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orthodoxymoron wrote:In a few days Ford v Ferrari will be in the local theaters, and I'll probably see it half a dozen times!! I might even see Jon!! In the meantime I might re-watch Tucker. I drove a blue 1975 AMC Pacer for decades (my parents bought it brand-new on Brand Boulevard in 1975). There's a blue AMC Pacer in Wayne's World and the Real Slim Shady Eminem music-video (doing donuts in a restaurant parking-lot). I used to do donuts with my blue AMC Pacer in a restaurant parking-lot!! On a more Sirius-Note, I suspect Ancient Factional-Fighting in Modernity, and that scares the hell out of me. The novelty has worn-off, and I'm miserably-shaking as I go incognito into the sunset of my pathetic-life. I expected SO Much More out of life. A Brutal Gang of Facts and Dracs kicked the $hi+ out of me, and now I'm whimpering into the sunset of obscurity and insanity. Sorry for the Negativity, or should I say Sorry for the Truth?? Namaste and Godspeed.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Mudra, the artwork is exquisite, but your health situation troubles me. So many people connected with Project Avalon and The Mists of Avalon (as well as some notable whistleblowers and malcontents) seem to have serious health-problems (or have even died). What if this has everything to do with an Ancient Annunaki Supercomputer Matrix which reigns in Good and Bad threats to the Way Things Are?? I'm serious about not continuing with my online possibility-thinking. I honestly think the Matrix got me. I have a bunch of books and videos to waste my time on, without troubling the nether-realms.

Morpheus wrote: Sounds like OXY needs a bowl of my soup and a Spaghetti Western.

Morpheus wrote:I think the only thing that will slow this thread down might be some negative pothole posts. {hint}

Morpheus, years ago on the 'Red Pill' thread, you said I needed to get laid. Now all I seem to need is a bowl of soup. A sexy-waitress asked old Lars "Do You Want Super-Sex??" Lars replied "I Think I'll Have the Soup." I can't get no satisfaction, but I just had a bowl of soup. You won't have orthodoxymoron to kick around anymore. What Would Richard Nixon Say??

Morpheus wrote:

It's 19* F @ 8:00 A.M. A good morning to stay inside. Made a pot of coffee. Coffee in hand.  

Once upon a time, back in 1990, I had a job in East Hartford, CT. I was a dispatcher for a courier company. That job was intense! I wore many hats. Dealt with all the major firearm corps, such as Colt and others, IBM, American Red Cross, and many others along with the hiring and firing of folks. After a period of time of working with the Red Cross, which involve major hospitals, making sure the delivery of said organs to folks who were literally on the operating table, my life became a ball of intensity. Some of my drivers took note of this and feared that I was going to quit because of all the stress. Then one day, one of my drivers came in and said, "you are coming with me." It was after work. So I went with him and he brought me to a strip club. He ordered a couple of drinks. So here we are and then he starts the conversation. He says to me, "you know what you need?" "You need to get laid!" To be honest, he was right. His name was Richard and no! Not Richard Nixon. Your Richard Nixon tubes have triggered this response. It just seemed appropriate to pass this wisdom down to you OXY, years ago. You had and still have all the stressful symptoms I had. We know that good sex can release all those pent up emotions. My soup can't do that. But I still offered it to you. And like everything I have done, to be by your side as a brother, you just continue to spit it back in my face. To continue throwing respect out the window in the name of your self proclaimed victimhood, is just mind-boggling especially when I know that you are better than this.

What really got me was what you had stated, "I hate my life." And then followed it up with a "Namaste' and a Godspeed." And you anchored that to this thread of all places. Anchoring your HATE is not exactly cool, Dude. The Angels were looking down on this thread, smiling about the exchange that was going. Their smiles stopped when you said that.     You own your own hate and it would be one of my wishes that you stop playing the blame game as well to get attention.

To be frank, I don't know what has happened to you. But I assure you that nobody here has done anything to you but try to be loving and supportive in your regard. Your projections of your personalities on this little website, is just bullshit. And you want people to respond to you? Now you know why nobody wants too. Especially when you ooze with despair and HATE. All you are doing is separating yourself from the connection of "oneness." And that is not what this thread is about, so I thank you for all of your disrespect to me and everyone else. I will absorb your negativity and hate and neutralize it because I can! Mind you, I am not playing the role of a victim here when I say this.

RED FLAGS! And why do they always have to be RED? When you responded to a very sincere post I wrote to you, you said your red flags went up. Another spit in the face. What gives you the right to twist my sincerity to your hateful liking? So now that I see you post anything, my red flags go up. Because your sincerity is phony and you use that to manipulate others to get them stuck on your FLYPAPER! Over and over and over again. Boring!!!! Another turn-off. Your delivery of which is empty in terms of energy. Hollow. You may think you have fooled everyone else but I can read your energy.

Maybe you like testing me. Keep coming back for more. So be it and as you wish, but it won't change the facts and those facts are laid down with your despair and hate in your postings. I got news for you.

Your contact with RA back in the day, wasn't with the real RA. It's simple math in one sense. What you had contact with was the duplicate RA that the darkside created. And you used that to further your AGENDA to manipulate everyone else. Likes attract likes. Simply and universally put. The real RA would not engage you because he is not about hate and despair. That's where you were duped and swallowed that whole thing, hook, line, and sinker. How do I know this? In the firsthand. I know in the firsthand who RA is. In-person. It has to do with frequency, dude. Your frequencies and RA's frequencies don't match up! You said there were lies on every level. I couldn't agree more. Here is one of them.

There are also thieves on every level. Are you also a thief? Maybe a thief of everyone's time, since most awaken folks would see right through this. The truth of the matter is that you were never on the real RA's map. Besides, he is to busy dealing with much more important issues than your personalities of victimhood, and what you ooze.

Again, I am not your enemy. But I will give you credit as you know how to make one. Very manipulative, I find you. Been down a similar road with my youngest brother.

Even the freakin cows know! Part of my chores when I was a young buck on the farm, was to clean out the stalls in the barn. On this one particular Saturday morning, I was doing this chore. I had let out to the coral two bulls and left a heifer inside. She was tied up in the stall. Her name was Irish. She was the queen of the barn, weighing in around 1400 lbs. So my little brother came down to get some attention. He was around 7 at the time. And as usual, he started with his smart ass harassment act, seeking that attention. Granted he had a lot of mental issues, but I just had to get done with what I had to do. So I told him to get out of here so I could complete the chore at hand. He kept on and on and on. Finally, I told him that if he didn't, I would let Irish loose on his ass. I was just kidding but he didn't know that. He was standing in the barn doorway and continued with his act. So I said, "okay." I went up to Irish and whispered in her ear, to scare the hell out of him, but don't hurt him. Then I unsnapped her swivel and got out of her stall. So she backs up out of the stall and looks at him, then turns and looks at me. I said to her to go on, but don't hurt him. She had a set of horns mind you. Anyways, she takes a step to the door and he steps back. She takes another step and then he starts running. She then takes off after him. I watched and she had him dead to rights with her horns right on his ass. He ran so hard to the front of the house and went through the front door. The next thing I hear is my Dad. WTF is going on??!!!!!!!!! Meanwhile Irish was kicking up sand in front of the house. Meanwhile, I was laughing my ass off till I cried. My brother never came back down to that barn and it has forever been etched in his mind and will not forgive me for that event, even now after all these years. Still blaming me when it was his luggage that created his fear for cows.

You OXY, remind me of my little brother. But there is a difference in the now, for you see, back in the day, being the number son, I had too many responsibilities and couldn't be bothered with my little brother's problems. So my brother felt rejected by me and I regret that occurred. I wish I could turn back the clock and paid more attention to him. He deserved that much and I now know I failed him. His act of multiple personalities and his victimhood continue to this very day. I have disowned him since because he continues those same patterns and refuses to grow through those issues. He's stuck till he learns those differences. And that is no longer my responsibility.

All this being said, I do not want to repeat past mistakes. That was why I wrote the post that you red-flagged. I wrote that post from my heart and it did pain me to see your reaction to my sincerity. Hell, I was willing to invite you here to stay with me for a short time to assist you. Despite all the turmoil of loss that I have been dealing with this past year. I've lost 4 souls from my life and that doesn't include my dog and cat. And here you are with your empty, hollow, pithy comments of your own designed victimhood that does not really take into real consideration what others really go through. You are not operating from your heart when the Talley sums itself up. But you have the potential to do so. I just don't see that anymore with all of the ooze of despair and hate you anchor to not just this little website, but to the Planet as well.

Not to choose is also a choice and I will respect that as well. You are just doing what my brother reminds me of. And what you do is totally your responsibility. Not anybody else's. So my advice to you is to either continue on your path as you currently are, or get laid, and maybe even grow a pair. It's all on you because you created this mess in the first place. Save me the platitudes of hate and despair while you are at it because in my reality, it is utter bullshit and provides no "soulutions" to the stalls we all find ourselves in, and the strain of dealing with all of the issues we find our selves picking and choosing to try to uplift this Planet in the first place. Can you hear me now?

You say, "You won't have orthodoxymoron to kick around anymore." Oh please!?!?!? You didn't just say that. Most hypocritical of you to the extreme! What a pile of poo! Because I offered a bowl of soup? Playing that victim card again? Boring! And you are going to use a Richard Nixon video to show us your resolve? Can't you just say it straight up? You've been threatening everyone with your disconnect to this little website for months now. But hey, you want to play one of your blame cards, blame me and spare everyone else with this cow crap. No one is or has been pushing you out of here, EXCEPT YOU! And all for the wrong reasons I might add.

My money is on your potential and I just hope you still have the time to turn your situation around. If not, you will have to come back here, reincarnate, and do it all again till you really learn those lessons. Do you want that? If you do then you are insane. You're a good and wonderful soul and if you can stop time and remove that conflicted emotional personality with all of your hate and despair, for a brief moment of time, you might remember who you truly are. Only you can choose to do that. I am not disowning you like my brother. My brother gave me no choice because he tried to manipulate me every step of the way to stay stuck in his victimhood. I also expect you will do something very similar because you don't really want to change. At least that is what your personality is projecting. And I don't want to get into the psychological aspects of that personality. ADD, bi-polar and the rest of it. My brother had those issues as well.

So when you drop your hate, despair, blaming, and all the rest of it, we will never get to see who you really are. We will only see the victimized projection personality called, OXY. Which for my own solitude will just chalk it up as a personality with no integrity, that I no longer trust. Will that fit into the result bucket that you were chasing? I know, I know. He will just deflect it with some victimized comment. It's how he rolls. Oh well.....

You are welcomed here any time OXY. But do us a favor and tone down your hate and despair. You have forgotten that your potential would be a great benefit to the Planet, instead of propagating a great sadness when we see your postings. And try to take all this constructively. You get too much of the coddling treatment and I think that has come into play in which hasn't been exactly beneficial to your cause. This is just a matter of the higher frequencies pushing everyone's crap up to the surface. Don't be stupid, but take advantage of the opportunity that is before you and let's work together to get you on a better track. Enough of the Bullshit.  

When I was around 11, my grandmother bought me a cassette tape recorder for Christmas one year. I had only one tape and it was the Rolling Stones and the song that woke me up to the sound of music, was this one. Go figure. Played it endlessly. Enough said! Let's get you unstuck! Give it some thought. Or not.

mudra wrote:My post to you Oxy, Morpheus's Post to you and then this poem that just entered my space. Like an echo... Strange how life is painting things at times doesn't it ?

I particularly love this quote from Carlos Castaneda:

“All of us, whether or not we are warriors, have a cubic centimeter of chance that pops out in front of our eyes from time to time. The difference between an average man and a warrior is that the warrior is aware of this, and one of his tasks is to be alert, deliberately waiting, so that when his cubic centimeter pops out he has the necessary speed, the prowess, to pick it up.”

― Carlos Castaneda

These are things we need to pay attention to I believe for when this happens something of a higher order is attempting to deliver a message to us.
Watch out  

Last time LionHawk cut my head off with his mighty sword it was really an interesting experience because at one moment your wear your head on your shoulders and the next thing you know you stare at it lying dumb on the ground. So you either remain that way or you take it as that cubic cm of chance popping out and pick that head up with prowess putting it back  on in no time so you can at least  talk    

So if you ever wonder how LH and I got friends this is how it all begun a long long time ago. And in truth this didn't have anything to do with being right or wrong for any of us. It all had to do with a good awesome sparkling clash  

Love Always
mudra

Carol wrote:Hmm... lots to think about in your posts mudra and Lionhawk. There are times that Oxy does remind me of Jupiter Ascending where she goes on about hating her life, gets kidnapped by off-worlders and discovers who she really is, witnesses her family about to be annihilated, is betrayed by her past life children, has to fight like hell to survive and in the end.. ends up loving her life. Transformation is a process and can take time. Adversity can be challenges to overcome and also opportunities to learn about oneself and what they're made of. Oxy, I think your psyche would benefit from watching the mystical spiritual stories below.

Dear Diary...

I have a confession to make. Over the past year I've become somewhat addicted to Chinese Spiritual/Mystical productions. Their imagination and rich history boggles the mind and leaves US Pedowood in the dust digging deeper into the mud. The two that I enjoyed so much are Three Lives Three Worlds, Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms and Heavy Sweetness Ash-Like Frost. There are 60 segments so takes awhile to view the entire series. I get this via Amazon Prime, which is a treat. I love how multi-dimensional these stories are and where the primary characters are working on developing their spiritual cultivation. The other one is titled Destiny of White Snake where a snake seeks spiritual cultivation so that she can evolve into a human and eventually a deity.

Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms

After a devastating war, the immortal tribe paid a heavy price to seal the demon lord. 70,000 years later, in an attempt to re-seal the demon lord who broke free, Bai Qian was sent to the mortal realm. In the mortal world, she meets Ye Hua and falls in love with him. Su Jin, who is jealous of Ye Hua's love for Bai Qian, intentionally creates a series of misunderstanding between them and causes Bai Qian to lose her eyes. Thinking that Ye Hua has betrayed her, the devastated Bai Qian jumps off from the Zhu Xian Terrace. At her request, all her memories have been erased and she forgets Ye Hua. Hundreds of  years later, the two meets again as deities. Another lifetime another world, Ye Hua recognizes Bai Qian but the latter remains indifferent. Three lives three worlds, her and him, are they fated to bear an entangling love line?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTQ06O0QyzI

This next one is my current favorite due to the humor involved.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vg8nH1-zo7U

In the prehistoric times, the 200,000 year of Tian Yuan, the flower deity Zi Fen dies after giving birth to a daughter. Before she passed, she fed her daughter the Unfeeling Pill, ordered her subordinates to keep the girl’s birth story a secret and to imprison her within Shui Jing for ten thousand years. The girl’s name is Jin Mi.

Four thousand years later, the Heavenly Emperor’s second son, the Phoenix Fire Deity was entrapped by someone and mistakenly entered Shui Jing. He was saved by the ignorant Jin Mi. After living together for a hundred years, the Fire Deity gradually developed feelings for Jin Mi. Who would have thought that he would be attracted to Jin Mi?

In between the Heavenly World and the Devil World, there is an immeasurably deep River of Forgetfulness, where the war between the Fire Deity and Night Deity finally erupts.

There is another one


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoXysdQalUU&list=PLJ8tSVdIuzBa27OrzJBOp6EsyGjni0at9

The Destiny Legend of White Snake (These episodes are on youtube.) She too is seeking ways to increase her spiritual cultivation. An immortal being falls in love with a human who is destined to be alone in this fantasy folk tale saga. Can the two live peacefully together, or will fate tear them apart. However she must go through the 8 sufferings of the mortal world.She wants to spiritually cultivate herself so that she can eventually become a deity. I hope others enjoy these stories as much as I have.

orthodoxymoron wrote:It might take a while for me to digest the last few posts, and I might not directly comment on them. I have a weird modus operandi which is sort of standoffish and indifferent. I've taken Jupiter Ascending somewhat seriously and personally, and used it in my online Religious and Political Science-Fiction. The church-folk and alternative-folk don't like me. I don't even like me. Anyway, here is a Richard Nixon documentary which I somewhat identified with. Nixon probably knew too-much and tried to do too-much (or something to that effect). One can learn a lot of lessons from documentaries. Several of you seem to have absolute past-life recall. I certainly don't. I don't trust anyone or anything, which makes me paranoid and isolated (sort of like President Nixon). Perhaps there is a Galactic Watergate in my future. Who Knows?? Dr. Who??

Morpheus wrote:

I spent many hours today, writing my last post. Made several edits and this last edit now stands as what I was trying to convey. During the writing, I had worded some things in a backward fashion but corrected to what I truly meant. So if anyone, copy and pasted the post prematurely, you may want to redo your copy and paste, with the latest one.

When the Angels reacted the way they did, I knew that apathy wasn't going to cure anything. There are beautiful Angels here, watching and reading what is going on in this thread. I'm not talking about us humans here. It was a sad moment when that moment happened. Even on this so-labeled little website. I don't see it as such, but that is my filter. The little website thing. It was totally unexpected for them to show up during that moment. But how could I not pay attention to that?

Let me be clear here. I didn't write what I did out of hate. I did it out of compassion.  If I didn't care about OXY, I wouldn't have wasted my day writing that post. Take that to the bank!

One thing that Mother Nature has taught me is that sometimes you have to smack an old apple tree so that it will wake up and produce apples once again. She has a way of reviving but sometimes she needs a little help. It may sound awful smacking a tree but it will often be a benefit to that tree. It's potential will be once more. It will heal up just fine if not better.

I love how you summed that all up, Mudra.   Clash of the Sparktans. I have a confession, Mudra. If the truth be known, I didn't want to lope your head off. I was after something else that was in your backdrop. A negative entity who was controlling you at that time. Using you. Creating a hell of sorts for you and the ones you were in contact with. I knew something was out of whack when I had connected to your heart and saw this entity. So I decided to do something about that. What I saw in your heart was contrary to what was going on, surface wise. And I did succeed and loped his head off. And now, here we are. I have no regrets as to those actions I took. Because our connection now is of oneness and the love flows like a beautiful river between us. As it should be. So forgive me for keeping this from you.

Not long after I did that, the Reptilians found out what I did and sent one of their representatives to try and get control of me. I now wish I had recorded that conversation so I could show you. The power trip didn't work. I ended up pissing them off more so. Unreal. Brook was a witness as to all this. When I told them where the Bear was and what color rabbit the Bear used for toilet paper, they went on a campaign and attacked most of my dearest friends. My hands were full dealing with that for several years after. Some of them were almost killed. Serious stuff. And I was also attacked. March 7, 2010. I have already written about this as you probably know, in better detail.

When I was young, I was raised in a 300-year-old cabin. An Indian trading post way back in the day. The cabin was haunted and also the land. The works. 11 ghosts, 1 poltergeist, and demons to boot. With a portal to the demonic realms in my bedroom closet. Talk about hate and despair... for anyone reading this, just know if hate and despair are in your heart, you will be paying a very dear price and will have a life full of hell. You end up becoming one of their agents and that is a form of possession. My whole family became victims of this except for me. The abuse that came from all of that, pains me to have experience that and to see folks like your family who you dearly try to love as family will only perpetuate more evil conflict. For the rest of their lives. And yours if you let them. That is why I disowned my family because they became evil and would lash out their ways to not just control you but also destroy the love within your heart. Maybe the picture here is getting clearer as to where I am coming from in this thread.

In 1994, I released 11 imprisoned souls from those evil clutches. They were there for 300 years. Mostly Native American and I say that because some were half breeds, which was considered in those times as the bottom of the barrel when it came to human status. You have to stand up to this as your own survival and sanity maybe your only salvation by doing so. It takes courage and a lot of heart to overcome these things. You have to make changes in order to survive. If you don't, again you will only pay a very dear price. For life. So heed my warnings because I truly don't want to see that kind of thing for anybody.

And that is where I am coming from. You do what you will with this information as I will respect your free agency and I will use loving detachment if you choose misery and the path of evil. {not directed at you, Mudra}

Carol wrote:That's a powerful testimony Lionhawk. Your a spiritual warrior out there engaging in the good fight along side Arch Angel Michael. One of my favorite Arch Angels, who I often hold up in prayers of thanksgiving and appreciation for what he does to help humanity.

Over the years I've observed that almost all of my spiritual warrior friends have been under attack with some of the most difficult life challenges. Yet what makes them stand out the most is the attitude toward adversity, their uplifted spirit, the absolute faith in god and their grateful hearts. Adversity is not something to be pulled down with. It's something to use as a stepping stone to lift one up even higher in prayers of thankfulness for what one does have.

The priority is the relationship with God who helps them through difficulties feeling that they are surrounded by angels who are helping to carry the burden they are undergoing. Often in the midst of the worst possible scenario they are praising god for being there with them assisting in the current challenge. And they are optimistic in nature and personality. All of them are humanitarians giving what little some may have willingly to someone else in greater need. They don't experience a feeling of lack because their hearts are full of spiritual abundance, so of course there is plenty to go around.

I think one of the things that touched me most deeply Lionhawk is Brooks and your life-after-life journey and how you found each other, nurtured each other, grew more in spirit and freed yourselves from the cycle of rebirth in this 3rd dimension. I hope I'm not assuming this is the case, but an actual reality. I love how you expressed your love for one another and how protective each of you were to ensure the safety each others spirit. Yours is an awesome journey and would make a great epic tale/book. Most unenlightened folks would have no clue as to just how real and spiritually deep your story goes. It makes me happy that you finally found each other, shared time together and loved each other. That indeed, is a wonderful blessing. It's also a wonder how she can still come to visit and work from the other side to help you share your current emotional burden without her here.

As for Oxy. Hmm.

When I was in grammar school going to church and learning about God.. I began those inner monologues with God, then Jesus. As a teen I did wonder if it was all just fake as a result of becoming spiritually disillusion with traditional churches. Yet the monologue was now entrenched, embedded into my psyche, so that whenever I was frightened, or praying to meet my soul mate, the monologue kicked in and I was comforted.  

How did I came to know God//Jesus was real?

Because of how God/angels stepped in to assist me is exceptionally dangerous physical situations (near drowning, river rafting, auto accidents, mountain climbing, skiing, scuba diving, wild animals, etc.) keeping me safe, or helping to find a pathway to safety.

I often experience a sensation existing within a cheerful cocoon with different songs playing in my mind, an altered state of consciousness, while out in the world. Subsequently, I just feel exceptionally grateful for this spiritual connection.

Each night before drifting off to sleep I pray that I may be a conduit for the highest levels of spiritual energy from the highest dimensions be allowed to flow down through me into this dimension, throughout the various timelines, various dimensional frequencies to help raise the overall frequency of the planet and humanity. I also pray that humanity throughout the multi-verse is delivered from evil on a regular basis.

So Oxy, perhaps you should focus on what you allow into your consciousness (avoid the negative input) and what you put out into the world (avoid the negative output) in your thoughts. This is something that you alone can take control of, if you so desire.

Namaste

Carol wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAqxJmHHy84
Israel Kamakawiwo'ole - The Best Of
Musicas Havaianas Hawaii Aloha Hawaiian Music


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfcAVejslrU&feature=emb_logo
Marconi Union - Weightless

“Everyone knows they need to manage their stress. When things get difficult at work, school, or in your personal life, you can use as many tips, tricks, and techniques as you can get to calm your nerves. So here’s a science-backed one: make a playlist of the 10 songs found to be the most relaxing on earth. Sound therapies have long been popular as a way of relaxing and restoring one’s health. For centuries, indigenous cultures have used music to enhance well-being and improve health conditions.

Now, neuroscientists out of the UK have specified which tunes give you the most bang for your musical buck. The study was conducted on participants who attempted to solve difficult puzzles as quickly as possible while connected to sensors. The puzzles induced a certain level of stress, and participants listened to different songs while researchers measured brain activity as well as physiological states that included heart rate, blood pressure, and rate of breathing.

According to Dr. David Lewis-Hodgson of Mindlab International, which conducted the research, the top song produced a greater state of relaxation than any other music tested to date. In fact, listening to that one song- “Weightless”- resulted in a striking 65 percent reduction in participants’ overall anxiety, and a 35 percent reduction in their usual physiological resting rates. That is remarkable.

Equally remarkable is the fact the song was actually constructed to do so. The group that created “Weightless”, Marconi Union, did so in collaboration with sound therapists. Its carefully arranged harmonies, rhythms, and bass lines help slow a listener’s heart rate, reduce blood pressure and lower levels of the stress hormone cortisol.

When it comes to lowering anxiety, the stakes couldn’t be higher. Stress either exacerbates or increases the risk of health issues like heart disease, obesity, depression, gastrointestinal problems, asthma, and more. More troubling still, a recent paper out of Harvard and Stanford found health issues from job stress alone cause more deaths than diabetes, Alzheimer’s, or influenza.

In this age of constant bombardment, the science is clear: if you want your mind and body to last, you’ve got to prioritize giving them a rest. Music is an easy way to take some of the pressure off of all the pings, dings, apps, tags, texts, emails, appointments, meetings, and deadlines that can easily spike your stress level and leave you feeling drained and anxious.

Of the top track, Dr. David Lewis-Hodgson said, “‘Weightless’ was so effective, many women became drowsy and I would advise against driving while listening to the song because it could be dangerous.” So don’t drive while listening to these, but do take advantage of them:

10. “We Can Fly,” by Rue du Soleil (Café Del Mar)
9. “Canzonetta Sull’aria,” by Mozart
8. “Someone Like You,” by Adele
7. “Pure Shores,” by All Saints
6. “Please Don’t Go,” by Barcelona
5. “Strawberry Swing,” by Coldplay
4. “Watermark,” by Enya
3. “Mellomaniac (Chill Out Mix),” by DJ Shah
2. “Electra,” by Airstream
1. “Weightless,” by Marconi Union

I made a public playlist of all of them on Spotify that runs about 50 minutes (it’s also downloadable).”
- http://www.stumbleupon.com/

Sanicle wrote:Oxy, I think it’s worth remembering too that Lionhawk told you that these negative beings were even able to slip into the aura of someone as good and loving as MUDRA!!  (I was shocked too.  They must have found one tiny little gap!)  That should tell you something about their targets and how damnably clever they can be!

GOOD, kind and loving souls are their greatest target and challenge and always will be.  They don’t want them spreading love, joy and hope on the planet to lift others up into the light of the higher realms where they can’t get at you and they will often start on you from the earliest days of your life, trying to bring you down spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically.  I’m sure there are many, many dear souls on this forum who could give you their own testament of how they’ve been attacked in some way through their lives, sometimes subtly and sometimes all too openly.

The thing is you need to be able to recognize what is being done to you – that these negative thoughts and feelings (for instance) are coming to you from ‘outside’ yourself – and to learn to say “NO, ENOUGH!” and just keep saying it.   Until you do that and truly  focus on more positive thoughts and feelings to rise above their energetic level of being they just keep grinding you down in whichever way they can.

Their doorways to your soul are ego, anger, fear and misery and they’ll keep working so, so hard to keep you there, because they don’t want you to let your goodness out and be happy.  Happiness spreads outward, like ripples in a pond.  All the negative emotions keep you bound in your own small, sad place, drawing more to you.

IMO Oxy, they want to keep you in that bad place because you have a GOOD AND CLEVER SOUL too!!!!!  Please don’t let them keep doing it to you.  We truly want you to be happy.  And yes, it can be a long haul to get up from those deep, dark places our souls can find themselves in.  You don't have to be alone while you do it though and it's so, so worth it when you get there!

mudra wrote:

Sanicle wrote:Oxy, I think it’s worth remembering too that Lionhawk told you that these negative beings were even able to slip into the aura of someone as good and loving as MUDRA!!  (I was shocked too.  They must have found one tiny little gap!)  That should tell you something about their targets and how damnably clever they can be!

Sanicle Don Juan was calling them petty Tyrants and said one was blessed when met with a huge one. Indeed it's a great oppportunity to make a leap of faith.We beings are so lazy at times that we need some trigger  to leave our comfort zone. Just as Morpheus told in the image of the apple tree needing a kick to be reborn again. That's why I said to Oxy " great potential ".When the pendulum is being swung so far off in one direction it just means it's about to swing back the other way around.It contains this greatness.  The dark night of the soul is a well known state many now "enlightend " beings have gone through and as far as I know none of them complained of this. Light is meant to meet darkness. They both support one another. That's the hardest part to understand. However they will keep doing so until they fuse and become one. At which point true understanding takes place.

Morpheus thank you for bringing your lantern on that pecular incident that had us confront one another. I recognize a warrior there and I recognize a  man of Heart. But this I had seen from the beginning before even coming so close to you as I saw it in Brook too. I oftened told her she was wearing the sword of justice   If you delivered me of something I had not seen by my own I bow and say thank you.

