I could do on the begining of the dream or in the past, while I was 'visiting home'.
And while the whole just faded away slowly, there was that inner "voice again" telling me that I realy don't need to look for help. It is me who can do that on my own and actually, there's nothing to worry about, as the process is inevitable now.
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So, this is what I wanted to share with you, and I am definitely sure that the message(s) is so clear and very understandable... we're on the right path as soon as we try to gain access to the divine inside and not outside us and that there are many other on the same path too...and this is realy a comforting thought
Much respect
Mall...
I explained once in the past that the strong feeling of being home in my dreams is better explained from the emotional aspect that I realy AM back home, then from the fact that it actualy allways happens very near to my birthplace where I grew up (on this earth at least
). In the past, "visiting home" was also always connected with passing thru a kind of Stargate, with guardians in front of, and I always had the appropriate "key" (my frequency was scanned by an artificial inteligence portal) and I was always granted the "passing thru" the gate. This time, there was no stargate, no guardians...I was actually not interracting actively, but I was only observing what was happening with the people around, and that was a strange gathering of many people from arond the world, who were desperately trying to walk exactly on deliberately posted markings on the groung (imagine pre-set footprints in the snow and walking exactly over these for example).
I could sense their feelings of despair while they were told that the markings on the ground is actually the pre-set path to awakening and many of them knew, no mater how hard they tried to follow that markings, that what they're doing is wrong and that they will never be able to "walk" the road to the very end (which would be the final awakening and realisation of our true nature).
Then, from within myself, I heard a clear voice (more telepathicaly) confirming me that these people should stop wandering around over these pre-set markings like zombies as this is the wrong path, pre-set to delude them and draw their attention from the real path (and I was clearly 'told' that religion is one of these delusions). The real path is only inside all of us personaly and I felt the immediate urge to warn all of these people, but right then, I was kind of disconected and was back in my body, wide awaken.
So definitely prety weird, at least for me. I totaly know the meaning of this dream, especialy as it was highly emotional and I can remember these kinds of experiences better then anything else, even if it only means it was "just a dream".
In the meantime, just this night, I also had another highly emotional dream, where I was also "back home", just 'playing' around with some very old and dear friends from my youth (and I realy mean playing around like a child, it was a joy to be there and play around). All of a sudden, I had the realisation that one of them actualy holds the immense power of being able to awaken other just with a touch of his palm on people's heads.
In that very moment and still in the dream, I disconected from my other state of being which I usualy have while I am "back home", and once again I 'became' a human in my dream, but still desperately trying to awaken once for all times. So I stared chasing him around and pleaing him to touch me, so that I could awaken too. Withot any words, he looked at me with surprise (he noticed the inner change and the different, human me) and just continued running away from me.
The dream started to fade away (which is strange, I have never had such experiences in the past, when I usualy awaken abruptly), and you can imagine my desperation that I was so close to finaly "get the touch" to the awakening, but I was not granted that for obvious reasons...I was acting like a silly human again, trying to get the "help" from outside, wiithout even looking inside.
In this desperation, my limited human brain obviously took the completely control again and I was definitely lost in transit somewhere between here and "back home". I was here and there in the same time, but I couldn't enjoy nor feel the invironent as I could do on the begining of the dream or in the past, while I was 'visiting home'.
And while the whole just faded away slowly, there was that inner "voice again" telling me that I realy don't need to look for help. It is me who can do that on my own and actually, there's nothing to worry about, as the process is inevitable now.
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So, this is what I wanted to share with you, and I am definitely sure that the message(s) is so clear and very understandable... we're on the right path as soon as we try to gain access to the divine inside and not outside us and that there are many other on the same path too...and this is realy a comforting thought
Much respect
Mall...
Owuo Atwedee: Literally: "The ladder of death will be climbed by all."
Nyame Nti: Literally: "By God's Grace." 
Kojo Baiden (rays)
Now this reminds me of ...the blue lily. Then second the realization of a ritual within the room I first entered and the emotional attachment I had to overcome to get to the core of it all. I wrote some things about Magic Ritual and the Blue lily that I'll share here...as they are related to many things we've shared here on several levels....first the blue Lily.
but they were about the same height.
