This is all so amazing.
I took shrooms a couple of times, and all I did was laugh, also. From what I have read, it takes a lot more of them to break through that part and to "the other side" (wherever one may land).I don't think I am up for it...not without supervision and being in nature.
I was told that San Pedro is more mellow than Peyote, and that one can acclimate to it by eating small amounts over a period of time (thus avoiding a dose that would be scary, rather than peaceful). I hear people can communicate with bugs/spiders (I sort of do that now, when I rescue them from the shower; if I talk to them calmly, they stay on my hand and let me take them outside; a year ago I could not do this).
I took LSD 3 times, but it only worked, twice.
The first time I had a sense of a grander plan...that all was just as it should be. I had been concerned about dynamics at work, and realized it was all meaningless and there were no threats to me: all was just the way it was supposed to be.
I just wish I could have carried that back with me.
The second time was before a Hall and Oats concert (they never sounded better, but it turns out I lose all sense of rhythm and cannot dance when on LSD). I think the most memorable part of the experience was eating at Carlos Murphy's, prior to the show. It took me and 2 friends to find our way to the bathrooms and back. It was just stupid. Then some guy came over and made us balloon-animal hats, and I just wanted him to go away (I needed out of there, because the Irish-Mexican theme was synergistic to begin with, and I could not stop laughing).
I have been smoking marijuana for the better part of 30 years. It keeps me as calm and in the moment as possible. I still take meds for anxiety.
I DO NOT consider myself to be crazy or brain damaged, and sometimes people who rely on alternative means to cope with this horrific 3D experience get a bad rap. While I do not feel such judgment here, I do know that there are some purists out there who are just gifted.
It concerns me that we lack such credibility that anybody who has insight into other worlds (or into this one) is considered to "high" or "on drugs". Before even making statements, people often preface experiences with reassurances that they are not crazy and/or do not smoke pot.
I personally do not care how someone receives their inspiration, provided it does not hurt anybody, and it is accurate (some people who channel say being Gay violates the Yin/Yang of the universe, and is not natural; others say I am like a graduate student with a strong contract who has taken on an especially challenging assignment). Hence my joke about Ra and Gay Marriage (it seems there are buzz-kill police in every dimension!).
Perhaps this is why ETs do not bother with me.
I will never be David Wilcock, or Doreen Virtue, but I could not be even if I wanted to.
Regardless, I do not advocate trying anything. If you do not know what you are missing...well, there is nothing to miss.
As far as I know, this incarnation may be as close as I have come to my higher self, yet.
I understand the value of living healthy, but I know I will never voluntarily be a vegan, although I do not eat red meat, and keep pork to a minimum.
My mind spins so fast that meditation is almost laughable to me. This is why I have considered a vision quest: I feel stuck, but my mind is going really, really fast.
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I can see how the whole reptilian thing comes up with ayahuasca: they see reptiles, a lot. They also see the typical grey aliens. It can be quite intense and scary. They see the same things drawn on cave walls that people say they have seen in the external world. Which is it? AAAAAAGGGH!
It is definitely something I would not wish to try alone, should I consider any such endeavors in the future.
I have heard that Ibogaine, while quite dangerous, can be an incredible tool on ones journey.
My concern is that the spirit world might hold too much appeal. Indeed, before letting them go on a "trip", some indigenous peoples insist that the user promise that they will come back, and NOT go with the spirits, because they may try to talk them into it.
There is a fine line between the effective dose and the lethal dose.
In our holographic universe, agreeing to follow a spirit in their dimension would manifest as an overdose/death in this one (I am assuming, here).
Oh: A friend told me once of a friend of his who took mushrooms and came up with the solution to ALL of the problems of the world. He was so impressed by its profundity, that he wrote it down. When he came off of it, here was his eternal wisdom:
"Higgamous Hoggamous
Woman mongamous
Hoggamis Higgamis
Man polygamous"
Santa was a shaman (red and white mushroom).
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I hope I did not scare anybody away. While I do have a foot in the spiritual world, I clearly have issues, here.
And thanks to all for any energy regarding my kidney stones. The massive pain just stopped. I mean, it just stopped. I was taking stuff for pain and it was not helping. So, I stopped taking ANYTHING for pain, and it nearly all disappeared.
I feel safe here, and I thank all who make it possible.
Sincerely,
Me
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