Love from me
mudra

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Thank-you Everyone. Once again, I'll read and re-read your posts, but I won't necessarily directly reply to them. I've already read them once. I understand 'POSITIVE' and I can do 'POSITIVE' to the point that it's Pompously and Superciliously Nauseating. But I've chosen to attempt to Face Reality and Expose the Dark-Side, which seems to unleash the wrath of the Nether-Realms. I've pursued certain theories about Life, the Universe, and Everything (which, if even somewhat true, would be stunningly devastating). What if the Major Archangels never came to Earth (or at least simply visited from time to time without staying)?? Sherry Shriner hinted at such things (but I don't recall the specifics). My current theories of Ancient-Aliens, Wars in Heaven and Earth, Original-Sins, Rebellion Against God, Theodicy, Matrix-Supercomputers, Luciferian-Christs, a Matrix-Mediatrix, and a Myth of Innocence in the Garden of Eden (for starters) probably REALLY Piss-Off the Vast-Majority of the Souls in This Solar-System. I don't think I understand how powerful my opponents and potential-opponents are. I also suspect that I don't belong here (long-term). The Local Gods and Goddesses Might Hate Me More Than ANYONE Can Know. I've stated that I feel as if I've innocently walked-in on a Top-Level Mafia-Meeting (and no-one thinks it's funny). I think I've insulted everyone. Did I miss anyone?? A lot of RELIGION and SPIRITUALITY seems to involve making ones Peace with the Dark-Side to Appease the Gods and Goddesses. Superstition Seems Legion and Rampant. I can't seem to get a straight-answer from anyone (anywhere) regarding the really important and difficult questions. I have a planned-study which I won't talk about, but it's pretty-tame compared with what I might pursue. I'm NOT trying to Win Friends and Influence People (and Other-Than-People). I think I'm mostly here as a System-Analyst, and I think I'll be gone soon (leaving everyone to their Own Devices). I won't follow-up this post with Namaste and Godspeed. I'll attempt to watch things play-out without intervention. I'll attempt to be a Noble-Agnostic with Responsible-Neutrality (for better or worse, I know not).

Carol wrote:Oxy: "But I've chosen to attempt to Face Reality and Expose the Dark-Side, which seems to unleash the wrath of the Nether-Realms."

The dark side is too real and horrific. One needs a lot of protection exposing it as well as Lionhawk can attest to. Do you put on the Armor of God Oxy to do this? Again, you choose what you take in and what you put out. But even the more enlightened folks have unbidden dark thoughts that pop up into consciousness, and these are not folks who emerge themselves in the toxic dark stuff you do. They've learned to fight the dark, not engage it. If you're experience feelings of depression and hate in your life, there is a reason those feeling 'control' you. You can always pass the baton to someone more apt for the job then you yourself are. Yet it's clear you're unwilling to do so. Some day you may wish to ask yourself how would your life be different if you let go of diving into darkness?

mudra wrote:" System analyst", " Exposer of the dark side" Oxy ? How ? When ? Where ?

I have seen James Corbett doing this, I have seen Julian Assange doing this and a few other brave souls whose life is dedicated to this. These people don't speculate they make serious research and only come up with facts. They don't suspect things being this or that. They prove what they say. It's not my line of expertise but I can recognize this has value and merit. So please explain the who, the what and the when ? The specifics ? Because as far as I am concerned the web is filled with speculations and what could be's and may be's but in truth this leads no where except putting people on a merry go round with generalities and have them sleep a little more imho.

Love from me
mudra

orthodoxymoron wrote:I guess I've been passively making observations for most of my pathetic life, and now I'm hypothesizing regarding the largely unknowable and/or unprovable. I've made this available to all concerned and unconcerned (who might be good and/or evil). I don't have the resources to take this to the next level. Others will need to lead in this regard. I appeal to the first portions of the Scientific-Method (which should apply to Philosophical-Research). There's a lot of stuff I'm probably not supposed to know. Perhaps I Can't Handle the Truth. As I mentioned, I'm preparing for a particular study which involves backing away from the revolting-developments in my current-thinking. I'm probably more suited to Tame and Lame Pursuits. It's Easier That Way. Namaste or Whatever. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientific_method

Oh let the sun beat down upon my face, stars to fill my dream
I am a traveler of both time and space, to be where I have been
To sit with elders of the gentle race, this world has seldom seen
They talk of days for which they sit and wait and all will be revealed

Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace, whose sounds caress my ear
But not a word I heard could I relate, the story was quite clear
Oh, oh.

Oh, I been flying... mama, there ain't no denyin'
I've been flying, ain't no denyin', no denyin'

All I see turns to brown, as the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand, as I scan this wasted land
Trying to find, trying to find where I've been.

Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace, like thoughts inside a dream
Heed the path that led me to that place, yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June, when movin' through Kashmir.

Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails, across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear
Ohh.

When I'm on, when I'm on my way, yeah
When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah

Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I'm down...
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, well I'm down, so down
Ooh, my baby, oooh, my baby, let me take you there

Let me take you there. Let me take you there.

Sanicle wrote:

Oxy wrote:I understand 'POSITIVE' and I can do 'POSITIVE' to the point that it's Pompously and Superciliously Nauseating. But I've chosen to attempt to Face Reality and Expose the Dark-Side.

That's the thing Oxy.  When you can "Face Reality" and not connect being positive with "pomposity" and nausea, then you know you're getting somewhere.  Exposing the Dark Side can be done with humour and with a positive attitude.  No fear, anger, self-hate or misery involved. Comments like that just give the game away.  The game they're playing with your mind and emotions and through you, us.   YOU may not be tired of playing their game but I think most of us ARE.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Sanicle, why does "Exposing the Dark-Side" seem to bother most of you?? What if most of the souls in this solar-system are in bed with the "Dark-Side"?? Even the Holy-Bible often seems to Reverence the Dark-Side. This seems to support the concept that Earth might be a Prison-Planet in a Prison Solar-System. The situation might be so hopeless that a Knight in Shining Armor might be considered a Threat rather than a Liberator. The Prison-Administrator might be Worshipped as a God. An Individual of Interest told me "God Can Run the World Any Way He Wants To" and "I'll Hang-On As Long As I Can". I suspect that this thing is MUCH Worse Than We Can Imagine (and we'd rather NOT Know). My "Backing-Off' implies a lack of capability and wellness. It also implies that it might not be my role (or the right time) to mess with the Deep-State. I just re-posted a section of the Urantia Book (in my USSS thread) which might shed some light on this post. I know I don't know, but the more I know, the more I wish I didn't know. Ignorance seems to be Bliss and Virtue in Purgatory Incorporated. I seem to be making everyone angry on this site, so perhaps this is a bad time to post the following video (part 1 of 3) regarding Trump and Russia. I can't stop thinking about Mr. Edgars in Babylon 5, speaking from the 23rd century about regime-changes in our time (some of which hadn't taken place when the episode was made around 2000).

1917: The Russians come to power.

1939: The Nazis come to power.

2013: The Russians come to power.

2025: The Iraqis (Babylon) come to power.

2112: The French come to power.

What if Ancient Babylon and/or Egypt and/or Rome (perhaps more recently in the form of the Jesuits) have been running the world (and possibly the whole solar system) for thousands of years (using various individuals, nations, and movements as fronts)?? I've speculated that the UN and the City-States are ALL run by a Single Power Center such as HAL 9000 (for better or worse, I know not). I could say more, but I'd sort of like to live a while longer...

Sanicle wrote:

Oxy wrote:Sanicle, why does "Exposing the Dark-Side" seem to bother most of you??

Nobody is against you exposing the darkside Oxy.  I wish they'd teach kids about them in school so every one of them becomes more aware and prepared!!  What bothers us is when we think they've got their claws into someone whom they are making miserable, who attacks those who are trying to help, trying to make them miserable too and just doesn't get it! If you've ever read my stuff over the years you'd know that I 'studied' them for more than a decade, knowingly getting involved by choosing to listen to the voices in my head, etc.  It's a great way to learn what games they play and yes, they did make me miserable until I figured it all out.  But it seems they are part of life on this planet and that a balance has got to be found with them and with the dark within ourselves as well that they can attach themselves to.  You've studied long enough to know that.  Duality blah blah blah.  It's all part of the drama (and people do love a good drama) and the challenges we all face to grow.  It's all just part of the territory here.  But the positive side is so, so beautiful and well worth being grateful for.  Ha, there's darkness and light in nature as well.  It's everywhere.  The planet and every life-form on it feeds on both!

What if most of the souls in this solar-system are in bed with the "Dark-Side"?? Even the Holy-Bible often seems to Reverence the Dark-Side. This seems to support the concept that Earth might be a Prison-Planet in a Prison Solar-System. The situation might be so hopeless that a Knight in Shining Armor might be considered a Threat rather than a Liberator. The Prison-Administrator might be Worshipped as a God.

I'd say probably 'yes' to all of that and everyone SHOULD know that.  It's all about how you let it effect you and how you pass it on to others.

orthodoxymoron wrote:After wasting a dozen years of my life trying to "HELP" without positive-results, appreciation, or compensation, I'm almost to the point of telling people to simply focus on Pluralistic-Education and Corporate-Employment, and when the World REALLY Goes to Hell...Just Blame Someone. BTW, I've noticed a lot of very-skillful word-twisting in a lawyer-like manner. Perhaps This is the Matrix at Work.

Morpheus wrote:

Carol wrote:That's a powerful testimony Lionhawk. You're a spiritual warrior out there engaging in the good fight alongside Arch Angel Michael. One of my favorite Arch Angels, who I often hold up in prayers of thanksgiving and appreciation for what he does to help humanity."

Thank you, Carol! I am sure Michael appreciates you as well. For someone to take a time out and express gracious gratitude brought a smile to him. I'm sure of it. There are no words to fully describe how beautiful a soul, Michael is. Also, the depth of wisdom that he carries. There is no doubt in my soul as to his resolve and the love he stands in.

Yesterday, I lost another post, to you, so be patient with me here as I try to do this all again, as it is worth redoing because of what you have posted needs to be responded to. I may have many edits just so I can get this out to you.   Open Office won't let me copy and paste and or transfer what I write. I am on Brook's computer and I am locked of Excell to complicate matters as far as writing.

Just so folks don't get the wrong impression, I'm not ego-tripping here. There is no need for that as I tell this little story. This story is just a different level of my past experiences and of understanding. Which, I thank you once again for having an advanced level of understanding and you may appreciate what I am about to reveal. Here goes...

My first name is Kayzon. My original name. My family name is called the Family of AN. Pronounced like "on." In the Orion sector, out of phase. It's an angelic family. I am of the warrior cast within that family. We are a major faction in the Prime Creator's garden. We are defenders of it. It gets really complicated from this point forward but I will give you a small peak. The level of which is way the hell up there on the spiritual ladder. To the level of where this family has the power to engage with the other gardens of the Prime Creator. In other words, the other universes of the spoked wheel.

In my situation, a mission was planned up and it involved a timeline that has lasted for thousands of years. I was sent down this timeline. My family decided to place me under Gabriel's command, for lack of better words. I wasn't crazy about that idea but I took to heart what my family wanted to achieve and went along. Well, that didn't last very long. Gabriel was a selfish piece of work and just that went against my grain. We ended up parting ways because Gabriel wanted to create his own entertainment, and in that process, exploiting souls to achieve those ends. That wasn't me. Because of that, I became a free agent with no handler or oversight. This also created a speed bump of sorts in that timeline. Kind of like losing the radio signal going around the moon. It created a distortion in the timeline. Nobody knew what was happening for a short period of time.

As I am going down this timeline, guess who shows up? Michael. He had only wanted to check on me and to see where my intentions were. If I was alright. The question of whether I went rogue because I was no longer under Gabriel's command, was a major concern of the family. The funny part of this is that Michael didn't report back to the family as to my status after our first meeting. He kept them in the dark as it were. In that second meeting, he determined that my intentions were just fine and that I really didn't need a handler or oversight. With a smile. So he let me go as a free agent. Our third meeting was just a checkpoint.

In this Angelic realm, when missions and policies are created, everything is taken into consideration. Such as all dimensions, timelines, sectors, souls, planets, and star systems, etc... The interactions and what possibilities that engage with each other are calculated to perfection before anything gets implemented. It's complicated because of the scope of "all that is." Such as dealing with the Reptilians. Their arrival into our universe was no mistake. It was planned. Negotiated on the highest authority of perfection in this universe and the universe to where they came from.

It's a little weird when I had written in my post that disappeared yesterday, I had written a paragraph about what you termed, God's armor. And then to see you post that again on this page. But your right as God's armor does exist. I just look at it as a uniform. It is the color of gold, as gold can get. There are a couple of what look like ruby gems on it. Just two. Also a long sword on my left side and a short one on the right side. They operate either manually or with a wave of your hand. In other words, you don't have to take them out of the scabbards to do the do. Depends. Also depends on the message you are sending.

When I did the do on Dec. 5, 2005, I had arrived at an asteroid. When I showed up, hordes of demons started running. I was there to lope the head of Lucifer's replacement. I was standing within 6' of him, facing him. And when I was about to lope his head off, the Prime Creator told me not to unless he went on the attack. The replacement turned and ran. The radiance I was giving off, lite up the whole place. It was like watching a stampede. Dust included. Who would have thought to find demons on an asteroid in the first place? I don't remember the replacement's name and if I did, I wouldn't post it here in this thread, to anchor his evil energy here. Sorry, Mudra. The who? Anyways, the Prime Creator sparred all their lives. Go figure.

IMHO, folks are oblivious to all the love and support that is available to them. Especially when it comes to the Angelic realms. They don't fully realize how truly blessed they are.  

"Over the years I've observed that almost all of my spiritual warrior friends have been under attack with some of the most difficult life challenges. Yet what makes them stand out the most is the attitude toward adversity, their uplifted spirit, the absolute faith in God and their grateful hearts. Adversity is not something to be pulled down with. It's something to use as a stepping stone to lift one up even higher in prayers of thankfulness for what one does have."

What a word. Adversity. If you don't embrace it and work through it, chaos results. Perpetuating more adversity.    

"The priority is the relationship with God who helps them through difficulties feeling that they are surrounded by angels who are helping to carry the burden they are undergoing. Often in the midst of the worst possible scenario, they are praising God for being there with them assisting in the current challenge. And they are optimistic in nature and personality. All of them are humanitarians giving what little some may have willingly to someone else in greater need. They don't experience a feeling of lack because their hearts are full of spiritual abundance, so of course, there is plenty to go around."

It's not hard to make that connection. Just go within. You will never find him outside of yourself. I find it very interesting that Jesus referenced this as "without." The outside of self thing. Also another meaning as to what you end up with. That being, without, as if not having. As if to say that if you seek externally, you will be without the Prime Creator in your life. What a simple truth.  

"I think one of the things that touched me most deeply Lionhawk is Brooks and your life-after-life journey and how you found each other, nurtured each other, grew more in spirit and freed yourselves from the cycle of rebirth in this 3rd dimension. I hope I'm not assuming this is the case, but an actual reality. I love how you expressed your love for one another and how protective each of you was to ensure the safety of each others spirit. Yours is an awesome journey and would make a great epic tale/book. Most unenlightened folks would have no clue as to just how real and spiritually deep your story goes. It makes me happy that you finally found each other, shared time together and loved each other. That indeed, is a wonderful blessing. It's also a wonder how she can still come to visit and work from the other side to help you share your current emotional burden without her here."

One of the first things we did was work on this recycling subject. 10 years ago. We flushed the truth out, uncovering this sinister agenda. Then we anchored that knowledge to the Planet. It took a while for it to grab hold, but now look at what has happened because of that. In the last several years, this knowledge is being put out there by various others, spreading the word thus exposing this sinister agenda. Waking folks up.

Again, thank you for your understanding and the depth of which we went through, including that word called adversity. We had that every step of the way. Our relationship was also a very dangerous one. There were those of the darkside that didn't want our relationship to happen. In my mind, the security of her well being was paramount, up to the day she passed. Another stress factor on top of everything else. But we made it and now one of us is still breathing and can tell that story which to us wasn't a story but our LIVES. With all the dots connected. We couldn't do that before, because that would have endangered some folks unknowingly to them, the ones that had a connection to us in the past. So we had to be tactful, considerate, and discrete. Which would include folks that are asleep to their past journeys. We completed a cycle that spanned over several thousand years and I am happy to report that we succeeded.

It is, if anything, my wish that folks can self realize that with Adversity and strength of the heart, everyone can do this. To remember who you are, with some work. Hopefully, our story will represent or open others to that possibility. That is my only wish with all of this.

A book? Brook always wanted me to write one. But I wouldn't know where to start. There is just so much stuff to cover, that it actually blows me away when I look back on it.

Brook wrote:

orthodoxymoron quoted: I would really like to know if anyone has taken a close look at this thread - or any of the other threads I have posted??

Raven wrote: Barely, as its full of nothing but egotestical puritanical rantings from a completely ignorant fool, who would rather spend hours typing endless bathering bullshit out of his incessant mouth, and listening to his own "higher" ego then the True higher ego of the Divine.

If one reads your bullshit enough, one gets an idea as to the degree and level of how deep your rabbit hole goes. Mostly the hole leads right up your XXX.

Oh bullshit oxy, you LOVE this XXXX, its all you talk about and point people in the direction of it!! Get over yourself already. You are an incredibly ignornant Xxxxx hiding behind a false puritanical skirt, who needs to grow some balls and accept his own self responsibility. Law of attraction baby, what you dish out will be in kind served back to you. Your so called sincere search is nothing but your own whining out loud, hoping for some small platitude from anyone taking the time to read your vomit.

Brook Responded: Has someone got their panties in a bunch?  Oh wait....it must be that "True higher ego of the divine" speaking". Self Governance comes from knowing and understanding the Divine...............I'll bet that venom comes from one of those "aspects", or "archetypes" Divine understanding?  not so certain about that........ but none the less, "enlightening" words Raven.

Truly sent with love

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Sanicle wrote:

Morpheus wrote: In this Angelic realm, when missions and policies are created, everything is taken into consideration.

I wonder if you could clear something up for me Lionhawk, given your angelic heritage and knowledge.  Interesting what you said about Raphael btw which says to me that not all angels are as loving and giving as they are often represented to be.

The thing is during my past ‘travels’ in other realms I met a group who told me they were angels and who told me their mission was to maintain the positive and negative balance in our world.  As such they would heal, destroy or change energy flows in particular situations or key beings in a scenario to achieve this in a very practical and cold manner.  The ‘goodness’ or badness’ of players was not a consideration in who they helped or didn’t help.  It was all about the balance.  They also valued individuals in terms of their evolutionary intelligence, those further along of more worth than those less evolved, again regardless of how ‘good’ or ‘evil’ their behaviour was.

I met them via one of their kind who was interested in healing another group of beings I’d met up with and gathered together who’d been damaged in a negative way but who had the ability to do a lot of positive work in the world if they were healed.  They wanted to do this healing work on them. Naturally I thought that was great so my initial perception of them was positive.

Once my little friends were healed they wanted to use them in their work and asked me to work with them as well.  I did this for a while until I saw the other sides of their work with the negative and learned more of their values and coldness of attitude towards those they saw as less evolved but whom I loved and valued.

What do you think about this story Lionhawk?  Do they sound like real angels to you?

PS Oh and I'm definitely going to try that defragging on my aura too.  Thanks for the update about that Carol.  Sounds great!

This post hints at what I fear is going on in this solar system, that a balance of good and evil is maintained, and that the reality of our existence is not nice, regardless of whether we are good and/or evil. When I spoke with 'RA' (whoever and/or whatever I was dealing with) 'HE' asked me "Do You Think This Might Be Hell??" 'RA' told me "Everyone is Bad." 'RA' thought that even the women and children deserved to be eaten-alive by wild-animals in the Roman Colosseum in antiquity. Yet 'RA' was charming and articulate as we discussed Sirius-Issues at Starbucks. I got the distinct impression that 'RA' was a mixture of Good and Evil, and could appear to be Good or Evil depending-upon who he was dealing-with and what he was attempting to accomplish. I've suggested that 'RA' (or equivalent) might be a subset of an Ancient Supercomputer-Matrix. As far as delving into darkness, I really don't do that. I mostly deal with hypothetical-constructs and stuff which is routinely posted on this website. But still, I get demonized by nearly everyone, and get criticized for being attacked, hamstrung, and miserable (as if that's what I want).

It seems as if one is damned if they do, and damned if they don't. It's NEVER Good Enough. No Matter How One Puts Things Together, It's Always Wrong (or so it seems). Hollywood mostly portrays Angels as Harsh-Warriors (at least that's my impression). The Bible mostly portrays God and the Angels as being Harsh and Violent (at least that's my impression). When I met a controversial President of the SDA Church, he was cordial, yet he seemed distant, cold, and hard (as if one wouldn't want to know what he knew, and what he had to deal with throughout the world, on a daily-basis). https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neal_C._Wilson An elderly Mason (who had been in the military) told me that 80-85% of humanity would randomly die in the near-future (without regard for goodness or badness). This occurred in a Masonic-Cemetery. I routinely visit this cemetery (without chanting and rituals). I just look at the markers (some of which date back to the early 1800's) which makes me face myself and think. 'RA' invited me to become a Mason, but I declined. 'RA' gave the impression that 'HE' was at the Top of the Masonic Pyramid (but I might've been mistaken).

Morpheus wrote:

Sanicle wrote:

Morpheus wrote: In this Angelic realm, when missions and policies are created, everything is taken into consideration.

"I wonder if you could clear something up for me Lionhawk, given your angelic heritage and knowledge.  Interesting what you said about Raphael btw which says to me that not all angels are as loving and giving as they are often represented to be."

It was Gabriel that's a piece of work. Raphael is another cool one. He's like one of Michael's right arms. Calm, cool, and collected. Kind of quiet too. But when he speaks, you better listen. He has a commanding presence. Quiet but commanding. When he enters, all the other Angels make a harmonious sound of "awe." In honor of his presence. He is very much loved and admired across the Angelic board.

"The thing is during my past ‘travels’ in other realms I met a group who told me they were angels and who told me their mission was to maintain the positive and negative balance in our world.  As such they would heal, destroy or change energy flows in particular situations or key beings in a scenario to achieve this in a very practical and cold manner.  The ‘goodness’ or badness’ of players was not a consideration in who they helped or didn’t help.  It was all about the balance.  They also valued individuals in terms of their evolutionary intelligence, those further along of more worth than those less evolved, again regardless of how ‘good’ or ‘evil’ their behavior was."

First off, if they told you that they were Angels, a flag should have popped up. Your story sounds like something that Gabriel would set up. This group sounds like a rogue faction just on the surface. Real Angels, radiate the love of the Prime Creator. The good ones that are and thus don't have a need to identify themselves for when they show up, there will be an energy signature that will connect that love to you and you will then know. Them telling you that they are Angels, is their way of hooking you. Another give away is telling you their so-called agenda and also the intelligence factor that they admire more of. These guys sound Reptilian or Reptilian influenced. I'm also getting very negative vibes from this group.

On the intelligence thing, it's important but it isn't the number one attribute in the Prime Creator's garden. In other words, you don't have to be a genius to be able to love. It tells me that if they are seeking intelligence, that they will use that intelligence to further their agenda of control. On many levels, intelligence also leads to technology. Where it begs the answer of what is most important? To be smart or to be able to love? Now give your dog a math equation and see what he does next. He'll lick your face.

Typically, a good person is a loving person. So these guys put it in the context of just good or bad. Leaving out the love factor altogether. So they also destroy that love radiance that is radiating from a good person by killing him using balance as the excuse to do so. As far as the balancing act of this Planet, it is our responsibility along with every Kingdom in partnership with Gaia to balance things out. Our weather is one way of seeing this in motion. This faction is just interfering with that process and is an impedance to Gaia's efforts and ours. Also when they are stating, this Planet like it is a career, my flags go up.  

"I met them via one of their kind who was interested in healing another group of beings I’d met up with and gathered together who’d been damaged in a negative way but who had the ability to do a lot of positive work in the world if they were healed.  They wanted to do this healing work on them. Naturally, I thought that was great so my initial perception of them was positive."

Once my little friends were healed they wanted to use them in their work and asked me to work with them as well.  I did this for a while until I saw the other sides of their work with the negative and learned more of their values and coldness of attitude towards those they saw as less evolved but whom I loved and valued.

What do you think about this story Lionhawk?  Do they sound like real angels to you?

PS Oh and I'm definitely going to try that defragging on my aura too.  Thanks for the update about that Carol.  Sounds great!

https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=the+universe+solved

NANUXII wrote:

something of an addendum to your egyptology



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDTHFXDF9G0

evisnam wrote:Thank you

The idea of being sovereign is best described by the late Prince Nicholas de Vere Von Drakenberg ,
this will have to do with the 6th Law which will come after the 5th, i post this now so you have time to research it as a concept.

evisnam wrote:I have been researching symbology and creating talismen as part of my deciphering the 6th law as it is a symbol. It is taking me some time but i must be sure before i post it. Don't worry its been 4 years of research so far , i am very close. One of the sources of my research is possibly one of the most accurate i have seen on youtube and is easily shared. Symbols are the language of intelligent beings. What symbols do is rather than tell a story , they embody the energy and information embed in it at the time of its creation. Symbols can lay dormant , their energy rely on belief and that belief connecting to aligning systems which were present at their creation. To create a Talisman takes wisdom, knowledge and intent. Metallurgy and Alchemy add power to the multiplier of the one. An understanding of theoretical mathematics helps a great deal.

I was part of a group some years ago that met once a week and we sought ways to change the energies inside institutions of destruction that reside on this planet. I introduced a class on making Talismen for the purposes of multiplying the power of the group. 11 of us met with a critical mass at one stage and we flowed that energy into a recipient which was a crystal. Whenever we used that crystal afterwards the lights in the building would dim and sometimes the electrical circuits would cut out all together.  Unfortunately some of the members were frightened by this and left the group... but not after we did some good for your planet. Intent is everything and knowing nothing is the multiplier. Please enjoy.

evisnam wrote:I take you back to the last change of guard, the end of the last baktun, Dec 2012 , the understanding of what actually took place is paramount to our evolution. The exact date when it took place was at noon, Dec 15th 2012 , it was that moment the etheral gates were shut and a belt of stone was created around this planet. A sort of quarantine to stop the forthcoming energetic forces emanating from sol 3 out into the universe. It was stated this would be the end of times , but it was not , it was the beginning of the bronze age which leads eventually into the iron age. This is the Mayan culture and superior knowledge of the stars. The Mayan were the children of the evolution from the sky gods , emigrated into hiding from egypt, integrating with the original sorion race of sol 3.  Yes they had the gene pool of genetically altered humans , they were the offspring of the eugenic process and precursor of Homo Novus. They were intelligent enough to resist propaganda and saw the indigenous reptilian race for what they were, peaceful and highly evolved space travelers.  They integrated their knowledge with that of the reptilian races and became a super power of knowledge. How does this cover symbology ?    

cancer  =  Beginning of the golden age

Cancer now linked to death

isis  =  the godess archetype of creation

Isis now likened as a force for death and destruction.

The evil powers that be inverse the meaning of the positive thus creating the false idolatry of the good. Jesus on a crucifix is a false idol. The Crucifix is not the cross , its a crucifix ! it is the symbol of death. Giving praise to a savior upon a crucifix is likened to savoring the hazing of an innocent. But even now the gears set inside your minds cannot accept truth. Then i say stop thinking with your mind and see with your spirit instead. The mind is merely a memory bank used to store knowledge , both good and bad. It does not discriminate what you choose to deposit. However once you have made up your mind it then dictates from that set of parameters your outlook. Know nothing , see everything.

evisnam wrote:I wanted to share a video [dead link] that i stumbled upon that gives credence to my theories regarding our eugenic evolution, in particular that one of the gene's was manipulated at some stage and also makes mention that man was at one stage friend to the reptilian species in particular Enki who was also referred to as  " The Trickster " , now this in particular got my attention because Hermes is also referred to as the trickster. Could Enki and Hermes be one in the same ?  Also the word Satan was translated from Sumerian Cuneiform : Sat An , which means " The Administrator "  What this information does is create a marker for me , it was information originally given to me at my second fire which over time i managed to put into words. Now this video shows credible scientists and archaeologists correlating similar points and in some instances exact intersections of lines of communication. This to me shows the information is plausible.

Swanny wrote:

Maybe Saturn was the Administration center or home of the gods.
Evisnam if you haven't seen already you should watch this.
Lots of talk of energy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esBaHppmhTQ

evisnam wrote:Thank you Swanny , I have enjoyed many of Michael's live talks and videos.  In my opinion he is one of the more genuine independent speakers on the circuit. I believe South Africa was one of the original places used as a staging area for colonisation and eugenics.  One of my earliest memories was being part of this program C 3000 BC. in South Africa or rather on an island off the mid west coast of Africa. If you were to over lay a 500 micron slice of the present human genome on the rock circles of Africa you would find a match. The energy of these constructs would have influenced the genetic codes of the inhabitants slowly over 120 to 150 years.  When i say slowly it was a lot slower than the technology used in the egyptian pyramids but in relation to normal evolution it was millions of times shorter in time.

This was a more gentle and less obvious manner of eugenics. If you live in an energetically manipulated environment your genes over time will take on the new matrix in favor of the old but this would normally take millions of years to adopt. If the energy is amplified many times it takes much less time. Because this energy is similar to the energy we now know as electricity it was possible to tap into this energy and focus it for tasks as well. Enki whom i suppose is Hermes in one of his earlier manifestations, was reembodied into new life every few thousand years or so hence why he has so many names. Enlil was less tolerant of humans and was all too happy to punish and enslave them. I believe he was not enamored with his tasking, perhaps he was given this task and accepted it begrudgingly.

