I'll bet we do Scentsy. I'm stuck between the secular and the sacred, the old-age and the new-age. Here is a somewhat painful record of my thrashing-about on the internet, which contains a lot of somewhat irreverent speculation, but which might save you a lot of trouble. On the other hand, it might get you into a lot of trouble. The links are more important than anything I've typed. As I try to go underground (in more ways than one!), please study the words "Namaste Constitutional Responsible Freedom United States of the Solar System" as a group, and as individual words. Think about this from every conceivable angle, and contemplate every possibility, probability, and eventuality. This is more of a monumental task than a casual observer might delude themselves into believing. Consider the psychological, ethical, religious, and political implications and ramifications. This could (and should) be the subject of thousands of doctoral dissertations. Think of these words being at the center of ivy-league university programs in Solar System Studies and Governance. Please review these threads, including all of the books mentioned and videos linked. I don't have a problem with idealistic conceptions of God and Theocracy - but I am profoundly troubled by the history of theology and theocracy - as well as by the idiotic religious expressions in modernity. We should know better by now. We seem to have a lot of minor gods and goddesses flying around the solar system in ufo-asteroids, pretending to be Major Gods and Goddesses. Indeed, using God's Name in Vain. I seek a constructive integration of democracy and theocracy - based upon RESPONSIBILITY. If only I could learn to be responsible.
Here are the links to my threads on AV1 and MOA. I included them here because they are really an ongoing research project. I'm trying to change myself - and I am trying to encourage others to think in unconventional yet productive ways. This is a unique approach - which may make it of some value to someone somewhere or somewhen. This thread is an experiment (aren't they all?)...which includes mostly threads based on videos...or threads which contain many video links...which I have started. I'm not particularly bright or noteworthy...but the videos which I have viewed...especially when viewed as a group...are earth shattering to me. The threads are a healthy mixture of problems and solutions. If you have the time...which is doubtful...please look at all of these threads...and look for commonalities. There is a bit of a theological slant...but certainly not an orthodox or Bible thumping slant. Prepare to be shocked...to cry...to get mad...to be enlightened...and to experience the Eureka Phenomenon!
I would love to read a twenty page critique of all of these threads - written by a Jesuit or a CIA analyst - complete with a psychological evaluation, etc. I'm very serious. I don't need to be right. I just don't feel as though anyone has seriously considered these threads. They were designed to make people think - and then to arrive at their own conclusions - but I don't think that happened at all. I honestly feel as though Gabriel, Michael, Lucifer, and a couple of alphabet agents and Jesuits are the only ones who looked at this material with a penetrating gaze. Even if I was very close to the mark - I wasn't a threat (I didn't try to be) - because no one seemed to pay much attention to any of it. I had hoped for some very detailed and passionate debating. The 'Amen Ra' thread seemed to generate the most interest (18,067 views and counting) - but I have no idea what the reactions were and are now that AV1 is closed to posting. I feel very empty and lost in all of this. I feel as though I wasted my time and energy - accomplishing nothing. I am making a renewed call for help - into the vast regions of space and cyberspace - for intelligent life-forms to seriously look at this material as a group - and tell me what you think - positive or negative. Where are the scholars? Is there any intelligent life out there that isn't so high and mighty that they can't take a few hours to make a proper evaluation of all of this? Come down out of your ivory tower - I dare you! The water's warm. Come-on in! I'm waiting - but I'm not holding my breath. You important people with your degrees and badges have more important things to do - don't you? Like getting us into even more trouble than we're already in? Don't take what I just said too seriously. I am impatient and frustrated - and I'm simply taking my dissatisfaction with life out on those who don't deserve it. Life isn't fair - is it? At this point, I seem to know less than when I started this quest.
