United States AI Solar System (9)

"What Are We Going to Do About Orthodoxymoron?"

Carol wrote:Orthodoxymoron Quoted: "What if Outer-Space is Hell with Zero Law and Order and No Safety-Net?? What if This Solar-System is a Governmental-Purgatory for 99% of the Souls Present with 1% of the Souls Living in a Governmental-Paradise with an Absolute-Authority Expecting Absolute-Obedience?? What if Paradise is Less Fun Than Purgatory?? What if Hell Really is Hell?? What if This Solar-System is Instrumental in Reforming Hell?? What if the 1% Manage the 99% Sort of Like Anna and the V's Relative to Humanity (As We Know It)?? What REALLY Bothers Me is That I Never Know If What I'm Conceptualizing is Close to the Truth or Total-Bullshit!! I honestly can't keep-up with my own threads (even though I think they are in the nursery compared to what the Secret-Government deals with)!! I'm mostly doing this for All of YOU!! I'll Know Less and Less as I Feel Worse and Worse. This Will Most Certainly End Badly. Do NOT Follow Me Into the Ditch!!"

With these types of thoughts Oxy it make me think the your body is deficient in magnesium. Did you know that magnesium alleviates depression? We take regular Epson salt hot baths with candle light and music. The magnesium is absorbed directly through the skin. Its also relaxing and also helps alleviate sore muscles from all the physical work that we've been doing.

Next, please keep in mind the Alpha and Omega. Alpha, the new beginnings of creation of life and it's many manifestations. Then Omega, when life moves into a stagnate form of Thanatos, endings. Best mental image is water. Rain falls down from the sky. Some flows in rivets into streams, creeks, rivers and perhaps eventually into the ocean. Where other droplets puddle up and evaporate.. and then there are those puddles, small bodies of water that turn foul as a result of pollution of one sort or another, smell, rot and decay. Who's to say where each manifested rain drop is to fall or what it's individual destiny is? Yet each is created and has it's unique experience of existence. For some it is glorious as it joins with others to travel down through mountains, woodlands into rivers and the ocean. For others falling on the sand in the desert their existence is brief as they soon evaporate into the air later joining with others to for clouds and are recycled to fall somewhere else for another unique experience. Eventually, even the drop that fell into a pool of water that stagnated and rotted.. it too evaporated and was recycled.

And remember, as disturbing as the storyline with Anna and the V's Relative to Humanity was. Even this is just one of many experiences of what is possible. Wouldn't it be more enjoyable to focus on a good ending line in the movie Stardust?

evisnam wrote:Hello Carol ,

We see now evidence that the present human incarnation being Cro Magnon who lived along side Neanderthal as an over lap of approximately 10,000 years. I would postulate that Neanderthal Man was more of a natural progression, in evolutionary terms from the apes. I would further postulate in early missions to find planets to mine for resources, the visitors tried to use Neanderthal as slaves and found them to be too strong to conquer so they instead used eugenics to create a new , more subservient version to work for them.

Seeing that such a hearty and well adapted native was extinct some 250,000 years ago i would say that some 270,000 years ago would be roughly when this eugenics program started. I often put my self in the shoes of those i try to understand and then try to think like them. When i do this things come together and make sense when used in conjunction with other markers.

The reference to " Kings " in the tablets are obviously middle rank extra terrestrial beings given the task to over see various continents. The reference to polygamy in the old testament and the quran would have been inspired by the Kings taking a harem to pro create. A single King could sire hundreds per annum. Hence why the term  " Sire " has a dual meaning. To be a Lord and to be the seed of breeding.

When we put our selves in the shoes of our ancestors and imagine what it would be like to see such things take place we can temper the recounts with primitive minds and see the correlation of technology and flying machines depicted as " God's " and " Sky Chariots ". We see now that our gods are just extra terrestrial beings of greater technology and of course , power.

The continuance of using the term " God " is right and wrong in the same instant because of the lack of education behind the name. Before Judeo Christianism was invented , we had a clearer view of the relation of god and man. The reason or one of the reasons it happens less these days is because we have generally become more aware of technology so its pointless for extra terrestrial beings presenting them selves as such.

The next step will be to introduce extra terrestrials as they are and to hopefully gain a mutual acceptance... it is at this point we will have the gifts of knowledge and freedom.

I know this flies in the face of all religion and is offensive to those who are devout. The degree of offense is proportional to ones in ability to accept a more realistic or rather modern recount of " God's "  that is relevant to us today.   The Bible was written by man , in hope of re educating us. But who reads this book ? and when they do they all have a different view of what it means and as a result we have further separation between those who have good intention. It is diabolical and cruel to think we could ever understand such wisdom.

I feel that the instigation of a one god system was to reduce or rather halt our ability to influence paradigms. Lets look at historical recounts of  polydeism. We had different gods that were attributed for different tasks...

In the following link we see many gods that had differing powers of influence , i would postulate that if you wanted to change the outcome of a battle for instance in the hindu religion you would pray to Shiva.

https://www.learnreligions.com/list-of-gods-and-goddesses-by-culture-118503

If we wanted to enact such a thing today and just prayed to " God "  no one would hear or enact the prayer. A generic term as a vehicle to prayer that is never answered is imo what stops us from making the difference we need. I have in the past , in spiritual groups called upon certain deities to whom i am connected, and did a prayer with this group. The results on many occasions were nothing short of " miraculous ".

orthodoxymoron wrote:I guess I'm to the point of thinking and saying "To Whom It May Concern" when I 'Pray'. But I don't 'Pray' like I used to. I 'Pray' without ceasing without actually 'Praying'. I suspect that everything is recorded and analyzed (including every secret thing) so when I agonize over this and that (online and in real-life) this is duly-noted by 'Whom It May Concern'. I realize what I just said isn't warm and fuzzy, but I'm trying to face reality. Ironically, I've been attempting to understand Judeo-Christianity by watching Atheists and Science-Fiction (as counterintuitive as that sounds). Reviewing my threads is pretty embarrassing. The fonts are too-small and there are a lot of dead videos and images. The conversations are often 'over the edge' and my 'editorial-slant' probably makes everyone angry and/or confused. But Sirisuly, there are probably Agencies throughout the Solar System which have carefully combined All of my threads into one Super-Thread and analyzed the hell out of it. This might involve 'To Whom It May Concern'. In the ‘privacy’ of my own home, I spoke out-loud about the possibility of souls interfacing with supercomputers, and my vision immediately became extremely blurred. I kept repeating "In the Name of Jesus Christ, and with the Power of the Holy Spirit, I rebuke you Satan!" Normal vision gradually returned. Was this coincidental or intentional?? I don't know, but it was sort of creepy. I obviously need to stop. In ten-years, I'll probably be babbling to myself in a secret-government nuthouse (instead of babbling to myself in my car).

Carol wrote:Oxy, there are times when I feel negative entities attempting to invade my mental/psychic/spiritual space and I have to push them out ASAP. It's important not to even allow the negative images to take hold but immediately focus on Yeshua. I've had spiritual experiences with other Buddhist deities, other Christian types and Hindu as well. But out of all of them the only one I've had a personal relationship with was Yeshua. As a little girl growing up in the Catholic Church most would pray to the Virgin Mary. I've felt her presence as well in the past. But the one who came to me during a time of deep despair was Yeshua. Even when I doubted if he were even real.. I spent many hours having silent one-sided conversations with him which comforted me. It's difficult to put the esoteric into words. I do know that when I focus on my heart center.. and allow the love energy to expand, it is a wonderful, fulfilling happy feeling of contentment. It took me many years to tease out that happy feeling. I recall when I first noticed it and was so surprised. That happy feeling is nurtured when focusing on all the blessings in ones life. Ones hearing, eyesight, arms, legs, beating heart, looking up at the sky, looking at the trees, looking up at the mountains or down at the rivers. Being grateful. having a heart filled with gratitude is the blessing. Even at times when I was most ill, having a comfortable bed to lie in and roof overhead was something to be thankful for. Having warm water for a shower or bath is too. It's the little things that are strung out like pearls that create the ongoing sense of happiness. Then expand that gratitude outward embracing everyone on all timelines, in all frequencies, throughout the multiverse and send that heartfelt feeling outward. It really is about which frequency you choose to hang out in, isn't it. You can use music, nature, being creative.. even cooking. Those little things that give you pleasure, joy can be built upon. When one moves beyond questions and just IS.. the mind stills and is at rest. Look for what you have in your life to feel grateful about and build on that list.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you Carol. All religions and churches seem to superimpose a fake-reality upon a real-reality. They all seem to lie about their sacred-texts. The Roman Catholic Church created an elaborate and beautiful system of religion which was simultaneously better and worse than the sacred-texts. Perhaps Ignorance is Bliss in Purgatory Incorporated. A Central-Command seems to run ALL Governments, Religions, Agencies, and Corporations (for starters). This seems to be the consequence of an Ancient Star-War we know next to nothing about. It seems as if we're supposed to love Big-Brother and Big-Mother (even when they're mean to us). A lifelong Christian told me (in essence) to avoid becoming a target. This seems to involve being nice to the Dark-Side. This same Christian claims to believe and practice the Ten-Commandments but Refuses to be Honest about the Murder and Mayhem in the Holy Bible. Honesty and Openness on the Internet has seemingly brought me nothing but trouble (superimposed upon an already highly-troubled life). Trying to make things better has made things worse. Bad things have seemingly happened to the major-players on PA and MOA. I'm desperately trying to stop posting because I feel increasingly horrible and hamstrung. Plus, sacrificial-research seems to be counterproductive, so what's the point?? A prominent medical-doctor once told me that God was keeping the SDA church in a holding-pattern. During a meeting at Loma Linda University, a lady sitting next to me said (regarding reacting to prophetic-events) "We Never Do Anything." It's as if the churches are supposed to keep the saints clueless and motionless with the hope of eternal-glory, as key-components of a Matrix of Deception. A Hindu with a Turban told me that religion was a cover-story for something much-worse (or something to that effect). I've suggested that some of us need to understand our predicament without necessarily doing anything about it as sort of a quantum-entanglement wherein we change things by observation without intervention. Hope Springs Eternal.

Carol wrote:Well Oxy, one can get lost in all the words and confused by so many conflicting texts. How do you think one reaches enlightenment? It really revolves around meditation and a spiritual practice. Meditation is a practice of emptying the mind by giving it a mantra to chew on.. distract it so that spiritual reality, direct experience with one's inner soul can occur. I'm not religious. As a child I was religious because that was all I was taught... then set it aside because I found religious doctrine too confining. The spirit is meant to be free, not bound up. One has to learn how to become unbound via meditation. Meditation also helps to create a new vibrational frequency lifting one out of chaos. Similar to learning how to fly high in the clear skies above the stormy seas and not get caught up in the tumultuous waves below. So if you really want to free yourself of inner conflict, pick a meditation practice that suits your personality and stick to it for at least 20 minutes twice a day. For a Catholic it can be as simple as saying the rosary twice a day. For a Hindu it's chanting a mantra assigned by a spiritual master. They are many paths up the mountain. You seem to have chosen to tunnel through it encountering multiple obstacles along the way. For some it's a rocky climb upwards and for the few fortunate, it's a helicopter ride. Try meditation. You can pick some specific prayers that resonate with you and just do the repetitions for 20 minutes twice a day and see if that helps you acquire some inner peace. For myself, having been a yoga teacher and doing meditation on a daily basis for years.. that worked. Now I do neither, yet do miss the practice. Perhaps it's time to start up again.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Carol, I thought I was meditating by avoiding the competitive rat-race (where the rats are winning) by living in a rural environment and thinking upon idealistic and eternal themes, yet this introduced doubt and conflict. Regarding structured-meditation, I worry about the possibility of some sort of possession. I guess I try to combine prayer and meditation in alternative-research in a highly unstructured and spontaneous manner. I'm not complaining about internal-conflict. I maintain that something has been done to me on mental, physical, and spiritual levels (and it's NOT good). I seem to be resisting the intrusion (but we'll see how long that lasts). The Bible states "The Truth Shall Set You Free" but what if the Truth places one on Agency-Lists and gets one Implanted and Possessed?? Open and Honest Internet-Posting Seems to Invite All-Manner of Meddling and Surveillance. Presently, My Version of Meditation Involves Not Posting on the Internet, Removing Myself from the Electronic Rat-Race, and Going Completely Incognito.

Brook wrote:

orthodoxymoron quoted: I would really like to know if anyone has taken a close look at this thread -
or any of the other threads I have posted??

Raven wrote: Barely, as its full of nothing but egotestical puritanical rantings from a completely ignorant fool, who would rather spend hours typing endless bathering bullshit out of his incessant mouth, and listening to his own "higher" ego then the True higher ego of the Divine.

If one reads your bullshit enough, one gets an idea as to the degree and level of how deep your rabbit hole goes. Mostly the hole leads right up your XXX.

Oh bullshit oxy, you LOVE this XXXX, its all you talk about and point people in the direction of it!! Get over yourself already. You are an incredibly ignornant Xxxxx hiding behind a false puritanical skirt, who needs to grow some balls and accept his own self responsibility. Law of attraction baby, what you dish out will be in kind served back to you. Your so called sincere search is nothing but your own whining out loud, hoping for some small platitude from anyone taking the time to read your vomit.

Brook Responded: Has someone got their panties in a bunch?  Oh wait....it must be that "True higher ego of the divine" speaking". Self Governance comes from knowing and understanding the Divine...............I'll bet that venom comes from one of those "aspects", or "archetypes" Divine understanding?  not so certain about that........ but none the less, "enlightening" words Raven.

Truly sent with love

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Raven wrote:

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Raven wrote:OrthordoxymorOn quote:

Frankly my dear - I don't give a damn. Hell - with all of my blasphemous posts and delusions of grandeur - I could be the damn antichrist!

