I was thinking a lot about the timeline glitches these days. How and why could these occur? The purpose behind? Who/what's gonna be affected etc.
One particular idea came in my mind few days ago...it was the idea to prove my own memory back of any glitches in my own life-timeline. So I decided to make a kind of time juorney so far back in my life until I could recall memories of my life, which could be easily confirmed.
In order to be honest with me, I also decided to recall back only such memories, to which I could definitely recall the appropriate emotions linked to these memories.
You should know...this idea strucked me like a lightning. I wasn't prepare for anything like this.
And then another thought striked me like another lighnning...and to be honest, for the first time since many years now, I felt the feeling of being scared a bit...being scared of the outcome of the process I intended to start.
Actually, the second thought that came in my mind and scared me a bit, was to discover that maybe, by any chance, I am NOT any more the same who came here on this planet 42 years ago...I was afraid to find out the proof that I might be a "walk in"...
Nevertheless, I did it...and I could reasure myself, that I am still ME. All memories I could recall...are really mine and must have occured within the original soul signature of the being I call ME.
And amazingly, the last two memories I could recall and got the confirmaton that these situations really happened were strongly connected with the emotion of LOVE
...and you will wonder to find out what love for a child might mean
The next to last was a memory of me, laying in the small bed in Kindergaten, next bed to me the beautiful girl (lived also in the neighborhood and we still have a good friendship relation). Back then, we were forced to take a midday nap and this is something I could never do...not even today. Anyway, we were both awake...we reached instantly for our hands and just hold our hands for a while
...and I pretended that I love her
I was exactly 4 years old back then...and I could get this confirmed personaly by...her
. She could remember this as well (also as one of her first memories at all).
The last memory I could remember is...at the age of 2, I remember that we lived in a house (can't remember of any interior detail). But I remember that some 50m ahead, straight to the end of the garden, there was a railway network, which was coevally the edge of the yard, with no barrier. And as small child, I have the memory of running fast to get to the railway network in order to see and salute the train.
Funny enough...I must have loved that train and his horn. But the train must have loved me too, as he seemed to knew that there was me, waiting for him to pass by, cause he allways, really allways seemed to let me know that he's comming
. And this would not be the problem my mother told me, whom I asked for a confirmation.
The problem was, as soon as I hear him approaching, I would run immediatelly directly to the railway network in order to salute. And the elderly seem to have had some problems with my love to that train
respect
malletzky