Consider Teutonic Zionism.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfMwK0kCccI Also, consider reading 'Hitler's Pope'. Supposedly there is an SS/Jesuit connection.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COYHwApueFE I don't take sides in any of this. I just want to defuse a very dangerous situation, but I don't know how. I have no idea how deep and dark all of this really is. How is one to know who the good guys and bad guys really are? Does it take a bad guy to overthrow a bad guy? Can a truly good guy really accomplish much of anything in this sick and stupid world??? Are the Old and New World Orders really two sides of the same coin, or are they really in genuine conflict with each other? I keep sensing that we are dealing with Bad Guys vs Bad Guys - with the Good Guys not having a clue about what's REALLY going on. I think that a deep and fair study of the Vatican and the Nazis is essential to really understanding what has and is going on in our world. Is there both a good and a bad side to the Vatican and the Nazi phenomenon? I am proceeding on the theory that just about everyone and everything are mixtures of good and evil. I try to avoid 'all or nothing' thinking. I also think that Gizeh Intelligence has a lot to do with all of this, but very little seems to be known about them, and I'm sure they'd like it to stay that way. If all of the crap got exposed, and all of the bad guys and gals got kicked out of the solar system - would we be capable of handling the uncovered mess? I really wonder. We might get ourselves into an even worse situation. It's almost as if the present diabolical state of affairs needs to somehow be reformed in an evolutionary manner. But once again, I don't have a clue how to do this. I almost seem to be trying to positively reinforce the best of the Vatican and the Nazi phenomenon - while exposing and attacking the worst aspects. But this approach ends up making everyone angry - right? That's why I pretty much stick to myself, and why I'm trying desperately to stop posting on the internet. I'd like to start extricating myself from some of the lists I'm undoubtedly on. What would the Masonic Teutonic Zionist Nazi Martian Catholic Dracs on Phobos say??? "orthodoxymoron REALLY needs to shut-up"?
On the political front, internet, PBS, town-hall, and bumper-sticker campaigning should be sufficient to properly inform the general public. I HATE roadside political signs. Perhaps senatorial and congressional voting should be supplemented with internet voting by the public. The elected representatives and the public might have 50% of the votes each. The public overwhelmingly did not want the damn bankster-bailout - but guess what we got??
I'm still a bit puzzled regarding the definition of 'regressive'. Perhaps a lot of us might be 'regressive' if we were in the 'regressives' situation. I am very frightened that even if my unproven ideas were accepted, that the human race might screw things up even worse than the 'regressives'. I support a representative republic, but are we really ready to pull this off on a global or solar system level - especially if we were dealing with other than human beings who would undoubtedly want a piece of the pie? If Greys and Dracs really exist - they probably want us out - and most of the human race would probably want them out - especially if we are dealing with hundreds of thousands of years of star wars. I keep wondering if the hypothetical Greys and Dracs would prefer to live in subsurface bases and cities throughout the solar system, or if they really want our skyscrapers and waterfront homes? Would a significant percentage of the human population choose to live in subsurface bases and cities throughout the solar system, if given the opportunity to do so? I think it would be really cool, especially if space travel, surface exploration, maglev trains, and coed saunas were part of the deal.
I have come to the sickening conclusion that just about everyone is capable of reprehensible corruption and horrific brutality. Put a pure and noble soul in a certain context, and they might do just about anything. I guess this is why I like the checks and balances of a United States of the Solar System. But this is just a pipe-dream. It would sure help to know what's REALLY going on. I continue to wish for everything to work out well for all concerned. Hope springs eternal. I will continue to wish the best for everyone as I lurk in the shadows. I might reemerge in a couple of months - a couple of years - or never. I sought answers and happiness - but I have mostly uncovered problems and sadness. I hurt before - but now the pain is nearly unbearable. I might sound self-centered, and I probably am, but all of these threads have, in a sense, been diaries of feeling, reflection, and speculation. If I ever do reemerge, I think I will be a lot more polished and sanitized, which might be a good or a bad thing, depending on your point of view. I sense that I have been a great disappointment. Perhaps this is because I am greatly disappointed. Perhaps my silence and absence will make everyone happy. I'm not going away mad. I'm just going away.
