Carol wrote:Horus, IMPO the only lifetime that really matters is the one currently being lived as all past lives are a composite contained within the present lifetime. I could easily go on about one particular lifetime the ETs revealed to me but don't because I recognize no one really cares if it is true, or not true, simply because they are into their own spiritual unfoldment - and it really doesn't matter who we were in past lives as much as it matters what we are doing with our life now.
Letting go is the name of the game - where one moves beyond the roles, drops the ego/facade and just is. We all are petals of the same flower. The flower looks like humankind yet we all know the physical body is just a shell and that our true beingness is interdimensional and an aspect of the Divine. As I see it the closer one is to the Divine the clearer this understanding is. On a more personal note, I let go of the mind games a long time ago because I find them boring and experience mind programs as distractions from the real thing. Again, the mantra neti, neti, neti serves one well on the road to enlightenment.
Now the real question is this. What is enlightenment?
Brook, have you even wondered what the red pill really is? In rereading this the red pill reminds me of karmic unwinding where one is going through karmic release of all of the old programs and pictures from numerous past lives so as to be free of this past/present/future influence.
Hi Carol,
There is a meaning for all my madness, I’m a free person! I let go everything after what transpired with the matrix program and the result gave me more freedom than you can ever imagine. Love is the answer, and being totally empowered is another, I am the boss and do affirm it to yourself. I am closer to God and my true self from that heroin experience, I touched a void of separation with my twin for three days, and it was hell on earth like you will ever know and were so many will experience with separation. I could quite easily image Dante's Inferno where so many will feel. You just don't know the whole story, and 99.9% of humanity 'don’t want to know', because its there biggest fear of the unknown and my posts and replies in a poster can threaten their comfort zone. I have become a better person and I really have no regrets, its showed me how valuable a twinflame can be, and not something to be taken for granted in these End Days. I’ve discovered a love so deep within connecting with Mother-Father-Creator it is just mind-blowing and there is no turning back. Owning any material possession in this field of love energy can not be seen, as love smothers it from its material existence, that is how deep I go within. I feel like a star in the cosmos and nothing else materials. I feel creative at the same time and want to create my own world. I’m at that level and Creator knows its my wish of ONENESS.
We live in the largest illusion you can ever image, it’s totally whacked. If I was told I had Cancer and I had the opportunity to be cured with all those radiation machines and medications, or they told we are going the have to remove a lung, quiet frankly at my age I could not be bothered, now that’s what I call about 'letting go' and not some 'new age' term I read as energies just to prove one is enlightened. Ask yourself, do you fear death? Death is now my closest friend, and having no fear of it releases the mindset from both the matrix and all the programs, you are no longer food for its thoughts. Most people who pass over get these impressions and here’s me knowing before hand because this is my last 3D incarnation so when I leave I take the whole package, but I don’t go back to the source for a review and have another soul rebirth. I am part of the New Earth and going nowhere else. I’m not even going on a space ship like most sleepy sheepies. This planet earth is a spaceship and I’m part of its new crew as a pioneer in a new land that will unfold before our very eyes. The trick is to focus deep within and do your homework. For 13 years my body hums to higher frequencies, and when it started I used to blow out light globes. Telling your closest loved ones you can look at death in the face, they would have you certified under some stupid Mental Heath Act and have you put away. Just think for one moment, all those who are in those places who got there because they heard voices inside their heads and rendered themselves as going crazy when they don't understand someone on the other side wants to help them. I have seen the other side of life that is coming and what to expect, more recently yesterday by Christ-Michael where there is no system lords and every form of life is in heavenly state and Peace on Earth was shown and this castle is so close to the energy and aligns with the Mists of Avalon forum, and Brook's post string. I was shown this website energy in a dream I know twice with earth changes, it showed me the planet not only reverses backwards, it reverses back to these days of learning before organized religion entered and corrupted spiritual values and our connections to Creation. I see the visions of very old quaint stone Churches used by a small community and place of gathering of light minds full of love. A community that lives of the fruits of the earth and are its guardians, that’s the world I will share with Christ-Michael and he knows my heart is set on nothing else. I have many protocols that go back to these times before 1500 AD, Morgan Le Fay is one.