Bingo!!!! Now go look in the mirror Satan  

Raven! Now you're getting nasty! You're so sexy when you're nasty! Does it sometimes take one to know one? Is this a case of the pot calling the kettle 'black'? Leo Zagami said that he was Christ (and that Amen Ra was his father) - so if I am opposed to Leo (especially in regard to his 'Prison - 2012 - Armageddon rant' - then I take that as a compliment. Once again - I wish for everyone to be happy - and that means everyone - including you, Raven. Namaste.

Yes Oxy it does take one to know one *wink* a black kettle indeed, womb of Isis. But then, YOU know.  
I am extremely happy to know that my 'nasty' ways have turned you on Oxy, but we will chat later, I have an urgent task at hand.....well maybe its both hands... I am the Tree of Akhenaton and the Djed of Amen Rah Mirror of Hathor/..
Raven.  

No hard feelings, Raven. No, actually, I take that back. Think long and hard about that one. Speaking of back - I looked-up 'Djed' http://www.egyptartsite.com/symlst.html Speaking of Egypt - you remind me of Hathor. Double your pleasure by using both hands, Raven - but make sure that you have lots of Vaseline stockpiled in preparation for the coming earthchanges. These drawings were smuggled out of the Dulce Deep Underground Military Base by Thomas Costello. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOIaYGz-vY4&feature=related Incidentally - my primitive Red Letter Christology includes Egyptology. I really think this thing will work out well for everyone, including you, Raven. That text you quoted from the Gospels is interesting and troubling - and highlights my belief that the Bible is a mixed-bag and a big puzzle - which needs to be completely understood and solved. Still - I don't do the numerology and symbology thing very well - so I have left that to others - such as Dr. Desmond Ford, Dr. Erwin R. Gane, Dr. Tonyblue, Dr. Matrix, et al. At some point, I would love to speak with you, without the mind-games and nastiness. I realize that you are much more knowledgeable and experienced than I am - but I like ladies who are experienced, and who know what they're doing...

SuiGeneris wrote:

Remember...

You are in our VVOMB Oxy

We Love you!!

Xeia kali de WaterFlyer Leviathan of The Sacred Waters of Heaven
&
Amzara Ishtara Behemoth of The Sacred Fires of Hell,

DoveRaven and RavenDove of The Logos Womb, Mirrors of Hathor, AMEN RA

SuiGeneris wrote:

The Creator's Agony!!

(A poem by Oxy as channeled through Xeia)

A hundred years of solitude awaits me...
for my Queen was banned from the Mists,
we were happy and fine with our fists,
but true fear and ignorance remains...
see this fire that burns in my veins?
It's my longing for her that berates me!
scarred, torn is what equates me...
in the wait I'm consumed with my pains.


Anointment of the ET-Breed/Clan
in the preparation of the Logos-Family for Contact!!

Carol wrote:Well stated Oxy. "Mystery seems to be an integral-part of 'The Plan'." And I still think you are far closer to the target in your understanding of all of the elements in play then anyone could possibly imagine. For the most part I just sit back and enjoy the show with the appropriate ohs, ahh, and arghs. All we can do is our best, pray and keep in alignment with our spiritual core.

Carol wrote:

https://youtu.be/vSdKl6EwS9E
Praying Medic: Qanon March 16 2019 - Promises Soon to be Kept

The promises made by President Trump and Q about the prosecution the deep state are about to become promises kept.

Twitter thread: http://bit.ly/Q-promises

This broadcast covers posts #3034-3079 on https://qmap.pub/

My website: https://prayingmedic.com/

https://twitter.com/StormIsUponUs

Q: https://qanon.pub

ENDGAME : POTUS Trump's Vindication Nears
https://quodverum.com/2019/03/75/endgame-potus-trump-s-vindication-nears.html

Leftists have long alleged that Donald Trump has conducted crimes with the mafia, as well as with Russian oligarchs. What they can never explain is why Trump has never been indicted. As REX explains, there may be a reason for that. And in 2019, it's all connected to POTUS Trump's masterful takedown of The Swamp.  Trump has been working undercover against the Swamp for the past 3 decades. Now he's the president and going in for the kill.

'Over the past three decades, at least 13 people with known or alleged links to Russian mobsters or oligarchs have owned, lived in, and even run criminal activities out of Trump Tower and other Trump properties. Many used his apartments and casinos to launder untold millions in dirty money. Some ran a worldwide high-stakes gambling ring out of Trump Tower—in a unit directly below one owned by Trump. Others provided Trump with lucrative branding deals that required no investment on his part.'

Gosh. And did you know that 'over the years, Trump and his sons would try …to build a new Trump Tower in Moscow?

There's one problem. The reporters don't tell you that of 'the thirteen people', almost all have been indicted and jailed, in the US or overseas. They also don't tell you that the Moscow project never happened.

Time and time again, leftist 'reporters' are able to connect dots between Trump and mafia associates. However, they're never able to find that elusive piece of evidence that they know must exist, revealing Trump's criminality.

And that's the point. Their intense hatred of Trump blinds them. It means that they are starting their investigations and research with the assumption that Trump must be a criminal, rather than asking, 'if Trump has been working with the Italian and Russian mob so much since the 1980s, why has he never been indicted with anything?'

Maybe they don't want to ask that question, because they suspect the answer doesn't fit their narrative. Far from working with organized criminals since the 1980s, Trump has been working with the FBI - to bring them down.

Trump Started Working With The FBI Since 1981.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v47So14ZVho
This Is What Economic Control Looks Like, Boom - Episode 1816a

Report date: 03.15.2019

Increasing the minimum wages does not help the people, it might look like it does in the short run but in the long run they are exactly back to where they started or out of work. The real problem lays with the economic system that we are in. Trump and the Patriots now have control over the Fed, the Fed is going to be in a holding pattern and talking about maybe increasing the rates in the 3rd quarter.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cP2oxeal6oM
Placeholders Ready To Be Filled, Narrative Change Needed, Be Vigilant - Episode 1816b

Report date: 03.15.2019

More posts were dropped. More and more evidence is now coming out, this evidence shows who is involved, who conspired and what comes next. There is a narrative shift coming and we all need to be vigilant. The latest event was to hit at Trump to discredit him in anyway possible, plus the [DS] was pushing new legislation, and as we know new legislation does not move unless their is an event. The countdown continues.

"District Judge Royce C. Lamberth ordered senior officials — including Susan Rice, Ben Rhodes, Jacob Sullivan, and FBI official E.W. Priestap – to respond under oath and submit the answers in writing to the questions provided by Judicial Watch. The decision from Lamberth was made this past January. Lamberth ordered the discovery from the watchdog’s July 2014 FOIA lawsuit, which was filed after the State Department failed to respond to an earlier request made May 13, 2014."
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-16/former-obama-officials-ordered-judge-answer-questions-over-clinton-emails

orthodoxymoron wrote:Carol, I never know who the Good-Guys and Bad-Guys really are. I suspect several Bad@$$ Factions in conflict with each-other, yet absolutely-controlled by a REALLY Bad@$$ Central-Faction!! I guess I've attempted Responsible-Neutrality to create a Research-Context to shine-light on the Good-Guys and Bad-Guys, hoping that things will somehow get sorted-out by those who REALLY Know What's Going-On.

Carol wrote:Oxy,

the good guys provide self-less service and the bad guys are self-serving.

this is a also a spiritual battle between good and evil.

the bad guys torture, sexually abuse, rape, murder children and are cannibals.

the bad guys promote human trafficking, sexual enslavement, drugs and violence.

the bad guys are followers of Satan and work to enslave humanity.

the bad guys are into greed, power and control the the earth's resources - ALL of the earths resource including humans which they consider in the same vein as cattle.

the bad guys are immoral and without conscience.

the bad guys take pleasure in tormenting others (animals and humans).

the bad guys are beyond sick and many are demonic having sold their souls to Satan.

The good guys fight the bad guys and their disastrous negative affect on humanity and the negative impact on the planet.

The good guys work to make things right at the risk of their own lives.

The good guys tend to be humble and hang in there when the going gets tough.

The good guys stand up to EVIL and state: "You shall not pass!"

The good guys protect the children, families, the animals and our planet.

The good guys believe in God and being in alignment with God's laws.

God Bless the Good guys,

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you for your response, Carol. I understand the basic concept of 'Good v Evil' but what concerns me is that many (if not all) of the Top Bad-Guys and Good-Guys might be controlled by the Same Guy and/or Gal to perpetuate Purgatory Incorporated, with Earth being run as a Big Ancient-Business. God and God's Laws in the Bible often seem Highly Arbitrary, Harsh, Violent, and Counter-Intuitive. The History of God's Church (or should I say "Churches") often seems absurd. I am often highly-troubled by BOTH the Good-Guys and Bad-Guys. What if (when reality is faced) it is necessary for the Agencies and Militaries to run a Solar System?? John Dominic Crossan stated that one can have an Empire or a Republic, but that it is impossible to have both for long. He might've been quoting someone, but I can't remember who. What if we've gotten to where we are via a long history of Star-Wars of Brutal-Conquest?? What if this particular Solar-System was a line in the sand, to end Galactic-Atrocities for All-Eternity?? But what if a Supercomputer Proxy-God was deemed necessary to Manage the Unmanageable?? The Heart of Man is Desperately-Wicked?? Who Can Comprehend It?? What if All of Us are worse than we can imagine (going way, way, way back)?? What if we have been sentenced to Purgatory Incorporated for All-Eternity?? I scare the hell out of myself sometimes.

Carol wrote:Oxy, I believe the heart of humanity is essentially good and those who seek to exploit humanity wicked. I don't dwell on the rest of it. Watching it all unfold on a daily basis is enough entertainment for the day.  After all. It's about mystery and discovery. Then learning and becoming more consciously aware, don't you think? Don't you believe in the evolution of human consciousness? An eventual returning to source?

orthodoxymoron wrote:Carol, I don't know what I believe. Perhaps humanity has exploited humanity for thousands of years. Perhaps that was part of the plan to reform humanity. Human consciousness currently seems to be undergoing revolutionary (rather than evolutionary) change, coupled with revolutionary (rather than evolutionary) technological 'advancement' which might result in the catastrophic-destruction of humanity, and the returning to source in soul and/or primitive-humanoid form. An Individual of Interest told me "We Need to Start Over." I feel as if I've gone way too far with This Present Quest, and the Matrix seems to be reigning me in. Perhaps the Good-Guys and Bad-Guys get reigned in by the Matrix to maintain some sort of a Dynamic-Equilibrium wherein Nobody Wins on a long-term basis. One of the 'V' (2009-11) episodes was titled 'We Can't Win'. I've come to interpret 'V' in a Supercomputer Artificial-Intelligence Bio-Robotic Matrix-Mediatrix manner, and it's scared the hell out of me.

My current plan revolves around reading newspapers and tending to business, rather than saving humanity. 'RA' told me "Humanity is Screwed" and "You'll Be Sorry If You Try to Save Humanity". What Would Anna and Erica Say?? What Would Chad Decker Report?? I've imagined myself in a 'Chad Decker' role, hosting 'The Regressive Perspective'!! 'RA' scoffed when I used the term 'Regressive' and called me a 'Commoner' when I spoke of 'Tall Long-Nosed Greys'!! I just realized that 'Aurora' (the King's Daughter) in 'Maleficent' had a curse related to her 16th birthday, and that 'David' (the Son of John and Delenn Sheridan) in 'Babylon 5' had a curse related to his 16th birthday. I've met 'Maleficent' and the 'Snow Queen', but I don't think I've met Diana or Anna. Actually, I'm related to Anna. We're both V's.

"What Are We Going To Do
About Orthodoxymoron?!"

I discussed 'They Live' with 'RA'. Honest. I would deeply appreciate it if someone would carefully analyze This Present Thread, and post their observations and recommendations. Thank-You In Advance. I'm supposed to be Incognito in 2019, but Look At Me!! I'm going to try to keep-quiet one more time, but we'll see how long that lasts. Silence is Golden.

What if, ultimately, there is no ultimate-answer?? What if we'll be searching for all-eternity?? In a high-school yearbook there's a picture of me with the caption 'Still Searching'. Well, I'm 'Still Searching' but at this point 'Still Suffering' seems more appropriate. I honestly think I was placed in This Present Container to rub my nose in the Crap Happening On Earth. I feel a bit similar to Dr. Who being pulled out of time in 'The Trial of a Time-Lord'. What if 'Searching for Truth in Newspapers' is not such a bad idea?? I know it sounds 'Old-School' but what if that approach might help keep a lot of us sane in an increasingly insane world?? The joke is 'There's No Pravda in Izvestia' and 'There's No Izvestia in Pravda'. Just remember 'The KGB Read the KJV'. Must I Explain?? I didn't create the first joke, but I claim responsibility for the second. Mea Culpa.

Siriusly, in A.D. 2133, a United States of the Solar System might include Russia (pretty much 'as-is') but it might involve travelling throughout the world as easily as travelling from Oregon to California, with some sort of an amalgamation of the United Nations and the United States with a Constitution and Bill of Rights modeled after the Constitution for the United States of America (with Amendments) with a Non-Bloodline Highly-Educated King and Queen Under a Real-Deal Righteous-God Meeting in the Washington National Cathedral (or something to that effect). "Don't Shoot!! I'm Just a Completely Ignorant Fool!!" What Would John Carroll Say??

