Feeling alike a Piss Ant All Day

I don't know what is going on but today and for several days every little thing just pisses me off and I have no patience. Anyone else feels like this?

MargueriteBee wrote:I don't know what is going on but today and for several days every little thing just pisses me off and I have no patience. Anyone else feels like this?

Shanti!

I have had those weeks! I do my best to use the fire power of my anger and direct it toward more exercise, and I try to stay away from family members who annoy me in the first place. It's not like there aren't any good reasons to feel like a pissant. Just look at what's going on in the world. Who wouldn't have a reaction? Maybe you are at your tipping point. Sorry, just had to say it, ha ha.

What does Shanti mean?

Linda, that reminds me I haven't eaten yet today. I've been busy splitting and sawing firewood..

Tipping point, maybe, I'm getting to the point where I am ready to chuck this Ipad anyway.

Yeah, the fireplace season has begun...even down here in the sunny South. Wow, it's so cold and windy. Be warm and enjoy the fruits of your labors...throw a log on the fire and have a nice dinner...

MargueriteBee wrote:What does Shanti mean?

It's the Thai word for 'relax', 'chill', 'let go', but much stronger, deeper, & more spiritual.

But I know what you mean/feel, MargueriteBee.

Perhaps it's a combination of the planet allignment & the start of the Xmas hype.

Shanti, darling.

Maybe this helps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LBBVAO2J6k
Even better: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EYAUazLI9k

Feeling the weight of the world, I can understand why tensions are high. For me, it seems many people are on edge. There are also new energies at play throughout the world. Some systems falling. The suffering of people is overwhelming. You are no piss ant. I sense you are a very good soul. There are many good people here. Winter is coming. It is good that you are preparing. I use music as an outlet. Exercise is good. Meditation is good. I even like to laugh. Maybe catch a funny movie.

Although we live in the dark sometimes, it is always good to carry a candle. We can always choose to also see the light in every dark corner.
But then there are those days where we only see the dark. This is when you can adjust your eyes to nocturnal vision and realize that there are some things there that were not there before that were blinded by the light. These are our inner challenges. Work through those and you will then see clearly either way.

thank you everyone. yes, part of it is the energy coming in and part of it (I have learned) is being beamed down at us from negatives from their ships.

Time to stop thinking.........

And, I must say, is adjusting to living off grid. It's a pain in XXX!

MargueriteBee wrote:I don't know what is going on but today and for several days every little thing just pisses me off and I have no patience.

Root cause analysis required :)

Asking for help is valid and probably a good idea.

Root cause, hmmmmmm, that could go way back. But the Andromidians (Missspelled sorry) told me that my past would disappear why go back that far?

I still need to express some pain to the people that caused it, but why bother, they are drunks and won't even remember, bummer. I,ve gotten to the point where I don't hate them anymore.

I also gave up a bad habit yesterday and I want some, now! But, no more happy to saI just remembered, yesterday I woke up with a loud pop and a big feeling of, "It's all my fault". Like I caused this world to be crap because it is all reflecting back at me, so is it all my creation and is it all my fault?

Anchor! Nice to see you! MargBee: living off the grid IS hard work, keep us up to date with your challenges. I admire your bravery and willingness to work so hard. Since I'm old(ish) now, I seek as many comforts as I can get. If I had to chop wood to keep my house warm, it would be a disaster. I'd be chopping all the wrong things...like my foot or something. Be careful, keep warm.

MargueriteBee wrote:Like I caused this world to be crap because it is all reflecting back at me, so is it all my creation and is it all my fault?

Lets just, for the moment, run with the hypothesis that it is your fault (it probably isn't but that's not my point), what could you do?

Nothing.

What is done is done. The Andromedans were correct.

What you can do now, is accept it as past, harvest the wisdom and move on. Furthermore, as your own sovereign boss of all that is, you can forgive yourself for what you have done to yourself. Once that process is out of the way you may find that things are a bit different. This method if fail-safe. You can never be worse of than you were before! Forgiving yourself requires that you accept what has happened even if you don't understand everything or all the consequences, which is usually impossible because of the conditions of our incarnation. If there are other parties involved then you forgive them too. What they do about it is their own problem. I don't think this means you have to track them down and tell them, just forgive them whole heartedly.

If you get a chance to speak with people from Andromeda please ask them to elaborate on this and get back. It should be ok, I had a bit of "help" writing it <wink/>

Hi MB
don't forget to get back with me~

one word chemtrails and lots of them being sprayed at night around us here in the GNW!

The latest from James~

Message #5635 - Dec. 7th Major Shift Coming In


"December 7th Shift

I was told in meditation there would be another big push of energies by the
Pleiadians on December 7th. The November 23rd shift lasted 6 days and was a
clearing to prepare for this next wave. We were inundated with emails from
people around the world talking about crazy dreams, waking up tired like they
were working all night, aches, pains etc. It seemed as if unseen negative
energies were at play. Those who are healers and sensitives were targeted the
hardest. The lower planes are being cleaned up and the dark hearts are
squirming, fighting back above as below, doing all they can to maintain the
frequencies they are accustomed too. It is a futile attempt to stop the
awakening and healing process. There are other events; which are designed to
throw you into fear playing the terror card; which are designed to take away
your freedom and suppress the process. We are inviting who ever wants to join us
to participate in a world healing meditation where we move up the vibrational
continuum through our multidimensional selves to the Godhead, Creator, Source
and then send energy back to the Earth from the Golden Plane of Bliss. It does
not matter what faith or color this is universal love we are working with. When
we participate in and initiate the higher consciousness and energy it has a much
greater effect. We will begin at ECETI at 7PM PST and continue every day until
the 14th for those who want to join us. We will most likely have a skype
connection or live stream it from the site, www.eceti.org Be well, hope to see
you on the 7th. James Gilliland"

also today from James~

Thanks gio, done.