Take all of these threads with a sea of salt, and get informed without getting mad. Just consider them carefully, and then move on. I try to listen to a wide variety of sources in a rather non-committal manner. Neutrality might be impossible, but I'm trying to be as neutral as possible. I can see myself partnering with virtually all races and members of nearly all organizations - AS LONG AS THEY ARE NOT AS CORRUPT AS HELL. There are good individuals EVERYWHERE. Unfortunately, I really am quite naive. I really am a completely ignorant fool when it comes to how the world and solar system really works. I would love to be involved in solar system governance, but it would take me several lifetimes to really get up to speed, and I'm not joking. I am sort of burned-out, and I probably seem to lack backbone, in my efforts to be neutral. I'm not exactly a 'shouting in a megaphone and running in the streets' type of person. I don't really know much of anything for certain. I tend to think that whoever REALLY runs the solar system is into EVERYTHING. So, it might be futile to blame any particular group for most of the world's problems. Perhaps a lot of the individuals and groups we love to hate - really hate carrying out the orders they are given. I think this thing is incredibly complex and messy. We might be dealing with a lot of very ancient baggage, which might include other solar systems, archangels, gods, goddesses, star wars, and who knows who or what? I think Bill Cooper had the right idea.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fHmWcRZ72A I listen to Latin Masses as I study the Jesuits. I think I could probably get along quite well with most of them, including the Black Pope aka Jesuit General. I think I could get along very well with top-level Israelis. Please keep an open mind in all of this controversial madness.
I keep flying blind, and I keep feeling as though I am walking through a minefield as I keep speculating. This all seems to be a most dangerous and deceptive game. I think that my posting has angered both the good and evil guys and gals. I guess I'm sort of a rebel against everyone at this point. I feel as though I might be very comfortable in a very holy heaven, surrounded by the most evolved beings in the universe. OR, I think I could hang-out with Bartleby and Loki (from Dogma) and get along with them. I can do the 'holier than thou' routine, and I can do the 'this is all a bunch of bs' routine as well. I would really like to see a highly refined integration of politics and religion, but I don't have a clue how to make it happen. If I travelled between the Vatican, the City of London, the United Nations, and Washington D.C. on a daily basis, I might be able to work something out over a few decades. But presently, I am completely disillusioned with politics and religion. I think humanity is being taken advantage of, but perhaps to some extent, we deserve it. Everything important continues to be a great, big, deceptive mystery. I've sort of had it. I really think I need to just shut-up and research. I'm enjoying reading 'Hitler's Pope'. Who knows? I might've been Eugenio Pacelli, so I probably shouldn't throw stones. I seem to be strangely interested in Pope Pius XII, the Vatican, the Nazi Party, and Gizeh Intelligence. I keep wondering why things had to get so insane and violent. I mostly want the violence and war to go bye-bye. I think I might be able to live with a litte bit of corruption - but not too much. I need to stop. Thank-you for having this website. It's really shown me how little I really know about a lot of things. I need to keep reading the 'Holy Tablets'. Also, Biblical Egyptology is a VERY interesting area of research. Anyway, I am going to try to not post for a while. It's liberating to just research, and not have to attempt to convince anyone of anything. Who says that no man is an island, and that no man stands alone? Here I stand. I can do no other. You won't have orthodoxymoron to ignore anymore...
Namaste and Have a Nice Day
1. God, Jesus, Satan, Lucifer, et al:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15014&highlight=orthodoxymoron2. Secrets of the Vatican:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=13767&highlight=orthodoxymoron3. Tell Me Who I Am:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=14402&highlight=orthodoxymoron4. Waco Revisited:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15185&highlight=orthodoxymoron5. Al Bielek - Philadelphia Experiment and Montauk Project:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=14348&highlight=orthodoxymoron6. Xcon Potpurri:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=14241&highlight=orthodoxymoron7. Kevin Trudeau with Alex Jones - 5-26-09:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=14241&highlight=orthodoxymoron8. Red Letter Church:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=13495&highlight=orthodoxymoron9. Reptilians and Mind Control:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=13373&highlight=orthodoxymoron10. 'V' Movie(Series) Revisited:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=13202&highlight=orthodoxymoron11. Jesus: The Last Pharaoh?:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=13776&highlight=orthodoxymoron12. Important Mass Manipulation Video:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=12702&highlight=orthodoxymoron13. 1990's Prophets: Vindicated or Debunked?:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=11000&highlight=orthodoxymoron14. Alien Advice:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=10158&highlight=orthodoxymoron15. Cool Music Videos:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15470&highlight=cool+music+videos16. NASA: Triumph and Tragedy:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15618&highlight=tragedy+triumph17. United Nations Charter:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15552&highlight=Shadow+moon18. In the Shadow of the Moon:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15635&highlight=Shadow+moon19. TWA 800 Revisited:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1518720. Unique War Video:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1440921. Bilderberg Video:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1297022. Dogon Sirius Mystery - C2C:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15731&highlight=dogon23. The Point:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=158238#post15823824. The Washington Mutual Story:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=13996&highlight=washington+mutual+story25. Oklahoma City Bombing Revisited:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=158668#post15866826. The United States of the Solar System:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1587827. What is Giza Intelligence?