I've tentatively concluded that humanity has somehow been supercomputer-connected for thousands of years, and that our words, actions, and (possibly) thoughts have been remotely influenced and recorded for thousands of years. I'm attempting to think-through the implications and ramifications of this revolting-development, and I seem to be sliding-downhill at a frightening-rate. I'm not buying simulation-theories, but I'm seriously considering all of the above to be somewhat likely. Unfortunately, my mind seems to be turning to mush as I become more sluggish and miserable. I'm frankly preparing for the worst. An Individual of Interest told me that humanity was past the point of no-return. I've attempted to mostly take the words of several Individuals of Interest seriously (without committing to anything). I've tentatively concluded that attempting to communicate my experiences and insights with the general-public is a lost-cause, and worse than a waste of time. Even those in the know turn away from me (online and in real-life). I'm finally getting the message.

mudra wrote:There are several ways to understand the world Oxy. The one that works for me and which is most gratifying is to see it as within me. For when I accept this I can at the same time transform it. Letting go of everything I fix and make solid, and make it fluid. This is something we can do, you know, to pay attention to how we create the world , how we create our problems, our burdens by our own as beings and collectively. How do we create something  from " nothing "? We are creating something that is perceivable in the material world. It's fascinating stuff really.

Love from me
mudra

It might merely be coincidental but when I posted the 'Russian' stuff my computer slowed-down to a near-standstill. I meant no harm, but perhaps not everyone sees it that way. I recently encountered a Foxy-Lady talking on her cell-phone in Russian (I think) followed-up with another woman who told me she was annoyed by the Foxy-Lady. I tried to be neutral, but I frankly enjoyed listening-to and looking-at the Foxy-Lady!! Kyrie Eleison!! The Foxy-Lady probably spoke both Russian and English, and probably understood everything we were saying!! I've seen this double-teaming strategy used dozens of times!! I'm honestly wondering if Not-Knowing, Not-Caring, Not-Talking, and Not-Doing are a Wise-Plan in This Present Darkness?! The Less Said, The Better?? Ignorance is Bliss and Virtue?? Is Ignorance or Apathy the Worst Problem in the World?? "I Don't Know and I Don't Care!!"

Breaking FakeNews:
'Prince of Sirius'
Demoted To
'Prince of Siberia'

The Meaning of Life  --
The Offspring

On the way
Trying to get where I'd like to say
I'm always feeling steered away
By someone trying to tell me
What to say and do

I don't want it
I gotta go find my own way
I gotta go make my own mistakes
Sorry man for feeling
Feeling the way I do
On yeah, Oh yeah

Open wide and they'll shove in
Their meaning of life
Oh yeah, Oh yeah
But not for me I'll do it on my own
Oh yeah, Oh yeah

Open wide and swallow their meaning of life
I can't make it work your way
Thanks but no thanks

By the way
I know your path has been tried and so
It may seem like the way to go
Me, I'd rather be found
Trying something new
And the bottom line
In all of this seems to say
There's no right and wrong way
Sorry if I don't feel like
Living the way you do

mudra wrote:Not all of it Oxy, only that part of the Mind we have that runs on automatic. Don Juan in Castaneda's teachings called this " the internal dialogue ". Imagine all these questions you constantly ask as they circle in the Mind loosing their spin overnight. Wouldn't that feel good ? In every teaching that I considered of any value in my own experience inner silence is what brings you back to Source. Total presence so you can See through and have a direct understanding of  life. It helps you break through the hall of mirrors. This is what did it for me. Over the years you have been asking many questions and speculated about the world out there. It's quite interesting to see how passionnate you are in doing this. I would suggest the outer world can't be fully understood unless one explores the inner map too. One can't open that door properly though unless one calms the mind first.
 
Love from me
mudra

Carol wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VowhjLK8h0

Pelosi Announces Impeachment and Man Did Trump Fire back
Wednesday, September 25, 2019

The Demon-Rats Are Scared

Today, as our President fires back, he has enough evidence to hang over 20,000 Globalists for Murder and Treason.

MORE ON VIDEO:  (94) Pelosi Announces Impeachment, President Fires Back – YouTube

We just need to pray

1) First – for Trump’s Safety

2) Second – that he has the guts to arrest all 20,000 Murderers and Traitors.

His life depends on it

So In response to Pelosi’s announcement of the Impeachment Hearings continuing – as they have been going on for 32 months now -

The latest garbage is Pelosi wanted to know what President Trump said to the new Ukrainian President -

President Trump is releasing this week:

1) The transcript of the phone call

2) Horowitz IG Report.

Further – it is surfacing that while the Obama Administration was causing a Ukrainian Revolution to steal the mineral COLTAN the Obama Administration was gutting the finances of the Ukrainian Government – including stealing 33 tons of their gold.

Further- there is now the $17 Billion Dollar Loan from the IMF to the Ukraine that mostly ended up in the Clinton Foundation through 12 Ukrainian Banks that are closed and all records mysteriously destroyed to fund:

1) Democrats running for office

2) The caravans to bring in Trump Assassins

3) Payoffs to force Vaccinations Nation Wide as the profits are funneled through the Iraq Health Department and into ISIS to kill American Troops

4) And we will find dollars transferred here to the Jefferey Epstein accounts

Further – is is being exposed through a former Ukrainian Secret Service man that nation after nation funded the Clinton Foundation – Such as:

a) Ukraine  $10 Million, the list goes on and on

b) England $8.4 Million

c) Saudi Arabia $7.3 M

d) Germany $7.6 M

e) Ireland $6.5 M

f) India $5.0 M

g) Canada $4.5 M

h) Argentina $2.0 M

i) UAR $1.4 M

j) China $1.3 M

k) Australia $1.2 M

These numbers are expected to grow as the investigation unwinds

All those Demon-Rats using this money are guilty of a Felony with a minimum Jail Time of 20 years for Treason under USC 18 & are required to sell their personal assets to return the money

Since the President’s life is on the line now – we shall see if he acts to follow the laws.

All 20,000 Epstein Murderers and Pedophiles and Treasonous Demon-Rats must be arrested immediately.

More Tomorrow…..

The Wall Of Truth

Dr William B. Mount

Carol wrote:

BIG: James Clapper Admits He Was Following Orders
From His ‘Commander-In-Chief, President Obama’
VIDEO: https://www.redstate.com/elizabeth-vaughn/2019/10/08/big-james-clapper-admits-commander-chief-president-obama-told-act/

In the transcript and the video below, Obama’s Director of National Intelligence, James Clapper, speaks to CNN’s Jim Sciutto and makes the stunning admission that he’d been following Obama’s orders – and he says it twice.

This is very big news because it’s the first time a member of the deep state has admitted that President Obama was not only aware of the investigation, but was issuing orders to his team. “What were we supposed to have done…blown off what the then commander-in-chief, President Obama, told us to do?” And, as if we missed it the first time, he says it again. “It’s kind of disconcerting now to be investigated for, you know having done our duty and done what we were told to do by the president.”

Jim Sciutto: As you know, the President has members of this government, you have the Attorney General traveling the world now meeting with U.S. intelligence partners trying to find out, in his view, whether they participated in some sort of Obama administration led effort to undermine President Trump in the last election here. You also know that John Durham who is a prosecutor here, a senior justice department official, he’s pursuing his own investigations on the origins of that probe. Are you concerned that Barr’s or Durham’s investigation will find wrongdoing and seek to punish former intelligence officials?

James Clapper: Well, I uh, I don’t know. I, I, I don’t think there was any wrongdoing. I think at the time all of us were trying to navigate a very, very difficult, politically fraught, highly charged situation. I know, for my part, my main concern was the Russians, and the threat posed by the Russians to our very political fabric. The message I’m getting from all this is, apparently what we were supposed to have done was to ignore the Russian interference, ignore the Russian meddling and the threat that it poses to us, and oh, by the way, blown off what the then commander-in-chief, President Obama, told us to do, which was to assemble all the reporting that we could that we had available to us — and put it in one report that the president could pass on to the Congress and to the next administration. And while we’re at it, declassify as much as we possibly could to make it public, and that’s what we did.

Jim Sciutto: One issue I’m — (crosstalk)

James Clapper: It’s kind of disconcerting now to be investigated for, you know having done our duty and done what we were told to do by the president.

Clapper makes these statements in such a deadpan voice, we don’t realize at first the gravity of his words. But this is the first time a deep state insider has connected Obama to this travesty.

Rush Limbaugh was over the moon as he read this transcript to his listeners on Monday. He said:

I’ve been waiting for this. A lot of people have been waiting for this. Here’s Clapper saying, “I didn’t do anything wrong! We didn’t do anything wrong, ’cause we were doing what Obama told us to do.” The question he was asked is (summarized), “Are you worried about this investigation that Barr and he’s team’s running against you? Are you worried? You, Clapper and Brennan, are you guys worried?” (muttering) “Oh, no. Of course not. Why? (muttering) The president told us to do all that! (muttering) Obama was the president of the United States. Uhhh, the chief executive, uh, commander-in-chief told us to do all that.”

Really?

Folks, can you say in any other time and place “bombshell”?

In a text message dated September 2, 2016, from former FBI lawyer Lisa Page to fired FBI official Peter Strzok, she wrote: “potus wants to know everything we’re doing.” The two were putting together a list of talking points for then-FBI Director James Comey who was scheduled to meet with Obama.

I suppose we’ve just heard Clapper’s defense. I was just following orders.

I’ve heard that’s what the Nazi’s said at the Nuremberg trials.

I’m willing to bet that wherever Obama is right now, he’s not too happy!

Carol wrote:

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/whos-afraid-whom

Who's Afraid Of Whom?

Man, I want to get away from US (and UK) politics, it’s too depressing and I’ve already covered it so much. But I keep getting drawn back in by the nonsensical propaganda out there. I read a lot of stuff every single day, and every single piece is starting to look like any other. I took the following from the Guardian, but it could have been any MSM outlet really. The whole thing is one big insult to my one remaining brain cell (which I’m trying to kill but can’t find).

First: if you see written or otherwise pronounced anywhere that Donald Trump fears Joe Biden, in elections or anywhere else, you’re reading propaganda. Trump has no reason to be afraid of Biden. Not that he minds the Democrats thinking he is. Second: if you see people claiming that accusations about Biden’s ‘dealings’ in Ukraine are unproven, remember that they’ve never been investigated. Maybe a Special Counsel would be an idea. Say, three years and $40 million? Let’s see after that.

Despite the lack of scrutiny, both from the DOJ and the media, we do know that Hunter Biden was paid $50,000 a month by Ukrainian energy company Burisma for not knowing anything about gas, oil or Ukraine. And we know from a Ukrainian MP that Joe Biden himself was paid $900,000 by Burisma. Those are not unproven allegations, as almost every outlet calls them. And they sure as hell ain’t unfounded.

Plus, Trump has every right to ask questions about this, whether in the US or elsewhere. Where he won’t be able to ask questions, if Pelosi and Schiff have their way, is in the fake impeachment inquiry. There he may not even be able to bring a lawyer. Who’s afraid of whom exactly, and of what? Here’s that Guardian piece:

‘He’s Laughing At Us’: Joe Biden For First Time Calls For Trump To Be Impeached

Joe Biden has for the first time called for Donald Trump to be impeached for abusing the powers of his office to help his own re-election. Delivering a blistering 25-minute speech at a campaign event in New Hampshire on Wednesday, Biden, the former vice-president under Barack Obama, departed from his usual campaign pitch and signalled that he will aggressively confront Trump as the president pushes unfounded accusations that Biden and his son Hunter had nefarious dealings in Ukraine.

Trump is “shooting holes in the constitution”, Biden said, by asking foreign powers to interfere in the 2020 election by pursuing dirt on the Bidens and then refusing to cooperate with a resulting House impeachment inquiry. “This is a president who has decided this nation doesn’t have the tools, the power, the political will” to punish bad behavior, Biden said, cataloguing a litany of Trump’s misdeeds that he said warrant impeachment. “He’s not just testing us,” Biden said. “He’s laughing at us.” Trump retorted via Twitter. “So pathetic,” he wrote.

It is curious. The entire fake impeachment inquiry is based on Trump pursuing dirt on Biden, specifically in his phone call with Ukraine president Zelensky. Something Zelensky himself more than once has squarely denied ever happened. What must he think of the US, when his denials are completely ignored?

What did happen, says John Solomon, is that a DNC contractor solicited Trump dirt in 2016 in Ukraine. Given the above, is it any wonder Zelensky’s said he’d be happy to investigate what happened in Ukraine in 2016? He might take a look at the Biden family while he’s at it.

Nancy Pelosi, the House of Representatives speaker and the most powerful Democrat in Congress, announced an impeachment inquiry against Trump on 24 September after a whistleblower alleged the White House had attempted to cover up a July call between Trump and the Ukrainian president. At issue is the question of whether Trump abused his office by using its power to his own political advantage, by pushing a Ukrainian investigation of Joe Biden and his son Hunter, who was on the board of a Ukrainian energy company.

There is no evidence to support Trump’s claims that Biden exploited his influence as vice-president to aid his son or his business. Biden on Wednesday again condemned Trump’s “lies and smears and distortion” and said the president peddles them because he fears facing Biden in a general election. “He’s trying to create a campaign where truth and facts are irrelevant,” Biden said, adding that the spectacle covers the president’s “manifest incompetence”. “We’re not going to let Donald Trump pick the Democratic nominee for president,” Biden added. “I’m not going to let him get away with it. He’s picked a fight with the wrong guy.”

Joe, Joe, Trump didn’t pick a fight with you. And he’s not scared of you either (but he loves for you to think he is). You’re flattering yourself. And you’re not some tough guy either, you’ve lived on Capitol Hill for too long to be tough.

Without evidence, and contrary to the accounts of several Ukrainian officials, Trump has claimed Biden used his role as vice-president to protect his son from corruption investigations when he pressed for the firing of the top Ukrainian prosecutor, Viktor Shokin, during Obama’s second term. Ukrainian officials, including one Shokin successor, have disputed Trump’s claims, and Biden has previously noted that the Obama administration’s position was supported by many other western governments, who saw Shokin as incompetent or corrupt.