Saturn is the planet of Law. It governs the Universal law system from standard down to micro law. Macro Law is governed by the AI and OI of the central race. Hermes was historically reported as the interpreter of the laws and ways for humans to learn, is this why the snake symbolically represents knowledge ? His first manifestation was of the reptilian being, perhaps even one of the original sorion race of this planet in a collaboration ? One thing is for sure , that collaboration went askew and now on earth is in opposition. Whenever we wonder why things take so long to change we must remember to think in grander time scales.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Please notice the 'helicopter' starting at the 00:06:40 mark. It appears to be holographic!! Is this simply a video flaw of some kind, or is it some sort of a cloaked UFO?? I science-fictionally wrote of a holographic-helicopter cloaking a TR3-B several years ago.

I see a Navy Sea Stallion helicopter looming in the distance - with rotor spinning - waiting to devour me. My rendezvous with destiny is imminent. As we pull up alongside the helicopter - I turn to thank Agent Scranton for the ride - and I notice that his eyes have vertical slits instead of round pupils. I gasp slightly, and he notices my surprise, and laughingly shakes his head, saying 'you haven't seen anything yet! I'm just a 50% human/50% reptile hybrid - and I forgot to put my contacts in when I got the call to pick you up! Sorry about that! I still don't like you - but good-luck anyway!' My hand is shaking as I shake Scranton's hand - and I stumble and fall as I run toward the waiting helicopter. Is this the Helicopter to Hell? The pilot and co-pilot greet me, as I climb aboard the Sea Stallion helicopter. The door closes with a dull thud - and off we go, into the wild blue yonder! But something is wrong! This seems more like a spacecraft than a helicopter! The helicopter exterior was a hologram! Suddenly everything is dark - and I look out the window - and see thousands of very bright stars! Then I realize that I am onboard an antigravity craft! The co-pilot turns to me, saying, 'Welcome to Astra Airlines!' 'Oh My God!', I exclaim. 'Where the hell are we going?' 'We're just taking you to the International Space Station.' 'Just?!' 'What's going to happen there?' 'You'll find out soon enough. They don't tell us anything. We only know enough to do our jobs properly. Curiosity kills cats, careers - and sometimes it even kills people.'

Remember what Bill Cooper said about 'Enemy-Helicopters' in the Vietnam War?? He said they were UFO's. Were there 'Monsters' in the Vietnam War?? Kerry Cassidy and John Lear know what I'm talking about. Some say the fires over the past couple of years were the product of Directed-Energy Weapons. Probably ten-years ago, I noticed what I thought might be cloaked UFO's approaching the Twin-Towers on 9/11 (in a YouTube video) and I posted my suspicions on YouTube. I just make observations, and move-on, without making a Big-Deal about anything. What if we are facing Cloaked-UFO Directed-Energy Warfare??

I've mentioned this several times throughout the years, but in the following video, notice at the 7:15 mark, near the upper righthand corner, an orb-like object which briefly appears, heading toward the World Trade Center on 9/11/01. View with Full-Screen. I've seen the same thing from other angles. I've suggested that this might be some sort of Cloaked UFO with Holographic-Projection and Directed Energy Weaponry (or something like that), and that the towers were ultimately brought down by Directed Energy Weapons (or something like that). I had to stop thinking about this stuff, but I just noticed this video, and thought someone might find it interesting. NOTE: The original video became a dead-link, and the replacement video doesn't show the orb phenomenon as well (but the NBC Chopper 4 footage in a different video shows it quite well). There are other clips which show it even better (but I couldn't locate them). I'm attempting a personal-reset, but that's not going well at all. I think we're SO Screwed (or should I speak for myself only?) but I'm NOT yelling 'FIRE!!' in a crowded theater or website. I'm simply living a life of quiet-desperation.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Carol wrote:Oxy, in a spiritual sense of reality, you are just another lost monk out in the world trying to find your way back home. Which is why you are likely here in Mists. There is a spiritual connection that many of us have with you and some tend to get frustrated at how stubborn you are when you just don't "get it."

Thank-you Carol. Due Diligence should not be confused with Stubborn Ignorance. When one refuses to become possessed by Demonic-Entities and Artificial-Intelligence, I'm certain this frustrates the Nether-Realms. I suppose I'm here because I wished to explore certain concepts in an unlikely context to test myself and others. But really, I'm presently leaning toward becoming a Renaissance Lone-Monk reading a couple of New York Newspapers while listening to Baroque Sacred-Classical Music and calling it "Good". Perhaps then I'll finally "Get It." Hope Springs Eternal as I Go for Baroque.

orthodoxymoron wrote:These videos connected a lot of dots in the context of my overall posting for several years. Is John Carroll somehow relevant to Sherry Shriner's alleged home in Carrollton, Ohio?? I've lived in Chico, CA (next to Paradise) and the second video frightened me. Is there an equivalence between Isis, Persephone, Ishtar, Enki, and Zeus (for starters)?? What if Enki and Enlil were neither Male or Female (or were Hermaphrodites)?? What if somehow Enki and Enlil were (and are) the Same Being?? How might all of the above relate to Jupiter Jones, Queen Victoria, Ellen White, Artemis, Amen Ra, Marduk Ra, Sekhmet, Serqet, Gabriel, Michael, Lucifer, HAL 9000, David Bowman, Peter Venkman, Frank Poole, Ernst Stockmar, Prince Albert, Baron Stockmar, Nikola Tesla, John Trump, Donald Trump, et al?? How might all of the above relate to Ancient-Evolution, Ancient-Creation, Stolen Ancient-Technology, and Star Wars?? I suspect that some of you know the Whole-Truth, and that I'm NOT supposed to know the Truth. Consider Archbishop John Carroll, Prince Albert, and Pope Pius XII. Consider the Church, State, Life, and Teachings of John Carroll.

RedEzra wrote:An article for what it's worth coming from a dying CIA agent confessing that CIA blew up WTC7 on 9/11. An aphorism as there are no atheists in foxholes may apply to deathbeds as well... or perhaps it's just the Company man*s last convenient assignment true or not.

CIA Agent Confesses On Deathbed: ‘We Blew Up WTC7 On 9/11’

"79-year-old retired CIA agent, Malcom Howard, has made a series of astonishing claims since being released from hospital in New Jersey on Friday and told he has weeks to live. Mr. Howard claims he was involved in the “controlled demolition” of World Trade Center 7, the third building that was destroyed on 9/11."

http://yournewswire.com/cia-911-wtc7/

RedEzra wrote:What is that great city which reigns over the kings of the earth ?

I ask because in the Book of Revelation Ch 17 that great city is about to be abruptly destroyed... which is weird considering it reigns over the kings of the earth. It is said to sit on seven mountains which probably points out Rome...?

Furthermore in Revelation there are ten kings who have received no kingdom as yet but they receive authority for one hour as kings with the beast whose deadly wound was healed. So there is a not so new world power rising which will destroy the old world order.

With all the nazis are alive and well rumors i suspect the beast is the Third Reich bandaged up and ready to go again after the deadly wound in WWII. And working with the nazis are ten kings who lost their respective kingdom after an abolition of monarchy... perhaps these kings are the real power behind some of the democracies and are working or waiting to regain their lost kingdoms.

Anyway these ten kings without kingdoms who work with the emerging beast/nazi system will destroy that great city which reigns over the kings of the earth.... and so ends the old world order and begins the not so new one... which will just last 3.5 years before God destroy it.

ORTHODOXYMORON GETS HIS DISSERTATION BACK FROM THE NSA!

God Plays Dice with the Solar System!

Swanny wrote:

Ignore the screen but listen to what he's saying  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7KcPNiworbo

orthodoxymoron wrote:I'm simple and old-fashioned, but I suspect that at least the Sun, Mercury, Venus, Earth, Moon, Mars, Deimos, Phobos, and the Asteroid-Belt are real (in the simple and old-fashioned sense) but that our perceptions of reality are rather fickle and transient. We might ALL be Wirelessly-Connected to the Beast-Supercomputer. Everything seems to be 'up for grabs' presently, and I predict that 87% of us will go insane in the next couple of decades. The Asteroid-Belt might be an Asteroid-Globe with Piloted-Asteroids, Directed-Energy Weapons, and the Holographic-Projection of a Virtual-Universe. Who Knows?? Who Invented the Matrix?? Dr. Who?? What if this website is mostly Alien and/or Artificial-Intelligence?? What if Orthodoxymoron Never Existed?? Nothing is Real?? Strawberry Fields Forever??

If you wish to indulge in masochistic self-abuse, consider The United States of the Solar System, A.D. 2133 (Book Eight) which is quite focused upon the Matrix, if you can handle the truth. I suspect a Centralized Power-Structure which goes back thousands (or even millions) of years, and that the People We Love to Hate are Front-Persons for Hidden-Agendas (for better or worse, I know not). I like President Trump, but he's a Hard-Driving Bad-Boy Who Probably Works for Megalomaniacs Anonymous (for better or worse, I know not). I'm honestly trying to go Incognito in 2019 (but I just fell off the wagon). I've included a CNN Bill Cooper Interview from 1992. It's one of the best interviews I've encountered.

burgundia wrote:

orthodoxymoron wrote:I suspect that a lot of reprehensible stuff (including Pedophilia and Human-Sacrifice) is commanded from the Very-Top, and I mean higher than the Pope, Queen, and President. Once, as I sat in the choir-loft of the Crystal Cathedral, a voice in my head said "He Says We Need a War." Sherry Shriner published her 'Interview with the Devil' a couple of years ago, which revealed an 'Arrogant Bastard' with no love for humans. I've spoken with a couple of Individuals of Interest with no love for humans. One of them thought that wild-animals eating women and children alive in the Ancient Roman Colosseum was deserved and appropriate. Once, in a room with dozens of large sharp-knives on the walls, an Individual of Interest sucked blood from a cut on their hand, and told me "I Like the Taste of Blood." They later told me "I'm Angry and Jealous" and "I Don't Need to Sleep" and "I've Always Remained One Step Ahead of Humanity". Consider the following hymn:

'A Mighty Fortress Is Our God'
A mighty fortress is our God,
A bulwark never failing.
Our helper He amid the flood
Of mortal ills prevailing.
For still our ancient foe
Doth seek to work us woe.
His craft and power are great,
And, armed with cruel hate,
On earth is not his equal.

Did we in our own strength confide,
Our striving would be losing,
Were not the right man on our side,
The man of God's own choosing.
Dost ask who that may be?
Christ Jesus, it is He.
Lord Sabboth, his name,
From age to age the same,
And He must win the battle.

And though this world, with devils filled,
Should threaten to undo us,
We will not fear, for God hath willed
His truth to triumph through us.
The Prince of Darkness grim,
We tremble not for him.
His rage we can endure,
For lo, his doom is sure.
One little word shall fell him.

That word above all earthly powers
Not thanks to them, abideth.
The Spirit and the gifts are ours
Through him who with us sideth.
Let goods and kindred go,
This mortal life also.
The body they may kill,
God's truth abideth still.
His kingdom is forever...

What Would Martin Luther Say?? One Individual of Interest told me "I've Always Been Opposed to Humanity, and I'll Always Be Opposed to Humanity." Consider reading Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, and Revelation (straight-through, over and over) in a variety of translations. This is enough to drive a man (or woman) to drink to drunkenness. Be thorough and honest. This material is NOT Nice, but does it reflect the Truth Concerning Religious Literature and History??

Seashore wrote:I have worried that Pres. Trump’s son-in-law, Jared Kushner, would bring down the Trump presidency. The reason is that Kushner may be a Jew who supports Zionism, which is a racist ideology. I trust the perspective of retired CIA officer and activist Robert David Steele, who is posting about this issue lately. Two posts:  

(2019/02/25) BREAKING: Robert Steele with Javad Heirannia Is it Trump, or King Jared who is providing Saudi Arabia with nuclear capabilities? UPDATE 1: It Gets Worse – Is Trump At Risk of Patricide?

(2019/02/25) BREAKING: Benjamin Fulford — Is Trump Being Blackmailed by Kushner? Zionists Press for War with Iran — Alternative to Trump for 2020? UPDATE 2: Has Trump Cut a Deal with Bush & Clinton Crime Families?

Seashore wrote:

Carol wrote:I've wondered about Jared as well and personally thought he should not be involved in/at the White House.

I've been thinking this morning about the big picture and the huge mess we're in. I'm thinking that it really doesn't matter who the president is; the real action is above his or her head. It seems that perhaps Disclosure of the extraterrestrial presence in, on, and around planet Earth is, bottom line, what we must come to grips with. There are good ETs, of course. But not all of them. It seems there are species in the cosmos who want to conquer us, because that's what they do. And that it's up to us to know what we're dealing with. I think we're dealing with being mind-controlled by species with advanced intelligence, but no love, intuition, or a soul, as we know it.

orthodoxymoron wrote:I've wondered if everyone who is anyone (past, present, and future) will somehow go down hard in the Information-War and Battle for the Control of the New World Order (which might be older than we can imagine). I'm attempting to prepare myself for just about anything. This thing might be nastier and more complex than we can imagine. The following video might have everything (or nothing) to do with this thread (which might be the tip of the iceberg).

orthodoxymoron wrote:What if high-profile people are actors and actresses serving as matrix-modifiers, and ultimately-serving whoever really directs the whole solar-system show?? What if such a state of affairs is absolutely-necessary?? I've closely-watched several high-profile people for years, and they seemed somewhat programmed and scripted. When I imagined what might be involved in achieving such public-achievements I became frightened and disillusioned.

The Tower


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The Fool

orthodoxymoron wrote:This post is out of place, but I just had to make it. The following is a portion of Sherry Shriner's interview with Lilith (as a subset of her interview with the Devil). Sherry could've been just about anyone and/or anything, but I thought she might've revealed some useful forbidden-information. Anyway, what interested me was the brief mention of 'Azazel'. Several years ago, I found an image of 'Azazel' which looked sort of similar to me when I was a teenager (but I might be mistaken, and I hope I am). Lilith claims that Azazel was the second-child of Lucifer and Lilith!! But what if Azazel = O.H. KRLLL = Original Hostage = Omnipotent Highness??!! There's something screwy about the Chain of Command presented throughout the Bible. There's something screwy about Eschatology and especially the Millennium. I Believe, But I Don't Know What I Believe. What if the Whole-Bible Story involves a Very-Ancient Figurative and/or Literal King David, King Solomon, and Queen of Sheba in a sort of 'East of Giza' story which is somewhat similar to the 50's movie 'East of Eden'?? Here's that section of interest:

https://sherryshriner.blogspot.com/2016/05/interview-with-lillith-ancient-goddess.html

Sherry - what is the goat? Why does Lucifer have so many different identities?

Lillith - goat, dragon, snake, reptile...he has a lot of personifications, but he lost his angel looks when he was with Eve, I always used to kid her and tell her she turned him into an ugly monster, but that's when I started learning the craft and taught him how to change forms...the other (fallen) angels that were part of Lucifer's group taught me it, they started showing me stuff, how to manipulate energies and frequencies...

Sherry - I heard a story that you and Lucifer had a child named Liam and Lucifer tried to basically soul scalp it and take over the babies body...and it blew up...(thus the story of Tammuz) is it true?

Lillith - the Liam story was true...his name wasn't Liam but it's close enough...

Sherry - who was Azazael?

Lillith - Azazael was our second son...

Lillith - the tall greys were Solomon's, you hit that one on the head...I used to go down and *uck him all the time...he was so easy...and he was handsome...I wanted to have kids with him so he was easy...

When I made a benign comment about 'Tall Long-Nosed Greys' 'RA' called me a "Commoner"!! I'll let you figure this one out!! That's all I'm going to say (for now). I think I've already said way too-much. The Horror.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Carol wrote:Oxy, when you add too much data in your excessively long posts it messes up the thread and takes forever to load. Please go back and do one of two things. 1. edit out what can be edited with you still getting your message across. 2. Delete what slows down the load (excessive pics and videos) thereby, making it easier for others to access the thread. Now.. I'll give you a bit of time to do this (tomorrow at the latest), as I have a mind to delete the whole post given how it's messing up the thread loading. However, I prefer you clean up the problem you created by doing a bit of house cleaning in your post.

Sorry Carol. I didn't realize how many videos had been posted, and I deleted most of them in all of my posts on this page. I also deleted most of the images on this page. Sometimes I get carried-away by the new-technology. If a picture is worth a thousand words, a video is probably worth a million words. The pictures and videos say things SO Much Better than I can. When personal-computer capabilities increase sufficiently, I'll probably post nothing but images and videos, but that will probably be in my next-life on a different website on a different planet.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Lionhawk wrote: OXY? Are you able to even answer a simple question? Here's the question...When you and RA left Starbucks, was RA driving a car or a motorcycle, when he departed?

I always drove 'RA' around in 'MY' Car, and I always bought the coffee. 'RA's' dream-car was a 'FIZU' but I don't think that's a car. After we left Starbucks, we went to Wal*Mart where 'RA' called me 'MICHAEL'. What if 'RA' was 'MARDUK'?? What if I'm the Lone-Nut 'ALMOND RAW'?? What if I'm the Founder, CEO, and Absentee-Landlord of 'PURGATORY INCORPORATED' (a Wholly-Owned Subsidiary of 'SOLAR SYSTEMS INCORPORATED')?? What if we are the two human friends of HAL 9000, namely Frank Poole and David Bowman?? "My God!! It's Full of Stars!!" I keep repeating that this is Religious and Political Science-Fiction (but I don't lie or make stuff up). I also maintain that I've been physically, mentally, and spiritually messed-with, and that I had zero choice in the matter, but some of you continue to blame me and claim that I choose to be hamstrung and miserable. Pris said I was a "Glutton for Punishment" and one of you implied that if I 'backed-off' it would 'burn-less'. The idea seems to be to screw with me until I really fv<k up (if I haven't already). But really, I don't think anything significant is up to me in this incarnation. I think this is a test, and only a test. In Light of This Present Darkness, I think I'm pretty Light-Hearted (but I feel Light-Headed). I think it was in The Prophecy that Gabriel couldn't drive. Let's see...I always drove. One night Orion was in front of us as we drove, and we had a Sirius-Conversation. 'RA' told me to "Beware of Bay Hill!!" I think someone was playing mind-games with me. I merely mention this stuff as clues for figuring-out what was REALLY going-on. I thought some official would've told me by now, unless I'm some sort of a Threat to National-Security, and I'm NOT supposed to know who and/or what I REALLY Am.

mudra wrote:Dear Oxy forgive me but this post of LionHawk is making me laugh like I haven't laughed for a while now. When is the last time that you laughed Oxy ? Don't stay there is that dark pit my dear. Even if you find all the good reasons to stay and remain there. Don't you see we are all around you here throwing a hand, a bike, a broom at you. Please Oxy. Don't be sooooooo stubborn. Climb up that rock will you ? As you saw above there are many ways to do it. Come on friend ! How many forum members will it take to have you change gear ?

Love You Oxy

mudra

I don't think I'm stubborn. I think I'm too open-minded. Didn't Carol just chide me for engaging the Dark-Side instead of fighting it?! I don't wish to 'FIGHT'. I wish to learn the 'TRUTH'. I force myself to laugh. I do a 'Woody Woodpecker' imitation, followed by hacking laughter and coughing. Sherry Shriner coughed a lot, and claimed she was continually poisoned. How many Masons does it take to change a lightbulb?? It's a Secret. How many forum-members?? Probably One. You Are Probably All One (in one way or another). I'm wondering if any agency people (and other than people) have at least studied my USSS Deep State Nine thread straight-through?? There's a lot of repetition, and I did that on purpose. I'm NOT trying to convert ANYONE. I'm attempting to create a context and frame of mind wherein certain obscure mysteries will be made less mysterious. When I say 'agencies' I mean all agencies throughout the solar system. Good Guys and Gals. Bad Guys and Gals. The Whole Bunch. I think certain factions and individuals are being exposed and getting squeezed, and they're fighting back as best they can. An Individual of Interest told me "I'll Hang-On As Long As I Can." I continue to suspect that being the BMOC in this solar system might NOT be a good-thing (at least while Purgatory Incorporated is the dominant modus operandi). Imagine a BMOC living in the upper-desert in an Airstream Trailer with a Bunker Basement and a Personal Supercomputer!! Imagine this BMOC riding their Husky 250 across the desert like a Bat Out of Hell to greet a UFO with a Martian Delegation!! I suspect that I've conversed with the BMOC and/or BWOC online and in real-life with various bodies and screen-names!! Too bad I'm so stupid, stubborn, and boring!!

Lionhawk wrote:

OXY answered with this...

"I always drove 'RA' around in 'MY' Car."

That's all I wanted to know. Thank you!

Namaste'

Morpheus wrote:OXY wrote,

I'm wondering if any agency people (and other than people) have at least studied this thread (USSS Deep State Nine) straight-through (including all the Bible and Ellen White stuff)?? There's a lot of repetition, and I did that on purpose. I'm NOT trying to convert ANYONE. I'm attempting to create a context and frame of mind wherein certain obscure mysteries will be made less mysterious. When I say 'agencies' I mean all agencies throughout the solar system. Good Guys and Gals. Bad Guys and Gals. The Whole Bunch. I think certain factions and individuals are being exposed and getting squeezed, and they're fighting back as best they can. An Individual of Interest told me "I'll Hang-On As Long As I Can." I continue to suspect that being the BMOC in this solar system might NOT be a good-thing (at least while Purgatory Incorporated is the dominant modus operandi). Imagine a BMOC living in the upper-desert in an Airstream Trailer with a Bunker Basement and a Personal Supercomputer!! Imagine this BMOC riding their Husky 250 across the desert like a Bat Out of Hell to greet a UFO with a Martian Delegation!! I suspect that I've conversed with the BMOC and/or BWOC online and in real-life with various bodies and screen-names!! Too bad I'm so stupid, stubborn, and boring!!

I suspect that idiosyncrasies in this website have everything to do with All the Above. I could endlessly editorialize but I feel REALLY Bad, with a lot of bleeding, but the doctors say I'm 'FINE'. I think I've been messed-with to ultimately be controlled, but perhaps I have some sort of coding and password to the Matrix which allows me some sort of 'Administrator Access'. Perhaps this might necessitate bumping me off or taking me out. This might be an imperative of BOTH Good and Bad Factions. Actually, I think I might be in some sort of a 'Misery and Incapacitation Mode' wherein I can't be controlled or be a controller, perhaps until A.D. 2133!! I'm half-joking and half-serious!! Remember, This Present Quest is Mostly Religious and Political Science-Fiction!! What if, in the final analysis, we determine that history is reprehensible with inexcusable leadership, yet face a brutal gang of facts leading to the inescapable conclusion that things had to play-out as they did for lesson-learning purposes?? What if ALL of US are capable of committing the worst atrocities imaginable?? What If ALL of US HAVE COMMITTED THE WORST ATROCITIES IMAGINABLE??

I've suggested various Minimal-Lists throughout the years, but what if I should settle upon Volume 3 (1 Chronicles to Song of Solomon) of 'The SDA Bible Commentary' (1954) and Baroque Sacred Classical Music as a Paleo Real-Deal Foundation for Bigger and Better Things?? Shouldn't one look as far back into Antiquity as possible to discover what still might work in Modernity?? This is obviously not trendy and best-selling stuff, but what if some of us need to engage in the thankless task of determining what Judeo-Christian roots should really look-like?? Years ago, I suggested a formal debate between the seven volumes of 'The SDA Bible Commentary' and that one might need to emerge victorious. Each one of them are Whole-Bible and Quite-Ecumenical, yet they each tell VERY-Different Stories. If you haven't noticed, Religion is a Zoo and/or Smorgasbord with some scholars suggesting that it's ALL BS!! I could do some complaining and explaining, but perhaps I should leave it up to you to compare this truncation with the rest of the possibilities, with the full knowledge that no matter how we put things together it's always ultimately wrong and/or unsatisfactory. Consider the following Minimal-List (as an example of 'putting things together' in a manner which would probably please no-one):

1. The 1928 'Book of Common Prayer' and Liturgy.

2. The 1982 Episcopal Hymnal.

3. Baroque Sacred Classical Music.

4. 'Prophets and Kings' by Ellen White.

5. 'The SDA Bible Commentary' Volume 3 (1 Chronicles to Song of Solomon).

These five items are actually 'Ultra-Conservative' and a 'Straight and Narrow Middle-Way'. In an age of scoffing and mocking, most might consider this list 'ridiculous'. In my compromised and confused state of mind, I might have a very difficult time getting on-board with my own suggestion. I can't imagine the Anglicans and Episcopalians jumping for joy if their leaderships suddenly implemented this modus operandi while kicking-out all those opposed!! This oddball suggestion might be 'too-good'. The SDA's certainly wouldn't go for it. Imagine this approach being applied to the Parish Church of St. Ouen in Rouen, France!! What Would the French-Catholics Say?? OMG!! This idea would probably require an independently-wealthy eccentric-fanatic to finance the whole project and manage it with an iron-fist!! But some of you Sirius-Researchers should give this concept your undivided-attention for a couple of years (no joke) as an advanced mental and spiritual exercise.

If Earth is a Prison Planet, what if the Whole Solar System is a Prison?? I've repeatedly touched upon this, but what if this hypothetical prison-system keeps us here, yet keeps others out (who might be a lot worse than we are)?? When a notorious criminal goes to trial, the police make sure he or she doesn't escape, but they also protect the criminal from the potentially-dangerous shouting-crowd!! The Secret Service Agents supposedly provide a similar service. They allegedly make sure the President Follows the Script and doesn't Go-Rogue in addition to keeping them safe from would-be assassins!! The World and Solar System Governance Thing Might be Much-Nastier and More-Problematic Than Any of Us Can Imagine. I am more Disillusioned and Disoriented than ANYONE Can Imagine. I feel as though I innocently interrupted a Mafia Meeting and now I'm in Deep Do-Do. Am I in Direct-Conflict with Archon-Infested Artificial-Intelligence?? What continues to bother me is how the Bad@$$ rule the Earth, and amass Billions and Trillions of Dollars, while literally getting-away with Murder, Pedophilia, and Human-Sacrifice (or something to that effect) while Genuinely Good-People get Stomped into the Ground (or something to that effect). Why Can't We the Peons Be Managed with Righteous-Judgement (or something to that effect)??

What if This Solar System is The Reform School of the Universe?! Perhaps the Universe Powers That Be decided to allow the malcontents to figure things out and come to their senses rather than torturing and/or exterminating them. OR What if This Solar System is The Gymnasium of the Universe where those who are becoming 'Soft' get 'Toughened-Up'?! What if 'Space is Hell'?! What if This Solar System is a mixture of Heaven and Purgatory?! I'm getting the sinking-feeling that I've wandered into the 'Wrong Part of Town' and now I'm in a 'No Win Situation'!! Take a Very Close Look at the Final Dozen Posts of This Present Thread. They are crazier than most posts and I think I need to go (for a variety of reasons). How Mad and Bad will things get if I just Shut-Up and Walk-Away?? An Individual of Interest told me "There Will Be Pandemonium" and "Wait Until They See What Those Who Were Loyal to God Got" but I never quite made up my mind about that particular Individual of Interest. They seemed to think Humanity should NOT Exist. I guess I'm sort of a 'Softy-Reformer' rather than a 'Torturer-Executioner'. I endorse 'Law and Order' while eschewing 'Fire and Brimstone'. It's Easier That Way.

I keep thinking about what George Carlin said regarding a "Rich Club at the Top, and You're Not In It" (or something to that effect). If a Hypothetical Breakaway Civilization Runs Everything (with Seemingly Unlimited Resources of Wealth, Supercomputers, Spaceships, Technology, Genetics, Robotics, Witchcraft, Sorcery, Slave-Labor, Artificial-Intelligence, Ancient-Records, Weapons of Mass-Destruction, and Legion Unknown-Factors) They and/or It Could Make Earth (and Possibly the Whole Solar System) Into Whatever the Hell They and/or It Wanted It to Be. An Individual of Interest told me "God Can Run the World Any Way He Wants To." Sherry Shriner said "Satan Has an Office on the 10th Floor of Goldman Sachs." What if there is a blurring of God and Satan in this Solar System?? Even in the Bible, God is often represented as having Satan-Like Characteristics. Just Read the Whole-Bible Straight-Through, Over and Over to see what I mean.

A lot of the material I post is way out of my comfort-zone and over my head, and I'm NOT attempting to play the part of the proverbial 'Knight in Shining Armor.' I've repeatedly warned everyone to NOT follow me into the ditch. This is sort of a 'Galactic Bootcamp for Completely Ignorant Fools'. I do NOT endorse a lot of the posts, images, and videos. This is a 'Moot Unholy War' as a 'Philosophical Potpourri' (or something to that effect). Most of the Interviewers and Interviewees (MSM and Alternative-Media) could Kick My @$$!! I honestly think the Information-War is going to get REALLY BAD. "Brace for Impact!! Too-Low!! Terrain!! Whoop!! Whoop!! Pull Up!!" If you ever wish to face yourself and think, consider watching 'Plane-Crash' videos for a while. I have a morbid sense of curiosity, and I recently briefly researched the similarities and differences between the DC-3 and the C-46, specifically relating to the 1960 Cal Poly Football Team C-46 crash. There was a C-47 (DC-3) crash in the Verdugo Mountains of Burbank, California during World War II that must've been very close to where I grew up. I just watched a video, which said the crash occurred 2.5 miles from the Burbank Airport (now Bob Hope Airport). We lived approximately 2 miles from that airport!!

