The End of the Twins Cycle

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Democratization had the effect that laughable sciences developed that resemble the 19th century state of the art. This is not pedomorphosis but regression and retardation. The principle of equal treatment (homologization) led to Escher Constructions and the elite is suppressed and misused. Upcomingly tortured?

And they mourn if I call this social fascism?

This world is a dangerous farce!

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Decline_of_the_West

Winter is coming!

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Ashera Thu Nov 12, 2020 7:11 am

It is forbidden to experiment with me, how interesting my physio-psychological constellation ever might be - my primary diagnosis prevents this. Only treatments are allowed that contribute to my healing - and I decide. Biology only has marginally to do with medicine, and above all lacks a sufficient soul concept. Neuroscience for example is not healing, and "social medicine" neither. I had a vague idea what could follow the wall fall, but early attempts to respond effectively I delayed, for social reasons... The possibility of a political solution I littered 2013 the latest.

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The Primordial Confrontation

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How can those who haunted me since childhood dare to represent me by one of their delegates?

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I have no social interests, I am interested in processes of individuation. And this also is that I am not the saviour of Evie resp. "East-Zone-Barbie" (those carriers of firewood... https://mistsofavalon.forumotion.com/t10157p75-the-tarot-guild#149395 ).

As I repeatedly elaborated I am a "Servatrix Microcosmi", a Kefa.

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Real me, so 2008. These sun glasses I still use. What followed was my first exile in a hotel room...

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Abraxas - Welcoming a Soul. Painted Winter 2008. I always paint acrylic. Of my latest paintings 2019/20 I have no pics.

Early Bird... you can't go home again... acrylic, also painted Winter 2008

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Franz Marc I like loads, expressionism, also Vincent van Gogh; and surely Joseph Beuys... What I do I call "fantastic realism".

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The Republic of Gilead is not directly "Christian" even if the bible is used...

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Astra factually is Aster... Aster Argos... it is quite complicated to explain how a star and hammer became Dea...

The Saxons consisted of Saxones (Danes), Jutes (Jews), and Angles (Frisians), who were joined by Cherusci, Chatti, and Marsi (probably Jews)...

12-9BC Saxonia declared itself to a Roman Province S.P.Q.R. This drove Kaiser Augustus in Rome to white heat... and so the trouble started.

If the Saxon League of Nations would have had enough man power the Holy Roman Empire (inter alia financed by Rothschild ancestors) never could have won the war... they won by plain mass and not by intelligence as they later assumed... How else is it to explain that they later always needed the Saxons...

The Noon Wars

When I read "Effi Briest" by Theodor Fontane at school I almost vomitted because I had to learn that it was no cynism... I only could imagine myself as Effie Beast with a semi-automatic rifle, or as her daughter Annie... In any way a good exercise to understand Max Frisch...

Logovenko Impulse? "t-spike-mentogram"? Surely I read the Strugatzky Brothers and their "Noon Universe". I elaborated it a few, assuming that "homo sapiens" (the Plato type) is extinct... followed by "homo faber" and "homo luden/s"... Max Frisch described the post-war behaviour of the "homo faber" in his same named novel... as if Faber was in a stack, covered by trivia...

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Allah is the Rabbi of Ashera, and that is He who is the Lord of Sirius.

Many years I was Kajira, even registered.

I refused a Master degree, and a Mistress I am neither. I am Magistra, this is so First Girl, status of a Free Woman. My ears are pierced, and I did this voluntarily. I like lapis lazuli.

Age 14 I lived with a family in Scotland a while. Then I did not know that this area was the centre of a for this region untypical "Ashera cult"...

Ashera rather is an office than a name. Maybe the last more or less known representant was the Ashera Atargatis of Antiochia (later possibly at Daphne), North-Assyria, today Turkey.

Per aspera ad...

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I have not the slighest idea what I should regret or atone for. The consensual morals I do not part, I am scientist. And exactly this attitude makes me a dubious person to those who do not trust themselves.

I know what "litost" is, the translations do not hit the core, it is "weltschmerz".

I am not so interested in children, either they develop the "scent" or they do not. And if they do they anway show some day. And if not it is as it is.

I doubt that precision is innate. Or it must get socialized away so early that it is implausible. Precision is a discovery, maybe inuterine already, the godly spark.

Heil Twitter, heil Facebook!

You are so unbelievable stupid, one cannot get it!

Good bye, social duck pond!

After a radiant self-emergence follows the top-down mode.

Questions I hardly have and answers I do not expect.

The Decline of Logic

I am not so fond of bots, but some people only function under bot control. In my eyes an effect of democratization.

How could someone be the angel of an angel? Only the devil may know!

I experience this life as terror. And then they ask me if I fear terror? Isn't this cynic?

