I just try to listen to everything, and treat all of it as science-fiction, which might possibly be true. I regularly listen to Sherri Shriner, but I don't know who she really is, or if anything she says is true. But just being exposed to this sort of thing is sort of a conditioning process for me. I'm still trying to imagine being in a D.U.M.B. devoted to dealing with all of the crazy and dangerous activities throughout the solar system, and beyond. Do you see what I mean? This is science fiction with a very serious purpose. I really do wish to help, but I don't know where to begin. If I were smart enough to become an insider, I would probably be a controlled insider. I have to just keep considering the possibilities, in a rather free-wheeling manner, which is obviously not real-world, but which could contain certain aspects of real-world. I think that a certain segment of the general public needs to do this. I'm not necessarily for waking everyone up, whether they like it or not, but I'm also not in favor of just leaving everything in the Lord's Hands, or in the hands of the 'Experts'. I know they know an exponential amount more than I do, but how compromised and controlled are they? Perhaps properly waking-up 10% of the population would constitute 'Mission Accomplished'. I'm not into Mass-Hysteria, Societal-Turmoil, and Global-Anarchy. The underground war hypothesis could be valid, regardless of whether this particular report of nuking a tunnel is accurate or not. Again, I don't put much weight on any one individual, organization, viewpoint, etc. I just take it all in, and turn it into a helluva show. It's sort of morbid entertainment. I've gone way downhill over the past couple of years, and especially in the past 6 to 9 months, and I just have to try to take all of this seriously, without taking all of this seriously. If I really were in a D.U.M.B., I would probably just observe, write reports, and mostly keep my mouth shut. I guess I'm trying to become an initiate, without becoming initiated. But I wonder what initiations I've been through in previous lives? I might have a lot to answer for on a reincarnational basis. Anyway, even the crackpots (including me), can help us to think things through, and to possibly be able to make some contribution which might help to save the world, in some small way...