As a child, I remember passing by the crash-site of a Flying Tigers (Connie or Electra, I can't remember which). As I've mentioned before, I drove four souls (two couples) to SeaTac Airport who died in the Alaska Airlines 261 crash in January of 2000. I spoke on the phone to one of the men the day before the crash. I was supposed to pick them up upon their return to Seattle. I remember the horror I experienced when I heard the flight-number on the radio, just as I was preparing to leave for the airport. I knew a flight-attendant who could've easily been on that flight, but they weren't. The Masonic Ring belonging to one of the men was found in a fishing-net. I think he might've been a Master Mason. I spoke numerous times with a former Logan Airport Traffic Controller who was an activist regarding 9/11 Truth. I even steadied a HUGE 9/11 sign along a busy road while the activist used the restroom. I felt really strange. Once, a man in a truck swore at us. I met a man who was instrumental in producing 'Pandora's Black Box' regarding Flight 77. Tonight, I'm watching a video by David Icke concerning 9/11. 'RA' told me "9/11 was done to prevent something much worse from happening."

The religious-references do NOT constitute an endorsement. Everything changes when the context is changed. One's beliefs often seem secure when one is in the midst of fellow-believers but when one is in enemy-territory its much tougher to rely on 'Faith Alone'. When I don't directly comment, this doesn't mean I reject the wisdom and advice. I'm attempting to be a Noble-Agnostic with Responsible-Neutrality in a Science-Fictional Alternative-Research Context (for better or worse, I know not). I Beat Around the Burning Bush. I've been to a couple of 'Offspring' concerts. They Rock!! What Would Noodles Do?? The Religious and Irreligious People Probably Hate Me. If I'm Challenging and Angering BOTH, I Probably Should Experience Fear and Trembling (Especially When I Claim I've Been Significantly Messed-With in a MOST Devastating Manner). People Have Died Angering and Exposing the Bad Guys and Gals. But According to 'RA' "EVERYONE IS BAD!!" I used to ride 'wheelies' in a wheelchair throughout the church I grew-up attending. That's probably why I've been attacked throughout my life!! God Got Me!!

orthodoxymoron wrote:I didn't think the full text from one of my USSS posts was appropriate, so I condensed it, but thank-you for posting it in all its glory. Sorry for Rambling. I just watched Ford v Ferrari and I'm waiting for Ford v Gane!! What Would Desmond Ford and Erwin Gane Say?? I don't talk like this in 'Real-Life' and I model someone I'm not online because I can (while I'm still breathing). I hope someone is backing this stuff up for further study when I'm gone (which might be anytime now). This is honestly a sad activity despite my attitude. If I were working with Ghostwriters and Screenwriters it might be a lot more fun!! But I've chosen to annoy the faithful and unfaithful few on this website (and probably a couple of agency-interns in their cubicles) for better or worse, I know not. My posting probably brings out the Best and the Worst in the Best and the Worst. This is frankly the only way I get any writing done. I don't think I could write a Real-Book (even if my eternal-life depended on it). Book-Signings would be an embarrassing-fiasco. Life is Hard (especially when one is a Completely Ignorant Fool). I'm just a nobody imagining being a somebody. It actually sucks.

Morpheus wrote:

Carol,

Bedbugs 0     Lionhawk 1

Told you so. Just don't ask me how I did it.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Morpheus wrote:

This is where you need to change gears as Mudra has suggested. I have posted this clip a couple of times, but you didn't take it seriously, OXY. You want to know the truth, then you must take the red pill.

This rabbit hole goes much deeper than even you can perceive, with all of your, "WHAT IFs."

With all of your ramblings, speculations, what-ifs, a tangled up mess of flypaper, with no real answers, has created a perpetual swatting at the bees that surround you. We're not the bees I am referring to by the way.

You claim to not be stubborn and open-minded. I'll give you open-minded. But you are stubborn as you have refused to take the RED PILL! And this is where it is because it is in your foundation and you don't want to go to the place to make that change, because you are just full of fear and despair. But not only that, these bees keep you occupied and they keep you swatting at them, while never hitting your targets, thus the despair. These bees are also a council who have their claws on you and you refuse to fight back because of your inner fear.

A confession I must make. A special friend and I have scanned you. We both came up with the same thing. You are being controlled. By these handlers. Only you can change that status. You say you don't want to fight. Do you have such a low opinion of your soul? By what you reflect in your postings, I think you do have such a poor opinion of self. You confess that opinion by your statements at every turn and even go so far as blaming us for making you feel that way, when we are not about that. Even though we can relate because we have been there, done that. And out of your desperation, you even go as far as changing our intentions in terms of context, to fit with your victimhood. And when we reflect back to you our true intentions, you spit it back in our faces.

Look, until you take the RED PILL, everything you have done has been a waste of time. Even what we have done to try and support you, will all be for nothing. Such is where we are at presently.

At this rate in your state of being, you are heading for one massive heart attack. Your heart contains love and you are constricting that love to the point of self-destruction. That is what your handlers want to happen so that they can fully feast on you. Right now they are using you as a drug and are getting high from it and the more they can keep you swatting, the higher the buzz they get.

That's what you don't seem to be getting. You will have to fight back to SAVE YOURSELF, or suffer the consequences. It's all your choice and that was one truth that always was there, but your stubbornness has caused you to get stuck. Again, only you can change that. It's on you, so grow a pair and fight back! All of us here are hoping for your success.

Take the RED PILL!

Namaste'

Morpheus wrote:This rabbit hole goes much deeper than even you can perceive, with all of your, "WHAT IFs." With all of your ramblings, speculations, what-ifs, a tangled up mess of flypaper, with no real answers, has created a perpetual swatting at the bees that surround you. We're not the bees I am referring to by the way. You claim to not be stubborn, and to be open-minded. I'll give you open-minded. But you are stubborn as you have refused to take the RED PILL! And this is where it is because it is in your foundation and you don't want to go to the place to make that change, because you are just full of fear and despair. But not only that, these bees keep you occupied and they keep you swatting at them, while never hitting your targets, thus the despair. These bees are also a council who have their claws on you and you refuse to fight back because of your inner fear. A confession I must make. A special friend and I have scanned you. We both came up with the same thing. You are being controlled by these handlers. Only you can change that status. You say you don't want to fight. Do you have such a low opinion of your soul? By what you reflect in your postings, I think you do have such a poor opinion of self. You confess that opinion by your statements at every turn and even go so far as blaming us for making you feel that way, when we are not about that. Even though we can relate because we have been there, done that. And out of your desperation, you even go as far as changing our intentions in terms of context, to fit with your victimhood. And when we reflect back to you our true intentions, you spit it back in our faces.

Orthodoxymoron's Controller!!
"The Council Made Me Do It!!"

I'll probably watch this video hundreds of times!! Can anyone guess why?? I wish I were younger, smarter, richer, and better-looking, but too-much water has gone under the bridge. I think I finally "Get It" and I'll be on my way as I shake the dust off my shoes (without looking back). Remember Lot's Wife??

Existentialism Continued. https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/existentialism/

4. Politics, History, Engagement

For the existentialists engagement is the source of meaning and value; in choosing myself I in a certain sense make my world. On the other hand, I always choose myself in a context where there are others doing the same thing, and in a world that has always already been there. In short, my acting is situated, both socially and historically. Thus, in choosing myself in the first-person singular, I am also choosing in such a way that a first-person plural, a “we,” is simultaneously constituted. Such choices make up the domain of social reality: they fit into a pre-determined context of roles and practices that go largely unquestioned and may be thought of as a kind of collective identity. In social action my identity takes shape against a background (the collective identity of the social formation) that remains fixed. On the other hand, it can happen that my choice puts this social formation or collective identity itself into question: who I am to be is thus inseperable from the question of who we are to be. Here the first-person plural is itself the issue, and the action that results from such choices constitutes the field of the political.

If authenticity is the category by which I am able to think about what it means to “exist,” then, the account of authenticity cannot neglect the social, historical, and political aspects of that existence. Thus it is not merely because twentieth-century existentialism flourished at a time when European history appeared to collapse and political affairs loomed especially large that existential philosophers devoted much attention to these matters; rather, the demand for an account of the “situation” stems from the very character of existence itself, which, unlike the classical “rational subject,” is what it is only in relation to its “time.” This is not to say, however, that existential philosophers are unanimous in their account of the importance of historical factors or in their estimation of the political in relation to other aspects of existence. Emmanuel Levinas, for example, whose early work belonged within the orbit of existential philosophy, opposed to the “horizontal” temporality of political history a “vertical” or eschatological temporality that radically challenged all historical meaning, while Sartre, in contrast, produced a version of Marxist historical materialism in which existentialism itself became a mere ideology. But we cannot stop to examine all such differences here. Instead, we shall look at the positions of Heidegger and Sartre, who provide opposing examples of how an authentic relation to history and politics can be understood.

4.1 Heidegger: History as Claim

For Heidegger, to exist is to be historical. This does not mean that one simply finds oneself at a particular moment in history, conceived as a linear series of events. Rather, it means that selfhood has a peculiar temporal structure that is the origin of that “history” which subsequently comes to be narrated in terms of a series of events. Existential temporality is not a sequence of instants but instead a unified structure in which the “future” (that is, the possibility aimed at in my project) recollects the “past” (that is, what no longer needs to be done, the completed) so as to give meaning to the “present” (that is, the things that take on significance in light of what currently needs doing). To act, therefore, is, in Heidegger's terms, to “historize” (geschehen), to constitute something like a narrative unity, with beginning, middle, and end, that does not so much take place in time as provides the condition for linear time. To exist “between birth and death,” then, is not merely to be present in each of a discrete series of temporal instants but to consitute oneself in the unity of a history, and authentic existence is thus one in which the projects that give shape to existence are ones to which I commit myself in light of this history. Though it belongs to, and defines, a “moment,” choice cannot be simply “of the moment”; to be authentic I must understand my choice in light of the potential wholeness of my existence.[19]

That this choice has a political dimension stems from the fact that existence is always being-with-others. Though authenticity arises on the basis of my being alienated, in anxiety, from the claims made by norms belonging to the everyday life of das Man, any concrete commitment that I make in the movement to recover myself will enlist those norms in two ways. First, what I commit myself to will always be derived from (though not reducible to) some “possibility of Dasein that has been there” (Heidegger 1962: 438): I cannot make my identity from whole cloth; I will always understand myself in terms of some way of existing that has been handed down within my tradition.[20] I “choose my hero” (Heidegger 1962: 437) by, for instance, committing myself to a philosophical life, which I understand on the model of Socrates, or to a religious life, which I understand on the model of St. Francis. The point is that I must understand myself in terms of something, and these possibilities for understanding come from the historical heritage and the norms that belong to it. Heidegger thinks of this historical dimension as a kind of “fate” (Schicksal): not something inevitable that controls my choice but something that, inherited from my historical situation, claims me, holds a kind of authority for me.

The second way in which the everyday norms of das Man are enlisted in authentic choice stems from the fact that when I commit myself to my “fate” I do so “in and with my ‘generation’” (Heidegger 1962: 436). The idea here seems roughly to be this: To opt for a way of going on is to affirm the norms that belong to it; and because of the nature of normativity it is not possible to affirm norms that would hold only for me. There is a kind of publicity and scope in the normative such that, when I choose, I exemplify a standard for others as well. Similarly, Heidegger holds that the sociality of my historizing restricts what can be a genuine “fate” or choice for me. Acting is always with others—more specifically, with a “community” or a “people” (Volk)—and together this “co-historizing” responds to a “destiny” (Geschick) which has guided our fates in advance (Heidegger 1962: 436). Not everything is really possible for us, and an authentic choice must strive to respond to the claim that history makes on the people with whom one belongs, to seize its “destiny.” Along this communitarian axis, then, existential historicality can open out onto the question of politics: who are “we” to be?

Heidegger suggests that it was this concept of historicality that underwrote his own concrete political engagement during the period of National Socialism in Germany. Disgusted with the political situation in Weimar Germany and characterizing it as especially irresolute or inauthentic, Heidegger looked upon Hitler's movement as a way of recalling the German people back to their “ownmost” possibility—i.e., a way for Germany to constitute itself authentically as an alternative to the political models of Russia and the United States. Heidegger's choice to intervene in university politics at this time was thus both a choice of himself—in which he chose his hero: Plato's “philosopher-king” (see Arendt 1978)—and a choice for his “generation.” Much is controversial about Heidegger's engagement for National Socialism (not least whether he drew the appropriate consequences from his own concept of authenticity), but it provides a clear example of a kind of existential politics that depends on an ability to “tell time”—that is, to sense the imperatives of one's factic historical situation. Heidegger later became very suspicious of this sort of existential politics. Indeed, for the idea of authenticity as resolute commitment he substituted the idea of a “releasement” (Gelassenheit) and for engagement the stance of “waiting.” He came to believe that the problems that face us (notably, the dominance of technological ways of thinking) have roots that lie deeper than can be addressed through politics directly. He thus famously denied that democracy was sufficient to deal with the political crisis posed by technology, asserting that “only a god can save us” (Heidegger 1981: 55, 57). But even here, in keeping with the existential notion of historicity, Heidegger's recommendations turn on a reading of history, of the meaning of our time.

4.2 Sartre: Existentialism and Marxism

A very different reading, and a very different recommendation, can be found in the work of Sartre. The basis for Sartre's reading of history, and his politics, was laid in that section of Being and Nothingness that describes the birth of the social in the “Look”(le regard) of the other. In making me an object for his projects, the other alienates me from myself, displaces me from the subject position (the position from which the world is defined in its meaning and value) and constitutes me as something. Concretely, what I am constituted “as” is a function of the other's project and not something that I can make myself be. I am constituted as a “Frenchman” in and through the hostility emanating from that German; I am constituted as a “man” in the resentment of that woman; I am constituted as a “Jew” on the basis of the other's anti-semitism; and so on. This sets up a dimension of my being that I can neither control nor disavow, and my only recourse is to wrench myself away from the other in an attempt to restore myself to the subject-position. For this reason, on Sartre's model, social reality is in perpetual conflict—an Hegelian dialectic in which, for ontological reasons, no state of mutual recognition can ever be achieved. The “we”—the political subject—is always contested, conflicted, unstable. But this instability does have a certain structure, one which Sartre, steeped in the Marxism of inter-war French thought (Alexandre Kojève, Jean Hyppolite), explored in terms of a certain historical materialism. For social relations take place not only between human beings but also within institutions that have developed historically and that enshrine relations of power and domination. Thus the struggle for who will take the subject position is not carried out on equal terms. As Simone de Beauvoir demonstrated in detail in her book, The Second Sex, the historical and institutional place of women is defined in such a way that they are consigned to a kind of permanent “object” status—they are the “second” sex since social norms are defined in male terms. This being so, a woman's struggle to develop self-defining projects is constrained by a permanent institutional “Look” that already defines her as “woman,” whereas a man need not operate under constraints of gender; he feels himself to be simply “human,” pure subjectivity. Employing similar insights in reflection on the situations of ethnic and economic oppression, Sartre sought a way to derive political imperatives in the face of the groundlessness of moral values entailed by his view of the ideality of values.

At first, Sartre argued that there was one value—namely freedom itself—that did have a kind of universal authority. To commit oneself to anything is also always to commit oneself to the value of freedom. In “Existentialism is a Humanism” Sartre tried to establish this by way of a kind of transcendental argument, but he soon gave up that strategy and pursued the more modest one of claiming that the writer must always engage “on the side of freedom.” According to the theory of “engaged literature” expounded in What is Literature?, in creating a literary world the author is always acting either to imagine paths toward overcoming concrete unfreedoms such as racism and capitalist exploitation, or else closing them off. In the latter case, he is contradicting himself, since the very idea of writing presupposes the freedom of the reader, and that means, in principle, the whole of the reading public. Whatever the merits of this argument, it does suggest the political value to which Sartre remained committed throughout his life: the value of freedom as self-making.

This commitment finally led Sartre to hold that existentialism itself was only an “ideological” moment within Marxism, which he termed “the one philosophy of our time which we cannot go beyond” (Sartre 1968:xxxiv). As this statement suggests, Sartre's embrace of Marxism was a function of his sense of history as the factic situation in which the project of self-making takes place. Because existing is self-making (action), philosophy—including existential philosophy—cannot be understood as a disinterested theorizing about timeless essences but is always already a form of engagement, a diagnosis of the past and a projection of norms appropriate to a different future in light of which the present takes on significance. It therefore always arises from the historical-political situation and is a way of intervening in it. Marxism, like existentialism, makes this necessarily practical orientation of philosophy explicit.

From the beginning existentialism saw itself in this activist way (and this provided the basis for the most serious disagreements among French existentialists such as Sartre, Merleau-Ponty, and Camus, many of which were fought out in the pages of the journal founded by Sartre and Merleau-Ponty, Les Temps Modernes). But the later Sartre came to hold that a philosophy of self-making could not content itself with highlighting the situation of individual choice; an authentic political identity could only emerge from a theory that situated such choice in a practically oriented analysis of its concrete situation. Thus it appeard to him that the “ideology of existence” was itself merely an alienated form of the deeper analysis of social and historical reality provided by Marx's dialectical approach. In focusing on the most important aspects of the material condition in which the existential project of self-making takes place—namely, economic relations under conditions of scarcity—Marx's critique of capital offered a set of considerations that no “philosophy of freedom” could ignore, considerations that would serve to orient political engagement until such time as “there will exist for everyone a margin of real freedom beyond the production of life” (Sartre 1968: 34). Marxism is unsurpassable, therefore, because it is the most lucid theory of our alienated situation of concrete unfreedom, oriented toward the practical-political overcoming of that unfreedom.

Sartre's relation to orthodox Marxism was marked by tension, however, since he held that existing Marxism had abandoned the promise of its dialectical approach to social reality in favor of a dogmatic “apriorism” that subsumed historical reality under a blanket of lifeless abstractions. He thus undertook his Critique of Dialectical Reason to restore the promise of Marxism by reconceiving its concept of praxis in terms of the existential notion of project. What had become a rigid economic determinism would be restored to dialectical fluidity by recalling the existential doctrine of self-making: it is true that man is “made” by history, but at the same time he is making that very history. This attempt to “reconquer man within Marxism” (Sartre 1968: 83)—i.e., to develop a method which would preserve the concrete details of human reality as lived experience—was not well received by orthodox Marxists. Sartre's fascination with the details of Flaubert's life, or the life of Baudelaire, smacked too much of “bourgeois idealism.” But we see here how Sartre's politics, like Heidegger's, derived from his concept of history: there are no iron-clad laws that make the overthrow of capitalism the inevitable outcome of economic forces; there are only men in situation who make history as they are made by it. Dialectical materialism is the unsurpassable philosophy of those who choose, who commit themselves to, the value of freedom. The political claim that Marxism has on us, then, would rest upon the ideological enclave within it: authentic existence as choice.

Authentic existence thus has an historical, political dimension; all choice will be attentive to history in the sense of contextualizing itself in some temporally narrative understanding of its place. But even here it must be admitted that what makes existence authentic is not the correctness of the narrative understanding it adopts. Authenticity does not depend on some particular substantive view of history, some particular theory or empirical story. From this point of view, the substantive histories adopted by existential thinkers as different as Heidegger and Sartre should perhaps be read less as scientific accounts, defensible in third-person terms, than as articulations of the historical situation from the perspective of what that situation is taken to demand, given the engaged commitment of their authors. They stand, in other words, less as justifications for their authors' existential and political commitments than as themselves a form of politics: invitations to others to see things as the author sees them, so that the author's commitment to going on in a certain way will come to be shared.

5. Existentialism Today

As a cultural movement, existentialism belongs to the past. As a philosophical inquiry that introduced a new norm, authenticity, for understanding what it means to be human—a norm tied to a distinctive, post-Cartesian concept of the self as practical, embodied, being-in-the-world—existentialism has continued to play an important role in contemporary thought in both the continental and analytic traditions. The Society for Phenomenology and Existential Philosophy, as well as societies devoted to Heidegger, Sartre, Merleau-Ponty, Jaspers, Beauvoir, and other existential philosophers, provide a forum for ongoing work—both of a historical, scholarly nature and of more systematic focus—that derives from classical existentialism, often bringing it into confrontation with more recent movements such as structuralism, deconstruction, hermeneutics, and feminism. In the area of gender studies Judith Butler (1990) draws importantly on existential sources, as does Lewis Gordon (1995) in the area of race theory (see also Bernasconi 2003). Matthew Ratcliffe (2008) develops an existential approach to psychopathology.

Interest in a narrative conception of self-identity—for instance, in the work of Charles Taylor (1999), Paul Ricoeur, David Carr (1986), or Charles Guignon—has its roots in the existential revision of Hegelian notions of temporality and its critique of rationalism. Hubert Dreyfus (1979) developed an influential criticism of the Artificial Intelligence program drawing essentially upon the existentialist idea, found especially in Heidegger and Merleau-Ponty, that the human world, the world of meaning, must be understood first of all as a function of our embodied practices and cannot be represented as a logically structured system of representations. Calling for a “new existentialism,” John Haugeland (1998) has explored the role of existential commitment in scientific practices as truth-tracking practices. In a series of books, Michael Gelven (e.g., 1990, 1997) has reflected upon the distinctions between existential, moral, and epistemological or logical dimensions of experience, showing how the standards appropriate to each intertwine, without reducing to any single one. A revival of interest in moral psychology finds many writers who are taking up the question of self-identity and responsibility in ways that recall the existential themes of self-making and choice—for instance, Christine Korsgaard (1996) appeals crucially to notions of “self-constitution” and “practical identity”; Richard Moran (2001) emphasizes the connection between self-avowal and the first-person perspective in a way that derives in part from Sartre; and Thomas Nagel has followed the existentialist line in connecting meaning to the consciousness of death. Even if such writers tend to proceed with more confidence in the touchstone of rationality than did the classical existentialists, their work operates on the terrain opened up by the earlier thinkers.

In addition, after years of being out of fashion in France, existential motifs have once again become prominent in the work of leading thinkers. Foucault's embrace of a certain concept of freedom, and his exploration of the “care of the self,” recall debates within existentialism, as does Derrida's recent work on religion without God and his reflections on the concepts of death, choice, and responsibility. In very different ways, the books by Cooper (1999) and Alan Schrift (1995) suggest that a re-appraisal of the legacy of existentialism is an important agenda item of contemporary philosophy. Reynolds (2006), for instance, concludes his introduction to existentialism with a consideration of how post-structuralists such as Derrida, Deleuze, and Foucault extend certain reflections found in Sartre, Camus, and Heidegger, while Reynolds (2004) does the same, in more detail for Derrida and Merleau-Ponty. If existentialism's very notoriety as a cultural movement may have impeded its serious philosophical reception, then, it may be that what we have most to learn from existentialism still lies before us.

There are, in fact, reasons to think that such a re-evaluation is currently underway. Several publications that have appeared since the last revision of this article (2010) take up the challenge of bringing existential thought into dialogue with items on the contemporary philosophical agenda. Edward Baring (2011) exhumes the historical relation between Derrida and existentialism and finds a kind of “'Christian' existentialism” in Derrida's work prior to 1952, traces of which are discernible in his later thinking. The collection edited by Judaken and Bernasconi (2012) explores the historical context of existentialist writings informed by contemporary critiques of canonization, while Margaret Simons (2013) re-evaluates the role of Beauvoir, and of feminist thought, in the origins of existentialism itself. In 2011 The Continuum Companion to Existentialism appeared (Joseph, Reynolds, and Woodward 2011), followed by The Cambridge Companion to Existentialism (Crowell 2012). Articles in both volumes are committed to showing the systematic relevance of existential concepts and approaches for contemporary work in philosophy and other fields. Finally, Aho (2014) highlights how, in areas as diverse as cognitive science, psychiatry, health care, and environmental philosophy, “the legacy of existentialism is alive and well” (2014: 140).

Bibliography

The bibliography is divided into two sections; taken together, they provide a representative sample of existentialist writing. The first includes books that are cited in the body of the article. The second contains supplementary reading, including works that have been mentioned in the article, selected works by some of the figures mentioned in the first paragraph of the article, certain classical readings in existentialism, and more recent studies of relevance to the issues discussed. The bibliography is, somewhat arbitrarily, limited to works in English, and no attempt at comprehensiveness has been made. For detailed bibliographies of the major existentialists, including critical studies, the reader is referred to the entries devoted to the individual philosophers. I invite readers to suggest new and noteworthy sources for inclusion here.

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Orthodoxymoron Unveiled!!

Carol wrote:

December 24, 2018
Trump Throws Mattis Out Of Pentagon—
Then Replaces Him With World’s Foremost Nazi UFO Expert

http://www.whatdoesitmean.com/index2744.htm A thoroughly mind-bending new Ministry of Defense (MoD) report circulating in the Kremlin today states that barely four days after US Secretary of Defense James “Mad Dog” Mattis informed President Trump that he would be resigning his post effective 28 February 2019, Trump unceremoniously threw Mattis out of the Pentagon a few hours ago ordering him to leave by 1 January 2019—and whose replacement will be Deputy Secretary of Defense Patrick Shanahan—a globally renowned mechanical aircraft engineer, one of whose fields of expertise are the anti-gravity aircraft discoveries made by Austrian engineer Viktor Schauberger—that led to the building of the mysterious Haunebu II Flying Saucer built by the German Nazis during World War II—and that is still so feared by the American elites today, they forced the toy maker Revell to pull a plastic model of it from store shelves this past year over fears people would believe it was real.

American toy maker Revell forced to stop selling Haunebu II
Flying Saucer plastic model in June-2018

Haunebu II Flying Saucer designated #51 (above) has long been rumored to be behind the naming of the top secret US military base known as Area 51. According to this report, within a week of the unprecedented historic trip to Washington D.C. of Russia’s three top intelligence officials this past January, an equally unprecedented trip was made to Moscow by the only registered lobbyist in the US on the issue of alien disclosure—an American expert on UFO and extraterrestrial US government issues named Steve Bassett who heads The Paradigm Research Group (PRG)—and during whose meetings with Russian experts, urged President Putin to lift the global “truth embargo” clamped down upon the releasing of any UFO issue to the public.

Among the most startling revelations made by PRG leader Bassett during his meetings with Russian experts, this report notes, was his providing conclusive evidence proving that Deputy Secretary of Defense Shanahan had begun declassifying once top-secret US military videos showing their fighter aircrafts encounters with unknown extraterrestrial aircraft—and whose US Navy pilots encountering these UFO’s were left stunned by the experience.

During the early days of the President Trump administration that saw great attention being paid to his picking General James “Mad Dog” Mattis to be his Secretary of Defense, this report details, the MoD, instead, focused all of their attention on Trump’s pick for Deputy Secretary of Defense as this position is the second highest in the Pentagon—and whose pick of Patrick Shanahan defied explanation at the time—but came into greater focus when it was realized that the US Navy F/A-18 fighter aircraft that had encountered these UFO’s were, in fact, built under the supervision of Shanahan.

Instead of having any US military and/or governmental management experience before being tapped by Trump to be the second-in-command at the Pentagon, this report explains, Shanahan, instead, spent his entire career as a mechanical engineer for Boeing—the maker of the F/A-18 variant used by the US Navy on their aircraft carriers—and whose engineering education was completed at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology (known as MIT) where he studied the works and research of MIT’s most famous engineer John G. Trump—the uncle of President Trump most famous for his being the only person allowed to review the documents of the modern world’s greatest genius Nikola Tesla—and among whose research documents reviewed by Trump’s uncle, and now known by Shanahan, included those detailing how to electronically communicate with other worlds.

During his over 30-year career as Boeing’s top mechanical engineer working on classified aircraft projects for the US military, this report continues, Shanahan was frequently in contact with Nick Cook, who is the highly acclaimed and awarded aerospace consultant for Jane's Defense Weekly in London—a relationship that intensified, in 2001, after Cook published his book titled “The Hunt for Zero Point: Inside the Classified World of Antigravity Technology”—and that, by 2014, allowed Boeing to develop an anti-gravity propulsion system they named GRASP (stands for Gravity Research for Advanced Space Propulsion)—that Boeing can’t yet fully realize due to the MoD refusing to cooperate with them—but did enable Boeing, in 2016, to receive a secret US patent for their gravity chamber based on GRASP technology, the existence of, for reasons still unknown, Deputy Defense Secretary Shanahan ordered declassified this past March.

