starninja Fri Nov 12, 2010 9:57 am
"To be alive is the biggest fear humans have. Death is not the biggest fear we have; our biggest fear is taking the risk to be alive, the risk to be alive and express what we really are."
Miguel Ruiz
There is no creativity without passion. But passion comes from following our heart desire. Fear is our worst enemy that stops us to live fully by expressing our talents and inner desire. We may look in wrong places for inspiration and joy. Quite often we look outside of ourselves for getting this spark that makes us fully alive. We may look for love that that heighten our senses and is a source of inspiration and joy. In many instances, love starts and ends quickly and we are looking again.. We may look for spirituality that brings us comfort and a sense of our purpose. But sooner or later, we will face an inner emptiness. I agree with Ruiz that our biggest fear is to express what we really are. I have had AHA moments. I don’t want to spend any second for ET’s. I f they show up then I will be dealing with them. I don’t want to spend any second feeding my mind with different theories about ascension. If it will happen then I will redirect my life. I have realized that as much as important was for me to do this research, it took me away from living my life. I will not give my time to it any more. Ascension may happen or not. ET’s may come or not. I don’t want to wake up with both hands in the toilet seeing I have wasted my life because it didn’t happen. I have realized that preoccupation with my research was a result of my fears to make my dreams come true. So, I am shutting down Internet to use all my energy and creativity to finish what I have been postponing to do. I once run away when I was too close to make my deepest dreams come true. I don’t want to do it again. Please, keep your fingers crossed for me because I feel have to face my fears.
Love,
starninja