You are a very strong Lady with much "support" around you. I honestly can not comprehend all that you have been through and I couldn't even come close to "Imagining". I did contemplate your actions in the symbology of the outcome with Man rising to a Phoenix and the title of Burning Man this year is quite apropos- isn't it?
I won't cheer what you do, nor will I question if it is the right thing. It is not for me to conclude. For what this is worth however, I did wonder if you would "in return" take home with you a part of the Phoenix Spirit in "retrieving" some of the ashes from the Burning Man tonight... You don't have to answer, it is none of my business, whatever you decide, you have my blessings.
Brotherhood was mentioned in the post of a c siri ra
What does "Brotherhood" really mean? You know, we here post all kinds of information when it comes to "pondering" potential information, not necessarily laced in disinformation.. However, what does it mean to speak of "Brotherhood"?
I need to post this for the One that needs to see to "Ponder" in its truth or fallacy. Tis a riddle? Perhaps, Perhaps not?
I post this, only because I noticed this.
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I won't cheer what you do, nor will I question if it is the right thing. It is not for me to conclude. For what this is worth however, I did wonder if you would "in return" take home with you a part of the Phoenix Spirit in "retrieving" some of the ashes from the Burning Man tonight... You don't have to answer, it is none of my business, whatever you decide, you have my blessings.
Well thank you for the blessings. But understand what I've written here is not to seek approval from anyone. As for retrieving ashes tonight, that may be quite difficult as I'm clear across the country on the east coast. That would be an unnecessary ritual as he resides in my heart so why bother? What I wrote about as an experience is:
I am a Healer and Heal others as I myself healed long ago!
Ah yes....good....then then you're aware there are many kinds of healer in the world.
The empath/healer actually takes on the pain.
As life proceeds even the healer once healed can suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune.
To be or not to be is the question.
To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life...
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Truly, I did not know there were many forms of Healers, but today, I can honestly believe that there are more than one type. I am not an empath. I do not feel pain. this is true. Some would say I do not feel Love either.. However, before "judging". I am what you call "Neutral in Healing in Balancing". Meaning I cannot be pleasured nor pained... I see based upon the moment in what is shown me, if in truth, compassion springs, if lies, then I turn my head and give no more attention. Simple really, I am where I always needed on call 24 hours a day. My Mantra "MM = I am always in the right place at the right time". Gratudinous allways included.
Aquaries1111 wrote:Thank you for teaching me Brook,
Truly, I did not know there were many forms of Healers, but today, I can honestly believe that there are more than one type. I am not an empath. I do not feel pain. this is true. Some would say I do not feel Love either.. However, before "judging". I am what you call "Neutral in Healing in Balancing". Meaning I cannot be pleasured nor pained... I see based upon the moment in what is shown me, if in truth, compassion springs, if lies, then I turn my head and give no more attention. Simple really, I am where I always needed on call 24 hours a day. My Mantra "MM = I am always in the right place at the right time". Gratudinous allways included.
If I have taught you something this is good. But understand this. There is not a day goes by I don't learn something new. It is that which keeps me going in my soon to be 60 years next week.
Something you have written here reminds me of something my mother taught me and I in turn taught my sons. Perhaps you can take something from it as well.
Mamma said:
Before you can truly love anybody or anything, first you must love yourself.
This is not speaking to the Ego kind of love but the true sense of love as in the story I spoke of in the purple waterfall and the template.
May you dream lucidly.. You teach me plenty, you do, you speak to a part of me that exists not here, but there.. a place that is connected here as we are there. Remember, There is not one word that is spoken without a sound - in the harmonics of light, our sound reverberates across many a sphere, our connection lies between this galaxy and the next with the Galactic Mother as our black hole allowing us "to sandwich together a fine delicious lunch". Shall we Dine, Dear Lady?