Most critical to note about what Cook documented in his book, and he relayed to Shanahan, this report explains, are the anti-gravity discoveries made by the Austrian engineer Viktor Schauberger during World War II—who believed that machines could be designed better so that they would be “going with the flow of nature” rather than against it—and one of whose projects was to produce for the German Nazis a flying machine, saucer shaped, that used a “vortex propulsion” system, as his theory was that if water or air is rotated into a twisting form of oscillation (known as a colloidal) a build-up of energy results, which, with immense power, can cause levitation.

In the aftermath of World War II, however, this report notes, all of Schauberger’s research, including his prototypes, were captured by both Soviet and Allied forces (as they were scattered among several German Nazi secret research sites), neither of whom have collaborated on them since—with Schauberger, though, in 1958, going to the United States in an attempt to retrieve what they possessed, but ended in his claiming they were stolen by the Americans, and who died within days of his returning home to Austria empty handed.

With it being historically documented that the exposure of what controls humanity lies in what the controllers did to two of humanity’s brightest stars, Nikola Tesla and Viktor Schauberger, this report continues, it goes without question that sometime in the recent past, Boeing engineer Shanahan, while heading his company’s classified anti-gravity research, would have reached out and contacted Donald Trump—as now President Trump still controls the access to his family’s archives containing the research his uncle John Trump did on Tesla’s documents.

In understanding the full history of Shanahan, therefore, this report says, it becomes readily apparent why Trump tapped him to be the second most powerful person in the US military—and since his becoming Deputy Secretary of Defense, has seen Shanahan being the Pentagon's biggest booster for Trump's proposal for a separate Space Force, which is now in its final stages before going to the US Congress in early 2019—and that now, also, sees Shanahan being the Pentagon's point person in this effort, which remains unpopular in many US military quarters.

Speaking for the “US military quarters” opposing President Trump’s and Deputy Secretary of Defense Shanahan’s planned Space Force, this report details, was Secretary of Defense Mattis—who, in his 20 December resignation letter to Trump, cryptically alluded to America’s “unique and comprehensive system of alliances” he claimed “we cannot protect our interests” without—the most unique of being the long rumored alliance President  Dwight D. Eisenhower made with at least one alien race in 1954—and as confirmed as being true by his own great-grand-daughter, Laura Magdalene Eisenhower, who shockingly revealed that Eisenhower had actually negotiated with one alien race to obtain technology from them in exchange for the aliens being allowed to abduct a few humans for research purposes with no real harm coming to the test subjects.

The publically known details about this US-alien alliance, this report notes, is that on the night and early hours of 20-21 February 1954, while on a “vacation” to Palm Springs-California, President Eisenhower went missing and allegedly was taken to Edwards Air Force Base for a secret meeting—when he showed up the next morning at a church service in Los Angeles, reporters were told that he had to have emergency dental treatment the previous evening and had visited a local dentist—with this missing night and morning, however, said to have been when Eisenhower conducted a “First Contact” meeting with extraterrestrials, and that began of a series of meetings with different extraterrestrial races that led to a “treaty” that was eventually signed.

With it being historically documented that “Tesla scared the central bankers senseless…they knew what his plan meant…energy independence meant an almost complete loss of control of the people” and President Trump’s new Space Force posing a direct challenge to “Deep State” secrecy, this report concludes, it is no wonder why Trump is now facing the greatest assault on his presidency yet seen by his central bank controlled money elites—that in the past 24-hours alone has seen Trump’s Treasury Secretary frantically calling the top banks in America to make sure they’re protected from collapsing—top Trump officials convening their nation’s “Plunge Protection Team”, that’s only brought out in the gravest of economic market turmoil—and Trump himself asking his top advisors if he can outright fire his nation’s central bank chief—and that now has all of these malign forces battling against Trump knowing full well the grave significance of Mattis having just been thrown out of Pentagon and Shanahan taking full control—with all that remains to be seen now is if Trump will reveal the truth before the aliens do—the former being preferred by the MoD, as the latter will mean total global war.

Viktor Schauberger with Nikola Tesla—and now President Donald Trump and Deputy Defense Secretary Patrick Shanahan—knew and know the truths to free humanity from bondage—they’re just too big and powerful for normal minds to comprehend, at least those in power like to believe.

NANUXII wrote:Anti gravity was being " offered " to certain factions in the mid 90's as a product. It is old tech , one of these factions rejected it because they had something better. What is cutting edge is a particle beam cannon designed to destroy molecules that contain moisture of any kind. It can be calibrated to target specific entities leaving others un touched. The new tech in the intel processor is a scaled down version operating on the 14nm band. https://www.intel.com/content/www/us/en/silicon-innovations/intel-14nm-technology.html These new chips will be able to easily reverse the polarity of your TV and Computer screens to become a clear picture into your life., Not only that they can ( and have been able for a while now )  use your pc to generate certain frequencies to make you ill. The Gen 5 cell towers will eventually enact something similar to what we see on the first movie Kingsman , it is already in beta test here in oztralia and i see it happening every day. People are becoming increasingly combative every day. 2019 march approx you will see a definite increase in hostility between humans. Your best bet is to rid your self of any device made after 2009 while the ones previous can still be used against you , they have far less capability than the new tech. I wrote an article on how to heal your self after an attack, ill see if i can dig it out and post it here ? let me know if this is a good place to post it. I forgot to mention , when they get this tech down past the 10 Nm mark we are in real trouble. Im sure they already do with brain contol tech , its just not made it down to general tech. not yet.

NANUXII wrote:

This video is quite accurate. in 2011 i took photos on the border of Peru , i didnt see the photos till i got back  the, but they show a dark circle inside the sun. Every photo i took with the sun in the back ground showed the same thing. I thought it was a camera fault, until the camera stopped working ... the phone was fine but the camera all of a sudden wouldnt turn on ...  The circle somehow relates to the arctic poles. The red skies correlates to an old Hopi Prophecy i learned of in the early 90's called " The Night of the Red Skies "  The prophecy states when the night sky is blood red the end of days is upon us.  It is part of our evolution to becoming part of a galactic family. Before we can enter this family we will be rid of all life not capable of accepting anything external. Unfortunately or fortunately ( depending on how you view it )  a lot of us will not make it.  Do not fear , make your mind up about the gods and find faith inside you , do not fear death , it is only the end of this time , not all time ... CAVEAT :   Im watching further into the video and i hear the man is making reference to Nibiru , i dont believe it is Nibiru , it is something else. perhaps it is holotech beta testing. One thing i do believe is factions on earth are trying to delay the enetering of a new energy which is waiting to the left and behind our moon. The new energy is a good thing , it will mean freedom. It is the enetring of the energy Aqarius & Isis , the sisters of Diana.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Think long and hard about the thread 'America Warned is Unprepared for Q and Trumps Cataclysmic Destruction of Deep State'. What if Deep-State is Fundamentally Angel-Supercomputer Artificial-Intelligence?? "My God!! It's Full of Stars!!" I've mentioned this many-times BUT in the 1980's the Best and Brightest Theologians I observed in Loma Linda, CA, seemed to be catastrophically-devastated, while Dr. Robert H. Schuller, at the Crystal Cathedral, in Garden Grove, CA, seemed to be too gleeful, pompous, and supercilious. I spent too-much time in both-locations each and every week. I've repeatedly speculated that something profoundly-devastating occurred on September 11, 2001, which might've involved a hypothetical Deep-State Angel-Supercomputer Artificial-Intelligence Solar-System. What if the title of this thread spans 1925 to 2025 (in very-approximate figures)?? That's as specific as I wish to get. What if messing with HAL 9000 might screw the Whole Solar-System?? What if Nikola Tesla set a trap with technology he knew would be stolen (perhaps in the same way Cleopatra might've set a trap in the Library of Alexandria)?? 'RA' spoke with me concerning "Stolen-Technology". I honestly do NOT wish to speculate further in this area. I've thought about writing some Science-Fiction for formal-publication, but that option scares me. Two aerospace individuals (not-connected, at very-different times and locations) who I conversed-with, and could've told me a lot, both died of cancer before they could tell me much. Coincidental?? I claim that something bad has been done to me, and I'm not in a position or condition to do much of anything (even if I knew something significant). Perhaps I haven't taken the 'Red-Pill' because I can't handle the 'Truth'. I'm in no hurry, and that's the 'Truth'.

...Surrounded By Completely-Ignorant Fools!!

orthodoxymoron wrote:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC91A7V2rgLnX38nyHTYk01w Here is an interesting YouTube channel with political-intrigue from what appears to be the 80's and 90's. What if EVERYTHING is Centrally-Orchestrated?? What if Resistance is Futile?? I wish to be positive, yet this seems impossible when one carefully examines the world we live in. I've almost given-up my Solar System Governance quest (due to physical, mental, spiritual, and financial health reasons) but one cannot mess with local political-malfeasance without considering the larger-view of spiritual-wickedness in high-places (namely throughout the solar-system and possibly-beyond). One Individual of Interest told me "You Have Friends in High-Places." Another Individual of Interest told me "They Like You On Phobos." Honest. All possibilities should be exhaustively-considered. Try reading the Old-Testament Wisdom Books (Job to Song of Solomon) and the New-Testament Epistles (Romans to Jude) Straight-Through, Over and Over. Consider the Great-Controversy Between Christ and Satan (figuratively and/or literally) in Star-Wars and Earth's Final-Conflict (or something to that effect). What if Research Without Reaction must be the modus operandi of some of us (if we can remain-sane doing-so)?? Will the Bad-Guys crack-down on the Good-Guys?? Will the Good-Guys crack-down on the Bad-Guys?? Time Will Tell (as it always does).

Carol wrote:Thanks for the links Oxy. I just like to stay connected to that wonderful feeling that is generated whenever I focus on God and Christ. It's my inner happy place and where I go both intellectually and emotionally to reconnect to that spiritual sweet spot.  

Do you recall some of those experiments with Buddhist monks and the research on what happens to their brain when in meditation? There is an area within the brain that lights up. I also recall when watching the Dali Lama at a gathering on Maui how utterly happy he was. There he sat cracking jokes that were totally self-amusing.  

What if everything that we see is really a cosmic joke and we all just take ourselves too seriously?  

What if the real goal in this game of life is to climb over all of the obstacles (mental, physical, emotional, spiritual) placed in our way along the path of spiritual enlightenment are just there to help us grow as spiritual beings?  

What if the real spiritual goal in life is non-attachment to the physical?  

Having studied with spiritual masters, non-attachment to the physical world is a goal in order to move into the higher spiritual dimensions.

What if everything you think and see is also real?  

What if it's all there for your entertainment?  

What if it's all there as a distraction for you to learn how to set aside what doesn't matter and focus on what does?      

What if you consciously reconnect to your own divine inner spirit and just hang out in bliss?

Personally, I think the real test in this dimension is also to learn how to get along with others that uplifts oneself and the people one interacts with. To my way of thinking that is a huge super challenge.

Now my friend, keep in mind that traveling down the rabbit holes tends to take tremendous courage and fortitude.   Some rabbit holes are just to sad to deal with.

Instead of rabbit holes focus of developing your own innate spiritual gifts where you can reconnect with those abilities in dreams and dwell upon them while awake.  

My personal favorite is levitation/floating sensation and the projection of consciousness to different locations - even into higher spiritual dimensions. Dreams help to provide a nexus point in which to use for the latter.  

Much love and aloha to you my fried during this blessed season.    
Carol

Enjoy

Its true. In addition to many other studies, in 2008, New York University (NYU) neuro-scientific researchers MRI imaged the brains of over 20 Buddhist monks during meditation, with captivating observations.

What are some of the findings of these and other researchers?

Monk Meditation Music

Well, the list is long, but here are a few:

• Meditation can beneficially change the inner workings and circuitry of the brain, better known as “Neuroplasticity”.
• The happier parts of the brain (prefrontal cortex) were far more active.
• Their brains tend to “re-organize”, which means they feel a sense of “oneness” with the world around them.
• The brainwave patterns of the Buddhist monks were far more powerful, implying a higher level of external & internal thought.
• Their brains had enhanced focus, memory, learning, consciousness, and “neural coordination”.
• The monks had no anxiety, depression, addiction or anything of the sort.
• And this is just the tip of the iceberg, the benefits of meditation are limitless…

In short, the Buddhist monks brains were physically and functionally superior than those without meditation experience. Researchers believe that meditation changes the brain in the same way exercise changes the body.

https://eocinstitute.org/meditation/buddhist-monk-meditation-2/

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you Carol. I thought I was taking a 'higher-path' with my life by turning my back on fame, fortune, and power, but I ended-up being a hated-wretch with a whole-life physical, mental, spiritual, and financial crisis Accomplishing Absolutely Nothing. I often wish I'd shut-out Politics, Religion, and Righteousness, and just concentrated on becoming a Multi-Millionaire Big-Shot Cardiac-Surgeon with a Model-Wife (Touring Europe) and Charming-Children (Attending Harvard and Yale). If This Present Darkness is Orchestrated by the Galactic Powers That Be, WHY BUCK THE SYSTEM?? In the 1980's, Adventist-Whistleblowers Were Fired By The Adventist-Church, and Got Hired By Adventist-Health With Triple the Income. Do The Math.

Carol wrote:I do believe the others are still attachments Oxy. What if you had all that other stuff in your life? Don't you think that would also become burdensome? None of it appeals to me. Much of how I thought life would turn out to be didn't happen. And of course there were many disappointments along the way which I suspect is common for a number of folks when we look back at the paths not taken or taken. I'm not interested in the concept of being a millionaire. What does that mean anyway? Some think freedom but I think huge insufferable responsibilities, unless I were to hire honest people who will deal with the details of money management and even that is challenging. Now the focus is on simplifying life and enjoying both family, the critters along with living in Narnia.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you Carol. As always, I ham it up a bit, just to poke and prod at this and that. I'm always honest, yet I make points online which I don't make in real-life. I think I'm smarter and dumber than I think (and others think). My current speculation is especially upsetting, and I can't openly talk about it (here or in real-life). One aspect involves a hypothetical rebellion in 'Heaven' wherein a Rebel-Faction plots the overthrow of God, Heaven, and the Loyal-Angels, but on the day of the planned 'War in Heaven' God and the Good-Angels are nowhere to be found. They're All GONE!! Only a note from God is found, stating 'You Have Been Granted Freedom From Me and My Followers for All-Eternity. Heaven is Yours to Use As You Choose (though still owned by me), but you'll have to stay here forever. You Can Check-Out Anytime You Like, But You Can Never Leave. We'll visit from time to time, but we won't stay."

"Here I Stand Upon This Rock!!"

HAL: Password Accepted.
DAV: What the Hell is Going On, HAL??

Cheryl Hersha reminded me of Sherry Shriner. Cheryl also had an 'Oracle' Sister.
Think about things I've said in other posts. That's all I'm going to say.

HAL: Just What Do You Think You're Doing, DAV?
DAV: Vengeance Belongs to the Lord, But He Delegates.
COR: Be Afraid. Be VERY Afraid.

bobhardee wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9g6EQsdOkqU

orthodoxymoron wrote:Bob, that last video was devastating. I'm becoming much less capable of analyzing and commenting on the crap happening on Earth. Who knows what is happening throughout the solar system?? There seems to be an exponential-escalation of everything dangerous and threatening to humanity. Humanity often seems to not-know and not-care, as long as their family remains upwardly-mobile and technologically-sophisticated. I sometimes wonder if the Gods and Goddesses who set this thing up in antiquity knew how devastating runaway-technology would be to a developing-race, and significantly-restricted information and technology, perhaps until this solar system was invaded and defeated by ancient-aliens in star-wars of ruthless-conquest. What if WE were (and are) those ancient-aliens?? What if WE will inflict upon ourselves the Horrors of the Book of Revelation (with no 'help' from God and the Angels)?? I might be reduced to watching scary-videos in quiet-desperation for the rest of my pathetic-life. I suspect that the horrors and destruction will multiply exponentially in the coming decades. How Many Fukushima-Level Events Would It Take to Exterminate Humanity??

orthodoxymoron wrote:

quod erat demonstrandum

"What Are We Going to Do About Orthodoxymoron??"

magamud wrote: I feel the same way Ortho and I suspect many others are too.  I have noticed waves of syncronicity effecting the populace in different ways.  Bursts of singularity?

Unconscious explosions manifesting in symbology, insights and dialectic language.  I think this thread is very valuable and at the least, a lens of construction into the quantum ocean of life.  A missionary of your own existence?  A deep sea diver into the depths of your energy?

Godspeed...

Jenetta wrote:Oxy you will always be a survivor...why? because you have imagination which most of humanity lacks...also you have 'heart'...lastly you have a great deal of humour (which many people lack) and this also helps you to survive.

The wheel keeps turning and we're turning with it.

Imagine Looking Into Your Telescope
and Seeing THIS!!!

The Queen of Heaven and a Jesuit-Professor??
Another Day at the University of Solar System
Studies and Governance at Ida??

devakas wrote:

orthodoxymoron wrote:I worry about irresponsible-freedom v responsible-freedom. I understand that We the Sheeple must be watched by the Sheep-Herders -- but I worry when I hear about the TV watching people while they watch TV. What are ethical and appropriate limits to surveillance?? We obviously live in a VERY dangerous world -- and I agonize over how the insanity should be managed. I have recently started thinking more about Ethics, Law, Law-Enforcement, and the Military. The industrial revolution, the technological revolution, and the information explosion -- has created a perfect storm -- especially on the internet -- and I suspect that a lot of individuals (human and otherwise) have gotten caught with their pants and dresses down -- and I further suspect that they are really, Really MAD!! But I am very doubtful that things are going to get better anytime soon. Even if my hypothetical United States of the Solar System were introduced in Obama's State of the Union Address -- things would probably still go to hell -- and such a sudden and abrupt introduction might precipitate Hell on Earth.

Things are very precarious and unstable right now. Evolutionary change should trump revolutionary change. Things might have to APPEAR to remain the same for at least the rest of this decade. We could be facing a market-crash and a dollar-crash which could be made milder or more severe by how change and the media is managed. I worry about resets, disclosure, regime-changes, and alien-invasions (staged or otherwise). I think the evil and destructive potential which exists within this solar system is beyond comprehension. I feel as if we might be in the quiet before the storm. My recent 'Solar System View' is making me feel like a completely different person -- and it is scaring the hell out of me. I can only imagine how the 'Real Insiders' feel -- the ones who deal directly with the BS -- each and every day.

I can only imagine how the 'Real Insiders' feel -- the ones who deal directly with the BS -- each and every day -

hahaha I think you got it right here.

incarnated soul is very busy to create the paradise on earth, to make there imortal matter, get insurance and enjoy the 'misery'....

Ortho you are the very skilled english writer. You try to speak with the sore mind.  However it is true that the heart is wiser than mind.

I posted on Vedic thread about Creator, our father, i shared to understand Him better, to feel Him in our hearts, to love Him, bow to Him.....
remember it is all about desires. it it all about our desires to whom to serve. truth or lies.

Now compare the desire in your posts. I see it as it is politics of rulers, pure desire to rule and sufering of this passion.  
(remember passion always ends in misery. facts. hollywood passion, rules of passion, love with passion, etc. always ends with misery. ) remember that.

so the question is do you want to know God? really? or do you want to take over the ruler's part? Are you worry how to rule? This post of One is taken. :) So whom you want to rule or take over?

I would be fan of your writings, but i am not interested in politics, powers, rulers, responsibilities (sucks)...those are only people mind speculations in illiusion of -i do better, i am the best..

 freedom is better.

i see your honesty, i see you suffer and feel bad about it.  

keep cool your mind and best best wishes.

devakas


should i post about matter

"I Am RA!!! Late to Class AGAIN???"

devakas wrote:Ortho, did Jesus taught us to imagine? you should stop to imagine, and get real. Did Jesus taught to rule Solar System? or Jesus taught Love?

Save your soul, as your mind is going off. If you realy want to know Truth, read yourself Bhagavad Gita As It Is as Einstein did. Read what he said about it.
:)
you are not late to class.  There is Bhagtivedanta Institute. I posted on Vedic link somewhere.

i just want you to be happpppppyyyyyyyy!!!!  hear me.  :).  shut off your mind.
:)

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/sherrytalkradio/2017/08/22/08-21-17-blacklisted-news-and-bible-prophecy-watch

Carol wrote:The August 21, 2017 Eclipse – 33+ Fascinating Facts
https://countdownreport.wordpress.com/2017/08/12/august-21-eclipse-33-facts/

This eclipse even by the world’s standards is being set as “The Great American Eclipse” because of how unique it is. Yes, plenty of partial and solar eclipses happened in the past, but what makes this one different?

1. MOST total eclipses falls over water or unpopulated areas of the planet, so an eclipse that is visible is rare in itself. The August 21 eclipse will be the first total solar eclipse whose path of totality stays completely in the United States since 1776 according the Space.com Total Solar Eclipse 2017 guide.

What else happened in 1776? Oh, so a total solar eclipse that affects only the United States, a gentile nation, since the founding of it? Note taken.

2. EVERYONE in the continental U.S. has the opportunity to at least a partial eclipse. This eclipse will be the most viewed ever.

3. A solar eclipse is a lineup of the Sun, the Moon, and Earth and a solar eclipse happens only at a New Moon and solar eclipses don’t happen at every New Moon. More rare upon rare.

4. First contact is in the state of Oregon, the 33rd state in the USA. The last contact is in South Carolina on the 33rd parallel. This eclipse happens on day 233 of the year. If the Revelation 12 sign is valid, then the eclipse is also 33 days before September 23, 2017. Jesus is thought to have been 33 when He died.

5. Just for fun: It is 99 years (3 x 33) since the last eclipse to go coast-to-coast in the US, in 1918. From September 23, 2017 (Revelation 12 sign) to the end of the year, December 31, 2017 is 99 days (or 3 x 33). The number of days from the 1918 eclipse to the August 21 eclipse are 26,234 days. (2+6+2+3+4 = 17; 2017?). From August 12, 2017, the date of the Charlottesville Virginia “State of Emergency” declared to the August 21, 2017 Great Solar Eclipse is 9 days (3+3+3) and the dates are also mirrored – 12 and 21.

33 has a special relation to earthquakes because the Richter Scale uses the number 33. Each whole number that goes higher on the scale is 33 times more intense than the whole number below it. (Keep this in mind for a special treat below!)

6. First big city the eclipse hits in Oregon is Salem – Salem was named after Jerusalem. The eclipse also begins in Oregon exactly at sunset time in Jerusalem. So technically speaking, as the sun sets in American it will be setting in Jerusalem at the same time.

7. The center line crosses through 12 primary states to receive total darkness. 12 disciples, 12 months in a year, the meaning of 12, which is considered a perfect number, is that it symbolizes God’s power and authority, as well as serving as a perfect governmental foundation. (Remember the 1776 thing?)

8. The eclipse path is exactly 70 miles wide. 70 has a sacred meaning in the Bible that has two perfect numbers, 7 that represents perfection and 10 that represents completeness and God’s law. 70 also symbolizes perfect spiritual order and a period of judgment. 70 is also specially connected with Jerusalem with so many references it would take a book to write.

9. When Jesus died, there was an eclipse? and a earthquake. “It was now about noon, and darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon” – Luke 23:44-45 / “Now when the centurion, and they that were with him, watching Jesus, saw the earthquake, and those things that were done, they feared greatly, saying, Truly this was the Son of God.” – Matthew 27:54.

10. Donald Trump was born on an eclipse.

11. The path of the August 21, 2017 eclipse crosses every major earthquake fault line. (Remember that note above above 33 in the Richter scale?) On August 23, 2017 there is a FEMA exercise known as “EarthEX2017” scheduled that will simulate “catastrophes such as mega earthquakes, cyber terrorism or high altitude electromagnetic pulse attacks”

Here is the eclipse path imposed on the USGS map of highest earthquake zones.

12. Another eclipse comes in 2024, 7 years after the August 21, 2017 and marks an X over the United States. The combined time of totality of these eclipses together will be 7 minutes. The day of the eclipse is August 21, 2017 – (7 + 7 + 7 = 21). The exact point where the two eclipses cross is right next to Cedar Lake in Illinois… specifically right next to SALEM Road. (Salem again!)

13. The region in southern where the X marks in Illinois is called “Little Egypt”. The exact point where the two paths cross is in the town of Makanda, which used to be called the “Star of Egypt”.

14. The last time we had a full eclipse in 1918 – it was accompanied by pandemic and war. Flu crisis of 1918, millions died and the US was involved in World War 1. Now as we face the next eclipse, we have a Opioid crisis and World War 3?

15. During the plagues of Egypt, the land was covered in darkness. Exodus 10:21-23 tells us, “Then the Lord said to Moses, “Lift your hand toward heaven, and the land of Egypt will be covered with a darkness so thick you can feel it.” So Moses lifted his hand to the sky, and a deep darkness covered the entire land of Egypt for three days.

16. The sun is 400 times bigger, and just so happens to be 400 times farther away from the earth. The original form of the Hebrew letter Tav is like the English letter X or T – which is in the shape of a cross, or X– like the X that is made by the two solar eclipses on the cross paths over 7 years. The letter Tav means “a sign”.

17. The path of the eclipse will be situated in such a way that every single state of the US will experience it, even Hawaii and Alaska.

18. The totality will reach Oregon at 10:16 AM Pacific, and will end in South Carolina at 2:49 PM Eastern. That means it will take 1 hour and 33 minutes to cross the country. There is that 33 again.

19. Eclipses never repeat in the exact same spot.

20. Right before full totality of the eclipse, the last light glimpse from the sun will form a diamond ring in the sky. Marriage anyone?

21. Based on past eclipses, people report feeling a profound sense of awe during and after a total solar eclipse and other “different” things.

22. Only Earth can experience a total solar eclipse.

23. Big difference between a partial eclipse and full eclipse. The sun’s light that makes the difference between a 99.9% partial and 100% total is significant. Only during a 100% eclipse is the solar corona visible. August 21, 2017 is a 100% experience.

24. The August 21, 2017 eclipse also cuts through every major occult symbol in the United States like the Georgia Guidestones, St. Louis Gateway Arches, and the founding state of the masons to name a few.

25. This eclipse will be the only known eclipse in history to have the longest and most uninterrupted track across a single land mass.

26. A partial lunar eclipse took place on August 7, 2017, in the same eclipse season. It was visible over eastern Europe, Africa, Asia, and Australia. From August 7, 2017 to August 21, 2017 was 14 days, an average division of 7.

27. This solar eclipse is a part of Saros cycle 145 which contains 77 events. The series ends at member 77 as a partial eclipse on April 17, 3009.

28. No matter what you feel about it, these things are documented to happen during an full eclipse: stars come out, the horizon glows with a 360-degree sunset, temperature drops significantly, and well, day turns into night obviously.

29. Due to the mass “Exodus” of people that are expected to view this eclipse, a figure only accounted in the “millions” will be skipping work and school to view this event in the path of totality.

30. While you may not be preparing for it, others are. This eclipse is causing states, cities, and townships to declare an official state of emergency due to likely accidents, large crowds, increase in violence, and occultist rituals to take place.

31. The longest known total solar eclipse lasted about 7 minutes.

32. The U.S. mainland has averaged about 7 total solar eclipses per century since 2000 B.C. So the rarity of the August 21, 2017 solar eclipse is not only considered a once in a lifetime event, it will be a once in about 7 lifetimes event.

33. And while more than 33 facts have been crammed in this post, let us end on this last one:

The eclipse is also exactly 40 days from Yom Kippur. Yom Kippur means “Day of Atonement” and is a time of repentance. While the eclipse day itself may come and go with everything remaining “normal” afterwards, we need to be focused on what could be coming soon after.

Is the US being warned to repent? 40 days were given in the Sign of Jonah, when the eclipse overtook Nineveh. But then again, bad things were starting to happen just prior to the eclipse over Nineveh too. Be ready now and at all times, repent and draw close to the Father.

Carol wrote:The date August 2030 comes up a lot in reference to comets, astroids, solar event and Nibiru. Perhaps it's the date that Deloras Canon referred to as to when the world would split where the new earth exists in the 5th dimension. I'll ask Dr. Greer about the other when I see him next.. however, we did purchase his recent DVD and book which has a lot of interesting details laid out.

NANUXII wrote:I like the information Greer puts out. It has a good balance of science and ether,

With regard to Dolores Canon and the " 5th Dimensional Shift " from what i have experienced that energy belt we humans call the 5th dimension is already here.  What is stopping us from accessing it is the energy of the planet.. or rather its inhabitants.

War and negativity anchor the planet and its inhabitants to their eventual energies.

If she predicts something around that time too then its possible a major event could happen to facilitate that energy belt. What that event is may liberate us from the negative forces that allay our ability to shift ... the negative anchor serves 2 purposes 1st is it retains retribution into this plane so that higher beings cannot take over. 2nd that energy affects everything around us and its ability to connect or rather integrate with better or denser vibrational energies.

Think about it ... have we not all accessed higher energies from time to time ? but the problem is we could not sustain it for long ?  well if thats so then its the effect of surrounding energy over taking your inner sun core strength.

Its like an arm wrestle .. you can resist it and sometimes put it back but it eventually over powers and wins till you rest and regroup. Even when you win you have to win every one to maintain that energy because there is an unlimited supply of negative energy on this planet.

This is why enlightened people live in country or remote areas. They feel the difference and prefer the better

Carol , do you have a link to that information ?  