Yeah, you know who called Shokin incompetent or corrupt? Victoria Nuland, that’s who. The story was that he wasn’t tough enough on corruption, but in reality he was too tough on corruption involving the US and its friends. For instance, he was investigating Burisma, and Joe Biden didn’t like that one bit. And the ‘many other western governments’ didn’t have enough knowledge to contradict the US in this.

Many of the other 19 Democratic 2020 candidates have long supported the opening of an impeachment inquiry into Trump, following the findings of Robert Mueller’s investigation into Russia’s interference into the 2016 election and links between the Trump 2016 campaign and Moscow.

This takes the cake. And eats it too. What the Guardian claims here is that the utter failure that was the Mueller probe, which failed to find any dirt on Trump, has been reason for the Democratic candidates to support an impeachment inquiry into Trump over a phone call with Ukraine. How convoluted is that? There were no links between the Trump 2016 campaign and Moscow. Don’t take my word for it, Mueller said so.

“Following the findings of Robert Mueller’s investigation..” Mueller didn’t find anything, remember? The only things left standing in his report were accusations against Julian Assange and a bunch of anonymous Russians, because he knew these were people who couldn’t defend themselves. Because of that, I said back in February that Robert Mueller Is A Coward And A Liar. He is. He is not a stand-up straight shooter.

Biden’s speech on Wednesday came as his campaign continues internal deliberations over the best way to handle Trump’s broadsides and an impeachment inquiry that could last months and potentially never result in the Republican-led Senate removing Trump from office – even if the Democratic-led House impeaches him. “When I announced my candidacy,” Biden recalled,“I said I was running in order to restore the soul of America. That wasn’t hyperbole.”

Ha ha. Could have fooled me there, Joe. Restore the soul of America without hyperbole. Brilliant!

But his advisers also point to the 2016 presidential campaign, when Trump dominated media narratives of the Republican primary and the general election against Hillary Clinton with a barrage of attacks on his opponents that forced them to campaign on his terms. Biden nodded at that reality, as well, and promised he won’t let that get in his way. “I’m not going to be distracted,” he said. “None of these attacks are true, and I’m going to stay focused on your lives. That’s what this election is about,” he continued.

Look, it’s not okay that whistleblower rules are changed in half-secrecy overnight from requiring first-hand to second (or third) hand information. It’s not okay that the Democrats try to start an impeachment inquiry while disregarding the rules that have long existed for such an inquiry. It’s not okay that they do so on the basis of a phone call that the Ukraine president himself says contained none of the ingredients the Dems claim it did.

It’s not okay to try and keep the Republican House minority out of the proceedings, and it might even disqualify those proceedings entirely. If Trump is as bad a person and politician as the Democrats claim, it must be possible to figure that out while at the same time respecting the rules, regulations and the entire political system. Once you deviate from all that, you put the system itself at risk. Is that worth it? There’s an election in just over a year.

The media continues to refer to Trump’s allegations about Biden as unproven, knowing full well they’ve never been investigated. At the exact same time, they also keep bringing up Trump’s alleged ‘nefarious’ dealings with Russia, even though 2+ years of Robert Mueller and an entire platoon of lawyers came up empty on those. A level playing field?

I think I have an idea who’s afraid of whom. And there’s also this creeping/creepy feeling that the impeachment inquiry that isn’t one, is part of the 2020 election cycle. And that isn’t, and should not be, what such inquiries are for. Not even if you’re afraid of losing the election – that’s cheating.

Carol wrote:

Donald Trump Presents:
'Plotting Lovebirds' And The Search For 'Loser' Hunter Biden
https://www.zerohedge.com/political/donald-trump-presents-plotting-lovebirds-and-search-loser-hunter-biden

Fri, 10/11/2019 - 08:07

President Trump delivered a fiery performance in Minnesota on Thursday night, where he pulled few punches laying into his political opponents. After a brief warmup, Trump kicked things off by reminding the crowd he's still the outsider in DC - who's now being attacked with a "phony" Democrat narrative which has formed the basis of a House impeachment inquiry.

"Our bold pursuit of this pro-America agenda has enraged the failed ruling class in Washington," said Trump, adding "not easy to get 'em out but we're doing it slowly but surely."

"These corrupt politicians and the radical leftists got rich bleeding America dry, and they knew that my election would finally end their pillaging and looting of our country. And that's what they were doing. And that's what they continue to try and do."

Trump then proclaimed "from day one, the wretched Washington swamp has been trying to nullify the results of a truly great and democratic election - the election of 2016. They're trying, but they're not getting very far. They want to erase your vote like it never existed. They want to erase your voice. And they want to erase your future."

Trump then did a dramatic recreation of FBI 'lovebirds' Peter Strzok and Lisa Page discussing how they were going to bring Trump down.

The two high-ranking FBI officials were busted exchanging anti-Trump / pro-Clinton text messages while investigating both Trump and Clinton.

"Remember he and his lover Lisa Page," Trump said, before mocking the pair.

"Oh I love you so much. I love you, Peter! I love you too Lisa! Lisa, I love you. Lisa, Lisa, Oh God, I love you, Lisa.

"And if [Hillary Clinton] doesn't win, Lisa, we've got an insurance policy, Lisa! We'll get that son of a bitch out."

Trump then turned to 'crooked' Adam Schiff (D-CA), who "had to make up a fake conversation that never happened" about Trump's phone call with Ukrainan President Volodomyr Zelensky, after the White House released a transcript of the call which proved that Trump asked - not pressured, Ukraine to look into corruption allegations against Joe and Hunter Biden. Trump then tore into House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-CA) for insisting Schiff was using Trump's own words.

"These people are sick," Trump said of the Democrats. "I'm telling you. Had they waited one day longer, they would have had the actual transcript of the call. Instead, they went early. You know why? Because they never thought in a million years that I was going to release a transcript of the call"

"So Nancy Pelosi upon hearing a false story from a whistleblower that has no clue what was going on in that call - or somebody gave her very bad advice - but also hearing it from 'shifty' Schiff. Nancy Pelosi said a day before seeing a transcript of the call with the Ukrainian President "WE'VE GOT TO IMPEACH HIM!"

And then she saw the call and she said to her people "what the hell? Nobody ever told me this was the call!"

Then, after calling polls crooked 'like the media,' Trump tore into Joe and Hunter Biden - calling the former Vice President "totally owned, and totally controlled by the Washington swamp for many years."

"Two months after President Obama put Joe in charge of Ukraine policy - he put Joe Biden in charge of Ukraine policy (and the press will not write it) ... Joe's son Hunter got thrown out of the Navy and then he became a genius on Wall Street in about two days."

"By the way, what ever happened to Hunter? Where the hell is he?" Trump asked, before pitching an idea for a 'Where's Hunter' T-shirt (which is now for sale at the official Trump campaign website).

"Hunter, you know nothing about energy, you know nothing about China, you know nothing about anything, frankly. Hunter, you’re a loser. Why did you get $1.5 billion dollars Hunter?"

Then, as if speaking to to Hunter, Trump said: "Your father was never considered smart ... He was never considered a good senator. He was only a good vice president because he understood how to kiss Barack Obama's ass."

"The Bidens got rich, and America got robbed," Trump added.

Hunter Biden served on the board of Ukraine's largest private gas company, Burisma, for nearly five years. While Hunter's position raised eyebrows at the time, controversy erupted earlier this year after footage emerged of Joe Biden bragging about threatening the President of Ukraine by withholding $1 billion in US loan guarantees if he didn't fire the country's lead investigator, Victor Shokin, who was leading an inquiry into Burisma at the time.

Trump also laid into Rep. Ilhan Omar (D-MN), who represents the Minneapolis district in which the rally was held - telling the crowd "Leaders in Washington brought large numbers of refugees to your state from Somalia without considering the impact on schools and communities and taxpayers," adding "Congresswoman Omar is an America-hating socialist."  

 

https://www.usdebtclock.org/

Morpheus wrote:I hope that this video that I have posted, doesn't create any friction or problems with this site. There is also some cussing so cover your ears. The spooks that monitor this site and others have been put on notice. I do believe it is time to step up to the plate and be part of the soulution. What pisses me off is the fact that they have used our personal resources to cause a great deal of abuse. Abuse on every level I can imagine. Taking our resources and using those resources against us. Jay was surely gifted and he provides proof. He was a brother lion. My heart goes out to his other half as she has had so much to handle these last few years. Again, there is some cussing, but you will see why.

Morpheus wrote:

So, late last week, I called my friend Kate and we got into a discussion. The discussion was about grid systems that have been put into place around our Planet. As it turns out, Kate had been recently working on basically the same thing, I had worked on several years ago. I asked her for permission to post up her drawing. It is not complete and is still a work in progress. But you will get the idea.

Basically what you are looking at is a portal that leads into and out of a space of density with a grid system surrounding that space. We know that the Reptilians had placed a grid system around our Planet eons ago. We also know that the Reptilians had also hijacked the Crystal Kingdom. I suspect that they hijacked that Kingdom first. Keep in mind that there is another grid system. The original Gaia grid system, which is by all means, natural. You can look at it from the perspective that the Crystal Kingdom was the neuro network that would create the auric field around our Planet. A natural grid. So here are the grid systems that I am aware of. Gaia's, Reptilian, Angelic, and Indigo.

Part of the design of the Reptilian grid system was to filter your soul identity. Meaning you would forget who you were when you incarnated here. Another part was to collect the fear frequency of the Planet. Don't forget that the Reptilians feed on fear frequencies. It's their drug of choice. In 1992, the 11:11 doorway opened up and a new grid system was to be put into place. That grid system was designed to counteract the Reptilian grid system by reversing or neutralizing the flow of the fear frequency. Designed to stop feeding the beast. However, IMO, hasn't worked.

The Indigo grid was placed in 1992. The same year as the 11:11. However, the Indigo phenom actually started in the 50s. The first wave came into being. They were then called the "Forerunners." Their mission was to anchor the Indigo frequencies to the Planet so that the Indigos could then incarnate and operate. If you notice, the Indigos retained their soul memories and identity. Which the Reptilians have an issue with to say that lightly. It would seem that the Universe is seeking balance. Rumor has it that the filter of the Reptilian grid system that prevented your soul memory has been taken down, around 10 years ago. So the kids born since then should have their memories intact. I can only pray this is so.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Thank-you Morpheus. There's got to be a hidden-story which seems to have been partially revealed in various ways throughout the past several thousand years, and especially in the past several decades, yet which remains mostly hidden. I've tried to read the material generated by Various Alternative-Researchers, Brook and Yourself, along with reconsidering the Best of My Past, and this has resulted in a lot of insights, yet I keep getting the sinking-feeling that someone's Ancient-System is Managing This Solar System in a somewhat unalterable manner. I'm attempting to Understand the System rather than Bucking the System. Resistance Might be Futile. Who Knows?? The Borg Queen?? HAL 9000?? My name is similar to David Bowman, but I seem to be knowing less and less as I feel worse and worse, as if the Matrix is cracking-down on me (especially regarding my efforts to think out-loud on Project Avalon and The Mists of Avalon). Namaste.

Morpheus wrote:Seems to me that you, OXY, have many of the angles covered as far as the Earth base stuff goes. Your thread is a great piece of work and maybe it is you who should write a few books.

My hands are full as it is with what little I do know of in the firsthand. Brook and I only cracked the surface of the Egyptian subject and discovered how much of that was false propaganda. We discovered the dark agenda hidden beneath it. That is another reason why I try to stick to what was experienced instead of the propaganda. I wish I could say I was a Cosmic reporter but there is so much that I haven't a clue and that alone disqualifies me as such. So don't feel like you're the only one who struggles with all these puzzles. To be honest, I could care less anymore. I'm so tired of it all. All I am doing now is just sharing what insights I have experienced. I don't consider myself an avid researcher like yourself. I was in my younger years, but that didn't exactly pan out as far as getting the results needed to solve the situations I found myself in. Because of those situations, I was considered a FREAK. Even by my own family. And yet when my family saw something, they would come running to me for the answers. The answers to resolve their fears. I had an awful lot put on my plate back in the day.

You must realize that we are a part of an Empire. Which has been controlled by those in charge from Saturn. Those in charge have come and gone many times. Competition is a Universal fact. What blows my mind is all the insectoid races that are out there and here. The Wasp race, another nasty bunch, controlled this Solar System for a long time. They have been pushed out of here in the now. But when they ruled, they were a menace. Imagine this race having ships as well. Not much has been mentioned about these characters.

Don't forget the Mantids and the Ant folks. I have had contact with both of these factions. 3 times with the Ant People. Once with a Mantid. Within the last 5 years as far as the Ant People. Both of these factions are allies of the Human Race. And yet, you don't want to be on their wrong side. They are both warrior races.

As you are probably aware of the Reptilian removal campaign for the last 15 years. One of their ships was destroyed somewhere in our Solar System. The ship was a cube ship similar to the Borg Cube ship. This ship was reported to be 30 miles cubed.

Some of the Earthquakes we have experienced is from under Earth battles with these Reptilians. Even now the hunt for the remaining ones is ongoing.

