hippihillbobbi Tue May 18, 2010 4:06 am
more intense experience of joy and well-being (interspersed between bouts of depression! lol)
constant awareness of need to communicate / model love for family members, close friends, etc.
increased sense of creativity.
obsession with need to think about/contemplate/talk about the importance of NOW and of plans for/events of the near future.
better understanding of my dreams.
increased awareness of need to "do emotional work" that enables forgiveness, healing, clearing, etc.
a more conscious experience of love for others (even strangers), empathy for "victims" of evil and especially for its perpetrators, a deeper sense of connectedness to nature/mother earth (e.g., a deep pain and sadness over the oil spill in the Gulf).
a fierce desire to disconnect as much as possible from the grid, and a keen commitment to more deliberately live-out my True values day-to-day, in small & big ways (e.g., refusing to work when i'm sick & contagious; agreeing to sit with my sick neighbor so her husband can go to the grocery.)
a more profound sense of peace and understanding down "deep in my bones" that ALL WILL BE WELL.
increasingly aware of a deep-seated need to express gratitude ..... in all things!
a new-found peace, happiness, joy, contentment, patience. (Halleluia!)
general absence of fear. awareness of how to "deal with" fear when it DOES raise its head.
definite increase in sensitivity to being spoken to in rude and disrespectful ways. (???)
Thanks, dominic, for giving me the chance to think about this and put it down in black & white! (you initiate really great threads, Dom!)
love,
bobbi/jbt