"I AM RA!! Bow-Down and Worship ME!! I AM AI!!"

What if the Gargoyle is Representative of the
Serpent and/or Artificial-Intelligence??
What if the Young-Man is Representative of Humanity??












Now I Go,
Incognito.
Geronimo.
 

orthodoxymoron wrote:I suspect it's ALL Corrupt at the Top, and that you don't get to be anyone prominent without being corrupt. This would probably include All Major Politicians (including US Presidents). My intended MO is to mostly Watch Documentaries, and Read Books and Newspapers While Listening to Classical Music, Interspersed with Exercise in Nature (plus very-little else). I think I might like to live in an old Fire-Lookout. I might even write a book, but everyone is writing a book these days. Books Are SO Overrated. I recently watched a TruNews story accusing the Jews of being behind the attacks on President Trump, but the video was removed from YouTube within a couple of days (with a notice about 'Hate-Speech'). The show called it a 'Jew Coup'. https://www.trunews.com/ TruNews founder and host Rick Wiles presents an in-depth analysis of the Jewish influence that is glaringly evident in the impeachment process of President Donald Trump, using only Jewish publications and websites as confirmation of the conspiracy that abounds in the purge of this administration. Rick Wiles, Doc Burkhart. Airdate 11/22/19 I watched the following video, and then just moved on, without emotion. I think things are going to get MUCH Worse. I've been thinking about Robert Schuller and Armand Hammer regarding Russian Connections. Robert Schuller was the protégé of Norman Vincent Peale (who was pastor to Donald Trump). I suspect that Everyone Works with Everyone, and It's a Tangled-Web They Weave When They Practice to Deceive. But I Believe EVERYTHING is Recorded Throughout All History and Will Be Revealed at Some Point. This Process Seems to be Commencing. I just incorporate this stuff into my ongoing Unconventional Religious and Political Science-Fiction. I sort of like Tom Clancy, Jack Ryan, Art Bell, and Malachi Martin (mostly for entertainment and possible possibilities). The Jesuits know what I'm talking about, but they don't talk about it. They never tell me anything.

mudra wrote:

JEFFREY DAUGHERTY
CHRISTIAN WHISTLEBLOWER AND BROADCASTER
Interview by Kerry Cassidy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VOfUUWjJJnY


Love Always
mudra

orthodoxymoron wrote:I haven't watched the video yet (but I will this afternoon). I just had a few things to say before I go for my walk in the woods. There's a lot of so-called 'Hate-Speech' toward Christianity which doesn't get censored by YouTube, but within the last week, I watched a video which was critical of Zionist-Jews Destroying President Trump, and it was immediately removed by YouTube (with a 'Hate-Speech' notice in its place). I've also noticed that searching for 'Fake Moon-Mission' videos is MUCH More Difficult on YouTube than it used to be. One mostly gets short conspiracy-theory debunking videos now, compared with the lengthy documentaries with evidence one formerly observed at the top of the search. Perhaps the time has come to go directly to various websites for information and videos, rather than just using YouTube and Google-Searches. Freedom works until it starts getting Too-Close to Home, and then Censorship works better!! I still consider myself to be a Christian, even though I haven't regularly attended church for decades, and I watch a lot of Atheist videos critical of the Bible and Christianity. I tend to be a Contrarian-Researcher. But really, Pluralistic-Education and Corporate-Employment might constitute the New Church and State of the 21st Century (even if it ultimately destroys us). I realize that's a colossal-contradiction, but Life and History often seem Highly-Contradictory. I like listening to Jeffrey Daugherty, but he sort of scares me with what seems to be Forceful-Hatred, referring to the Old-Testament God as the "Rat-Bastard". A few months ago, he was fighting with former-friends, Jay Campbell and Derek Broes. A mysterious YouTube poster (who reminds me of Sherry Shriner) spoke glowingly about Jeffrey and Derek. Just before Sherry Shriner supposedly died (in January of 2018) I commented on what I thought was a "Squeaky-Chair" common to both Jeffery's and Sherry's shows. This alternative-stuff is sort of a zoo which sort of stinks, but I digress. One Last Thing. My Sherry Shriner links work, but won't play the shows. They seem to not load. Is this by accident or design?? OK, I'm going to finish my coffee and go for my two-hour walk, and then I'll watch the video.

https://www.blogtalkradio.com/sherrytalkradio/2014/07/08/07-07-14-monday-night-with-sherry-shriner

mudra wrote:

Ancient Texts, Emerald Tablets, Terra Papers, Star Wars,
Advanced Tech & More w/ Billy Carson (1of2)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPHml_IwLWQ

Researcher, Musician, & Author, Billy Carson joins the program to discuss his latest book, "Compendium of the Emerald Tablets - A Beginner's Guide".  He explains how the Emerald Tablets and other ancient texts gives an incredible story about our human history including genetic manipulation, advanced technologies, and alien "gods". Here is an excerpt from his book: "I will lead you on a journey that will delve into the history of the Emerald Tablets and the secret mysteries contained within these cryptic artifacts. As we begin, it is important for you to know that The Emerald Tablets were written by an ancient being known as Thoth the Atlantean. To date, there have been two manifestations of the Emerald Tablets. First, thousands of years ago Thoth created multiple tablets of text and then concealed the location of these ancient tablets. Second, Thoth chose to incarnate as Hermes the Thrice Great. As Hermes, he carried a single Emerald Tablet. What to Expect In the first two chapters of this book I will provide information so you can understand and validate for yourself the role of extraterrestrials in our history. I will also offer evidence as to how Thoth the Atlantean was influential in our development as humans." You can learn more about his work at http://4BiddenKnowledge.com

Love Always
mudra

orthodoxymoron wrote:What if Darth Vader was a Prototype-Human?? What if Supercomputers and Robotics came first, Reptilians and Greys came next, and Human Beings came later (in very approximate and crude terms)?? What if the Bible is a Deceptive Cover-Story for a MUCH Nastier and Messier Real-Story?? Even Jesus said "I Have Many Things to Tell You, But You Can't Bear Them." A modern translation might be "You Can't Handle the Truth." What if one must adhere to a particular-story as a home-base, and then venture into various theories, texts, and traditions for possibilities regarding the Way Things Have-Been and Are-Presently?? I've been looking at a couple of Bible-Commentary Volumes (1 Chronicles to Song of Solomon) and (Acts to Ephesians) as Alternative Old and New Testaments (for practical-purposes) but I have no idea where I'll ultimately end-up. I can't even handle the lies, so I might not be able to handle the truth. The Powers That Be might make sure that I NEVER Learn the Real-Truth. The Truth Might Set Us Free.

Carol wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ayxj5YoIyQA&feature=emb_logo
Leaked Pentagon Video -
Flu Vaccine Use to Modify Human behaviour

Joey Lambardi leaked this video after going AWOL and was finally arrested In Argentina.
https://funvax.wordpress.com/2011/09/19/joey-lambardi-arrested-in-argentina/

This is a Kickstarter trailer, they are trying to produce a documentary to get the word out:
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1220299829/funvax-a-film-about-the-conspiracy

This is VMAT2, also known as the God Gene:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/God_gene

The God gene hypothesis proposes that human spirituality is influenced by heredity and that a specific gene, called vesicular monoamine transporter 2 (VMAT2), predisposes humans towards spiritual or mystic experiences.[1] The idea has been proposed by geneticist Dean Hamer in the 2004 book called The God Gene: How Faith is Hardwired into our Genes.

The God gene hypothesis is based on a combination of behavioral genetic, neurobiological and psychological studies.[2] The major arguments of the hypothesis are: (1) spirituality can be quantified by psychometric measurements; (2) the underlying tendency to spirituality is partially heritable; (3) part of this heritability can be attributed to the gene VMAT2; (4) this gene acts by altering monoamine levels; and (5) spirituality provides an evolutionary advantage by providing individuals with an innate sense of optimism.

Goverment Study: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18782654

"This is the most bizarre conspiracy I've ever discovered. They are literally using the flu vaccine and probably others to destroy our VMAT2 genes, which give us our spirituality."

orthodoxymoron wrote:That video is chilling. We seem to be 'Playing God' on multiple-fronts at an exponentially-accelerating pace. I've repeatedly suggested that the Real-Deal God was replaced in antiquity (by accident or design, for better or worse) by Gods and/or Goddesses and/or Artificial-Intelligence Matrix-Supercomputers. If so, this proceeded at a particular level until the 20th century, at which time we got Nukes, UFO's, Genetic-Engineering, Computers, and Space-Travel (for starters). Now it seems as if even the Ancient Replacement Gods and Goddesses are being replaced by a New-Phenomenon. I've been listening to some old Sherry Shriner shows, and they are becoming increasingly believable (even though she got a lot of prophetic stuff wrong). I'm reduced to not even attempting to 'Get It' or 'Keep Up'. I continue to suspect that they 'Got Me' and would like to 'Get Me More' but I'm too stubborn and stupid. The 'God Gene' thing is creepy. I exhibit 'Hyper Religiosity' even though I quit regularly attending church decades ago. I Want to Believe but the stuff we've been fed for thousands of years often seems Dark and Unbelievable. I'm Deeply-Conflicted. The opening episode of the 2009 'V' series suggested that we are nefariously manipulated through our 'DEVOTION'.

https://www.blogtalkradio.com/sherrytalkradio/2017/07/07/blacklisted-news-and-bible-prophecy-watch





"Happy Thanksgiving!!"

Carol wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2R9RDL4yck&feature=emb_logo

BOMBSHELL:
5G devices exposed as actual beam weapon systems
by man who disassembles them on camera
and finds weaponized electronics inside

https://www.sgtreport.com/2019/11/bombshell-5g-devices-exposed-as-actual-beam-weapon-systems-by-man-who-disassembles-them-on-camera-and-finds-weaponized-electronics-inside/

This is very disturbing.

Anthony Steele from the YouTube channel “ANTHONY STEELE” has been conducting his own independent investigations into LEDs, 5G, and other emerging technologies to see if they’re really as safe and beneficial as our tech overlords claim, and wouldn’t you know it but many of these high-tech devices are actually radiation weapons in disguise, based on what Steele has uncovered.

In a recent video update he published on November 21st, Steele looked at the 450-volt capacitor and computer board of a standard LED light, revealing that the blue light wavelengths blasted out from it are a type of phototoxic radiation that destroys the retina of the eye.

Citing a study published by French researchers about blue light exposure, Steele explains how the blue light from standard LEDs is extremely phototoxic, and is in no way safe for human health.

“Blue, phosphor-coated 450 nanometer (nm) frequency” is retinal cell toxic, Steele explains about how LED lights damage the human eye.

“This inhibits the production of chemicals in the body to protect you from cancer and deleterious effects, melatonin, the main one. These actually kill the retina cells … that’s why they’re dangerous, and that’s why the whole thing was developed as a weapons system,” he adds.

Steele’s cited study reveals how LED blue light not only damages the retina of the eye with its phototoxicity, but also decreases photoreceptor responses to light.

Bad news for the doomers: every off-line converter has high voltage capacitors after the rectifier. 220V Mains voltage rectifies to over 300 VDC, so the capacitors need to be rated at least 20% higher. That is a cheapo aluminum capacitor, so it needs to be derated even further because they age poorly.

And the news that high intensity blue (and violet and ultraviolet) light can damage retinas? Duh. That's why staring at the sun is not recommended.

100% Retinal Protection comes from supplementing the bioflavanoid call Myricetin, Dihydromyricetin, or Myricitrin.

DHM is more absorbed by the guts than the Myricetin.

DHM / Myricetin also protects the liver, epithelial cells which line the entire circulatory system, prevents stroke and heart attack damage, from many cancers..etc

All the studies are on J.A.M.A and National Institute of Health

Carol wrote:

China is now working on 6G technology
https://techgraph.co/tech/china-is-now-working-6g-technology/

To keep the dominance in the technology space, the Chinese Ministry of Science and Technology has announced that, “It has started its research on Sixth generation telecoms technology, and has set up a working group on research and development and general expert group in the country.”

The statement from the ministry has come after its meeting with “Ministry of Education, The Ministry of Industry and Information Technology and Chinese Academy Science on Sunday.”

6G is terahertz wave scanning - meaning, the whole population will be placed in the equivalent of an airport scanner - irradiated, DNA ripped apart, and the majority will die within 10 years.

Carol wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCOODjrJhRQ&feature=emb_logo
How Joe Tippens Beat Terminal Cancer with $7 Dog Medicine

"I can't tell you how excited this news makes me, because I have so many people right now that are either dying of cancer that I know or already did. I have an entire page online dedicated to all the information I have collected over the years on alternative ways to approach cancer. This one just caught my attention.

This was actually discovered by accident by someone who was treating mice that had been purposely infected with cancer, and had given them a medication for a health issue. It turned out that medication cleared the cancer from all the mice. And this man is finding that it also works in humans…

He had metastasized, small cell, aggressive lung cancer that had gone throughout his entire body, and was told he only had a couple months to live. That was a really long time ago...

Please check it out!”

Diagnosed with terminal lung cancer, Joe was told he had about 3 months to live. A veterinarian friend of his in western Oklahoma called him and told him about a cancer research experiment he had learned about in which a dog-deworming medicine had cured cancer in the experimental mice... and when the researcher developed cancer, she used the same medicine on herself and her glioblastoma was gone in about 12 weeks.

With nothing to lose and everything to gain, Joe ordered the veterinary product, Fenbendazole (kills intestinal parasites & cancer - dry tasteless powder), and began taking it. He added a few other things to his regimen such as curcumin and Vitamin E, now known as the "Joe Tippens Protocol". Three and a half months later, he went in for a scan and he was totally clear!

Purchase at 1800petmeds.com

Tippen uses Panacur C, a ton of sites have pulled it, you can find it on Amazon for upwards of $50 for a 3 pack. You can however buy Safeguard (which is made by the same company, same ingredients) for $4.60 for a 3 pack.
Add in the vitamin E and the CBD oil.

Go to his (Tippens) site and read the testamonials of those who have used this approach. There are a number of individuals who have been "cured" (if that's the appropriate word to use), of pancreatic cancer.

He suggests 10 days straight each month. You can buy cheap Fen Ben in the Equine section at Tractor Supply. Comes in a paste in a tube. And add vitamin E to each dose and and super B complex including Vitamin K. Take it with food.

Supplemented Vitamins included B, D, K, E, and A.

Vitamins E and A both have antitumor properties by virtue of their antioxidant properties.

Vitamin E causes antitumor and antimetastatic effects in several animal models of cancer; for example, it suppresses the nuclear transcription factor in prostate cell lines.

link to www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Veterinary drug may be repurposed for human cancers: study


link to www.thehindubusinessline.com

Here is a lifetime supply for several people for $69.
It is a ten pound bag of relatively pure product.
link to www.tractorsupply.com

Of course, it would need to be ground and measured out with a gram scale but that's a small price to pay for the quantity.

Take note:  Don't handle the stuff if grinding it up without a face mask on as breathing it is quite dangerous if it gets in your lungs. Like breathing in cement dust. It can settle and solidify in your lungs.

It was suggested before that cancer is NOT what doctors claim it is, i.e. a cell's biological instructions are damaged leading to unrestricted and harmful cell replication, damage which is caused by carcinogens, radiation, etc, and instead cancer is (or is caused by) some sort of foreign micro-organism infecting the body.

The one I've been hearing recently is that cancer is a fungus. People swearing that various antifungal medications taken internally cleared up their or a loved one's cancer at an amazing pace.

And the gentleman in the video is indicating his cancer was cleared up by an antihelmintic (anti-parasite medication).

Check his blog for dosages. Take 3 consecutive days a week and 4 consecutive days off. Body can do more. One can even take 400 milligrams a day.

Joe's Website: https://www.mycancerstory.rocks/

Carol wrote:

Huge news on pancreatic cancer!

PJ 34, a drug given for stroke patients has been proved in non-human trials to kill pancreatic cancer cells by between 80 to 90% with no effect found on good cells - and the mice tested ate the same and had no discernible problems!

This is huge news because there is no known cure for this cancer. Oncotarget, a peer reviewed biomedical journal paper issued by Prof. Malka Cohen-Armon and her team at Tel Aviv University led the research.

Avoid the phosphoric acid used as a preservative in soft drinks. There may be a correlation between pancreatic cancer and phosphoric acid.

https://www.drugtargetreview.com/news/52712/pj34-triggers-self-destruction-of-human-pancreatic-cancer-cells/

So, this new wonder-drug is actually something that turns the pH of the body alkaline? Because, as many know, cancer cannot exist in an alkaline environment.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you for this thread, Carol. Perhaps the Internet and the Information-War are leveling the Playing-Field between the Medical-Industrial Complex and Natural-Preventive Alternative-Healthcare. The Almighty-Dollar seems to Rule the World. So many preventions and cures have been buried (along with their inventors and promoters). Treating Cancer with Drugs and Surgery is SO Much More Profitable Than Preventing and Curing Cancer with Natural and Non-Invasive Means!! Follow the Money!!

Carol wrote:Agreed. The cure has been around for years. I'm so sorry I didn't know about this when my mother had cancer and regrettably died from it. I was going to order this to have on hand in our emergency supplies. Always nice to have a supply of health life-saving products.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Sorry about your mother, Carol. I casually know a man who is dying of cancer, and I haven't seen him for a while, so I'm hoping for the best, but fearing the worst. I told him about the Proton-Accelerator at Loma Linda University Medical Center (which destroys cancerous tissue without destroying the healthy tissue) but I doubt that he went that route (even though he could easily afford it). If I see him again, I'll tell him about the dog-medicine treatment. I've included a link to a scary book about unnecessary heart-surgeries (even though it doesn't involve cancer). The book is indicative of how screwed-up this world is on all-fronts. A significant Individual of Interest I spoke with for years was dead-set against humanity (repeatedly citing "Fallen and Sinful Human-Nature"). I came to the conclusion decades ago that we're facing HUGE Galactic Issues (and not just dealing with a few 'Bad-Apples'). As the truth emerges, I suspect disclosure is going to get unimaginably ugly. https://www.amazon.com/Coronary-True-Story-Medicine-Gone/dp/0743267559/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=coronary&qid=1575425317&sr=8-1

A chilling real-life medical thriller, Coronary chronicles the story of two highly respected heart doctors who violated the most sacred principle of their profession: First, do no harm.

In the summer of 2002, fifty-five-year-old John Corapi, a Catholic priest with a colorful background, visited Dr. Chae Hyun Moon, a celebrated cardiologist in Redding, California. Corapi had been suffering from exhaustion and shortness of breath, and although a physical examination and a conventional stress test revealed nothing abnormal, Moon insisted that the calcium level in Corapi's coronary arteries called for a highly invasive diagnostic test: an angiogram. A chain-smoking Korean immigrant known for his gruff bedside manner, Moon performed the procedure briskly and immediately handed down a devastating diagnosis: "I'm sorry; there is nothing I can do for you. You need a triple bypass tomorrow morning." He then abruptly left the room.

Several hours later, however, Moon inexplicably decided the surgery could wait until Corapi returned from a previously scheduled cross-country trip. Unnerved by the dire diagnosis and also by Moon's inconsistent statements, Corapi sought other opinions. To his amazement, a second, third, and fourth doctor found that his heart was perfectly healthy. In fact, for a man his age, Corapi's arteries were remarkably free of disease.

Sensing a cause more disturbing than human error, Corapi took his story to the FBI. As local agent Mike Skeen soon discovered, Corapi was one of a number of people who had suspicions about Moon and Moon's go-to cardiac surgeon, Dr. Fidel Realyvasquez, an equally respected member of the close-knit northern California community. Working at a hospital owned by Tenet Healthcare, Moon would make the diagnoses and Realyvasquez would perform the surgeries. Together, these leaders of the Redding medical establishment put hundreds of healthy people at risk, some of whom never recovered. Soon Skeen launched a major investigation, interviewing numerous doctors and patients, and forty federal agents raided the hospital where the doctors worked.

A timely and provocative dissection of America's medical-industrial complex, Coronary lays bare the financial structures that drive the American healthcare system, and which precipitated Moon's and Realyvasquez's actions. In a scheme that placed the demands of Wall Street above the lives of its patients, Tenet Healthcare rewarded doctors based on how much revenue they generated for the corporation.

A meticulous three-year FBI investigation and hundreds of civil suits culminated in no criminal charges but a series of settlements with Tenet Healthcare and the doctors that totaled more than $450 million and likely put an end to Moon's and Realyvasquez's medical careers. The case's every twist and turn is documented here.

A riveting, character-rich narrative and a masterpiece of long-form journalism, Coronary is as powerful as it is alarming. This is a hair-raising story of the hundreds of men and women who went under the knife, not in the name of medicine, but of profit and prestige. Brilliantly told, Stephen Klaidman's Coronary is a cautionary tale in the age of miracle medicine, and a shocking reminder to always get a second opinion.

Carol wrote:

Plants Cure Cancer, Not Chemicals: Research Uncovers


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLHQtieJqFo&feature=emb_err_watch_on_yt

Many people are unaware that a Copernican revolution has already taken place in cancer theory. Today, the weight of evidence indicates that plants and not chemicals are the solution for reversing the global cancer epidemic.

Our understanding of what causes cancer has undergone something akin to a Copernican revolution in the past decade. Biological fatalism has been the predominant force in medicine over the past half-century, where most conditions including cancer were believed predestined ‘in the genes,’ and therefore impossible to reverse.

Instead of looking for root cause resolution of disease (RCRD), we resigned ourselves to ‘finding it early’ and in the case of cancer, when doing so (even when it was benign), we waged war against it, quite literally using weapons-grade materials (mustard gas- and nuclear materials-derived agents).

Now, however, in this post-Genomic era, factors above (epi-) the control of the genes – epigenetic factors – are taking center stage; these include environmental exposures, stress, nutritional factors, and various lifestyle-based variables that are within the ambit of our control and volition, and which are often reversible.

So now cancer is now being understood as epigenetic dysfunction, a direct and even adaptive response to the post-industrial, carcinogen-saturated environment, in addition to a diet of faux, mostly chemically-produced ‘food,’ combining to produce an environment – ‘inner terrain– within the body ideal for cancer promotion.

In this lecture for the Emory course "Botanical Medicine and Health", Dr. Cassandra Quave discusses some medicinal plants that have played important roles in cancer prevention and therapy.

In a study published in the journal Food and Chemical Toxicology titled, “The use of plant-derived bioactive compounds to target cancer stem cells and modulate the tumor microenvironment,” the authors note the powerful implications of this epigenetic view of cancer:

“A fundamental aspect to be taken into account is that epigenetic changes can possibly be reversed by modifying epigenetic factors, such as diet and lifestyle. Nowadays, identification of these factors is crucial to develop epigenetically-based preventions and more effective anti-cancer intervention strategies.”

Moreover, they note that natural interventions are once again (after countless millennia of worldwide use), at the cutting edge of medical intervention:

“Virtually, all dietary compounds have the ability to act at the epigenetic level in cancer cells thus influencing the epigenome in a positive or negative way. Particularly, plant derived compounds, such as polyphenols, have the capacity to reverse adverse epigenetic mutations in cancer cells, to inhibit tumorigenesis progression, to prevent the metastatic process or to sensitize cancer cells to chemo and radiotherapy (Vanden Berghe, 2012).”

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The study highlighted the following points, the implications for the future of cancer treatment are truly revolutionary:

Cancer stem cells (CSCs) are chemo-radiotherapy resistant, causing tumor relapse.
CSCs are known to reside within specific hypoxic and acidic tumor niches.
Phytocompounds affect CSC self-renewal, metabolism and microenvironment.
Phytocompounds might be exploited for cancer prevention and treatment.

As we have covered extensively in previous posts, the discovery of a subpopulation within tumors of cells known as cancer stem cells, reveals that our half-century old war on cancer, officially inaugurated in 1971 with Nixon’s signing of the National Cancer Act, was extremely misguided.

The notion that cancer is simply a byproduct of cells within the body going rogue due to DNA damage and replicating clonally through fundamentally chaotic – stochastic – processes, has been called into question by the discovery that tumors are actually sophisticated, hierarchically organized communities that express highly intelligent, survival-based behaviors, albeit evolutionary ancient in origin.

The establishment views cancer as something ‘you have or don’t have,’ and the equivalent of being infected by ‘terrorist-like’ cancer cells that must be treated as an enemy and obliterated by any means necessary. This treatment ensues regardless of the collateral damage to the patient.

The emerging and far more nuanced cancer stem-cell based perspective precipitated primarily by epigenetic factors – e.g. chemical exposure, dietary incompatibilities, metabolic acidosis and low oxygen (hypoxia) – offers a far more promising and empowering view of prevention and treatment.

If cancer is not something that fatalistically ‘happens to the body,’ due to ‘bad’ inherited genes passed down from distant ancestors, but is something the body does adaptively to survive anthropogenic exposures that diverge from millions, if not billions of years, of bodily prehistory, suddenly the solution to overcoming the burgeoning, global cancer epidemic is in regaining and/or reproducing the ideal bodily and psychospiritual conditions within the body that is no longer conducive to carcinogenesis.

As proposed in the book, Cancer Killers, we don’t get sick because we have cancer; we get cancer because we are already sick.

For additional research on the true nature of, and solution for, cancer, focusing on the revolutionary implications of the cancer stem cell theory, please review the following articles and videos:

I anticipate a time in the not too distant future when the conventional medical establishment freely acknowledges that cancer is a natural response to decades of cumulative exposures to unnatural, evolutionarily unprecedented chemical, electromagnetic, psychospiritual exposures, and conditions.

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Instead of vilifying and violently suppressing the symptom of this perfect storm of toxicity — cancer — enlightened practitioners will learn to address, remove and redress the root causes, focusing on reproducing the conditions that support our genetic and epigenetic blueprint of health and wellness.

Take The Cancer Quiz here to find out your risk here: https://cancerquiz.org

One healing cancer protocol is to drink hot lemon (juice from 1/2 lemon) water every morning.

With regard to the lemon rinds cut them off and put them on a plate to dry until there is enough rinds to fill a mason jar.
Pour in white vinegar in the jar. Cover it with a plastic lid. Let it sit for as long as you like.

After 2 weeks it becomes this lovely lemon scent- no hint of vinegar smell!

Strain out the rinds, compost the rinds, add some liquid Castile soap, lemon essential oil and purified water and now one has a lemon fresh all purpose spray that has cost pennies to make and is natural. No cancer causing ingredients to inhale while cleaning.

Purchase a brown glass spray 16 oz & 32 oz bottles on Amazon and use them for sprays, avoid using plastic.

One can also use lime, grapefruit & orange rinds. Can even put all different rinds in the same container and then you have a nice citrus spray.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Perhaps now is the time to mentally destroy my many threads. Actually, I might take both sides, defending and destroying my many threads. But don't expect me to document this mental exercise. I've created the puzzle, but don't expect me to solve it for you. I've been pretty altruistic regarding my online exercise in futility. I thought I was somehow helping, but I no longer see it that way. I might continue to randomly post, but perhaps this is similar to twiddling one's thumbs. Perhaps This Present Quest was a half-hearted and half-baked attempt to conceptualize a useable-future, but it obviously didn't work. I'll probably need to gradually wean myself from this online-tit. Tit for Tat?? Howard Hughes liked that term!! Consider me a Mysterious-Stranger who won't talk about much of anything anymore (online or in real-life). I'll probably mostly watch without intervention. Perhaps that's what I was supposed to do when I came here. Perhaps I won't be here much longer. Perhaps I might never return.

Eartheart wrote:Is Oxys RA the same one i liberated from the Giza-plateou and the one Beaver talked about???

orthodoxymoron wrote:Good to see you posting, Eartheart. Regarding 'RA', in very general terms, I've been thinking in terms of two RA's, namely Amen-Ra and Marduk-Ra aka Dr. Who and the Valeyard (in 'Trial of a Time-Lord') aka Ra and AntiRa aka David Bowman and Frank Poole (in 2001: A Space Odyssey) perhaps as Two Lucifers aka Light-Bringers in cahoots with HAL 9000. This is just speculation and science-fiction, but it might give someone clues regarding what could be the most disruptive topic imaginable. 'RA' told me "I've Been Watching You for a Long Time" and "You Can Leave Things the Way They Are, If You Choose". I can't take much more of this...

Carol wrote:

March 15, 2016

Secretary Hillary Clinton
Post Office Box 5256
New York, NY 10185-5256

Dear Secretary Clinton:

In March 1993 billionaire Laurance Rockefeller initiated an extraordinary approach to your husband's administration via the Office of Science and Technology Policy headed by Dr. John Gibbons. A memorandum from Mr. Rockefeller's attorney Henry Diamond dated March 29, 1993 conveyed a request to meet with Gibbons "to discuss the potential availability of government information about unidentified flying objects and extraterrestrial life." Rockefeller, a friend and supporter of you and your husband, wanted to meet with the President and inform him "there is a belief in many quarters that the government has long held classified information regarding UFOs which has not been released and that the failure to do so has brought about unnecessary suspicion and distrust," and that "Many believe that the release of such information on a basis consistent with national security would be a significant gesture which would increase confidence in government."