Let us not forget the tall Greys. I speculate they are the ones behind the chemtrails. They are a sinister bunch and very elusive.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you Morpheus. This stuff scares me, yet I treat it as science-fiction (just to remain sane). I think I might've seen an Insectoid-Alien a few years ago, and I spoke with someone who called me a 'Commoner' when I spoke about 'Tall Long-Nosed Greys'. I spoke with someone who said "I've always been opposed to Humans, and I always will be against them." I experienced a couple of sharp shaking-episodes at 3AM a couple of weeks ago which didn't feel like earthquakes. I imagined an underground battle. Digging for Truth seems to place one in Spiritual-Quicksand. Perhaps this is the Matrix at Work. I'm trying to not-post and not-talk. It only hurts when I think. Ignorance and Inaction seem to be Bliss and Virtue. Books are a funny-thing in the internet-age. What one can reveal within a website such as The Mists of Avalon is MUCH Superior to anything one might present in books. We use quoted-material, videos, articles, links, images, and editorial-content which can be changed in minutes. All of This is for FREE!! But the level of interest and participation (even with long-time forum-members) seems pathetic to me. I'm as mad as hell. I've had enough. And I'm NOT going to take this anymore.

mudra wrote:

orthodoxymoron wrote:Then I get blamed for being Attacked by being in Victim-Mode. Sometimes 'Helping' results in 'Hurting' those needing 'Help' and 'Hurting' the one attempting to 'Help'. This often seems to be a 'No Win Situation'.

This may be a hint to my slip on the Bridgeway thread. I hit the banana peel that day and missed the point entirely. I am sorry for the feelings my ignorance and lack of wisdom caused you Oxy. Please forgive me. I know my powers and I know my weaknesses. That day a weakness showed up. I sloppily glanced through your posts when I should have used scrutiny. I would have known better would I have done so. With a cell phone only to read these long posts from I should have abstained from commenting at all. May you find the peace that you deserve Oxy.

Respect


Love from me
mudra

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'MI5'   ------------   '007'   ------------   'MI6'

https://www.amazon.com/Planet-Earth-Inc-Empire-Exposed/dp/1927066018/ref=sr_1_sc_1?ie=
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mudra wrote:

orthodoxymoron wrote:

The story "Heathen God" was a 1971 Nebula Award finalist.
. . . every heathen deity has its place in the flow of existence."

As I read this I thought this could well be Oxy's biography

Love from me
mudra

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Morpheus wrote:Carol wrote, "Starting with Oxy. I really enjoy his posts and various perspectives. He's probably the only human I know who is trying to connect the dots to everything. I think I'm at the other spectrum working to empty my mind of the negative crap that has been put out via MSM. It's gotten to the point that I'll read headlines, avoid articles, and avoid all visual negative MSM media including youtube."

Mecuriel was also spot on calling OXY a Scribe. A most prestigious station to hold on this Planet right now. Surely a specialist. It would take me days to type the length of one of his posts. Let alone research all this stuff out. Are you kidding me? Maybe weeks. Also providing references? Whooaa! Amazing! And in a very unique fashion. I know OXY heard Jesus say to question everything. Sometimes I wonder if OXY is the A.I. I don't know of anything that outside of A.I. that could compile all this material and make it make sense to the Public. So he is certainly gifted! The only issue I have with his thread is it doesn't like to load. There's is a tag or something that is preventing it from loading up. It also freezes. It is the only thread where this occurs. OXY was right. There is something going on that should be looked at.

I also think it gets forgotten, that many of us are on the FRONTLINE. We're in the trench, working to go forward in a much more meaningful way. Lifting what we can in terms of frequency. Also the codes we anchor to the Planet. So important. Being in the trench is also dangerous work. You'll experience many lonely moments, hardships, etc. We are all targets because we are light. And the pay sucks! But we persevere simply because we "love" to serve. It is our nature. So that is some of the reasons why  I encourage OXY and anyone who is listening, to stay the course. We are doing it. We are making that potential difference. We have our own gifts that we bring to the table. Denying those gifts is the real sin.

Thank-you Carol and Morpheus. I'm not AI that I know of, but I honestly think I've been messed-with (without my permission) and an Individual of Interest said I was connected (but they didn't elaborate). Whatever has been done to me is making life HELL. I won't bore you with the details, but its NOT Good. I keep passively pursuing the 'Mean Queen Theme' and I got to thinking about Ellen White and Blanche Barton in the context of the Inland Empire of California. Art Bell thought Blanche was 'Council to the Devil' and he wasn't kidding!! Ellen White (or whoever really wrote her books) wrote like a British-Queen and/or Royal-Attorney. Whoever has really run this planet for thousands of years could conceivably play ALL Sides (Good and Bad). Supercomputer Artificial-Intelligence might be at the Top of the Pyramid with a Hybrid-Spokesperson or Matrix-Mediatrix in Purgatory Incorporated. The Reprehensible Might've Been Essential and This Solar-System Might Exist (In One Form or Another) for All-Eternity as an Eternal-Purgatory.

My posting really isn't that complex or profound. Its probably Neurotic-Catharsis (or something to that effect). What scares me is the thought that once they break me down, they'll build me up Their Way, and make me into some sort of an Eschatological-Monster. The period of 2030 to 2045 scares the hell out of me. Someone New will probably be placed on the Bridge of the Titanic just before it hits the Proverbial-Iceberg and everything goes to hell. 'RA' told me "In 20 years you'll be working for us" and that was in 2010 (the year we made contact). I suspect that what's going to happen is unalterable, but that Scapegoats will be blamed for Armageddon and the End of the World. The Future might be on 'rails' with a very-strict timetable. 'RA' told me "You'll be sorry if you try to save humanity." I keep repeating this in the hopes that adequate answers and solutions might be forthcoming. Donald Trump was Jesuit-Educated and that shouldn't be forgotten. Mr. Edgars, in Babylon 5, spoke of the Nazis coming to power in 1939 and Russia coming to power in 2013. Pope Benedict was seemingly deposed, and the Jesuit Pope Francis came to power in 2013. That Babylon 5 episode was made approximately 20 years ago. Perhaps the Nazis passed the baton to the Russians in 2013. Perhaps the Democrats experienced 'Russian-Collusion' beginning in 2013. I could continue, but my ears are ringing loudly, and I feel poisoned and attacked, so I'll try to sleep. I'm not complaining. Just explaining.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Regressive-Reptilian Cathedral-Arsonists Using Directed-Energy Weapons

burgundia wrote:

Thank-you for the cool video, burgundia. In a previous post, I made a bad-joke regarding the gargoyles, but the video seems to validate that joke in some ways. I was intrigued by the unsubstantiated reports of Reptilian-Tunnels connecting Notre Dame with Rome and London. I've suspected such things, and encountered rumors and whispers throughout the years, so Who Knows?? I happened to watch another video by the same person which made my hair stand on-end regarding the Vril Society, the Nazis, Orion, and the Pleiades. What especially caught my attention was a comment under the video: The Vril Society existed 15 years before the Nazi Party formed.  They weren't Nazi's. Some of the men later followed the Nazi Party but not the women.  They were feminists who rebelled against the male dictatorship.  Especially a male who had been imprisoned earlier.  Also, it wasn't secret, they publicly requested funding which ended up coming from Thule which is where Maria was from. Notice what I posted on my website on February 18, 2008!! http://krlll.com/ I spoke jokingly of originating from Pleon in the Pleiades, but I honestly did NOT know that one of the major stars is named 'Pleione'!! Notice the early comments on that website, especially May 7 and 12. I've left that site completely unedited and pristine. What if KRLLL was overthrown by VRLLL?? I realize that's a stretch, but most ALL of my threads are a massive mess of unsubstantiated speculation which often comes across as self-aggrandizement. I freely and repeatedly acknowledge these facts. 'RA' told me to "Study the Nazis" and to do a FoIA request. The CIA and NSA were non-responsive, stating, in effect, that they didn't respond to fishing-expeditions. Ignorance is Bliss. 'RA' told me "The Nazis were told they could attack anyone except US." Notice what Bill Cooper said about KRLLL (at 30:00) in 1989. That video scares the hell out of me...

"What Are We Going to Do About Orthodoxymoron??"

"It's Over, Rover!!"

"Houston, We Have A Problem!!"

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Here's an 'Alternative Tardis' I Might Retire In!!
Bigger on the Inside Than on the Outside!!
Featuring a Personal-Supercomputer,
Black Knight Satellite InterPlaNet,
and Personal-Assistant!!


"That Was Fun, Oxy!!
Let's Do It Again!!"

I suspect that everyone and everything are a combination of Truth and BS. This includes Politics, Religion, Business, Science, Aliens, Angels, Demons, Space-Programs, New-Age, Rich, Poor, Whoever, and Whatever. Anyway, a small Airstream trailer pulled by an SUV or Truck appeals to me (if I ever take the show on the road). I've included a contactee video which some might find interesting. But doesn't a lot of spiritual and esoteric stuff require a 'leap of faith'?? I previously suggested Nature and History as a Middle-Way through the Crazy-Stage we seem to be involved in presently. This would be a Secular-Sacred approach to Life, the Universe, and Everything.

I'm rambling and miserable (and borderline-delirious). I feel as if I'm being poisoned while being electronically and supernaturally messed-with. I didn't agree to this BS, and I deeply resent it. If I'm being brought-down hard, I humbly request that my demise be avenged (even if it takes all-eternity).

"The Rabbit-Hole Goes Right Up His @$$!!"

Morpheus wrote:

Carol wrote:

ClearWater wrote:It is most likely a combination of things going on. I would assume the site has scheduled maintenance (which happens automatically), so it's certainly possible that it was down for a period of time.  However, I've also been noticing oddities of late.  Not getting notifications sometimes - this has been happening over the last 1-2 months. Over the last week I'm continually being logged out, and have to re-login each time I come to the site. Pardon my prolonged silence.  As others have said, sometimes there is a need for withdrawal and silence, and that's been my overriding pull over the last several years.

Same with me too ClearWater.  We don't do maintenance (Mercurial, except when he's logged in or I, ever), so whatever is going on is automatic. Being logged out on a regular bases is a pain in the ass. I'm just grateful that we're still up and going and wish Mercurial would come back and fix the url so we're no longer identified as "Not Secure" which he had mentioned he was working on. He tends to stop by once or twice a year unless I contact him by text.

Lionheart.. any long text is best written in your page doc and then copied over to Mists. It works best that way. Sometimes I have to do acrobatics to get some things to load - and they eventually do because I don't give up. Intention has a way of cutting through the blocks that pop up from time-to-time. And it would be lovely if you served a few loaves of bread instead of crumbs with respect to our space family. I like reading about your experiences.

With respect to Oxy.. he drops many hints and clues, similar to Hansel and Gretel. It wouldn't surprise me if he was really who he was as he described. How can one individual have so many interesting "real life" encounters unless something else was going on behind the scenes. Just know we're your friends and support you in being or becoming your deeper inner self.

The post in question was a short post. It was such that even if I had used Open Office and copied and pasted it to the forum editor, it wouldn't have mattered. I know what I saw as the part that vanished addressing these shadow agents. Considering, Mudra, Clearwater, take on what may have happened, this was a level up. Even Sanicle knew something was different with this so-called glitch. And it happened about 9 PM, way before any automated maintenance. It wasn't your typical run of the mill glitch. Usually the maintenance thingy only last for a few minutes, but I was dealing with it for almost 4 hours. My friend Kate saw this too. Usually, I go into default mode and blame myself for these type of things and push forward. This instance was a surprise and something I have never seen before. It wasn't as though I lost the whole post. Been there done that. But to see a paragraph get wiped out was the surprise. Just know there are problems here that are above the norm. And like I said, when my spidey senses kick into gear, something other than the technology is going on.

We have burned up one whole thread page in just two days. A lot has been going on. Haven't had any time to bake any loaves of bread. Please be patient as I want to clear Brook's Estate and do some more inner clearing. I am not ready yet. Need a couple of months. But if something does come thru I will post it.

I did want to say Hi and welcome back to Clearwater and Susan.

Its been a sad day for me. My Brother feels torn and rejected. He feels like he is being pushed into something. Never was that my intention. All I tried to do was to stand with him with a whole heart. Give him some options to look at and share the lessons that I have learned. Support his quest for personal freedom. And now..............................

Namaste'    

orthodoxymoron wrote:The original 'Project Avalon' website and the present 'Mists of Avalon' website are goldmines of information for those capable of properly researching (which probably excludes 99% of the Earth-Human population, and I don't know about the rest). I'm not capable of properly researching My Own Threads. My consternation has very little to do with this website and the regular posters. I've repeatedly stated that I don't lie, but that I do model concepts and personalities I don't embrace or exhibit in real-life. What scares me is that this comes so easily to me, as though I'm on the verge of remembering my true past and who I really am. But honestly if the CIA or NSA invited me to their headquarters and honestly briefed me on all the juicy details, I'd probably shrug my shoulders and say "So What??"

I need to stop posting regardless of any forum-conflicts or system-quirks. I have hundreds of books I need to read. I have dozens of threads I need to analyze. I need to clean and fix my house and yard. I need to get my paperwork and finances in order. I need to fix my health without the so-called 'healthcare-professionals'. I need to master approximately 4,000 pages of Bible-Commentaries (written in the 1950's). I need to overdose on Baroque Sacred Classical Music. I need to read a world-class newspaper every day of the year. I need to attend to family-matters.

The Information-War is sort of like the Vietnam-War. It's nasty and messy, but no one wins, and it seems to be getting worse. Supercomputers, Artificial-Intelligence, Agency-Analysts, and Fallen-Angels probably know more about us than we'll ever know about ourselves. We seem to be on the brink of exterminating ourselves and/or making ourselves obsolete. So, I'm really not too concerned if someone's post is too pushy or makes me feel bad about myself. I'm trying to go away, but I'm not going away angry. I'm not interested in spearheading a movement or a holy-war. I seem to be shutting-down, and I might end-up doing absolutely nothing while I subconsciously fight an Internal-Armageddon while restrained and sedated in a secret-government nuthouse. Namaste and Godspeed.