The Soul wounds YOU and brings YOU to a Shadow World to Heal Because of YOUR Essence and Who YOU Really Are:
When YOU Heal YOURSELF, there is More Health in the World
Not just one more healthy Person
More Health in the World
The Fire From With-IN YOU Burns this ‘perpetual war’
From Existance
And YOU and ALL That YOU Love
R E T U R N
Ψ ♥ Ψ
From Jacob's Ladder:
Eckhart saw hell, too. You know what he said? He said the only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life-- your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you, he said. They're freeing your soul. So the way he sees it... if you're frightened of dying and you're holding on... you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth. It's just a matter of how you look at it, that's all.
"Pictures Of You"
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you That I almost believe that they're real I've been living so long with my pictures of you That I almost believe that the pictures are All I can feel
Remembering You standing quiet in the rain As I ran to your heart to be near And we kissed as the sky fell in Holding you close How I always held close in your fear Remembering You running soft through the night You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow And screamed at the make-believe Screamed at the sky And you finally found all your courage To let it all go
Remembering You fallen into my arms Crying for the death of your heart You were stone white So delicate Lost in the cold You were always so lost in the dark Remembering You how you used to be Slow drowned
You were angels So much more than everything Hold for the last time then slip away quietly Open my eyes But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words I could have held on to your heart If only I'd thought of the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you But I never hold on to your heart Looking so long for the words to be true But always just breaking apart My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world That I ever wanted more Than to feel you deep in my heart There was nothing in the world That I ever wanted more Than to never feel the breaking apart All my pictures of you
May you dream lucidly.. You teach me plenty, you do, you speak to a part of me that exists not here, but there.. a place that is connected here as we are there. Remember, There is not one word that is spoken without a sound - in the harmonics of light, our sound reverberates across many a sphere, our connection lies between this galaxy and the next with the Galactic Mother as our black hole allowing us "to sandwich together a fine delicious lunch". Shall we Dine, Dear Lady?
:) I am a Dreamer and a Dream - Aquaries 1111 quote as signature. hmmmm... :)
imho there is a psychedelic ghostly domain (past or future ), even professors, we should be aware of.
How many times have we been told soon, we'll be ready to ascend?
IV
As a Vine Rambles through a Vineyard
Rambling down an old dirt road. Strong, self-reliant, and satisfied I tramp along, marching to bold, original rhythms. (There are so many rhythms, Each so filled with originality and vitality, All of them woven into this great symphony. Listen close, can you hear them?) Blossoms now furnish the womb of my mind, As this unceasing, undulating life force surges through the land and through me. I laugh and inhale deeply, completely contented, Joyous, exuberant, and brimming with bright vitality Knowing I possess everything I need to own, Knowing that I am amiable, and that when I am amiable, so too is the world. No longer bound or held captive by trivial concerns or ordinary woes, Enough time has been spent trying to win the approval of unworthy critics. Yes, I still know my former ailments, I believe they will remain with me until I learn to love them, to live with them, And really hear what it is they are trying to say. They still follow me wherever I go, but I no longer follow them. I calmly acknowledge them, hear them, make note, and move along. They, nor anything else shall possess me. So now, needing nothing, demanding nothing, doubting nothing With my sprightly, bright gait I ramble down this road. (I know I will doubt again, fear again, despair again, I would be mad to think otherwise, but I no longer revere these night-time echoes as the everlasting gospel, just as surely as they have come, they shall go, I would be mad to think otherwise And I refuse to continue sapping my strength). I possess mysterious undercurrents, I can feel their sweet, ecstatic pull, I am learning to listen to their currents And to not resist those sweet, lively currents (I am constantly learning). I have spoken with scarred faces hidden in the mangled darkness, Not only in the radiance of light, I Have interacted with the multitudes of the mind I Have interacted with the multitudes of the mind I can see the fabric of my blood, that tapestry Multicoloured, vibrant, and in its multiplicity beautiful And complete. A mosaic, like this road. There are other roads too, They are not