Remembering the Good Ole Days

. . . I’m a middle child. My younger sister insulted me thoroughly at her college graduation party, when in front of a bunch of people that I didn’t know very well, she announced to everyone, “This is my sister Mary, a middle child… Moment of silence… But as you can see she has kept a smile on her face!”

I wanted to strangle her!! She made me feel like a mental case!!

And this same sister sent me the most condescending email I’ve ever received after I tried to share with my siblings an mp3 related to 9-11 truth. The words “paranoid” and “demons” were used.

Here’s how I cope. I remember when we were young. I used to take care of my younger brother and sister. Our family situation was not a good one. My father was an alcoholic and my mother left us after he stopped drinking! I was a mother to my younger sister. I remember when I went off to college feeling guilty about leaving them. I used to include sticks of chewing gum in letters to them because I felt I needed to send them something.

I remember how I felt about her those many years ago. How it felt to be responsible for her, and how cute she could be at times. She was a tom boy and loved horses. She loved to draw and she was good at it, too. I remember her exuberance. I remember the things I loved about her.

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orthodoxymoron wrote:Where did everyone go??

mudra wrote:These days my heart and spirit guide me to express myself through my Art.

I LOVE art!  

What is pictophography?

Seashore wrote:
I LOVE art!  

What is pictophography?

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mudra wrote:Pictophotography is a word I invented to express my exploration of paint and photos intermingled I have been doing for a while.

Seashore wrote:

mudra wrote:Pictophotography is a word I invented to express my exploration of paint and photos intermingled I have been doing for a while.

Your daughter is a photographer, right?  (I seem to recall you posting that.)

mudra wrote:
I can relate to you Seashore, I still miss Old PA. For many of us its been an extraordinary place of insight, love and friendship. There was something magical taking place in those days. Like a gathering of old souls.

Dear Mudra,

I am sure that like me, there are many who remember you fondly<3 Mudra of the Mists...always bringing peace at troubled times

You're right, the magic we experienced back in the day was electrifying! We were the originators in sharing all that we found wrong in the Matrix, but it wasn't the times, it was us! Most of what the so called truther community 'discovers' nowadays is boring old stuff that we discussed back there ad nauseam in Thuban and other forums lol
It's cool to see however how we opened mental doors and engineered ways to bring forth constructs from the immaterial to the material during a season when it was most urgently needed! We were the innovators back then and we're still not done yet, in fact, we're only getting started! The New World is ours!

The stagnation with online communities now is that they are so tightly moderated that it almost prevents you from going deeply into any matter, and as you must know, when it comes to the truth, nothing is superficial. As for myself I can tell you I withdrew in a tactical way so as to allow what was templated to come alive. And it did. Believe it or not, the ground work was set for those possessing unrelenting determination for the Truth to follow, just as it was for the few of us who courageously decided to embody the tasks the masters of old left for us.

Interactions have been gradually degrading in the past 15 years both in person and online, and isn't it gross that if something is longer than a few minutes or a few sentences the masses just don't want to see it. But it is to be expected at a time like this... The gap between peoples has grown too wide already, and it feels that you are not being seen anymore but that may not be a bad thing, it could actually grow to be quite literal. The alienation and separation between the collective right now is real, but it need not be between kindred Spirits. In fact now is the time when we should come together and help each other out because time is growing short for this realm as it is.

Having said that, I am still here, with the same enthusiasm for achieving and learning if not more. After being censored, shadowbanned left and right, I needed a minute to get away from forums n such, but ofc I never stopped in my orientation and when it comes to divine wisdom, anything new that I put together in me makes me so happy and grateful to be able to see it. It's simply amazing!

I'll be around if anyone wants to connect and talk a while, it'll be my pleasureღ

Big hug to you and dear Carol and Oxy, Seashore, the MOA family and everyone who seeks the Light!

In the Vesica,

mudra wrote:
The entrance to the Light
Pictophotography

I like it.