I wonder if any others are having the experience of people from long ago just showing up in their lives. It may be the facebook factor, but people keep reaching out to me. Some I have not seen in 25 years.
When I was 15, a woman who was 32 proceeded to advance upon me. She was married and had two kids. Her advances toward me turned into 5 years of a massive mind-f**k. But today her daughter found me, and apologized for everything. That makes two people within a few days. I am stunned.
It seems to me to be opportunities to forgive, and help me to move on by addressing the illusion that I hold any resentments.
Maybe it is part of 2011. Maybe it is because I have asked how to be more forgiving, as well as the ability to follow through with it.
Prior to this, my high school friends found me and apologized for leaving me alone to this woman (I was already gay before her; she did not cause it).
So yes...stunned. And blessed. It all feels so strange. :op
When I was 15, a woman who was 32 proceeded to advance upon me. She was married and had two kids. Her advances toward me turned into 5 years of a massive mind-f**k. But today her daughter found me, and apologized for everything. That makes two people within a few days. I am stunned.
It seems to me to be opportunities to forgive, and help me to move on by addressing the illusion that I hold any resentments.
Maybe it is part of 2011. Maybe it is because I have asked how to be more forgiving, as well as the ability to follow through with it.
Prior to this, my high school friends found me and apologized for leaving me alone to this woman (I was already gay before her; she did not cause it).
So yes...stunned. And blessed. It all feels so strange. :op