mine for now, but I love them just as dearly, Every road contains those who need it. The solid air now is intoxicating I drink of the afternoon’s wine. Roving, swift as the wind My movements in perfect harmony A symphony of unique energy. And when the orchestral harmony of evening is instilled upon the land As the colors of the day meld into a magnificent weave in the sky Shimmering in a brilliant lustre I will stroll in perfect union with the road before me Knowing all is well, knowing the road I walk is in perfect accord with me. All my forests resound, The leathery leaves shiver in the sensuous evening breeze The damp roots relax in the fertile soil, in an elaborate maze, Satisfied, knowing their vital role. (There is such a strange precision to everything) All my rivers, lakes and streams rejoice on their eternal odyssey to the sky and sea, Constantly moving, constantly belonging. And as the violet dusk droops down Slowly dripping its poignant ballad Over the untold and incalculable countryside The enchanted twilight will emerge from the calm simmer of evening, And I will rest in the miracle of this perfect disorder Within this wild pulsating meadow. And as the purple slowly seeps from the sky With the wisdom possessed by stones Those sacred guardians of the earth I shall lay my body down to sleep Entirely satisfied,
Do you trust these guardians in robe? Wakey, Wakey, don't ever tell me "It is time to rest".
Who was Jack Savage? What affiliation did he have with "The Guardians"..
Jack took his own life.
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The Soul wounds YOU and brings YOU to a Shadow World to Heal Because of YOUR Essence and Who YOU Really Are:
When YOU Heal YOURSELF, there is More Health in the World
Not just one more healthy Person
More Health in the World
The Fire From With-IN YOU Burns this ‘perpetual war’
From Existance
And YOU and ALL That YOU Love
R E T U R N
Ψ ♥ Ψ
From Jacob's Ladder:
Eckhart saw hell, too. You know what he said? He said the only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life-- your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you, he said. They're freeing your soul. So the way he sees it... if you're frightened of dying and you're holding on... you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth. It's just a matter of how you look at it, that's all.
"Pictures Of You"
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you That I almost believe that they're real I've been living so long with my pictures of you That I almost believe that the pictures are All I can feel
Remembering You standing quiet in the rain As I ran to your heart to be near And we kissed as the sky fell in Holding you close How I always held close in your fear Remembering You running soft through the night You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow And screamed at the make-believe Screamed at the sky And you finally found all your courage To let it all go
Remembering You fallen into my arms Crying for the death of your heart You were stone white So delicate Lost in the cold You were always so lost in the dark Remembering You how you used to be Slow drowned
You were angels So much more than everything Hold for the last time then slip away quietly Open my eyes But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words I could have held on to your heart If only I'd thought of the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you But I never hold on to your heart Looking so long for the words to be true But always just breaking apart My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world That I ever wanted more Than to feel you deep in my heart There was nothing in the world That I ever wanted more Than to never feel the breaking apart All my pictures of you
I love this post SA
Truly I do
You nail nailed it ~ Pictures of You
SA does = SE
The gif is pretty awesome too, love it!
Thank you
Keep an eye open for PM with personal thank you.
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I can see clearly now, the rain is gone, I can see all obstacles in my way Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind It’s gonna be a bright Sun-Shiny day.
I [Know] I can make it now, the pain is gone All of the bad feelings have disappeared Here is the rainbow I've been prayin' for It’s gonna be a bright Sun-Shiny day.
Look all around, there’s nothin' but blue skies Look straight ahead, nothin' but blue skies
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone, I can see all obstacles in my way Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind It’s gonna be a bright Sun-Shiny day.
You are far out of your league when it comes to what is happening with(in) this thread.
What are you implying with such vague reference?
The word Pleroma itself is a relative term, capable of many shades of meaning, according to the subject with which it is joined and the antithesis to which it is contrasted
PERIOD!
The only Brotherhood mentioned in this thread is by Tommy James and the Shondells.
Crystal Blue Persuasion.