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=11123&highlight=giza+intelligence28. Called to Be Free - a Video:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=13882&highlight=worldwide+church29. Lucifer: Deity of the Elite:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=163179#post16317930. Tesla: Master of Lightning:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1619331. Secret Mysteries of America's Beginnings:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=165729#post16572932. The Dulce Book:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=167075#post16707533. New World Order: Devil in the Vatican:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=167745#post16774534. The Lucifer Effect: Understanding How Good People Turn Evil:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=16609&highlight=lucifer+effect35. Enron Video:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=175040#post17504036. No End In Sight: Iraq War Documentary:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1689737. Ted Gunderson Interviews Chip Tatum (CIA, Drugs, Etc.):
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=177127#post17712738. Sirius Issues:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=178234#post17823439. Superimposed Parallel Universes:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=178255#post17825540. Lawyerese Goes Galactic:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=17276&highlight=wall+street+journal41. Stargate SG-1:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1783442. Amen Ra:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1822343. The Dark Side of the Moon Mission:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=18273&highlight=moon+video+orthodoxymoron44. Open Letter to the Beings of the Universe:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=19065&highlight=open+letter+beings+universe45. Moonraker:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1928446. Who Are Gabriel, Michael, and Lucifer?
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=19376&highlight=gabriel%2C+michael%2C+lucifer%3F47. Krlll:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=238849#post23884948. Cartoon Aliens:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=20141&highlight=cartoon+aliens49. Thuban Thoughts:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=2037950. Thuban Thoughts II:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=2096351. Very Cool Short Videos:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=20400&highlight=cool+short+videos52. Violent Movies, Books, Games, Cartoons, and Toys:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=2084953. Abortion, Euthanasia, Suicide, and Murder:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=2085254. Prevention is Central to Healthcare:
http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=2114355. I Have a Dream! Free at Last!
http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=261981#post261981orthodoxymoron threads from the Mists of Avalon:
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t876-orthodoxymoron-threads?highlight=orthodoxymoron+threads1. Who is Lucifer? What are they doing?
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/universal-lounge-f8/who-is-lucifer-what-are-they-doing-t841.htm?highlight=lucifer2. United Nations + City States + Underground Bases + Secret Space Program = Secret Government?
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/universal-lounge-f8/united-nations-city-states-underground-bases-secret-space-program-secret-government-t853.htm?highlight=secret+government3. Namaste Constitutional Responsible Freedom Solar System
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/universal-lounge-f8/namaste-constitutional-responsible-freedom-solar-system-t918.htm#163744. Tibet, Kali, and the Trinity Goddess
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1019-tibet-kali-and-the-trinity-goddess?highlight=orthodoxymoron+threads5. Three Interesting Ladies
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1347-three-interesting-ladies?highlight=orthodoxymoron+threads6. Swiss Politicians to March on Bilderberg to Demand Arrest of Kissinger
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2705-swiss-politicians-to-march-on-bilderberg-to-demand-arrest-of-kissinger7. How Should We Then Live?
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2717-how-should-we-then-live8. The KGB Psychic Files
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2622-the-kgb-psychic-files9. Reptilian Queens
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2639-reptilian-queens10. Very Interesting Jordan Maxwell Interview
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2531-very-interesting-jordan-maxwell-interview11. The Hidden Story of Jesus
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2618-the-hidden-story-of-jesus12. Death and Taxes
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1158-death-and-taxes13. 'V' Revisited
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1616-v-revisited14. Grace Cathedral
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1327-grace-cathedral15. Red Letter Church
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1040-red-letter-church16. What is Gizeh Intelligence?