MargueriteBee wrote:I don't know what is going on but today and for several days every little thing just pisses me off and I have no patience. Anyone else feels like this?

Yes and very stressed with external world events like TSA, S510 and NK. I'm watching the US turn into Nazi Germany and there is little I can do to help put the skids on. I guess we are moving into the darker period before the light and some things are barely tolerable.

To me it's like this huge black vortex and watching things get sucked in. Or like watching a tornado on the loose and knowing all I can do is be a witness. (sigh)

Tell me about it marguerite!!
with me it started already weeks ago...liek an strong attack of evil forces..was overwhelmed by negative, pessimistic thinking..was so hard..I still can feel it..

No I haven't felt the way you describe Marguerite .
I noticed some changes of perception though for several weeks now.
The reality of this world becoming more and more unreal to me and
somehow disappearing to my senses .
The only moments where I feel fully alive is when I am the witness
or participant to the Love flow whether between me and another or
others between themselves making me see that there lies the Truth,
the very stuff from which life is made and that all the rest is clearly
illusion.
You may have stepped out of tune with the underlying soothing flow of
the universe. Take some time to let go and rest in Mother's arms and get
the connection back :

http://www.themistsofavalon.net/universal-lounge-f8/phaseshift-t112-120.htm#19105

Much Love for You
mudra

Definately felt that one....
Heard also of a friend who had some strange dreams... contents of which were distirbing.... And the strange back aches from almost nowhere... and people all around being sick... I almost started feeling sick up until about 333 this morning .... then all of a sudden i got up to take a piss and the scratch in my throat was gone....I planned on calling in today... oh well...

But with all the attempted fear it seems obvious shiftting is taking place.... Who can know themselves well enough to not know themselves at all....
sounds like fun to me...

It helps to know others are up so early ...well not early for Carol who sees the new sun each day from Hawaii.... The thought of it makes my heart swell.....
Good morning Avalon~and good luck

When I feel scrambled I normally listen to this, somehow it changes my frequency



I have told of another theory about past lives, apparently all our probabilities happen at once and time is the diference of frequency between one and another so whatever we do for the positive influences all of our soul family

Music pulls me out of the negative energy flow as well. Thank you for the reminder.

Andromeda wrote:When I feel scrambled I normally listen to this, somehow it changes my frequency



I have told of another theory about past lives, apparently all our probabilities happen at once and time is the diference of frequency between one and another so whatever we do for the positive influences all of our soul family

Andromeda, this is a very important statement you made! We don't really have past lives: we are choosing in the now which frequency we are frequenting.

I'm sending you all a big hug right now, thanks. Feeling better today!

For a laugh...

That was really funny, Anchor! I followed the positive thinking crowd for quite some time - but I could never quite pull it off! Sometimes positive thinking can almost be a mockery. I came to the conclusion that self-centeredness is the culprit - and that one should focus upon responsibility. Unfortunately, I haven't been able to pull that off, either!

It's easy to be optimistic when you have lots of money in the bank, you're healthy and good-looking, and have lots of cool friends! But what if you have cancer, kidney failure, serious burns, people whisper that you're really ugly, you're bankrupt or you just lost your house, your faith, and maybe your will to live? I wish I had an easy answer...I could use such an answer more often than I care to admit.

One nice thing about staying close to Jesus is that he literally had a hell of a time when he walked this earth! He had a much tougher time than he would have, if he had not tried to help us. And, I believe, Jesus continues to have a hell of a time as he struggles to solve the problems of this earth…not to mention the whole universe! It's nice to have someone like that on our side, isn't it?

It's probably a good idea to formulate and maintain your faith with the extremes of good and evil, pleasure and pain, belief and doubt, success and failure...clearly in mind. If your faith doesn't work in the extremes of life...it doesn't work! Would your faith work if you were starving in Darfur? Or does it only work if you're netting a million a year, living in a mansion, and worshiping in a cathedral?

And why does there have to be some deep and profound reason for suffering? It just happens…to good people, bad people, children, adults, animals, etc. Suffering is the cost of doing business in the universe. I doubt that it can be eliminated…only minimized. Perhaps it’s Murphy’s fault. He wrote the wrong law, didn’t he? What amazes me, is how we humans seem to love to invent ways to increase our own suffering and misery. We even pay good money to entertain ourselves with human suffering on the silver screen. Are we addicted to suffering?

You have to work this out yourself. Glib advice usually hurts more than it helps. The earth is a battlefield and we are at war! If that sounds extreme, start reading the Bible and the newspaper! And I don't see this changing anytime soon...

Pray without ceasing! Not necessarily for protection or relief, but for the presence of God. I think God may be in more trouble than we ever dreamed of being in! We often think of God sitting on a throne, with everything under control, and no real problems, other than us! But what if God needs us as much as we need God? What if the only way out of this thing is for us to cooperate fully with God and work like our lives depended on it! Our physical and spiritual lives may very well depend on it! As much as possible, turn your eyes away from yourself, and turn them toward Jesus, others, and the responsibilities directly in your path!

If what I have said seems harsh, it's because I don't like to lie, whisper sweet nothings, or lead people down the primrose path. Life is earnest! Life is real! This is not a dress rehearsal! We have much to learn and unlearn. We're mostly making this up as we go! My guess is that for now we may have to struggle along, often not knowing why. For now, the answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind. I’d like to think that I have the answer…but you and I…and God…know better…

Cherish the light! Fight the darkness! And deep in my heart, I believe that we shall overcome some day! Truth will set us free! Stay close to Jesus…and don't forget to pray!