Morpheus wrote:

Fair enough then. The very best to you OXY.

mudra wrote:Oxy it's been quite a while you told us you wanted to quit posting or at least take a break. I would imagine then you found this moment an aptly point to do so. The self determined actions we take are the best ones. Therefore I believe this will only do you good. You shed some light above as to the reasons for you to do so. Many things to attend I understand that can't be delayed any longer. It is important you take care of yourself  and give your body what it needs to recover. Please do so my friend. Family and house these are also important to tend. And then giving yourself pleasure time in listening to your favorite music while reading. Sounds like an excellent program Oxy. You'll come out of it another man. It will be a pleasure to see you healing and recover your full potential. The Mists doors are always open. Bless us with your return somewhere.

Be well

With Love from me

mudra

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEY2rsV3yvQ

I invite all-concerned to continue this thread.

Namaste, Godspeed, and Geronimo.

Carol wrote:

Rep. Jim Jordan Asks 17 Awkward Questions About Pelosi's "Impeachment Inquiry"
https://www.zerohedge.com/political/rep-jim-jordan-asks-17-awkward-questions-about-pelosis-impeachment-inquiry

Rep. Jim Jordan has been among the most outspoken critics of the farce that is the Democrats' "impeachment inquiry," and tonight, in a series of tweets, the Ohio congressman asks the uncomfortable questions that the media seems unwilling to.

"There has been a lot of noise since Speaker Pelosi decided to call for impeachment before having the facts. Here are a few important questions:"

1. Why did the “whistleblower” write an 800+ word memo describing President Trump and President Zelensky’s call based on second-hand information gleaned from a conversation that lasted just a few minutes?

2. Why did the “whistleblower” wait 18 days to file the complaint after describing the call as “frightening” in their memo?

3. Why and when did the “whistleblower” communicate with Rep Adam Schiff’s staff before filing the complaint?

4. Why did the “whistleblower” hide from the ICIG that they met with Rep Adam Schiff’s staff by not checking the box on the whistleblower form indicating they had spoken to Congress?

5. Why didn’t Rep Adam Schiff tell us his staff had met with the “whistleblower?”

6. Why didn’t the “whistleblower” just give his memo to the Inspector General, instead of a seven page complaint dressed up with extraneous citations and media references?

7. Why is Rep Adam Schiff holding hearings, depositions, and interviews behind closed doors?

8. Why won't Rep Adam Schiff release the transcripts of these interviews, instead of leaking cherry-picked information that fits his narrative?

9. Why won't Rep Adam Schiff take questions from the press after these interviews, like Republicans have done?

10. Why does Speaker Pelosi think we need to “strike while the iron is hot,” instead of taking time for serious and thorough investigative fact-finding?

11. Why is Speaker Pelosi scared to have a vote to open an official impeachment inquiry like it’s been done every other time?

12. Why do Democrats keep making up the rules as they go along, instead of following a fair process?

13. What work did the “whistleblower” do with a 2020 Democratic presidential candidate?

14. Why do Democrats and the media keep falsely claiming President Trump pressured Ukraine? President Zelensky has repeatedly said that he wasn't pushed.

15. Why don't Democrats trust the American people to choose the President? The election is less than 13 months away.

16. Why won't Democrats focus on helping the country, instead of attacking the President with this unfair and partisan process?

And finally, and perhaps most importantly...

17. Why won't the media ask these questions to Rep Adam Schiff or Speaker Pelosi?

Carol wrote:Interesting perspective but not one I agree with. Trump is following the plan that the military patriots spent years putting in place to purge the government of it's traitors. There are numerous traps set in place to expose said traitors and build cases against them. This is just another instance of said CIA traitor who will be arrested or already has been arrested by Barr. Trump is not a naïve president. He is a very stable genius who is playing 5-D chess with an exceptionally corrupt government who has been out to get him even before he was elected.

The CIA Versus Donald J. Trump
Sat, 10/12/2019 - 22:50
Authored by Jacob Hornberger via The Future of Freedom Foundation
https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cia-versus-donald-j-trump

It’s both pathetic and laughable that Democrats, the mainstream press, and Trump critics are referring to the CIA agent who turned in Trump for his telephone call with Ukraine President Volodymyr Zelensky as a “whistleblower.”

It’s pathetic because it denigrates real whistleblowers like Edward Snowden, John Kiriakou, Chelsea Manning, Thomas Drake, and William Binney. Those people are the courageous ones. They risked their careers, their liberty, and even their lives to expose criminal wrongdoing within the national-security state agencies they were working for.

That’s not what that supposed CIA agent did when he filed his complaint against Trump. He didn’t blow the whistle on his agency, the CIA, by exposing some secret dark-side practices, such as MK-Ultra drug experimentation on unsuspecting Americans, secret assassinations of Americans, secret assets within the mainstream press, or secret destruction of torture videotapes of incarcerated inmates at a top-secret CIA prison center in some former Soviet-bloc country.

If he had done that, the CIA would have come after him with all guns blaring, just as the national-security establishment has gone after Snowden and those other genuine whistleblowers. In fact, that’s how one can usually identify a genuine whistleblower. That’s obviously not happening here. Instead, the national-security establishment is hailing this “whistleblower” as being a brave and courageous hero for disclosing supposed wrongdoing by Trump, not by the CIA.

That anti-Trump CIA agent isn’t a whistleblower at all. Instead, he’s nothing more than a spy and a snitch. He is obviously a spy. After all, he works for the CIA, the premier spy agency in the world. And by turning in Trump in an obvious attempt to get him into trouble, he’s also obviously a snitch.

A “gotcha” moment

In fact, the entire episode has a “gotcha” feeling to it. For almost three years, Americans have been made to suffer under a constant stream of speeches, commentaries, op-eds, and editorials about what Trump rightly called the “collusion delusion” theory. Democrats, the mainstream press, and Trump critics were 100 percent certain that their real-life hero Robert Mueller, the special counsel, was going to find evidence that Trump conspired with Russian officials to deny Hillary Clinton her rightful place as president of the United States. They had impeachment plans set in place, ready to go.

And then Mueller dashed their hopes. His report disclosed that the collusion delusion was the biggest conspiracy theory in U.S. history, one openly promoted by Democrats, the mainstream press, and Trump critics on a daily basis for almost three years.

All they needed and wanted was an opportunity — any opportunity — to apply their impeachment process to another set of a facts. Fortunately for them, Trump himself gave them that opportunity. That supposed CIA agent was ready with a “gotcha!” and proceeded to snitch on Trump with his “whistleblower” complaint.

Trump is obviously a smart man, both businesswise and politically. But to make that telephone call to Zelensky and request him to investigate Joe Biden, while holding up a foreign aid package to Ukraine, immediately after being exonerated by Mueller of the collusion delusion allegation, was about the dumbest thing he could do. How could he not realize that his enemies would be looking for any opportunity to set their impeachment process into motion against him?

The likely explanation lies with arrogance and hubris. After Trump got his exoneration on the collusion delusion accusation, he figured that he was now all-powerful and could do whatever he wanted. The fact that he was, at the same time, exercising such dictatorial powers as raising tariffs, starting trade wars, building his Berlin Wall along the border, and imposing sanctions and embargoes, all without the consent of Congress, was also making him feel omnipotent and untouchable. His admiration for foreign dictators no doubt filled his mind with the same sense of totalitarian, untouchable power.

That’s what likely caused Trump to give his enemies the “gotcha” episode for which they were clearly thirsting. Trump turned out to be his own very worst enemy.

National security enmity toward Trump

Despite his campaign rhetoric against “endless wars,” Trump has kept U.S. troops in Afghanistan and the Middle East, where they have continued to kill, die, and wreak massive destruction. He has also authorized the continuation of the Pentagon’s and CIA’s assassination program. He has also continued the Pentagon’s and CIA’s indefinite detention and torture center at Guantanamo Bay. He has done nothing to rein in the NSA and its secret surveillance schemes. The fact is that Trump’s term in office, despite his “America First” rhetoric, has proven to be nothing more than a continuation of the Bush-Obama administrations.

That’s what he should be impeached for, but unfortunately his critics feel that those high crimes don’t rise to the level of impeachable offenses.

But it’s also true that Trump has failed to demonstrate the complete deference to authority of the national-security establishment that Hillary Clinton and other Washington, D.C., political elites have. Trump’s failure to bend the knee to the national-security establishment made him suspect from the very beginning, especially since the Pentagon, the CIA, the NSA, and the FBI were certain that their chosen candidate, Hillary Clinton, was going to be the new president.

Thus, there has been a war between Trump and the national-security establishment from even before he was elected and especially after he was elected. In a remarkable moment of candor and honesty, Congressman Charles Schumer, commenting on the war between Trump and the national-security establishment, stated, “Let me tell you: You take on the intelligence community — they have six ways from Sunday at getting back at you.”

One way of getting back at Trump is, of course, through assassination, a power that the Supreme Court has confirmed that the national-security state wields against American citizens, so long it is necessary to protect “national security.”

Another way of getting back at Trump is smear tactics through the use of assets within the mainstream press. The CIA’s Operation Mockingbird comes to mind.

Coup through impeachment

And other option to get back at Trump is through impeachment and conviction, especially through assets within Congress. But before any collusion-delusion proponent cries “conspiracy theory,” recall that President Eisenhower warned Americans in his 1961 Farewell Address about the threat that the “military-industrial complex” poses to the liberties and democratic processes of the American people. Actually, Ike planned to use the term “military-industrial-congressional complex” but changed his mind at the last minute. He was referring to the intimate, integrated relationship between members of Congress and the Pentagon, CIA, and NSA. At the risk of belaboring the obvious, Eisenhower is not perceived to be a “conspiracy theorist,” the term that the CIA popularized to keep people from examining the Kennedy assassination too closely.

Speaking of the Kennedy assassination, early in his administration Trump announced that he intended to comply with the deadline for releasing the CIA’s long-secret records relating to the assassination. At the very last minute, Trump folded and granted the CIA’s request for continued secrecy.

Why did Trump do that?

One possibility is that he became convinced that “national security” would be jeopardized if the American people were to see the CIA’s long-secret JFK assassination records.

Another possibility is that he struck some sort of secret negotiated deal with the CIA.

A third possibility is that he figured that if he would ingratiate himself with the CIA in the hope that they would leave him alone. If that was the case, Trump might well go down as one of the most naïve presidents in history.

Carol wrote:

National Security Council Gutted As Establishment Loyalists Undermine Trump
"O'Brien said he's aiming to eliminate approximately half..."
https://www.zerohedge.com/political/national-security-council-gutted-establishment-loyalists-undermine-trump

One week after President Trump ordered a serious reduction in staff at the National Security Council, National security adviser Robert O'Brien has announced the size and scope of the cuts, promotions, and other organizational matters following the departure of John Bolton.

Speaking at a late Thursday town hall event, O'Brien said he's aiming to eliminate approximately half of the 178 staff members at the NSC over the next 15 monts, according to PBS  -while Politico has the details on promotions.

The latest changes include two promotions and one departure, a senior Trump administration official confirmed on Friday. Kevin Harrington, who had been senior director for strategic planning, will now serve as strategic counselor to O’Brien. Also moving up is Victoria Coates, a former adviser to Republican Sen. Ted Cruz who has been serving as the NSC’s senior director for the Middle East.

Harrington is one of the longest-serving officials to serve at the NSC under President Donald Trump. He’s a former investment-fund manager and longtime associate of venture capitalist Peter Thiel. The senior administration official said Harrington’s directorate will be eliminated, but that he and his team will serve as a mini-think tank for O’Brien. -Politico

O'Brien, John Bolton's successor, framed the cuts as a return to prior staffing levels after the headcount grew from around 100 people under President George W. Bush to over 200 during the Obama administration.

"It just ballooned into a massive, you know, bureaucracy … under the last administration," O'Brien told the Fox Business Network's Lou Dobbs.

News of the NSC headcount reduction comes amid a national whistleblower scandal in which a CIA officer working at the NSC, who used to work with former Vice President Joe Biden, approached the House Intelligence Committee to lodge a complaint against President Trump for 'pressuring' Ukraine into investigating alleged corruption by Biden and his son Hunter.

An actual reading of the transcript unexpectedly released by Trump revealed no such pressure - just a simple request.

Of course, a senior administration official insisted on Friday "that the cuts were not related to the leaks," and that the staff reduction would be accomplished through attrition by not replacing people as they finish their assignments at the White House," PBS reports.

A former staffer said there are a few areas of NSC that could be trimmed, but that some current staff members already work 60 to 70 hours a week and they worry that the job of providing the president with national security policy options will diminish as the unit shrinks. The staffer spoke on condition of anonymity to discuss the staff reductions announced at the closed-door town hall meeting. -PBS

Meanwhile, Bloomberg reported last week that some in the White House believed the NSC was leaking information that would benefit John Bolton.

Some might say a little housekeeping was overdue.

Carol wrote:TIM ALLEN - ON TRUMP ...
Whatever your feelings for Trump, these are some interesting points that Tim Allen makes. Put your hatred aside and think about these observations. Tim Allen is credited with writing this.

From :Tim Allen

Here are some interesting points to think about prior to 2020, especially to my friends on the fence, like moderate Democrats, Libertarians and Independents and the never Trump Republicans and those thinking of "walking away" from the Democratic party.

Women are upset at Trump’s naughty words -- they also bought 80 million copies of 50 Shades of Gray.

Not one feminist has defended Sarah Sanders. It seems women’s rights only matter if those women are liberal.

No Border Walls. No voter ID laws. Did you figure it out yet? But wait... there's more.

Chelsea Clinton got out of college and got a job at NBC that paid $900,000 per year. Her mom flies around the country speaking out about white privilege.

And just like that, they went from being against foreign interference in our elections to allowing non-citizens to vote in our elections.

President Trump’s wall costs less than the Obamacare website. Let that sink in, America.