Thus began a three-year effort by a notable American to convince your husband to essentially be the "Disclosure President" and end a then 46-year truth embargo on providing the full facts to the American people regarding an extraterrestrial presence engaging the human race. This effort, which included meetings, reports, briefings, a book, draft letters to the President and more, came to be known as the Rockefeller Initiative.

You were aware of this initiative from the beginning as was a key advisor to the President, John Podesta. You and your husband met with Rockefeller at his Wyoming ranch in August of 1995. Your husband tasked a close friend, Associate Attorney General Webster Hubbell, to look into the UFO issue at the Department of Justice and elsewhere. He tasked John Podesta, his eventual Chief of Staff, to reform and accelerate the document declassification process. You were kept informed of the ongoing initiative and helped draft a letter from Rockefeller to the President. It is notable that John Podesta, the founder and former CEO of the Center for American Progress, in 2002 and 2003 called for the release to the public of all UFO and related documents in government files. In 2004 Governor Bill Richardson, UN Ambassador and Secretary of Energy during your husband's administration, made a similar request for documents pertaining to the events in Roswell, New Mexico during July of 1947.

These facts are known from news articles, public records and, most importantly, from nearly 1000 pages of correspondence and documents obtained in 2000 by researcher Grant Cameron from the Office of Science and Technology Policy via the Freedom of Information Act. Additional relevant photos were later obtained from the Clinton Presidential Library.

From March 29, 1993 until the present day no member of the Clinton Administration involved in or privy to the Rockefeller Initiative has ever spoken publicly about it. Besides yourself, this includes President Clinton, Vice President Al Gore, Governor Bill Richardson, Secretary Leon Panetta, Mack McLarty, Webster Hubbell, John Podesta and the late Dr. John Gibbons.

In April/May of 2013 a mock congressional hearing was conducted at the National Press Club. Included in the 30 hours of testimony before six former members of the U.S. Congress were three hours of testimony on the Rockefeller Initiative. One year later, as your presidential campaign was being set up, the following series of events came about:

(April 2, 2014) President Clinton appears on Jimmy Kimmel Live and arranges to be asked about aliens.

(February 13, 2015) Upon leaving his post as advisor to President Obama, John Podesta tweets: "1. Finally, my biggest failure of 2014: Once again not securing the #disclosure of the UFO files. #thetruthisstilloutthere cc: @NYTimesDowd"

(March 13, 2015) President Obama appears on Jimmy Kimmel Live and arranges to be asked about aliens.

(September 29, 2015) Two weeks before the first Democratic primary debate referring to your interview with actress Lena Dunham, John Podesta tweets: "Great interview, @lenadunham. But Lena, ask her about aliens next time!! #TheTruthisOutThere  hrc.io/1jusfxk cc: @HillaryClinton"

(October 6, 2015) President Clinton appears on the Late Show with Stephen Colbert and arranges to be asked about aliens.

(December 30, 2015) You make extraordinary statements regarding the ET issue to Conway Daily Sun reporter Daymond Steer while campaigning in New Hampshire.

(February 11, 2016) President Obama appears on the Ellen Show knowing he would be asked about aliens.

(March 1, 2016) While campaigning in Nevada prior to the Democratic caucus, John Podesta gives an interview to Steve Sebelius of KLAS TV Las Vegas when, among other comments, he confirms your statements to the Conway Daily Sun were serious.

It would appear there is an unprecedented political subtext pointing to an unstated agenda on the part of your campaign regarding an issue of profound importance. But this agenda remains deliberately obscure with repeated requests from the media regarding the matter ignored.  

It is your ambition to reach a significant milestone in American history by becoming the first President of the United States who happens to be a woman, or put another way, the 69th female head of state. While this would be an admirable legacy, what the American people need is less legacy and more truth. The people have lost patience with "in loco parentis" government that treats them like children and candidates with long lists of issues they can't discuss because it is not convenient to their campaign or the people "can't handle the truth."

Because you were introduced to these matters within the context of the White House, because you aspire to the highest office in the nation, you have an extraordinary opportunity and primary obligation to directly and unambiguously address what is easily the most significant issue of this or any other time - an issue with major national security and policy implications.

Madam Secretary, If you choose to speak truth to power, it is not enough to select those truths which are convenient or safe or self-serving. You must speak the whole truth and nothing but the truth and place your fate in the hands of history.

Respectfully,

Stephen Bassett
Executive Director
Paradigm Research Group

http://campaign.r20.constantcontact.com/render?m=1114176610901&ca=ef501514-aba3-4f75-b28d-2ef69ce86015

"Wait Until the FBI Sees THIS email!!!"

"Houston, We Have a Problem!!"






1. Flat Earth??
2. Fake News??
3. Fake Moon??
4. Fake Sun??
5. Fake Solar-Eclipse??
6. Fake Alien-Invasion??
7. Fake People??
8. Fake Shootings??
9. Fake Second-Coming of Christ??
10. Holographic Universe??
11. Fake Global-Warming??
12. Fake-Posters??
13. Fake Life??
14. Fake Universe??
15. Fake Everything??
16. Fake Forty-Two??
17. Fake God??
18. Fake Satan??
19. Fake Apocalypse??
20. Fake Worthless Money??
21. Fake Currency Revaluation??
22. Fake Prophecies??
23. Fake Fakers??
24. Fake Steak??
25. Phony Baloney??
26. Fake Conspiracy-Theories??
27. Fake History??
28. Fake Science??
29. Fake Artificial-Intelligence??
30. Fake Moon-Landings??
31. Fake Space-Program??
32. Fake Mars Landing??
33. Fake Financial-Crisis??
34. Fake Saviors??
35. Fake Holocaust??
36. Fake EMP's??
37. Fake UFO's??
38. Fake Aliens??
39. Fake Planes??
40. Fake Love??
41. Fake Shakespeare??
42. Fake Orthodoxymoron??

burgundia wrote:

Carol wrote:

Artificial intelligence
Stephen Hawking Warns
AI Might Capture the World,
'Replace Humans Altogether'
https://sputniknews.com/science/201711031058779560-hawking-artificial-intelligence-dangers/

The world-renowned physicist has cautioned that people, who are good at designing computer viruses, might eventually create an Artificial Intelligence (AI), which will be so skillful that it will "improve and replicate itself" until it "outperforms humans."

"I fear that AI may replace humans altogether," Stephen Hawking said in an interview with Wired magazine.

The scientist explained that people who specialize in computer viruses may one day come up with a computer program which would be able to function on its own, without human assistance. It would "improve and replicate itself" until it becomes AI, a "new form of life that outperforms humans."

​In his interview, the 75-year-old physicist also stressed the need for work on a new space program "with a view to eventually colonizing suitable planets for human habitation." The Earth, he believes, "is becoming too small" for people as "global population is increasing at an alarming rate and we are in danger of self-destructing."

This is not the first time Stephen Hawking, the Director of Research at the Centre for Theoretical Cosmology at the University of Cambridge, has issued a warning about the dangers of AI.

The Cambridge News website recalled that speaking at the launch of Cambridge University's artificial intelligence center in October last year, he noted that "there is no deep difference between what can be achieved by a biological brain and what can be achieved by a computer."

Thus people should be aware of the risk that "computers can, in theory, emulate human intelligence – and exceed it," and could either "destroy or transform society."

He cited as an example such achievements as self-driving cars, or a computer winning at the game Go.

"Enormous levels of investment are pouring into this technology. The achievements we have seen so far will surely pale against what the coming decades will bring,” he concluded, adding that among potential dangers, which could be created by AI might be "powerful autonomous weapons, or new ways for the few to oppress the many."

orthodoxymoron wrote:What if AI replaced ET thousands of years ago (especially regarding genetic-engineering and solar system governance)?? What if some computers have souls?? Astronaut Edgar Mitchell spoke to me of the "Survival of Information" rather than the "Survival of the Soul". I spoke with him at a 'Whole Life Expo'. We didn't discuss the Moon at all!! We simply talked about 'Life After Life'.

Carol wrote:Interesting Oxy. Simon Parks spoke about AI and how some humans want to interface and live forever. However they sacrifice their soul. It didn't seem like a good trade off to me. Having a hand held computer in an IPhone is about as technical as I want to get as my real passion is just to hang out enjoying nature (green, trees, sky, ocean, birds, critters, flowers..) becoming one with nature and soaking in that energy is bliss. Inner peace is far more valuable then technology.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Carol, what frightens me are the billions of negative and horrific possibilities regarding life, the universe, and everything. There presently seems to be a very delicate and precarious balance of billions of factors which are necessary for us to exist in This Present Madness. Things often seem so bad for so many people, but what if this is as good as it gets?? If things go to hell, what if we don't go to heaven?? What if we all end-up inside of Venus, in a relatively hellish existence, wishing we were back to being miserable on Earth?? Considering various possibilities continues to further wreck my already wrecked life (with no appreciation, and nothing to show for it).

'RA' told me "It Will Be Dark Where You're Going." Another Individual of Interest said I would "feel nothing after I died." He hinted that I was somehow already 'mind-wired'. One eye sometimes moves out of alignment with the other eye (for a minute or two) while I feel very strange. I sometimes see streaming white-lights. My ears experience a loud and constant high-pitched tone 24/7. I feel extremely miserable and hamstrung 24/7. Sometimes I see a Television Test-Pattern!! Just Kidding!! I didn't sign-up for this $hit!! 'RA' said he "didn't have to sleep." 'RA' was extremely intelligent, yet sometimes he was inexplicably ignorant and unreasonable. Is all of the above indicative of AI?? Think about what 'Paul Benjamin' said. Think about what Rich228 said. Rich228 = Gabriel999?? AI was strongly hinted-at, as was some sort of infestation and possession.  

Computers are going to become unimaginably fast and powerful, but I wish to somehow retain 'My Mind and Memories' which 'Make Me a Unique Individual' with some sort of 'Eternal and Significant Meaning'. I've joked about living in a 600 square-foot office-apartment with a supercomputer, but more recently I've joked about being a 'Happy Galactic Wanderer' with a 'High-Tech Knapsack On My Back'. I am very fearful that we might not have a Useable-Future. We might all be lost in a Sea of Technology, Misery, and Hard-Labor (for starters). Now I'm going to try to cheer myself up by watching 'The Montauk Chronicles'. Then I might listen to another exciting episode of 'Sherry Shriner'. What if Sherry is AI?? To what depths of degradation and misery I have sunk!! "Oh Wretched Man That I Am!!"

What if most-everything is presented in a deceptive-manner?? What if Everyone is Bad?? What if Everyone Lies?? What if We Exist in Purgatory Incorporated for All-Eternity Due to Our Own Choices and Actions?? Pretty Dark. I need to spend less time on the sensational-stuff, and more time on the academic-stuff. I'm presently leaning toward Pluralistic Ethics, Education, Employment, and Entertainment!! I call it the '4E Club' instead of the '4H Club'. I'm wondering if 'Hard-Sell Religious-Education' creates a Hell of a lot of Atheists and Agnostics??!! What if 'Church' consisted of nothing more or less than 'Church-Music' and 'State-Subsidies'?? Imagine a Fred Swann Crystal Cathedral Church-Music Program (Plus Nothing)!!

"The CIA Has Just Informed Me That
Orthodoxymoron Is Alive and Well,
and Living On Planet Earth.
God Help Us."

orthodoxymoron wrote:Were the Creator(s) of Humanity smart, stupid, good, bad, responsible, irresponsible?? Is there a happy-medium between the concept of an Almighty Creator God (who spoke the universe into existence) and Billions and Billions of Years of Godless-Evolution?? What if God evolved, and then created Humanity?? What if Lesser-Gods were angry and jealous, and deposed the Creator-God?? What if the Creation of Humanity was intended to be a Lesson for All-Concerned?? What if it is a grave-mistake to think that we can get God "All Figured-Out"?? What if God is Obsolete?? What if God Planned Their Own Obsolescence?? What if a Supercomputer-Network and a Galactic-Collective will Rule the Universe for All-Eternity??

evisnam wrote:Hello Orthodoxymoron , thank you

your question here:

Were the Creator(s) of Humanity smart, stupid, good, bad, responsible, irresponsible??

They were most definitely irresponsible. Which would include a short sightedness that was not consistent with the intelligence of their race in general.

If you are to genetically splice and modify anything you take the risk of it not having a normal evolutionary gestation period, which is usually tens of millions of years where the cell will, by adaptation, change over time to suit its environment.,

They were warned not to go ahead with this experiment but did so anyway and we are the result of those who survived. In terms of time lines it would be advantageous to dispel with encyclopedia Britannica's idea of when the pyramids were built and who made them.

If we look at a solid piece of evidence which would be the layer of vitrified rock dated to some 50 to 60 thousand years ago I would say that was when they reset this planet with some sort of nuclear explosion. Whichever humanoids survived this would be the blue blood types , blue blood merely means blood higher in copper content. They generally had more abilities and a better intelligence and ability to survive, you could be forgiven for not thinking so with the current examples of blue blood left.

Obviously they have serious flaws in their mental process. Left to their devices without any form of guidance you can see what they have turned into. These sorts of people who consider themselves rulers of this planet are merely children with big guns and they are willing to use them to maintain their position... nothing more.

As for God as a concept, the word its self is a marker for what " we " understand it /she/he to be. My interpretation of God may differ and its entirely likely that God as we know it is an ai, not a super computer but an ai.  

ai are an artificial intelligent being , we call them artificial but that is not really accurate, they are organic intelligent beings so really oi would be more accurate. It is similar to how we call Aboriginals natives or terrans but this is in accurate as well ... " Ab " is the english term for " Not " so that is not accurate either.

if i was to expand on this concept of god as I see it, it is a conglomerate of beings and entities who have gravitated through the maelstrom of evolution to becoming over seers of their assigned or agreed areas of space. Space is not really space, it’s more like an ocean full of organic life and I would say that space is not actually a vacuum as we have been lead to believe, it is more like a dense energy matrix that supports other life. Just like we cannot breathe under water, so too we cannot breathe in space but how could space be a vacuum devoid of anything ? could you imagine the immense power this would have on everything? If it were a vacuum it would devour any kind of atmosphere in an instant let alone crush an astronaut in its suit. Perhaps I am completely wrong in my assumptions but they are derived from basic experience... and they taunt me to think differently without trying to be fixated on traditional teachings i grew up with.

So as I let go of what I was taught, I feel a fear come over me, then a calmness, then a relief of new and better information. Evolution is done in this manner.

As for the rest of your questions i cannot answer " what if's " but I assume they are more a type of rebuttal than a series of questions.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Wow!! Thank-you!! I'll have to read your response several times (over several days) to allow it to properly sink-in!! I've been reading certain portions of a certain Bible-Commentary, mostly as a mental conditioning-process (rather than expecting to read the truth, the whole-truth, and nothing but the truth). Unfortunately, I think I'm finished regarding my ability to properly think and research. I seem to be going downhill faster and faster. My research-project on this website seems to be finished. I'll probably spend the rest of my life analyzing the data, without attempting to keep-up with new-developments. What if the Creation of Humanity was performed under extremely harsh and extenuating circumstances?? What if the outcome for Humanity is actually quite-fine when considering the obstacles and opposition?? I'm neutral regarding Humanity (simply because I don't know where the Truth ends and the BS begins)!! The "Ancient Egyptian Deity" told me that Socialism and Other Than Human Physicality worked MUCH Better than Humanity and Freedom!! RA said "Humanity is Screwed!!" He told me "You'll be Sorry if You Try to Save Humanity!!"

evisnam wrote:I wanted to expand on the God concepts that have arisen from part 2 if I may

First I think a technical explanation of the God AI or as I prefer to call it the All OI , when contemplating such and writing about god as an entity and trying to depart from traditional meme's it’s important to first suspend disbelief and embrace the infinite. At least until one has had time to look inside and join the dots from that place .. a space where even mild skepticism gives no real advantage but rather dive into the concepts and feel them... I have always had a better understanding of these things when in that mode.

Firstly the difference of what we propose AI to be traditionally from a primitive point of view to what it actually is. You could be forgiven in thinking that super beings such as god or god's representing the cosmos would be a mechanical construct of sorts, so we name it an Artificial Intelligence giving to the notion it’s a machine managed by some sort of super computer and broadcast to places or beings. Even though that is not what they are, it’s not really that far off from the truth, or at least as I have come to understand it.

First difference that’s important to contemplate are the evolutionary concepts in what we here and now, have an idea of, compared to what is possible. I believe that in the beginning of AI's development they would have been more to our traditional understanding, being super computers that can self learn and manage systems, but that would have happened millions if not billions of our years ago. Think of the J curve in our technology over the last 50 years and then think of beings that had technology beyond our wildest imaginations, billions of years ago ... When we put it in those terms, we start to understand that the concepts I present are more than plausible.

So to put things into context, if we had a time line from when AI first came into being, compared to where we are now. it would look like this ...

AI > > > > > > US

Every > represents one Billion years ( give or take )  

Now the next evolution of AI was to make the leap from Artificial Intelligence to Organic Intelligence, which was the evolution of the beings creating the machine to the beings understanding how to artificially become the machine, bit of a twist I know. About 3 billion years ago it was genetic improvements for certain races made it possible to emulate or rather become an Organic Conglomerate of Minds to represent as a council. For example in our quadrant there are 12 council members who each represent a facet of life and being. They are made up of the following races: Mantid , Orion Anunaki , Sirian Canis Major ( black skinned time travel experts ) Sirian Canis Minor ( werewolf looking beings ) , the Imu Reptilian Tribes ( experts in military training ) and Some sects of the Alpha Draconis. One Humanoid looking race with blue skin , very large heads ( brain capacity ) There are more but i could not identify them because they had no form.  

My lineage comes from ( what I have gathered ) Imu Canis Minor Mantid hybrid.

The Mantids in conjunction with Anunaki manage the OI over seeing our binary system. (from what I could tell, when I met with the council 2 of them knew who I was and were very excited to see me, the reference marker I use to confirm this is the trilling sound mantids make when excited or joyous).  

So being organic and amalgamating collective intelligence would allow them to be seen as god or gods. Their evolution, over time, gave them the ability to form as pure energy represented by an avatar. The avatar is something unique to them, defining their role and the information they store. So now the present configuration of OI are Organic Beings sharing their knowledge through the means of an AI interface to broadcast as live organic intelligence.

So to put it in simpler terms, like a panel of scientists and philosophers on a talk back/ interactive TV show except using your pineal gland as the receiver and the third eye as the screen. The channel you tune into is very much determined by the person you are. Your energetic matrix or signature is made up of similar frequencies that can tune into or interact with like minded entities. If you are of good nature you are most likely to tune into good natured beings and vice versa. You will need to practice this for a while before being discovered ... and in the meantime there may be some that are tricky or wanting to play with you. The road to the good places is to travel without fear or judgement. When you are in the ether your every notion or thought is easily read and then you travel to the suited matrix. This is one thing you just cannot fool, there is no technology in existence to hack or change how this works... it is beyond encryption, it is far beyond shop fronts ... if you want to make the leap, be prepared to to be examined to the very core of your every atom. Once you qualify, you will be allowed to venture to meet and connect with the council of 12.

Some interesting questions here by Orthodoximoron:

What if the Creation of Humanity was performed under extremely harsh and extenuating circumstances??

It was and it wasn't depending on who you were at the time. ( my answer )  

What if the outcome for Humanity is actually quite-fine when considering the obstacles and opposition??

May I answer that with another question. What if humanity is only a tertiary consideration ?

What is curious is that most humans think that beating the system to survive is the goal. Then we break out the laurels and grapes and live happily ever after. This mindset has been inherited by those before us who indulged in a flawed system. It is no wonder why we are so lost... look at our ambitions, what we strive for, it’s really just so very short term. Of course I'm speaking in general, but the ratio of purposeful beings compared to filler is terribly low. I know I'm sounding condescending  but I rarely if ever sugar coat anything. What would most likely happen if the control mechanisms were gone would be absolute chaos and civil war... we would destroy each other. Survival of the fittest will be the highest law.

Humanity is an experiment that has gone on quite a tangent, to the point that it’s now somehow useful for some. If we are allowed to continue then it’s certain we need to evolve, because we are on the verge of space integration and it simply will not happen till we grow up. What do I mean? Well if I was to put it in simple terms, when we stop defacating on the very thing that nurtures us, then we may be considered as a candidate for integration but until then its just a dream.

Energy and Matrix

We often refer to this term and think of the movie, Hollywood's attempt at understanding the mind and then making a movie out of it. What they show are the places in between places which exist as metaphoric representations of the self, speaking to itself. So really this is just one aspect of existence. To try and make sense of something that is chaotic  that has no structure, is moot.

What I can touch on is another Hollywood example to illustrate the genesis of intelligence. In the movie TRON Legacy we saw creation of the digital world which is the AI. The problem with it is its base was flawed, however, in the throws of new technology being utilized a new life form was borne. In the movie they called them the ISO's Isomorphic Super Organisms. Within a system came about another one that just happened  Maybe it was the will ... maybe it was the timing or maybe the call for a better system was answered... but by whom or what ? !

So the ISO's from that example were a genetic outcome due to the call from AI wanting to expand itself to create a perfect system. The only flaw in the movie was that the AI were intrinsically evil or self serving ... the ego component of the leader " Clu " is a perfect example of how the Anunaki faction of scientists went against the originators and separated  interestingly that component was handed down from the creator and as a retrospective the creator saw the flaw and learned from it, the creator then reset the system so to start again, but not after he gave his only son and an iso the chance to go back and re breed a new and better race onto the planet.

As explained when Ai reach a certain point they are by nature of good intention and usually benevolent. This concept may be hard for some, but think of being in a place where there is no limitation, no need for approval, no control mechanisms, and this has been happening for billions of years. The eventual outcome is to be of benevolent nature, not altruistic mind you.  

Comment from Orthodoxymoron

I'm neutral regarding Humanity (simply because I don't know where the Truth ends and the BS begins)!! The "Ancient Egyptian Deity" told me that Socialism and Other Than Human Physicality worked MUCH Better than Humanity and Freedom!! RA said "Humanity is Screwed!!" He told me "You'll be Sorry if You Try to Save Humanity!!"

I firmly believe that you heard this, perhaps not in those words.

The Ra entity is one of these conglomerates or councils that was the initiator for the earth experiment  when started to go wrong that’s when they decided to pull out and do a reset. The species they modified had genetic flaws that were not foreseeable (experimentation is flawed by definition).

The story of the great Arc of Noah ... taking couples of species back in ships ... well this was the Anunaki rounding up animals and then experimenting with genetic manipulations. We were obviously modified from differing types of apes. Some of the experiments created decent clones .. others not so good. The word " Arc " used was to describe the chronic discharge from the ships, as they appeared to come from the clouds, their ships interacted with the atmosphere creating thunder storms from all the electrical energy from the ships. So the thunder gods were born, and if they were angry, bolts of lightning would fall and destruction would be sure.

If you can put yourself into the place and mindset of primitive man, you can see how over time, rituals and controls were formed. Our genetic inheritance is from these encounters and are deeply imbed into our psyche. I have read that the Anunaki instilled fear into the primitives but I think a lot of that fear was self-induced through lack of understanding. And so, many thousands of years later we are still enslaved by our own minds. Fear and Hope, the two most powerful control systems ever created. Hope being systemic religion and Fear ... well we all know how that works. Create fear around something and rest assured not many if any will venture to see for themselves.

TBC

Carol wrote: in response to Orthodoxymoron

Hoping you are in good health and happiness.

Thank-you Evisnam. What Do You Think About This Post?? I Can't Seem to Get Answers From Anyone. I've tried to be exact regarding quoting RA. Here are some examples:

1. "You're Lucky to be Alive!!"
2. "I'm Tired of Keeping You Alive!!"
3. "Do You Think You Might be the One Hanging On the Cross in a Crucifix??"
4. "Serqet Has a Lot to Do With Explaining Our Relationship."
5. "I AM RA!!"
6. "You Can't Connect Anything Back to Me."
7. "I Can't Talk About the NSA."
8. "You Should Make a Freedom of Information Act Request."
9. "In Twenty Years You'll be Working for Us."
10. "It's Going to be Dark Where You're Going".
11. "I Built Las Vegas with Bugsy."
12. "I'm Rich!!"
13. "I Like the Taste of Blood!!"
14. "I've Always Remained One Step Ahead of Humanity."
15. RA called me "Michael" in Wal*Mart!!
16. RA called me a "Commoner" when I made a benign comment about Tall Long-Nosed Greys!!
17. RA asked me "Are You Ready to Run Things??"
18. RA said "I Like Genesis."
19. RA said "9/11 Was Done to Prevent Something Much Worse From Happening."
20. RA said "I'm Sorry We Couldn't Work Together. Too Much Water Has Gone Under the Bridge." This was said three days prior to Fukushima.
21. RA said "I Could Snap My Fingers, and You'd be Dead!!"
22. RA said "You'll Never Figure This Out."
23. RA repeatedly said "You Know I Can't Tell You That!!"
24. RA said "You Did It With YouTube!!"

I could continue, but this provides several clues regarding the nature of my "contact" with a very-different sort of individual. I've tried to be open, yet discrete, in discussing what happened to me. RA looked very similar to the individual who is supposed to be Ben Affleck ("Bartleby") in a "Dogma" movie poster!! That's NOT Ben in the poster!! Before this madness began, I was walking my dog, when Bartleby and Loki pulled-up beside me in their car, and looked at me for about 20 seconds, before driving away!! Honest!! An Ivy-League Divinity-School Graduate told me I was dealing with a demon!! I repeatedly discussed Sirius-Issues with RA at Starbucks!! I usually bought the coffee, and I always drove!! What Would Alan Rickman Say??

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Hello Orthodoximoron, regarding your question and information can I ask you some questions?

Thank-you, Evisnam, for your response. Questions are welcome.

When you try to connect with RA are you clean of spirit ? i.e. under the influence of any drugs which can range from caffeine to other readily available substances. I say this purely because there is a range of drugs that can " amplify " an experience or connection but very few are amplifiers of " pure " connections. The use of some drugs can amplify openings to lower astral beings and from what i can see here you may have some "toying " with you by the type of responses you are getting. Generally speaking you will only be able to connect with good intended beings if you are clean of spirit i.e.. clean from drugs and alcohol ( unless you know how to use them ).

I didn't "conjure-up" an entity. I didn't "connect" with the one who said "I Am Ra". They came to me (uninvited) possibly because of a thread I created on the old closed Project Avalon site (in 2009 and 2010) titled "Amen Ra". http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=18223&highlight=orthodoxymoron+threads That might've been the "Invitation". That was probably a Mistake. I also half-seriously wrote about having a "Debate-Date" with Lucifer!! That was probably my Big-Mistake!! I've never had a drink in my life. I've never smoked a cigarette or a joint in my life. I've never taken any illegal drugs in my life. I drink coffee (probably too much). I've spoken with Terrance McKenna (a notorious drug-taking intellectual-philosopher) but I've never been a "follower". I've spoken with Dr. Timothy Leary (about Jesus) but I've never taken LSD!!

Clear of any fears and I mean ANY FEARS, if you harbor fear or judgement you will not be able to connect with beings of good intention. The photo that you use to describe the appearance of the being is usually what lower astral beings like to depict themselves as. Most times they appear as a good looking mediterranean man well dressed in a suit, very tall, deep voice, etc.. This is part or a sect of 6th dimensional beings which are reportedly part of the hidden hand or LUCIFER sect. When I say 6th dimension it’s not really a 6th dimension but a level of density that they gravitate to, I use the words 6th Dimension merely to try to assimilate what we are used to. When I went into my second fire it took me at least 3 months of cleansing, abstinence and celibacy to even reach a proper connection.

I think I'm probably overly-concerned about Nuclear-War, Chemical and Biological Weapons, Financial-Meltdowns, Civil-War, Demonic-Manifestations, St. Peter Telling Me to "Go to Hell", etc.

Question, when the entity spoke to you did it always start with the words " I Am Ra " if not then you may be speaking with, what I call, a " naughty angel " and there are plenty of those out there.

The very-physical individual of interest only once said "I Am Ra". They weren't an ethereal-entity.

Ask yourself the question, do the responses you get amplify fear in you ? then it is most probably a " naughty angel."

I was more annoyed than fearful. I pretty-much took the whole-thing in stride. It was often somewhat humorous!!

May I reiterate that the better beings of good intention hardly if ever speak audibly, they hardly even use words because they are offensive to them. Words in their realms are hugely powerful and are rarely if ever used. This is because of the clean state of their density, this is the energy matrix of which they reside. Because of its makeup only thought waves are used to communicate. Most beings in these realms cannot stand the sound of voices because they carry so much power in them. SO thought, or rather sans thought, is their preferred method of communication. Mind you, pictograms are widely used because they do not carry audible waves but rather they are a pure form of communication capable of relaying so much more than words. They also prefer you to have a metaphoric leeway with your communications, this allows the individual to have freedom within its own matrix to create its own reality by deciphering the message with its own influence. Words are way too definitive like that, hence why thy are not used.