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1348-what-is-gizeh-intelligence17. The United Nations and the City States
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1538-the-united-nations-and-the-city-states18. Lucifer, Pagan Rome, Alexander the Great, Constantine the Great, and Papal Rome
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1572-lucifer-pagan-rome-alexander-the-great-constantine-the-great-and-papal-rome19. Amen Ra, et al
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1116-amen-ra-et-al20. The Jesuits
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1407-the-jesuits21. Bill Cooper, Commander X, and Branton
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1098-bill-cooper-commander-x-and-branton22. St. Ouen and St. Sulpice
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1397-saint-ouen-and-saint-sulpice23. Project Isis
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1303-project-isis24. Complexity, Technology, Competition, Greed, Power-Hunger, Self-Exaltation, and the Quickening
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t1033-complexity-technology-competition-greed-power-hunger-self-exaltation-and-the-quickening?highlight=complexity25. Eric Jon Phelps
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2779-eric-jon-phelps26. Moral Responsibility
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2806-moral-responsibility#4979327. The Holy Tablets
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2867-the-holy-tablets28. The University of Solar System Studies and Governance
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2881-the-university-of-solar-system-studies-and-governance29. Healthcare in Critical Condition
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2888-healthcare-in-critical-condition#5075430. The War On Democracy
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2895-the-war-on-democracy31. No End in Sight
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2896-no-end-in-sight#5083732. Ring of Power
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2921-ring-of-power33. The New Rulers of the World
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2923-the-new-rulers-of-the-world34. The History of Orthodox Christianity
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2971-the-history-of-orthodox-christianity35. Battlestar Phobos?
http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2991-battlestar-phobos Namaste and Have a Nice Day
So - who is the rightful owner of this solar system? Who is the rightful head of the Christian Church? Who is the rightful head of the Monarchy? Who is the rightful and legitimate head of this solar system? Do we need to make some changes? These changes should be made immediately. You know what I'm talking about - and you know that I know what's really going on. There will be consequences and reprecussions - throughout the whole damn solar system. You had all better get right with your maker - and I'm not bluffing or kidding. GAME OVER.Is the above bold paragraph really too bold? It reflects how I really feel, but does it reflect reality? I made it elsewhere in this thread, quite some time ago, and nothing seems to have happened. Should I have expected anything to happen? It would help if I knew more about what is really going on throughout the world, solar system, galaxy, and universe. I know a lot more than I did a couple of years ago, but I still don't know nearly enough. Or, do I know too much? Should someone simply call in a strike on this god-forsaken solar system? Should probation close in 2011? Should the wheat be separated from the tares? Should the righteous be separated from the filthy? Should the Bottomless Pit be utilized? Would a changing of the guard from competent-corruption to incompetent-goodness really just make things worse? Are we really too stupid and unstable to rule ourselves? Must we continue to be ruled by very powerful and evil individuals, as seems to have been the case for thousands of years? Have we contributed to the delinquency of the Queen of Heaven and the God of This World - by being Completely Ignorant and Irresponsible Fools?
Are the best and brightest Roman Catholics working in the Vatican? Are the best and brightest Americans working in Washington DC? Are the best and the brightest of Great Britan and Europe working in the City of London? Are the best and brightest people of the world working at the United Nations? Are the people in the Vatican, Washington DC, the City of London, and the United Nations really running the world - or are they simply employees or minions of a Secret Government and a Queen of Heaven / God of This World? I would really like to know the innermost thoughts of the 10,000 best and brightest Human Beings - regarding Life, the Universe, and Solar System Governance. Would a Vatican-Based Namaste Constitutional Responsible Freedom United States of the Solar System result in the 10,000 best and brightest Human Beings running the Solar System?My idealistic bottom-line is RESPONSIBILITY IN EVERYTHING. My pragmatic bottom-line is GIVE THEM WHAT THEY WANT. TELL THEM WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR. COMPETE WITHOUT CEASING WITH POSITIVE RESPONSE ABILITY. Perhaps my idealism needs to mate with my pragmatism. Perhaps I need to infiltrate and subvert the Old and New World Orders with Responsibility to produce the New Solar System aka the United States of the Solar System. Perhaps I need to aspire to become a kinder and gentler version of the Queen of Heaven and the God of This World. Think long and hard about the contents of this post (including all linked threads and materials). That's exactly what I will be doing privately. I'm not going to whine, whimper, and beg anymore. Godspeed.Last edited by orthodoxymoron on Wed Jul 20, 2011 8:57 am; edited 2 times in total