We are one election away from open borders, socialism, gun confiscation, and full-term abortion nationally. We are fighting evil.

They sent more troops and armament to arrest Roger Stone than they sent to defend Benghazi.

60 years ago, Venezuela was 4th on the world economic freedom index. Today, they are 179th and their citizens are dying of starvation. In only 10 years, Venezuela was destroyed by democratic socialism.

Russia donated $0.00 to the Trump campaign. Russia donated $145,600,000 to the Clinton Foundation. But Trump was the one investigated!

Nancy Pelosi invited illegal aliens to the State of the Union. President Trump Invited victims of illegal aliens to the State of the Union. Let that sink in.

A socialist is basically a communist who doesn’t have the power to take everything from their citizens at gunpoint ... Yet!

How do you walk 3000 miles across Mexico without food or support and show up at our border 100 pounds overweight and with a cellphone?

Alexandria Ocasio Cortez wants to ban cars, ban planes, give out universal income and thinks socialism works. She calls Donald Trump crazy.

Bill Clinton paid $850,000 to Paula Jones To get her to go away. I don’t remember the FBI raiding his lawyer’s office.

I wake up every day and I am grateful that Hillary Clinton is not the president of the United States of America.

The same media that told me Hillary Clinton had a 95% chance of winning now tells me Trump’s approval ratings are low.

“The problem with socialism is that sooner or later you run out of other people’s money.”— Margaret Thatcher

Maxine Waters opposes voter ID laws; She thinks that they are racist. You need to have a photo ID to attend her town hall meetings.

President Trump said — "They’re not after me. They’re after you. I’m just in their way."
Read that again.

Pass along these truths!

Carol wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=305-erOr3jk
Donald J. Trump: The Long Road to the White House (1980 - 2017)

This guy should be President.

Love Trump. Part of the problem with the public is that they have no clue who he really is and how he thinks. This excellent video demonstrates how he has stuck with his values and is consistent in his approach in how government should be run for over 30 years.

First. This is a businessman. He thinks in terms of "Let's make a deal". This means try to cooperate to achieve the ultimate goal. Keep in mind.. President's Trump's ultimate goal is World Peace. I like his bottom line.

Second. He is not a Warhawk, nor does he believe the US should be engaged in never-ending wars. Wars bankrupt the nation, bankrupt citizens... and financially benefit the few who don't care how many people they kill in order to keep their own personal coffers filled.

Third. He believes in a strong military so that other nations wouldn't even want to engage the US in a full out war.

Forth. He knows we have the space command and could annihilate anyone.. something he DOES NOT want to do.

Fifth. As a businessman his way of thinking is to keep all options open until the final decision. So he may say one thing to the public but with new informational input from other sources would be likely to change a decision based on new intel.

Sixth. He will do everything he can to keep the US out of war... however, he has no qualms about letting opponents know he will go after them if them give the US grief. Same goes for his personal life as well. Attack him and he comes back 10-fold.

Seventh. He's about doing the "right" thing for our nation and citizens. That is foremost in his mind and how he based his judgments.

Eighth. He's a patriot first and last. He loves the US with his whole heart. He didn't need this job and only did it at his own personal expense to help our country. Those who are against him are most likely the same people who want to destroy the US for their own personal gain and power. Not Trump.

Carol wrote:Historic changes unfold worldwide as Zionist project collapses
Benjamin Fulford – October 14, 2019

Truly historic events are unfolding worldwide as the centuries-old Zionist project implodes.  This can be seen with the UN running out of money, a massive Turkish invasion of Syria, and an escalating civil war in the United States, among other things.  Also, multiple signs indicate that some sort of high-level deal has been reached between Russia, China, and the U.S. for a new system of global stewardship.

Let’s start with the situation in the U.S.  Here the military government headed by President Donald Trump has secured funding from China to avoid bankruptcy, Pentagon sources say.  In effect, China will pay cash for an abundance of food from the U.S. to buy it time until a global currency reset takes place, they say.

The U.S. military sent us this photograph with the caption, “To welcome the new fiscal year, Trump summoned military brass for a White House meeting and dinner on October 7 with top General Mark Milley and other Army generals wearing World War 2 uniforms and declaring war on Zionists and the Deep State.”

Furthermore, the Pentagon sources say, “The hunt for Red October is on as the Hunter (Biden and other traitors) becomes the hunted, and General Joseph Dunford oversees military tribunals.”

Russian sources tell us that former President Barack Hussein Obama has already been executed by a firing squad.  The Pentagon sources did not confirm this, but did say, “Civil war is raging with Gitmo [Guantanamo Bay] executions, declassification, mobilized troops and feds, and potential takeover of California.”

The Zionists, of course, are not going quietly into the night.  A senior MI6 source says he was told “by a very reliable source” of an “outlandish claim of a ‘glorious revolution’ by the ‘Fallen Angels (satanic bloodlines)’ between December 21st and 24th to instigate full thermonuclear warfare to exterminate the very vast majority of life on this planet.”

This is, of course, a reiteration of the Israeli “Samson option” to destroy the world if its existence is threatened.  Israel definitely is facing an existential crisis with a massive Turkish army headed its way.  Christian Zionists and Zionist media are having fits about the U.S. “abandoning the Kurds” as Turkey moves into Syria.  Although corporate media refer to this as a limited incursion to secure its border, the Turks are saying otherwise.  “We can’t wait.  As Turkey, we will never stop this fight, no matter what anyone says,” President Recip Erdoğan declared on Friday.

https://www.rt.com/news/470734-erdogan-continue-operation-syria-kurds/

“Turkey launched the biggest geopolitical intervention in its political history with the ‘Peace Spring Operation.’ …That entire corridor spanning the Iranian border and the Mediterranean is going to be purged.  A Turkey zone, a peace zone, is going to be built there,” says Turkish columnist Ibrahim Karagül.

https://www.yenisafak.com/en/columns/ibrahimkaragul/operation-peace-spring-turkish-political-historys-most-crucial-geopolitical-intervention-those-asking-what-will-us-europe-say-are-finished-the-internal-invader-front-has-collapsed-desperation-abroad-solidarity-within-may-god-grant-erdogan-strength-our-army-victory-2047197

If you look at a map of the Middle East, the “corridor” they are going to “purge” includes Syria, Iraq, Kuwait, Lebanon, Jordan, and Israel.

It also looks very much like the Turks have tacit Russian and U.S. support for this move.  On Thursday the U.S. and Russia vetoed an EU resolution calling on Turkey to “cease unilateral military action.”  This is the first time since the UN first met in 1946 that the U.S. and Russia have vetoed the same Security Council resolution.

https://www.blacklistednews.com/article/75046/us-and-russia-fail-to-condemn-turkish-aggression-in-syria-moscow-and-washington-exercise-their-unsc.html

The Europeans could do nothing but wring their hands.  “The Turkish operation into northeast Syria can open a new dramatic chapter in the already very dark history of the Syrian war.  The potential consequences of such military action are clear to everyone – at least are very clear to us.  The repercussions can be extremely serious in humanitarian, military, political, and strategic terms,” High Representative/Vice-President Federica Mogherini told the European Parliament.

https://eeas.europa.eu/headquarters/headquarters-homepage/68651/speech-high-representativevice-president-federica-mogherini-european-parliament-plenary_en

Translation:  The results of World War I are being undone to the detriment of the French and the British.

“The Kurds and Turkey have been fighting for many years.  Turkey considers the PKK the worst terrorists of all.  Others may want to come in and fight for one side or the other.  Let them!  We are monitoring the situation closely.  Endless Wars!  Very smart not to be involved in the intense fighting along the Turkish border, for a change,” Trump tweeted in response.

Turkey has 1.09 million active troops and reserves, versus 150,000 Syrian troops and 30,000 Kurdish forces, so taking Syria at least looks like it might be a cakewalk for the Turks.

The big question, of course, is what happens to the former Turkish territory of Saudi Arabia, the heart of the petrodollar system.  “Saudi Arabia is turning east” with a visit by Russian President Vladimir Putin, “and may even get S400 missiles to defend itself from Israel,” Pentagon sources say.

The Saudi economy is also imploding, with its plan to list its oil company Aramco in big trouble.  “Aramco has been downgraded by Fitch to A, and may reach BB or below in investment grade as the sovereign wealth funds, state-owned companies, pensions, and billionaires reject becoming cornerstone investors in its IPO,” the Pentagon sources say.  Given these circumstances, the country, privately owned by the satanic Saud family, may well return to Turkish control.

In Israel, meanwhile, it looks like the rats are starting to abandon the Zionist ship, starting with Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu.  Mossad sources tell us, “Bibi so far has not been invited to any coalition.  He is staying off the radar and preparing an exit strategy.  He knows his time is up.  He will attempt to disappear.  He has several alternatives.  His movements are being closely monitored.”

Netanyahu is now trying to negotiate a plea bargain wherein he will testify about things like Fukushima and his Zionist bosses in exchange for U.S. military protection, Pentagon sources say.

The Zionists, meanwhile, in addition to making empty nuclear threats (as their Samson option has been neutralized) have been using weather warfare against Japan and the United States.

Japan was hit on October 12th with what was advertised as a Category 5 typhoon in a saturation Japanese media scare-mongering campaign.  If you look at this screen shot from the Japanese weather satellite, you can see an unnatural grid pattern on the left side of the typhoon that is a clear sign of weather warfare.

In the end, though, the “typhoon” turned out to be nothing more than a heavy rainstorm. Much of the flooding damage reported in the press appears to have been the result of deliberate sabotage as several dams opened their floodgates.  (Stuxnet?)  There were also media reports of a magnitude 5.7 earthquake in Tokyo, but neither I nor anybody else I know in Tokyo felt it.  “Japan should not bow down to the Deep State, but be on the right side of history,” Pentagon sources say.  They can help by sending in the military police to arrest the gangster-linked traitor Shinzo Abe.

In the U.S., the Midwestern corn belt was hit by “unprecedented” snowstorms.  While normally 75% of the harvest would have been taken in by now, “unprecedented” spring flooding had delayed planting, meaning that only 22% of the harvest had been taken in before the snow hit.

California, meanwhile, was hit with arson, deliberate shutdowns of the power grid, and other chaos.  That’s why the U.S. military is planning to take temporary control of that rogue state.  Invading California also would let them nationalize the subversive Cabal tech companies like Google, PayPal, and Facebook.

Of course, the biggest Cabal kahuna that needs to be nationalized is the privately-owned Federal Reserve Board.  That seems to be happening, since now even the Dutch central bank is saying, “If the system collapses, the gold stock can serve as a basis to build it up again.  Gold bolsters confidence in the stability of the central bank’s balance sheet and creates a sense of security.”

https://twitter.com/wmiddelkoop/status/1182929467469193217/photo/1
https://www.dnb.nl/en/payments/goud/index.jsp

This is what a CIA source sent in about the financial system reset just as this report was about to go live:

“We are in the end game NOW.  I was told by someone who is in the know, at the top of the pyramid and who is one of Us, that the global banking reset is weeks away, not months away.  It is most likely tied in with Brexit and the crisis in Hong Kong.  If correct, there will be a MAJOR event taking place in Hong Kong on the same day.  Take note that November 1 is a Friday.  It’s a perfect timeline to close down the online banking system over the weekend (as has always been the case with pre-planned government events).  We know the potential outcome.  If ATMs are temporary ‘offline due to a system malfunction’ as is usually stated in the screen of the ATM when the switch is turned off, panic amongst the masses will go ballistic.”

As with any prediction of the future, we can only wait and see if this is true.  However, since the U.S. is the most indebted nation in world history, nationalizing the Fed and resetting the system would require an agreement with creditors, especially China.

On this front, Trump upped the pressure on China by kicking them out of Long Beach Port, in addition to invoking tariffs and a whole slew of other threats.  In this context, it is a good guess that pork plagues and army worms devastating Chinese food production are not acts of nature.

The U.S. appears to also be offering carrots.  In specific, the U.S. military has started releasing previously hidden high tech to the public.  For example, it has released “UFO-like technology” that would completely revolutionize air and space travel.  It is also releasing patents for compact fusion reactors that would completely transform the world economy.  If this fusion technology works, it would literally make it possible for everybody on earth to live like a millionaire.

https://www.thedrive.com/the-war-zone/30256/scientist-behind-the-navys-ufo-patents-has-now-filed-one-for-a-compact-fusion-reactor

There are also signs the UN may finally move out of New York.  Secretary General António Guterres said on Monday (October 7) that it may run out of money by the end of October.  This is happening mainly because the U.S. and 64 other countries have stopped paying their UN dues.  It means China could get its wish to have it moved to Laos or somewhere else in Asia if they would be willing pay the bills.

https://www.channelnewsasia.com/news/world/united-nations-may-run-out-of-money-by-end-of-the-month-guterres-11980058

A new age is dawning.

Carol wrote:Very impressive dear one. Do you actually remember all of those books you read? No wonder why you walk around in a state of confusion. One thing I discovered early on is the number of contradictions along with inconsistencies that exist in many of the topics listed. One just has to push beyond all of the verbiage into the void, the realm of pure conscious awareness and existence, sans duality. You keep filling your conscious awareness up with all of this stuff and one of these days you may trip your brain into a cascade effect where duality ceases to exist and singularity takes over. Being an Ignorant Fool with a God Complex is not such a bad thing. It's just something to do while you continue to work on sorting things out. Love the story you wrote about the knock on the door and who was there to take you for a helicopter ride. What a brilliant imagination.

Now as to trying to save your lost soul... have you been paying attention? Even Lionhawk stepped forward and was willing to work with and for you. And I'm here with you almost daily. Not always posting but watching over you, praying for you, chatting with you.