http://retired.emeraldsilver.com/Beatrice_ProjectX/firstAvalon.htmlThe engraving depicts a man, dressed as a mediaeval pilgrim and carrying a pilgrim's staff, who peers through the sky as if it were a curtain to look at the hidden workings of the universe. One of the elements of the cosmic machinery bears a strong resemblance to traditional pictorial representations of the "wheel in the middle of a wheel" described in the visions of the Hebrew prophet Ezekiel (see Merkabah). http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flammarion_woodcutI'm living in the now and bathed with heavenly light, I can switch off in seconds and I am with the very Creator within me. All I am doing here is having fun and when I was on the Starship Cap Forum I did the same as I have just done here, take the Mickey out of the illusion and those who feed it, it is powerless to stop me and guess what, I don't get my butt kicked because what I say and do is so close to the truth, these false Gods like Thoth are rendered powerless to even touch me, if I was wrong at all, or spoke out in bad taste, Mother would tell me so smartly and she has done this to me in the past when I was less sensitive to the feminine and that was a male ego tag. What I offer to you is freedom and it seems 99.9% of humanity prefer to remain as slaves and couch potatoes. If you knew how bad the dark wanted to see me dead as a door-nail you would understand. That nail in my head was a door-nail and from the word nail comes snail which is a slug, get it, that’s the brain-bug program that will take you mind away from the Love of Creation.
If you only knew what I found, I was a cat amongst the pigeons and Lionhawk got me out just in the nick of time only because my twin reached out to Lionhawk for help to get me out before I became brain-dead and she would have lost me for another 10,000 years and would have become a puppet of misinformation. I had working undercover for too long. My frequencies are so high they cannot touch me with their 3D nonsense. Behaving like a fruit-loop I have discovered the darkies can't be bothered with you, your incurable in their eyes because they are just control freaks on one level and their wavelength shows no interest in you, that’s why when the Schumann base frequency goes right off the scale these dark foes will not even see you and your surrounding will change birthing a new reality. I have been chased by the fuzz and threatened with arrest and told them I’m an Alien and a member of the Galactic Federation from another Star System, so you can imagine the report they made. The cops asked my ex whether I was on medication or had any health issues. That was two years ago and any pink tickets went to the light. The light was here on that day, they hacked into the police transponder and gave it data that was not my history of traffic violations, and they even got the expiry date of my license wrong.
When they chased me, it was a pistol thing when they jumped out of the patrol car with their pose ready to draw their weapons. The fruit-loop ploy worked for me; try it some time if you are brave enough. When it came to leaving my driveway, I put the willies right up their own butts when I told them I used to be a freemason and they turned white as a ghost. I saw them the next day on patrol and they were all smiles as I was rubbing their Draconian energies with a lady friend who looks like Reece Whitherspoon who was Elle Wood in the movie Legally Blonde. You can really twist energies against the dark if you try hard enough, and I do it with graphics which has had be banned from other web sites, pictures become etched into the mind as a memory, not like some passage out of the bible. As a youngster I learnt more through visualization and prefered it than writing an essay. One picture tells a millon words until PhotoShop arrived. This journey of mine is just like a 007 novel. I have had government agencies threatened me with not voting and received collection notices from some of the highest companies, I just tell them all to go and **** yourselves. I Am the Power the Light and will dispose all of you!
I am 64 and not on any welfare. I deliberately destroyed my credit rating 13 years ago, which fused the whole banking network right down to government agencies and put my home on the line. The house is now mortgaged by my ex-3D wife who had to wait 10 years for the Black List removal, it’s just another program. I live in a single room and put up with all the 3D dramas. I built this house in 1983 and can walk away from it so while I wait it’s a roof over my head. There is no monetary settlement that can match the love of a twinflame. I’m just reinforcing to everyone here what ‘letting go’ means and not some new age statement. My twinflame is the cap of my pyramid; and between us we can use our own alchemy of love and marriage and manifest everything, that is our world. I’m not part of the Totalitarian Draconian System and will never be, it’s been that way all my life and I am here to remove this system regardless of people say, whether they are ready or not. Death is part of evolution in 3D, as a divine spark you never die, you just reincarnate over and over and many religions has brain-washed us all and we leave this plain with a blank space. So when you hear that millions have just perished, don’t buy into the idea God has punished us. Thoth wants everyone to think that as he holds your thoughts and you feel so dammed. If I felt threatened with my own survival, I can face it head on. I would go to sleep and leave my body, I have the free will to do that, I am not afraid of death and I have someone who loves me beyond comprehension who is waiting for me. I also know my light body is well and truly ready, something I was told by my mother and the two of us are ready and my age will be around 25 and my twin about 22.