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Ashera Sat Nov 14, 2020 2:45 pm

Surely I healed people at Freistatt, as a "Recovery Assistent" should. But this questioned the established order that allowed no critique. I even empowered several inhabitants to rebel against psychiatric diagnoses, to scrutinize them, to discuss them. The chief physician sometimes almost exploded but the people gained more self-consciousness. I even used permanent marker to implement certain dissent thoughts...

Why should I like these exploiters and a police that partly executes their orders unquestioned because a common "discourse universe" is shared?

I am at all not against police but one must be cautious that not an unconstitutional "people police" develops...

I even made myself common with murderers? No... I wanted to understand their motives and how they experienced the coverage...

I do not say that the "perverted character" does not exist but many culprits are products of societal processes.

Averroes's Search
The Writing of the God

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Ashera Sun Nov 15, 2020 2:44 am

This election is a shame... the corrupters use democracy to cover their deeds and call this "revolution" - such is socialism!

The intellectual hoi polloi voted and the Lord of the Legions applauded!

https://www.theepochtimes.com/exclusive-victor-davis-hanson-on-the-2020-election-and-trumps-prospects_3578774.html

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Ashera Sun Nov 15, 2020 11:15 am

What should I be concerned if others get my prescriptions? I did not ask for a generalization of my diagnosis. I feel in no way responsible if processes of individuation get socialized. What if my codification is singular? No matter if defined as disease or healing? Maybe this is context dependent and relative?

I gained self-consciousness, this is the consciousness of a self as a self - and you?

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The Garden Temple, so 2007. The terror did not start in SL (Second Life) but in Moove Online already. They regularily erased us. Mostly probably for "religious" (socio-clerical) reasons. Even the ban from my RL house in 2008 must be seen as at least connected.

They behaved like Cortés...

To deliver a proof (also as simulation) does not mean being understood. It even took the "elites" almost 20 years to halfway follow my argumentation. And the socialists?

https://www.thoughtco.com/what-is-the-aztec-calendar-stone-169912
https://www.thoughtco.com/aztec-creation-myth-169337

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Facies non omnibus una, nec diversa tamen, qualem decet esse sororum.
Prima inter Pares

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Ashera Mon Nov 16, 2020 4:54 am

As in the Middle Ages they expect spontaneous healings, and even their politicians are not free of that. Some recovery processes take weeks, others months, there are also such who need years or even decades.

I never heard of a vaccine against colds and sneezes, the category to that the Covid viruses belong. They mutate very fast, and the only protection against them is a certain "resistance". I am not so convinced that is not the medication that prevents the development of resistance. Even some colds and sneezes take months to really heal out...

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Life is processual and not static (except maybe for the recent ideologized human social systems), at least basically semiotic, and this also is valid for viruses. Factually only co-evolutive structured systems are thinkable; and this is rather connected to individual prototypes than to the idea of the species.

One cannot sacrifice my science for the sake of an allegedly higher "democratic value", and I still prefer Lamarck to Darwin. To me statistics and generalizations are only marginally scientific, and fatal as a means of power, and this also includes "social medicine".

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Ashera Mon Nov 16, 2020 4:46 pm

Times of flattening are followed by those of depth effect, and this necessarily means the redundant emergence of the individuum.

To define me as narcist surely was false diagnostics and quackery, the only aim was to redesignate me to a male archetype according to the prevalent socio-clerical context - to make me easier to handle. The effect was fatal, they took all my dresses away that I needed as means of self-expression and not as a wanker!

That I refered to the "Ashera Archetype" was intercepted, as if I was an object of their deductions and not a souled being and highly qualified scientist! Principially they misappropriated my entire household.

I do not doubt that emancipated Evies possibly are narcist! May they carry their crosses themselves!

I do not play roles by definition!

And because it is so boring the same crap repeats since my childhood again and again! But now I came into the possesion of means to finally stop it once and forever!

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From: Hans Dieter Franke <netstory@t-online. de>
Subject: [4DWorldx] Moon gravity: More random than random?
To: 4DWorldx@yahoogroup s.com
Date: Sunday, March 15, 2009, 4:12 PM

Lotto is a popular lottery since 1955. 6 balls with numbers from 1 to 49 are drawn sequentially from initially 49 balls by machine. The process is such that the result is random. The sequence is insignificant i.e. 2 9 1 3 5 7 is the same as 7 5 3 1 9 2
If it is random then for ex. results with 3 odd should be more frequent than results with 6 odds , etc. As a programming exercise I teested the lottery from 1955 on for randomness with several approaches and indeed it is random.
BUT... when I made a correllation of particular types of results - number of odds, number of different last digits, and some more - with moon phases I found a corellation.
Now...if there is no moon orbiting this planet how could the lottery be more random than random?
However the corellation does not mean the sequence of numbers is not random it says only particular order are corellated with phases of moon.

Hans Dieter

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Gary: It occurs because at the New Moon, the moon is between the Sun and the observation coordinates on earth ... a laboratory .... a Lotto game .... a random number lottery generator. In this position, the Moon intercepts/scatters /absorbs more neutrinos that are being emitted by the Sun, prior to their otherwise reaching earth. than during the other phases.