Maybe tomorrow when He looks down Every green field and every town All of his children every nation There'll be peace and good brotherhood Crystal blue persuasion
So get off this pale horse your riding and cease and desist now.
Go evangelize somewhere else.
Pleroma (Greek πλήρωμα) generally refers to the totality of divine powers. The word means fullness from πληρόω ("I fill") comparable to πλήρης which means "full",[1] and is used in Christian theological contexts: both in Gnosticism generally, and by St. Paul the Apostle in Colossians 2:9 (the word is used 17 times in the NT).[2]
Pleroma is also used in the general Greek language and is used by the Greek Orthodox church in this general form since the word appears in the book of Colossians. Proponents of the view that Paul was actually a Gnostic, such as Elaine Pagels of Princeton University, view the reference in Colossians as something that was to be interpreted in the Gnostic sense
to fill up an empty thing (e.g. Matthew 13:48), or to complete an incomplete thing (e.g. Matthew 5:17)
and the verbal substantive in -ma may express either
the objective accusative after the verb, 'the thing filled or completed,' or the cognate accusative, 'the state of fulness or completion, the fulfilment, the full amount,' resulting from the action of the verb (Romans 11:12, 13:10, 15:29, 1 Corinthians 10:26).
It may emphasize totality in contrast to its constituent parts; or fulness in contrast to emptiness (kenoma); or completeness in contrast to incompleteness or deficiency (hysterema Colossians 1:24, 2 Corinthians 11:9, hettema Romans 11:12).
A further ambiguity arises when it is joined with a genitive, which may be either subjective or objective, the fulness which one thing gives to another, or that which it receives from another.
In its semi-technical application it is applied primarily to the perfection of God, the fulness of His Being, 'the aggregate of the Divine attributes, virtues, energies': this is used quite absolutely in Colossians 1:19 (oti en auto eudokesen pan to pleroma katoikesai), but further defined
as pan to pleroma tes theotetos, 'the whole completeness of the Divine nature,' in Colossians 2:9, as pan to pleroma tou theou, 'the whole (moral) perfection which is characteristic of God,' in Ephesians 3:19
Now I suppose if the Satanists wish to use it that's on them. But STOP pointing that accusing finger at this thread as you've just done and IMPLIED.
For crying out loud!
A healing has just been preformed by the AUTHOR of this thread. I'm going to post my PM for reference.
SiriArc,
Thank you and then some. After reading your post this morning with my coffee, I detected something.
Whether unconsciously or consciously you planted the seed. I went back a few posts and found this.
Picture of you was nailing it. Since his death I said several times all I have left are memories and these pictures.
I totally missed it the first time around....but it planted the seed for something I greatly needed. I was not exaggerating when I said this grief was killing me. And ONLY I could heal myself in this manner. I was a living, walking, breathing void of consuming grief and did not recognize how bad off I was. But I was also starting to have trouble breathing my chest was so tight with pain I did not recognize as grief.
When I got all done I could breathe and seemed ten pounds lighter. For the first time since the accident I actually slept a restful night. I feel so much better.
I was not kidding either when I said I had planned at the end of August to turn this around. Problem was I had no idea HOW TO. Then I got off work early, went home and decided to just go for it. The rest happened naturally. ...and of course the theme: Healer...heal thyself.
Whether you know it or not you were responsible for planting that seed. The rest happened pretty much as I described it. The actual healing was far more complex but I'm certain you understand what I mean by that.
So thank you from the bottom of my heart. Only a real shaman would plant a seed like that rather that tell somebody "how to".
I knew as soon as I saw you come back to the Mists I needed to hear something from you aside from the conversations we've shared so far. That was it.
Basically what you are doing here on this thread is the same as FARTING AND LEAVING THE ROOM! Shame on you!
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I like to walk around the park Brook and look at All angles. I let you all come to your own "conclusion" without directly attacking, the way you have just done. Is this a judgement of sorts? Too many have died living in their waiting to ascend glories. Are you suggesting that my material is not worthy of a phaseshift? Remember colors change with the "mixings". I leave you all to Phaseshift in your own glories. Goodbye Brook.