I completed my mission some years ago and festering around waiting like so many who tossed in the towel. I hung on and started looking into cosmic conspiracy theories which had me tagged. It was a case where I was exposing too much and it would have been a short cut on so many with their 'soul growth'. I would have cheated them out of an experience they need to make them whole again. Each individual on this planet has to discover for his or her own truth and not to listen to me or others who channel, in essence I was slipping back into the 3D stream where I knew the truth but don’t tell others, does that make sense, let them find out for themselves the hard way, its called ‘soul growth’ and telling you too much, how can you ever learn? I never did anything wrong, it’s just so many are not ready to know the truth; they have to find it out for themselves. I started to read material off Abundant Dope and other websites that cheat you that experience. I have been in the departure lounge waiting for my flight, when I should have just gone within and bathed myself with all the love I could handle (that I do now) and just settle on that, and writing this post is not really something I should even be doing because it’s a time waster when I use one finger on the keyboard and continuously check my grammar and English because I come from another planet of thinking and can spend upwards to six hours on a single post and just like those CB’ers, its all blah, blah, blah and gossip befitting to a live talk-back show that tags your ups and down emotions which are programs. You feel down, so what do you do, you pig out and cover up your chakra with layers of fat tissue.
Others go shopping for a new dress, its a must have and some can't keep away from a hair saloon, vanity must be the prime suspect of all programs. Being stark-naked and walking the earth has to be the best fix, its something I will be doing around my home of the future, I grade myself as a clean living hippy, and know my twin embraces this freedom, who in the world created a bra, when the genetics were properly balanced and everyone was fit in statue and healthily. You can see why this planet is so sick, look to Thoth for your answers. Not one corner of the planet is balanced, its the rich versus the poor. Soul growth has served us well but everything is moving forward. Man has raped this planet since the Industrial Revolution. Life is supposed to be, and meant to be simple and I read between many lines on many forums dribble and head logic coming from the English language so full of corrupt energy used daily by academics scholars and in the legal structure, how can a humble person lives within these boundaries of energies, its totally insane and my father knows it all because I have dreams showing how the innocent suffer while the con artists and criminals get let off with a light sentence with those whacko court judges who use those words ME LORD and judge over others and host their energies like vampires. It’s all coming to an end I'm sorry to say, it couldn't happen sooner, its well over due. I was told so many things on January 1st by Mother, and its all going to commence in two weeks time.
Love is all you need from the heart within, it speaks its own special language. You don't have to ask others questions, that’s just using 3D head logic. You must dig much deeper, try harder, and all your peace within will be felt. You will find this love and the rest is not worth thinking about, now that’s what I call letting go!
There is a deep part of me telling me to detach 3D here, so I know where the boundary line is and I have gotten a little too close to it, it’s not about my humor or video, its getting too close to attachment energies I recognize as tabs that bait you and you swallow it, thats Thoth and I saw it raise its ugly tail as soon as I came on here and its called separation, breaking up the collective energy when it a power base because Thoth knows I can smell a rat. When I went onto the Starship Cap Forum, my purpose was to root out these same energies and graphics was the only way to do it, it deeply registers into the senses. One sentence here was enough to start it off telling Liohhawk to go home, that was not the words from the person, it was automic writing, that’s why I used the words 'a programmed instrument’ and it happened. 3D is becoming very taboo and I must leave it alone, it’s failing badly. Read what I said in the last paragraph about helping others, it all too late for that now.
If I do not reply to any single post you will now that is my reason and the program with try to tag me back into your 3D reality that is so screwed up, and that what is did last time. Writing all this, is giving me more clarity to what happened, so thank you for letting me share it with you. I’m just letting you know what ‘letting go’ means from my angle and point of view. I have a Hotrod and it is as close to my heart as my twin, it’s the only one in this region of down under. In the now, I am having some fun rebuilding it and it keeps me grounded and away from the internet that is no longer a place to visit with negativity on a daily basis, it was never like that 13 years ago when sites like SPIRIT WEB gave you all the answers you seek now, that all gone and become polluted with false prophets and money spinners when you can learn more from within.. Creator knows I can walk away from this second love and let go of it completely. Creator is going to clean the slate totally so make sure you have a hard hat and life jacket.
Can you see a word above that I have innocently written that is a program within itself; can you find it, it’s just another part of our corrupt spoken English Language? This has taken 6 hours to scribe.