Asha: I think I intuively painted that. The "neutrino beam" at the left middle of the picture, and the new moon absorbing it.
I paint kneeling on the floor, so that I cannot really see what I paint. The yellow stripes to the left top are really sunbeams reflecting on the canvas, shining through my balkony door - with theses stripes I started.
During the night I painted the right part (using artificial light). At the early morning I finished the left part of the picture.
The painting did not say very much to me until Hans Dieter and you started the dicussion about moon gravity, but I still was not sure.
The last posting I read before I went to sleep the day before yesterday was Hans Dieter*s with the Lotto game video. I had that before my eyes while falling asleep. Then, suddenly, in the night I woke up, having the Nebra disk in mind. After reading mails, smoking a cigarette, I started to play around with it - then I had it!
The Nebra disk does not show any outside cosmos, but the one inside - like my painting - it shows the "inner sun", the "she-sun", sheltered by the new moon from the "solar-phallic-energy" of the real sun emitted neutrinos.
The ancients called the inner sun the "dark sun", "dark" because not effective under normal circumstances - under domination of the the outer sun. But under certain conditions - the new moon - the inner sun "shines" brighter than the outer one.
So not the "full moon" could have been the phase of optimal witchcraft effects originally (a corrupted concept probably), but the "new moon" must have been the trigger. More random than random thus means "intention" - against arbitrariness.

asha

From: hitoshi@kitada.com
To: alienne_v@yahoo.com
Sent: Saturday, March 21, 2009 4:31:11 PM
Subject: Re: please explain

Dear Asha,

Thank you for your reply. It solves a part of my question.

Then I ask you what you meant by

>See the attachment as well, I inverted the disk there.

I.e. what meaning does it have to "invert(ed) the disk"?

asha: I just turned it. They normally show the disk vice versa, I made the left to the right, to say so.

And another important question is what do you mean by

>Now it shows what I mean.

Namely this "what I mean" means what?

asha: I mean - "I think" - that the disk shows an inner cosmos, not the outside universe - as they believe up today. And this was exactly what I painted - a certain view on the nebra disk ("now it shows what I mean") - without knowing that.

asha

I should appreciate it if you would give me understandable
answers.

Best wishes,

Hitoshi

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Deep Blue

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This copper engraving "Feierabend" by Hans am Ende they stole me by betray via the auction house Bolland & Marotz, Bremen, in 2008. I had inherited it from my grandfather (who had it from Ludwig Roselius, inter alia for his work as master glazier). I cannot stand those petty morons and corrupters! May they pay and perish!

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Ashera Tue Nov 17, 2020 5:52 am

I told it already...

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Potassium, book binder glue, gold and silver bronze... traces of cellulose thinner...

Through the eyes of a child.

Surely it is an original Rembrandt, no one could paint like him.

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Day of Prayer and Repentance

Sura 110 - Divine Support

Bismillah Hir Rahman Nir Raheem
In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

إِذَا جَاءَ نَصْرُ اللَّهِ وَالْفَتْحُ
Iza jaaa’a nasrul-laahi walfath
1. When the victory of Allah has come and the conquest,

وَرَأَيْتَ النَّاسَ يَدْخُلُونَ فِي دِينِ اللَّهِ أَفْوَاجًا
Wa ra-aitan naasa yadkhuloona fee deenil laahi afwajaa
2. And you see the people entering into the religion of Allah in multitudes,

فَسَبِّحْ بِحَمْدِ رَبِّكَ وَاسْتَغْفِرْهُ ۚ إِنَّهُ كَانَ تَوَّابًا
Fasabbih bihamdi rabbika wastaghfirh, innahoo kaana tawwaaba
3. Then exalt [Him] with praise of your Lord and ask forgiveness of Him. Indeed, He is ever Accepting of repentance.

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Ashera Wed Nov 18, 2020 5:52 am

People get intentionally hindered, even mutilated, based on faked diagnoses. Public landlords contribute to this, even are the profiteers of the caring insurance sucking. All this is ideologically based on Lutherism - and they mourn if I say "nazi methods"?

Here comes the Gorean whip!

They and their welcome and willing migrants... my immigration policy was different...

How should there be a "soft wing" if they learned but nothing?

Surely Freud's Dream Analysis fits well to the Lutherist ideology - but what does this say from an anthropologist standpoint?

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Sunday, 15th November was New Moon I just learned...

P.S.: I would not say that my grandpa was some kind of Ernst Kujau (nevertheless I found him funny and a genius painter; his value as artist is underestimated by social prejudice today), he did not fake, he just restaurated works of various artists, mosty because of war damages.

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Ashera Wed Nov 18, 2020 9:46 am

“Vanishing Point”, Painted December 2008

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11:42PM | URL: https://tmblr.co/ZnnbSyH70FS

This I painted when I started to get involved deeper into 3D-simulations and the early theories of Hans Vredemann de Fries.