Aquaries1111 wrote:I like to walk around the park Brook and look at All angles. I let you all come to your own "conclusion" without directly attacking, the way you have just done. Is this a judgement of sorts? Too many have died living in their waiting to ascend glories. Are you suggesting that my material is not worthy of a phaseshift? Remember colors change with the "mixings". I leave you all to Phaseshift in your own glories. Goodbye Brook.
I'm not suggesting anything....YOU ARE! Satanism and brotherhood....which is far from what this thread is about.
Yes ...Please leave now.
ps
Thanks Carol for the edit.
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When I moved to NC one of the things LH and I loved to do is go camping.
The Blueridge mountains are full of gems of all sorts. Which has become a new hobby of ours to do
Gem hunting and now gem faceting as we purchased a faceting machine.
We can go camping and play in the dirt...fun stuff!
Here is LH's first crystal attempt to facet.
Now as mentioned before talking to a crystal is imperative. You don't just go cutting on a gem until you discuss it with them.
They are alive after all
You have to explain to the the gem/crystal that you are adding (sacred) geometry to the light refractions for enhancement. Otherwise they don't know what the heck is going on. And you do so with loving intent in a gentle way.
So...while camping one summer we happened to meet one of the proprietors of the camp who was into collecting gems and stones of all kinds.
He told us about this hill of crystals which was moved from a cave where it was blasted out while searching for gold in Arkansas
This mound of crystals was purchased by the man and dumped next to the campground so we checked it out.
My god! When I walked near to the mound I thought I would pass out. So much energy...yet there was something else.
There was pain in the mound from the blasting. Distorted energy and TONS of it.
So LH and I sat the rest of the day talking to this node of crystal and attempted to calm it down.
We asked if we could take a few small points to further the healing home with us and they agreed.
We continued the healing at home.
They're still sitting untouched next to LH's favorite chair. They are part of the family now.
We also took a chunk of the crystal node and it sits now by a small amount of my son's ashes atop the fireplace:
Later that year we went camping once again and visited the mound and it was much calmer. Still an intense energy but not nearly as distorted.
I'm guessing all they needed was some reassurance and love sent to them in their displacement.
Now speaking of crystals I also have something else to share with SA
Before John died he gave me a present for my birthday.
He knew I had a fondness for crystals and gave me this beautiful wand. Because it has seven stones representing the chakras I presume it's meant for some kind of chakra work/healing. But I've never used a wand and have no idea what to do with it. Like the lumarian crystal I feel it has some purpose. Take a look at it and see what you get. Have you ever used a crystal wand before? I have no idea what to do with it. Perhaps now that I'm back among the living I'll ask Artemis. But see if you see anything interesting in it or have anything to share about it that would be cool. I did get a "vibe" it's to be used now...for what is to be determined I guess.
Thanks again! Much love your way SA! I mean that that from the bottom of my heart.
Brook, I am glad for your healing. Thank you for sharing some very special memories. What an incredible wand that your son bought for you. It looks to be made from three crystals with two silver sleeves holding everything together. Such an expensive and vey thoughtful gift speaks deeply of how much he loved you. When you learn to use the wand, I believe that you will feel his energy as well as your own. Bob H.
bobhardee wrote:Brook, I am glad for your healing. Thank you for sharing some very special memories. What an incredible wand that your son bought for you. It looks to be made from three crystals with two silver sleeves holding everything together. Such an expensive and vey thoughtful gift speaks deeply of how much he loved you. When you learn to use the wand, I believe that you will feel his energy as well as your own. Bob H.
Awe Bob, That was nice thank you. On that last part I believe you may be right.
And yes, it is in three parts. The point is exquisite, with a crystal ball on the end...kind like my old avatar.
The silver is a bit tarnished, I think I should clean it.