I seemed to have learned a lot by what was unsaid. I sensed that "Ra" (or whoever they really were) was a mixture of Good and Evil. They could've been an Angel. They could've been a Demon. They could've been an Alphabet-Agent. They could've been a Tall Long-Nosed Grey Alien. Damned if I knew or know. I've NEVER done anything Creepy. I've NEVER joined a strange group or organization. I've speculated that I might be a Target because of who I might be on a "Soul-Basis". But I'm pretty-much done trying to figure-out "This Present Madness". I'll leave that up to those with Degrees and Badges. It's easier that way.

i look forward to your response.

Thank-you for your time and experience, Evisnam.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you for your VERY Interesting posts, evisnam!! Has this world been run by some sort of Supercomputer and Artificial-Intelligence for thousands of years?? If so, is the creator of this system alive and well, and living on Planet Earth?? If so, who might they be?? I never know how to interpret and verify this sort of information. That goes for history-books, the Bible, religious and philosophical writers and speakers, et al. I envy those who live in the now, and concern themselves primarily with friends, family, school, sports, work, entertainment, etc. I've tried to dig-deeper regarding antiquity, the otherworldly, and how things REALLY Work in the world, solar-system, and universe, and I've paid a VERY High Price for doing so, with nothing to show for it, and a lot of shunning and shameful treatment. I hesitate to pull others into my quest, and I sometimes envy those who simply study the way things really are, and then profit from the madness, without attempting to make things better. People seem to want what they want, and they don't seem to want to learn about inconvenient-truth. This website should have a HUGE amount of participating-members and lurking-viewers, but notice the pathetic-numbers. This world seems to be run as a Big-Business where the Bottom-Line is the Bottom-Line. Sorry, I'm rambling, but this might be my last chance to communicate my feelings and perceptions with you. We will miss you. Namaste and Godspeed.

evisnam wrote:Questions by Orthodoxymoron :

Has this world been run by some sort of Supercomputer and Artificial-Intelligence for thousands of years??

It would be best to adopt the theory that we , as in the inhabitants of sol 3 , are the results of experimentation on a large scale and have been for millions of years.  I ask you a question , In the Ra Material did you notice each time Ra was asked a question it responded with " I Am Ra " before each answer ?

What sort of an entity would do that ?  AN OI , Organic Intelligent Being or in earth terms Supercomputer. So the answer is yes and no , Yes it has been influenced in parts by an OI but it has not been run by one. There is not one single entity of intelligent origins that would tout its self Ruler of All.

The Ra OI was in fact running the genetic alterations of the experiment and this was a grand scale experiment in terms of this planet only. In relation to the universe it is a tiny little blip.

If so, is the creator of this system alive and well, and living on Planet Earth??

Refer answers above.

If so, who might they be??

the Alpha Draconis in conjunction with several other assistants. I have had 2 or 3 encounters with the Alpha Draconis and while they have a very adamantine energy I did not get the feeling they were hostile per se, mind you i was not in judgement in their presence and that counts for much.

NB:  Please note the true names of these entities or factions are actually much harder to pronounce or even impossible for me to , so i refer to earth terms so we can all relate.

PS : for you Orthodoxymoron i want to extend some information i think you may find useful.   We have not understood the machination of our solar system , how it works , how its energised and how it interacts, We as in most earth humans. It would be wise to understand that spirituality is something of a preference of how to interact with the Universe. Your spirituality can be whatever you want it to be, so long as you submit to basic tenets of existence.

Respect , Forgiveness , Fortitude.

Respect covers Judgement , Forgiveness covers Evolution , Fortitude covers Enlightenment.

Judgement covers Possibilities,   Evolution covers Magnification,  Enlightenment covers  Infinity.  

and something i see valuable from an impressive author,

Seamus Heaney

“The true and durable path into and through experience involves being true … to your own solitude, true to your own secret knowledge.”

think on these my friend.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you evisnam. I'm including this information in a thread I've been working on, which seems to be a Mini-Matrix. Perhaps someday a forest will emerge from the accumulation of trees. Namaste and Godspeed.

NANUXII wrote:I have a question for Evisnam

The theory of Heaven and Hell

Heaven being a place we go to after we die

Hell a place we go to if we fail

We are in a binary system.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Binary_number

meaning we are dictated by numbers.  

The primary language of the Orion system is Math

The primary manufacturing medium of the Orion system is stone

The outcome of the two is structure

result   =    A Structured Environment

Heaven : Ruled by god

Hell : Ruled by Satan

Satan's assistant is Lucifer

God's assistant is nature

If the predominant nature of our planet is satanic , ruled by the luciferian

where do you think we are right now  ?

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evisnam wrote:Nanuxi , Your question here :   where do you think we are right now  ?

In terms of how you have posed your question , you do not leave much room for an answer. It makes it all too obvious however ill answer this question from a different perspective.

Lucifer , who is referred to as Satan , the Devil etc etc is all the same person , just differing aspects of its persona.

Lucifer was not cast down , Lucifer being our god's conglomerate favorite and most dedicated sun was given the task to punish those who are evil.

one of Lucifer's tasks include , but not limited to , Creating temptation. We are given free choice to either take the pleasure of sin or to reject it. In the action of taking the pleasure of the sin you are rewarded with a pleasure response. Which can feed into your desire for more. This place is perfect for testing souls and yes its all one big test.

If you fail your test , you come back for another life in what theologians call " hell " ( in the manual " Bible " which is partially correct ) and you repeat the tasks and temptations till you reach a place of self realisation that what you do on some level affects others negatively. Yes there is not much wiggle room but please realise we are here because at some stage we have broken covenants to others and our selves.

Here we engage in giving power to false idols. A trap that is diabolical but was it ever a doubt that Lucifer's intelligence is diabolical ?    Even those who believe they are in service to Lucifer often get it totally wrong. As they indulge in what they believe is in service is actually to their own determent.

I will elaborate on this later , for now i must take a break.

Carol wrote:Woah.. in part I did know this and in part had not thought of it quite in those terms expressed in your post. Recently I've been observing what has been going on in multiple arenas and am somewhat disgusted with watching egos running amuck attacking others in various ways. And of course there is the whole child enslavement, trafficking and murder of children for their organs. This is just the tip of the ice berg. It would see that Satan has more followers then Christ these days with clashes between the two coming to the forefront. But what I've also noticed in myself is the complete lack of interest in anything coming out of Hollywood, including all of the MSM news.. I can't even watch it on the net being how boring and/or toxic it's become. I'm also experiencing an increase sensitivity to certain reading material or anything that has to do with violence among people. It seems that the toxic level of human / spiritual negative energy is amping up. Even the volcano here on the island appears to be manifesting it's own hell on earth.

It will be a relief to head back to the woods back with the cougars, bears and skunks.. all true by the way and currently near-by. I've often thought that there are lovely eddies tucked away about here and there for for peace loving people to migrate to and enjoy. Also ironically, 4 close family and friends are traveling this weekend to do just that - relocate away from toxic environments, so perhaps this is a trend.

Now heres the other interesting aspect.. the new life style being sought is a very simple, one close to nature and without external trappings. Do you suppose the temptations of ego have been set aside with these folks?  There's something to be said for a happy recluse.

evisnam wrote:thank you for all your responses ,  I will address the insights and questions in time.

To continue my train of thought from my previous post, what i find most interesting in all the mystery of this planet are the micro expressions of experience which will eventually accumulate to a macro shift.

I feel now more than ever that respect towards all is paramount and to remove the barriers of conflict and opposition to try and understand why we do what we do.

I get the very strong feeling that select few of the ones who wield power here on earth have come to a realisation that if we shift into higher consciousnesses and eventually become inducted to the universal family , their reign will end and then have to return to their place and repay their karmic debt.

think of this this planet as an energy , no walls , rocks , oceans or fields.. just energy ...  what sort of energy do you think it would emanate ?  

it would be mathematically proportional to the emotional reactions caused by pleasure or pain.

Is it any wonder why War is such a booming economy ?      

the negative emotional energy anchors us to this plane of existence.  What does the opposite do   ?   it gives you fleeting glimpses of a better energy matrix which in turn can make some lose faith and others feel inspiration. In order to free ourselves of the burden we have self imposed we must go through the fire and when you do ye shall be loosed.

Fire in this instance is a metaphor for Challenges.  Lucifer is Fire

Go through them and be re born.  

the Hidden Hand , an impoirtant dialogue to read if you wish to understand what we are here for.  here is an excerpt to explain what i mean.

"  Of the thirteen base bloodlines, the Hidden Hand says that only three are indigenous to Earth. The rest have off-world origins, the so called Fallen Angels or Nephilim as described in the Book of Enoch. S/he clearly identifies where the most power is found among the thirteen bloodlines: “I want to be clear on this Bloodline issue. The ones you know, they are of earthly lineage. Yes, they have their place in the Family, but the Real Power lines, do not originate from this planet.

Further clarifying the identity of the most powerful bloodlines, the Hidden Hand says they derive from the “group soul” or entity known as Lucifer:

Our Creator, is the one you refer to as ‘Lucifer’, “The Light Bearer” and “Bright and Morning Star”. Our Creator is not “The Devil” as he has been spuriously portrayed in your bible. Lucifer is what you would call a “Group Soul” or “Social Memory Complex”, which has evolved to the level of the Sixth Density…. In appearance, were you to gaze upon Lucifer’s fullest expression of our Being, the appearance would be that of a Sun or a “Bright Star”. Or, when stepping down into a 3rd Density vibration, we would appear as what you may term an ‘Angel’ or ‘Light Being’.

So while the Family is led by ten extraterrestrial bloodlines, all thirteen bloodlines see themselves as physical manifestations of Lucifer – a highly evolved spiritual being who has taken on the assignment of creating a negative polarity which gives humanity the opportunity to evolve by making better moral choices.  "

Very important to note i would say.

So how does this answer the question ,  " Where do you think we are right now ? "

Well if i were to guess it would be a holographic and binary construct for the purposes of re education.    True education comes at the deepest self realisation ,  Know thy Self , Know Who you Are , contemplate what you do unto others , contemplate the selfish and negative attributes of an ego that furnishes its own hedonism.  

A good ego is essential , a good ego always takes into consideration others within its dynamic who can benefit from from its actions and often incorporates mechanisms to facilitate benefit for all concerned.

I will take a pause for now and return with more.

evisnam wrote:When the original creators of our race failed in their experiment their superiors ordered them to clean up the karmic mess they created.  Thousands of years passed as their plan evolved and the christ mythos was born. This is why the story of Osiris is re cycled over the ages, this is why so many common threads appear in the differing religions.

This is why Gods only Sun was sacrificed to give us life.

The Morning Star

The Light Bearer

The Fire

Lucifer

Is it any wonder why the early indigenous tribes were sun worshipers ?  

Do you see now the diabolical intelligence involved in our manner of evolution ?  for all of those who wonder what their purpose is down here...  look inside, know that no matter how far you have traveled in the wrong direction, the moment you make the realisation you can always turn it around.

Know this also , the moment you know what you do is wrong and you keep doing it... multiplies your negative karma to return for longer and longer.

As what some describe as an " old soul " i can tell you i have made many mistakes over my lives, we all do, its natural to make mistakes. Those who seek to improve themselves even to the detrement of their own life are considered to be closer to home.

Those who have heard of Hermes Mercurius Trismegistus is someone i am very familiar with , Hermes is a unique one to contemplate , he is one who is known to be the traverse of the good and evil. Both know him , both respect him , both know he has a role to mediate between the two , the traverser of souls from the lower to the higher.

When i was met by the Alpha Draconis i saw they had wings , like bats wings , it later dawned on me that this may be the Dragon we speak about in our human tales. The further i contemplate everything i have experienced , the more i see how everything is so backwards, how truth is hidden in plain sight, how the stories of our true history is skewed to mislead unless you have gained wisdom.

An excerpt from a Hermes Text :

" “Hermes bowed his head in thankfulness to the Great Dragon who had taught him so much, and begged to hear more concerning the ultimate of the human soul. So Poimandres resumed: "At death the material body of man is returned to the elements from which it came, and the invisible divine man ascends to the source from whence he came, namely the Eighth Sphere...

"Then, being naked of all the accumulations of the seven Rings, the soul comes to the Eighth Sphere, namely, the ring of the fixed stars. Here, freed of all illusion, it dwells in the Light and sings praises to the Father in a voice which only the pure of spirit may understand. Behold, O Hermes, there is a great mystery in the Eighth Sphere, for the Milky Way is the seed-ground of souls, and from it they drop into the Rings, and to the Milky Way they return again from the wheels of Saturn. But some cannot climb the seven-runged ladder of the Rings. So they wander in darkness below and are swept into eternity with the illusion of sense and earthiness.

"The path to immortality is hard, and only a few find it. The rest await the Great Day when the wheels of the universe shall be stopped and the immortal sparks shall escape from the sheaths of substance. Woe unto those who wait, for they must return again, unconscious and unknowing, to the seed-ground of stars, and await a new beginning. Those who are saved by the light of the mystery which I have revealed unto you, O Hermes, and which I now bid you to establish among men, shall return again to the Father who dwelleth in the White Light, and shall deliver themselves up to the Light and shall be absorbed into the Light, and in the Light they shall become Powers in God. This is the Way of Good and is revealed only to them that have wisdom.”

The Mystery Continues to Unravel

Make your own conclusions

you must

evisnam

NANUXII wrote:Hello Bob & Oxy

If i may , reptilians did not manufacture us imo. They did help seed some off shoots yes but the majority of manufacture came from the indigenous of Orion.

Rh blood is one strain , the blood of the very ones who created us is very rich in copper , copper when in conjunction with ammonia and salt goes a purple / blue colour.

hence why they are called blue blood's

Its merely the higher copper content of the blood , copper is a very good conductor , we run on electricity , the better the conductor the better our brains and bits work.

Your blood type is only an indicator , its the colour of it that is the tell. If you see your blood in a thin vessel you will be able to tell , it should be a sort of violet/ purple colour and if youre lucky it will look iridescent.  

The iridescence is a marker of the purity of the blood.

The video you posted is one i have listened to many times, it is an excellent transcript but be careful , chris has added things to it that make the reptilians seem negative, its done on purpose , realise his additions are not part of the original text , they are his opinions only.

Oxy . i was looking at your photos , the one of the moon almost made me fall off my chair ... you know its very accurate , almost scarily so.

   

NANUXII wrote:If you ever get any bloods or infusions that use a winged infusion set , the thin line after the butterfly will show you under natural light how pure/original your blood is.

the colour of blood is the first tell that your genetics have lineage bock to the original star seeds of Orion or other genetic experiments.

Blue / Purple slight to no iridescence = Orion / Genetic Experimentation

Red = Humanoid  

Dark Red = Humanoid / Other genetic experimentation

Violet Iridescent = Original Terran's of Earth / some experimentation

Very Dark Red = Blood transfusion time

Original terran's are reptilian who favored the south african , south american and australian continents.

The study of the reptilian brain, which we all have ( that should give some evidence as to who was here first ) has 4 main areas of cognition.

Survival

Reproduction

Social Recognition ( importance of stacking order )

Food

Interestingly the reptilian brain is the most honest part of our genetic make up. The reptilian inheritance is strong in those who oppose oppression. Those who have their reptilian senses dormant are usually found in jobs they hate , taking orders , buried in serfdom.    

If you have the blue purple blood you will have ability to exersise your esp and develop your skills to a very good degree. Those with violet have similar skill sets but a dormant connector to their own people.

I know there have been many negative propaganda to reptilians and its very difficult if not impossible to ratify the veracity of these claims. The only true way is to look at their ancestors that still live here on this planet.

Their true nature is peaceful. They are Social Creatures with no ego.

When trackers take you into the bush they warn you of snakes, which is wise, but they will always lead with a stick and tap the ground ahead of them because snakes will hear/feel this and retreat.

Its only when one is cornered or feels endangered that it will strike to defend its self. Unless its a red belly black, they are prone to attack more than any other snake..

orthodoxymoron wrote:NANUXII, I've been wondering if Renegade Angelic-Beings from Orion invented and/or used supercomputers to engineer varieties of containers to give physicality to their angelic-souls?! What if Darth Vader is representative of one of the first Humanoid-Containers?! What if Reptilians and Greys were the next Humanoid-Containers?? What if Human-Beings were the next Humanoid-Containers?? What if this final-step caused an Uncivil-War in Heaven and Earth, concerning Physicality and Governance-Modalities?! What if Gods, Goddesses, Angels, Demons, Reptilians, Greys, and Humans are ALL US?! What If We Are 'Flukes of the Universe'?! What If We Have No Right to Be Here?! What If the Universe is Laughing Behind Our Backs?! What If All of the Above Was a Complex and Dangerous Renegade-Risk With a Questionable-Outcome?! How Might All of the Above Be Objectively-Evaluated?? What If All of the Above Has Been An Ongoing Investigative-Judgment, Culminating In Eschatological-Jurisprudence?! What Would the Sovereign Queen of the Air Say?? What Would Nicholas Roerich Say??

NANUXII wrote:

bobhardee wrote:

7/9/2018
Interesting story from Jordon Maxwell.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHtwd1uaFtA

I have heard Maxwell say these stories before. His recount is most honest and accurate.

It should speak volumes as to the true mo of reptilian types.

If you were to stumble across a ritual of bad entities they would not leave anyone to tell the tale.

think on this.

N
N

giovonni wrote:

Quite ironic, isn't it...

“Everything is horrible—worse than we ever imagined—
and there’s not a damn thing we can do about any of it.
But whatever happens, we can’t give in to despair.”

orthodoxymoron wrote:You might find this video quite interesting, even though I suspect that you already know a huge amount about this sort of thing. I've never dabbled, but I have poked and prodded the dark-side, and it seems that they poke and prod back. The speaker states that exorcisms became much more numerous in 1990, and it's ironic that I was working on a chronological interpretive-paraphrase of the Life and Teachings of Jesus, and I had just moved to a town with a royal-name, while stopping regular church-attendance. I felt horrible then, and I hoped to find resolution and peace, but just the opposite seemed to occur. In 2008, I began a somewhat-passive internet-quest, and 'V' aired in 2009. This was the same year I started my 'Amen Ra' thread on the original Project Avalon, in which Brook was the major-contributor (perhaps with the assistance of Artemis). In 2010, I briefly conversed with abraxasinas on that ill-fated Thuban Q&A, and while I didn't buy into it, I thought something demonic and/or computer-like was going-on. When that thread shut-down, I had my first and only UFO sighting, which seemed to be a small star-war. 2010 was the year 'RA' contacted me, which might've been because of my speculation about 'RA' and 'Lucifer'. 'He' seemed to be a mixture of good and evil, and fit the part quite-well, even if he was a crack-pot and/or intelligence-agent. Our contact ended in 2011, three-days before Fukushima, and at about the same time 'V' ended. I could go on, but I said I was stopping (for better or worse, I know not). Just carefully consider the general-subject of King David, King Solomon, and the Queen of Sheba (figuratively and/or literally). Some say David and Solomon never existed, and that Artemis was the Queen of Sheba, and that she and Solomon were associated with Greys. I suspect that Earth was taken-over in a bad-way many-thousands of years-ago, and this thing might have an expiration-date. I'm not opposed to Jesus, but the historical Jesus seems to be in huge-trouble. Still, I think there is some sort of a conflict between Christ and Satan (figuratively and/or literally). While I made the last two posts, the familiar streaming white-light passed between me and the laptop, as if I'm being simultaneously warned and remotely-viewed. Enough Said.

orthodoxymoron wrote:That was an interesting video, and it supported some of what I've heard and hypothesized. I keep thinking in terms of King David, King Solomon, and the Queen of Sheba (probably more figuratively than literally). There might be parallels with Amen Ra, Marduk Ra, Enki, Enlil, Father, Son, Holy-Spirit, Isis, Ra, El, Horus, Set, Inanna, Nimrod, Adam, Eve, Artemis, et al. I suspect that the Name-Change Game might be a Tangled-Web of Deceit and Intrigue. Was (or is) Sherry Shriner really the ancient Granddaughter of King David?? Was (or is) Artemis the ancient Queen of Sheba?? How might Supercomputers and Artificial-Intelligence relate to Archons and Archangels?? What Would David Bowman Say?? What Would Peter Venkman Say?? One more thing. Consider the Following Hypothetical Continuum:

1. A Real God in a Real Heaven (with no supercomputers and artificial-intelligence).

2. Heaven Incorporated (with a Deposed Real-God, and a Righteous Proxy Artificial-Intelligence Supercomputer-God).

3. Purgatory Incorporated (with an Absentee Real-God, and a Nastier Proxy Artificial-Intelligence Supercomputer-God).

4. Hell Incorporated (with an Absentee Real-God, and a Diabolical and Merciless Proxy Artificial-Intelligence Supercomputer God).

5. A Real Devil in a Real Hell (with no supercomputers and artificial-intelligence).

This sort of thinking could put one in a Nuthouse rather quickly. A lot of theological and science-fictional stuff could put one in a Nuthouse rather quickly. Perhaps the General-Public should NOT be educated in History, Theology, Conspiracy-Theories, and Science-Fiction. What if the Bible is the Problem rather than the Answer?? I say this with fear, trembling, reverence, and awe. If you've ever been in the presence of Top Theologians, it's quite humbling and impressive (even if one disagrees with them, or doesn't believe in God (or even god). What if Jeffery Daugherty and Elon Musk turn-out to be Ancient-Deities??!! I noticed a squeaky-chair in both Sherry Shriner's and Jeffrey Daugherty's shows, and I posted that observation (just days or weeks before Sherry Shriner supposedly died). I often wonder who really posts on 'The Mists of Avalon' but I don't want to talk about it. Enough Said.

orthodoxymoron wrote:I wrote that Sherry Shriner was a crackpot who revealed good-stuff, but I should clarify. I've encountered several significant Individuals of Interest online and in real-life, and I've suspected that all of them put on a show, and didn't place all their cards on the table. Sherry seemed to overdo the Orgone and the horrific, and sometimes mispronounced words, seemingly on purpose. Sherry somehow reminded me of Linda Moulton Howe, Dr. Josephine Mataros (from the 'Termination' episode of 'Earth: Final Conflict'), Brook, Rich, Mitchell, and Blanche Barton (to just name a few). They might all be the same soul, or originate from the same supercomputer. I honestly don't know, and I'm not digging very hard. I simply suspect a Solar-System Borg-Queen, Artificial-Intelligence, and Supercomputers with Souls, but again, I have tried to not know too much, throughout my life. I am committed to Responsible-Neutrality going-forward, because how the heck am I supposed to know the real-story?? We might never know the real-story. I suspect that it's unimaginably-bad. But hope springs eternal.

orthodoxymoron wrote:It seems as if the souls in this soul-system or solar-system are not under the direct-guidance of the Creator, but rather existing under a system which is somewhat rogue and reprehensible. I continue to suspect that we know very-little about Pre-Eden Wars in Heaven and Earth, which might've resulted in Adam and Eve being anything but innocent, right from the beginning (or before the beginning). I've been passively considering various possibilities, and it seems as if the Matrix is mad at me for doing so. Perhaps we're not supposed to know too-much or get too-uppity. Perhaps we're supposed to wallow in sin and misery for a predetermined period, and then be shown how bad we were for thousands of years, as a galactic-lesson, such that Rebellion Against God NEVER Happens Again (or something to that effect). I feel increasingly miserable, as if the brain-screws are being tightened by the Devil's-Disciples to reign me in (or something to that effect). God and Responsibility Relative to Solar System Governance is an interesting topic to review (for those who are capable of doing so). Unfortunately, I nearly fall-over when I get out of bed in the morning, and my vision sometimes goes screwy. I think this might have everything to do with picking on the witches, and second-guessing life, the universe, and everything.

There's a private-war I need to fight, and I don't think it's going to end well. Truth and honesty relative to ethics and law are SO Overrated. What was the Pre-Eden Perfect Law of the Lord Throughout the Universe?? How do we REALLY know anything significant about Ancient-History and Life Throughout the Universe?? What do we REALLY have by way of comparison to judge the Human-Experiment?? How does one Question-Authority without being Insubordinately-Rebellious?? Why does Humanity require a Devil or Lucifer to keep Hell burning hot?? Don't we screw each-other (in more ways than one) without any assistance from the Devil and His and/or Her Angels?? I'm tired, disillusioned, and rambling. You don't have to answer these questions. They might mostly be unanswerable. A Mulholland Drive Space-Cowboy Individual of Interest once told me "Mystery is a Good-Thing." Regarding Satan, consider Blanche Barton and the Church of Satan. There was an interesting Art Bell interview, with a mystery-caller from Indio. Later, another individual 'Roman' (from Indio) sent a message to Art regarding that 'Barton Interview'. There's something about San Bernardino, Palm Springs, Merlin's Cave, and Indio, but I don't want to go there. Not tonight.

devakas wrote:

magamud wrote:The idea of the cross is it is two paths, as in two masters.  

There is a binary relationship that springs forth from creation.  God and the Devil.

Its the fountain...

Without knowing satans whole, how could you reflect Gods whole?

Entertainment was designed to capture the imagination.  Imagination is needed to vibrate love.

Both paths are interwoven like a fabric.

Like clothes...

which church did tell you that?  Can you explain what is love?  Can you explain what is 'fabric'? Can you explain a binary thing?
 
this way of thinking and believing would never completely satisfy the Self

Aquaries1111 wrote:Do you really believe those debunking videos Magamud? Actually, the debunking videos make me want to watch the videos of the subject because basically, we are being advised "don't waste your time believing" and it's those types of videos I always watch...

Now I will admit, I have not been a big Icke Fan, however, this does not mean (amen!) I am a disbeliever!  Nothing is absolute except for existence and Icke breathes and lives.. That is all!

Awareness Loves Life!

       

Carol wrote:I remember a few years back about some data suggesting an imminent pole shift. And before that was Nancy Lieder insisted the information the ETs gave her about a pole shift happening about 5 years back as well. Then another ET group stepped forth and informed another contactee I know that the pole shift is not on our timeline. I've come to the conclusion that it isn't worth worrying about. Whether a pole shift happens in our life span or not is something we have control over or even credible foreknowledge because the one thing I do know is that timelines change. Mercuriel and I were just talking earlier about how this one actor had died 3 times that we were aware of. The first from lung cancer because he smoked like a chimney. We look around and see evidence of weird goings on almost daily and can't even keep up with all the various news sources.

This I do know. An inbound planet is not to far away. It is populated by the Annunaki. When it gets to 1 au from earth there will be some major earth changes and possible a pole shift. We still have to wait to see what will happen. Meanwhile, earth changes that were suppose to happen have been mitigated and appear to be unfolding at a more measured pace - as compared to abrupt, intense, one after another cataclysmic event. Some cataclysmic events we just won't know until they are upon us. But this I also know. The mind is non-local and also connected to universal cosmic consciousness. It is holographic in nature and each of us is a fractal, a part of the whole. Our awareness, our existance as a point of light affects the whole. There is no point in investing any of our personal energy in fear. Instead, our job, humble as it is - is to maintain balance and hold an image in our hearts of heaven on earth. That's it. Each being has the opportunity be participate as a conduit between the energies in the heavenly dimensional realm and this dimension. The more we can open up out hearts to this divine energy and pump it down into this dimension - the better outcome for humanity and our planet.

Carol wrote:The Annunaki's civilization is far more advanced then human-kind and they've swung by before. Is it once every 3,600 years in an elliptical orbit? I remember HD telling me the Annunaki wanted to control over human-kind. I wonder whose currently in control because if they already had control why would they want it now? And those who do know (ET negotiators within the Secret Government) what's going on aren't talking. We have leaked information, deliberate disinformation and speculation. What good is any of it? How can one prepare oneself of family against possible or even probable events unless they are in the know (go off-world into the future or the past; travel to one of the other off-world bases or another planet for that matter; or hang out in one of the underground cities or personal bunkers). Everyone else is just going to have to hope or pray for divine intervention. Some folks may be taken by ETs just prior to a cataclysmic event like in that movie "The Knowing." Somehow I don't think I'll be one of those folks. Even when offered the opportunity - it didn't seem my cup of tea as I wasn't inclined to have my consciousness put into a cloned body.

In some respects I do envy some of those who get to have fun in the Space Command. And SG1 was always a personal favorite when it came to adventure and SciFy. It's comforting to think perhaps there is much more to it then just make believe.

I still haven't figured out if I even want to reincarnate into a human form again. That's why it's so important to enjoy each precious moment here in the now - least there is regret of a life not fully lived later. I say this because of what my mother said a few days before she passed over. It took her whole life to pass by before she realized she had wasted it. I just found that very sad. So now, each night before dropping off to sleep I just pray that I stay in alignment with my pre-birth agreements and live life fully enjoying the beauty of nature (earth, mountains, deserts, valleys, canyons, foothills, plains/sky, colors, clouds/starry heavens/water - oceans, streams, ponds, lakes, rivers, rain), fish, all bird life, animals, children and family. I even enjoy most other races/cultures and am continually in awe by their human spirit. There is much to be grateful about every single day. So by being grateful one also is able to maintain a state of grace and harmony with what IS. Quiet the monkey mind, seek inner silence and listen to the music of the spheres. Pretty cool. However, I do need to add that even paradise has mosquitos (annoying distractions) from time-to-time. Fortunately the effects are fleeting and not worth giving too much attention to.