It Would Be Appreciated If You Posted Your Wand Pic.
Don't Want To smudge Y/Our Resonance
with stuff about certain unit/s, but it has been disappointing to have the mpd unit suddenly show up on the PS Thread.
dominators have been previously discussed with Carol, on and off Forum.
Email is preferred in lieu of PM
Still have Your Previous Notes in the Gmail stash, but this response in kind.
Ψ ★ Ψ
So, ThankeeSay To Brook & Carol
"THERE IS MAGIC IN THE TELLING"
# 493 Truely Beautiful
BobHardee, "Brook, I am glad for your healing. Thank you for sharing some very special memories."
'86 To Boulder, with a Friend, looking through shelves and baskets of Crystals. Picked up a small Amethyst Cluster, the instant it was looked at, a Ball of White Light Shot Out, Right Between The Eyes !!!
'88 To Arkansas with the same Friend. During drive, listening to a Bashar tape. At one point, Dolphins and Whales were discussed, suddenly, Major goosebumps on arms and tears started to flow.
Next day at a mine, $5 to spend the day looking through piles of dirt/clay dumped by a front-end loader. That's where most of the current Family came from.
'86 To Boulder, with a Friend, looking through shelves and baskets of Crystals. Picked up a small Amethyst Cluster, the instant it was looked at, a Ball of White Light Shot Out, Right Between The Eyes !!!
'88 To Arkansas with the same Friend. During drive, listening to a Bashar tape. At one point, Dolphins and Whales were discussed, suddenly, Major goosebumps on arms and tears started to flow.
Next day at a mine, $5 to spend the day looking through piles of dirt/clay dumped by a front-end loader. That's where most of the current Family came from.
Starting to consider if this is not part of the same node LH and I ran into
The same family?
Same area of birth...Arkansas.
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Brook If you don't mind, would you please tell me where or what part of the Blue Ridge Mtns. you and your son found the mine where you found some of your crystals and was it open to the public? Bob H.
bobhardee wrote:Brook If you don't mind, would you please tell me where or what part of the Blue Ridge Mtns. you and your son found the mine where you found some of your crystals and was it open to the public? Bob H.
Sure but I have to wait till LH wakes up. You see it wans't my son who was with me at the camp. Most here know LH stands for
Lionhawk
He's my (soul)mate
He doesn't come to the internet anymore for any reason preferring to hang with all things (mother) in Nature as is his nature
I get a little jealous sometimes (just kidding)
My son never made it to NC but he did give me the wand.
When LH wakes up I will ask him the name of the camp (which has slipped my mind for the moment) and location and finish the story as well.
(we prefer the primitive camping side as it's more quite and a nice brook flows by the camp area)
The man who had the crystals and mound is called
Crystal Jim
A semi-permanent resident there. I believe his main residence is with his wife in Georgia if I recall correctly.
He only spends a seasonal time there and has other mining interests in other areas of the country. Which is how he got the truckload of crystals I wrote about.
Man there's a guy that can tell a story! LH and I would love to listen to him talk.
The last time we saw him he was talking about some interest in a mine in Arizona. That is also when he gave me the larger chunk crystal I posted.
We went there this summer but he was not there this time. His residence is still there and we inquired to his whereabouts.
They told us he was gone on business and would not be back for a week or two.
We went to the mound to visit the Crystal node pieces and the whole mound was gone.
Now at his residence there, his whole place is lined with pieces of the node I spoke of.
I'm certain if you visit there and he is there and you mention Andy/LH and Brook and the crystal mound he will share the story with you.
He may even have some left to part with if he thinks you're sincere. Believe me when I say he can detect sincerity.
As for the gem shop there I personally was not called to any gems there...but as gems come and go that may have changed.
All you have to do is listen/feel them and they will call your name.
So Bob I sense you have a good heart and soul if your ever in the the area I make GREAT COFFEE and you're welcome anytime.
Without saying of course SA if you are EVER in NC you must come by.
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