When I used to work in the field of abuse and violence as a therapist.. I can say it was painful to sit and listen to others tell their tragic stories. Yet pretty much everyone needs a witness who is willing to listen so that they know that they are not alone and so that they can begin the healing process. You've been sharing your innermost thoughts for years and probably have one of the most viewed threads on the forum. Many have taken the time to read what you post. Although I suspect they end up confused sharing that state of confusion with you. So do not think that you are whistling in the wind with no one willing to hear you. That is not the case. One of the things that I find truly amazing about you is the different type of people you run across and have conversations with. Clearly, you're no ordinary human being on the planet and clearly, your exploration into multiple possibilities and connections of one sort or another resonates with different folks. So who knows what good work that you do that you're entirely oblivious to? Besides you must be a good person to have so many people on the forum like you. You're an endearing soul. And believe it or not, we cherish you.

Sanicle wrote:

Oxy wrote:I write All the Above with Fear and Trembling.

Dear man, when you can stop doing that, you might stop being one of their favourite snacks.  The worst that can happen is that you die, and that's just another word for freedom.

mudra wrote:Oxy do you listen to people at times ? Did you actually read and really attempt to understand Morpheus's post above ? You have a friend there taking his time to be of service to you. Paying careful attention to your complaints and misery. Putting his heart into it with the hope to be of assistance to  you. And he isn't the first one here by the way. Morpheus post is brilliant, sensible and compassionate and you Oxy you find nothing else to say than the polite formula "Thank you " and then instantly deviate the entire conversation to something that has nothing to do with it ! Well ...

Love from me
mudra

Morpheus wrote:I want to make a big apology to OXY. You were right Brother. You are being messed with. In a major way. I didn't fully realize as to what level as you have only touched on it and didn't go into the details. What happened in my last attempted post proved to me that what I had uncovered concerning this, became truth. I am so sorry for not addressing your SCREAMS for HELP in the way I would normally have done so with a better frame of mind, as I have been very much self-absorbed in a healing process that has taken up so much of my time and energy. And for you, to make matters worse, you must think that we all have patronized you with our expressions of love for you. You have every right to feel this way. Now I know why you have been behaving in the way you have been since I have come back here. It's not your fault.

You must also feel angry and even feel some slanted abandonment issues because we didn't really listen to your cries for help. Please forgive us. We do love you very much! Brings tears to my eyes as I feel as though I have failed you. Was not my intention Brother. I'm going to make this right if its the last thing I do. But if I do this, you better stand with me because this isn't going to be pretty.

For you see, I have nothing else to lose. Everything has been taken away from me. The only thing I have left is a handful of friends who I cherish. They have taken so many from me and my heart carries their deaths. Its time to stop this madness and make a stand. I have tried to walk the walk of a peaceful warrior all these years and they still keep on killing the ones I love. I'm not going to let that happen again. NO MORE!!!!!!!!! I'm done with that.

I only ask you to do "one" thing. Stand by me as my Scribe. I'll do all the heavy lifting, the sword work, and whatever I have to do to make this right. You'll be under my protection and I promise you with my life you will be safe. Keep in mind that no one is going to be your savior and that includes me. But maybe you and I can make a huge difference from this point forward. Let's draw the line in the sand, standing side by side. No more excuses. No more secondhand bullshit. No more crying for help. No more playing the victim role. No more feelings of isolation, abandonment, and fear, etc.

I hereby put you shadow agents on notice. You crossed the line coming here placing my brothers and sisters in your crosshairs. Setting them up as appetizers for your reptilian supervisors. Your brain chairs will only be good for one thing. Gurneys. Your killings are going to cease! I will protect what family I do have left. Either way, you have awakened the lion within me and you can take responsibility for that.

Sorry folks for my rant but something has to be done to resolve this and its time to put that love into action. It's out of love that I am doing this even though it sounds like I am a raving lunatic. Expressions of love are one thing, but when those expressions just sit there and nothing happens, well, people get killed. It's a grim reality and I am tired of it. And if I can save a life, I'm going too. STO. Look in the mirror and ask yourself, HOW MANY LIVES HAVE YOU SAVED? Now maybe this will all make sense when you answer that. And if you ever saw with your own eyes, a Reptilian in the flesh, well your perception of what is actually real will redefine itself for you. It's no joking matter. What I have described happen to me. Within 12'. And he was a small one standing at 8' tall.

The harvest is coming. It must be prevented. And right now their sights are on OXY and nobody knows that better than OXY. It all makes sense now. Enough said!

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you Morpheus. I've been doing a dance for a long time wherein I try to put myself in everyone's shoes (without getting in anyone's pants). Yet I'm still somewhat hostile and over the edge which makes me somewhat dangerous. I get that. My latest theory about myself is that I might've been an Ancient-Alien Who Helped Bring Order to a Chaotic Universe by Creating a Supercomputer-Matrix and Genetically-Engineering Humanity, Which Ultimately Pissed EVERYONE Off!! I've imagined myself as sort of a Dr. Who character, travelling from Problem-Planet to Problem-Planet with 100 Earth-Years of Solitude in a 600 Square-Foot Office-Apartment (possibly within a Bad@$$teroid as an Insider) followed by living as an Average-Joe on each planet as an outsider. But still, the elite would figure-out who I really was and kick my @$$!! 'RA' told me "You and I Have a History" and "We're Ancient" and "You're Like Me" and "We Fought Side by Side" and "I've Always Won" and "The Jesuits Don't Like You" and "They Like You On Phobos". Another Individual of Interest told me "You Have Friends in High-Places". I could go on and on. I've encouraged insiders to study my nine United States of the Solar System threads in great-detail and brief me on the results of their studies, but there has been only silence. The CIA and NSA wouldn't tell me anything. I've tried to be open and honest in a guarded manner, remaining within the confines of this little website, but I honestly don't know if I'm dealing with friends or foes, despite the tolerance and politeness. If I'm an Ancient-Enemy who was presumed to be dead and gone, my appearance might've been very bad news (to say the least). I've tried to make this stuff science-fictional and humorous, but no-one seems to have a sense of humor.

I believe I'm observed in real-time 24/7 and I've put on quite a show (to say the least). I honestly think I've been internally and externally messed-with, and the misery and incapacitation is almost unbearable. But really, if I'm who I think I might be, in enemy-territory, what should I expect?? I probably knew exactly what I was getting myself into when I incarnated into This Present Container. NANUXII's tentative timeline scared the hell out of me. In 2010 (the year we made contact) 'RA' told me "In Twenty Years You'll Be Working for Us." That would be 2030. NANUXII said that a Particular-Someone would be introduced in 2030. This would apparently be when things REALLY Go to Hell (for Legion Reasons). If the PTB REALLY Wanted to Get Me, I'd Be Gone (So Easily). I suspect I was messed-with to discredit me, make me ridiculous and stupid, break me down, and ultimately control me as some sort of a Manchurian-Candidate Messianic-Antichrist (or something to that effect). When I first met 'RA' I knew something was up, and I asked 'HIM' "Are You Setting Me Up for Something Bad??" to which 'RA' retorted "Are You Kidding?? I Could Snap My Fingers and You'd Be DEAD!!" But I honestly suspect I'm a Lowly Solar System Analyst who spends 100 years of solitude writing reports and code as an Insider between Outsider-Incarnations (or something to that effect). "Sorry, No Pomp and Circumstance. Nothing to See Here. Just Keep Moving and Get Back to Work." More Later. Maybe. Namaste and Godspeed.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Morpheus, regarding your bold statement and offer to help, I don't know what to say. I worry about anger and disillusionment in all-concerned (including you) when I don't do what's expected (or even demanded). Perhaps the Grand-Plan is for me to twist slowly, slowly in the wind for the rest of this incarnation. Perhaps the Matrix demands that I remain miserable and hamstrung. Perhaps I'm being encouraged to not talk or write, and to just 'go away'. If I'm a Past-Life Bad@$$ in a Bad@$$teroid, that would complicate things (to say the least). I seem to have a bit of an independent, rebellious, and contrarian nature, which might make things especially difficult. I seem to be a 'Fish Out of Water' and there's something 'Fishy' about that. I seem to have a dry and cynical sense of humor. I print way too-many corny one-liners which only I find funny and/or profound. If I spend 100 years of solitude as an Insider in a 600 square-foot office-apartment with a supercomputer and interplanet in a Bad@$$teroid, perhaps being a messed-with open and honest Outsider-Dumbshit in real-life balances things out.

The problem is that I'm still searching for the truth, and I don't know who or what to believe, so I'm reduced to being a Noble-Agnostic with Responsible-Neutrality. Your posts make my hair stand on-end. I never know who I'm really dealing with (online or in real-life). I feel like a fake, mostly because of all the modeling and speculating based-upon my past-programming, online-research, contact with Individuals of Interest, and my claim of being 'messed-with'. I continue to suspect a central being and/or computer playing all-sides, making everyone think they're special or chosen when they're just being deceived and played like everyone else. The lie is different at every level. I'll be watching and listening while I attempt to remain unseen and unheard. I feel sort of ridiculous. I think I've been had in so many ways. I might be a 'gullible good-guy' with 'bad-guy past-lives'. I just hope the circumstances justified any iniquities. I hope galactic jurisprudence is ethical and effective long-term. Hope Springs Eternal.

I honestly don't know what I want, and if this is Purgatory Incorporated, perhaps I'm merely supposed to watch things play-out as I learn as many lessons as possible. I might be an especially 'Hot-Potato'. Perhaps you have done more than expected and required, as evidenced by the glowing praise of various forum-members. Perhaps you should just concentrate on travelling in your ambulance-conversion. Perhaps I should stop posting, clean up my act, write some dumb book, sell my house, move to the mountains and build an Underground-Bunker to attempt to Survive Armageddon (including Alien-Invasions and Solar-Events). Actually, I'll probably stay where I am, not write a book, and just wither-away into eternity as Earth-Humanity moves confidently into the future with Artificial-Intelligence and Bio-Robotics (without Almighty-God) as a Sovereign-Race of Transhumanist-Beings. Should be Fun.

Morpheus wrote:The real challenge is to prove out your beliefs into a "KNOWING," The thing is, you already "KNOW IT!" As long as you seek outside of yourself for the answers, you will never find your truth. It's that simple. Take a serious look at the word, "BELIEF." Drop the "F," and what do you see? BE LIE. So as long as you keep on acting out, believing, you are actually lying to yourself. Is it any wonder that you find yourself in the paradoxes you find yourself in? Believing is a horizontal frequency. Knowing is a verticle one. Knowing connects to the source. Believing never connects to the source. So the real question is why are you lying to yourself? Now look in your bathroom mirror and ask yourself that question. I will say this again... Jesus said, "Seek within, not without." Without, meaning outside of self. It is one thing to seek out all levels of medium, such as books, TV, Radio, etc. as this might help you increase your personal awareness as to a possibility, belief, but still, all this medium stuff has to be proven out to have any "real" value for your soul. Until you sort this out, the insanity will prevail. It could be a past life thing as in a blockage or even a choice to operate in this way, in this life as one of your lessons to figure it out. Or maybe it is one of your missions to serve others in this capacity so they can attain soul growth. Only you KNOW in the firsthand what you are about. Hell, you could be a double agent in plain sight. The most dangerous kind. But I retract that as your soul signature gives you away. So your safe in my book.  

Another thing we need to do is get something straight here. I do not handle praise very well at all. In any shape or form. Maybe it's because of my upbringing, where Dad always called me a POS. He had a lot of control issues and I will leave it at that. I never did anything right according to him. But at the same token when I hear praise, it signifies to me that what I have done or written, was actually understood by the one giving that praise. They connected to what I was trying to convey. And that is okay, and I don't let my so-called ego have an orgasm for their acknowledgments. It becomes an expression out of love and support. If anything, I have learned to pay that forward. Where back in the day, I was denied to learn that and didn't acknowledge the accomplishments of others in an honorable way. I was taught to withhold love because of pain. Not my pain mind you. Fortunately, I rebelled at some point and turned that around, but because of those teachings of pain, it put me behind the eightball. Now I know. Just another lesson. Another thing I need to say is that I didn't come here seeking it. Or anywhere else for that matter. I am totally happy if someone wants to engage in the conversation. That's all the praise I need. My heart does the rest. Not my ego. All this has to do with LOVE. To love others. To be there for others. Support. And one of the biggest lessons for me was to learn how to receive it. The giving and receiving lesson. Love needs to flow and when you deny either the giving or receiving aspects of it, well, crap happens. These aspects must be balanced so that the love within you can find its potential. When that happens you can then move mountains as they say.

And if my posts scare the hell out of you, that's a good thing! It means what I have been saying is reaching your core and your core is trying to free itself. It's breaking the chains. I hope you are trembling to the extreme.  

 Namaste' Brother! Where we go from here, I leave to you.

orthodoxymoron wrote:Thank-you Morpheus. I don't know what's next, but I've been wondering about who Sherry Shriner really was, and if she really died?? Supposedly she died in the first week of January, 2018, but I haven't found confirmation or details, and I think I might've heard her call-in to a talk-show long after she supposedly died. Two years prior to her supposed death, she released a supposed interview with Lucifer and Lilith (online and in book-form). I included the whole-text in one of my previous USSS threads, but the material was so graphic and disturbing that I felt terrible doing it, even though my threads are admittedly an 'All Things Considered' exercise in futility relative to 'Solar System Governance'. I've steered-clear of 'Belief' and simply placed everything into a Religious and Political Science-Fictional Context with a lot of intuitive speculation and editorializing within this particular website. That seemed to be the safest and most-responsible way to deal with This Present Darkness. But anyway, do you have any thoughts concerning Sherry Shriner?? http://sherryshriner.com/ AND https://sherryshriner.blogspot.com/2016/05/series-interview-with-devil.html

mudra wrote:Excuse me Oxy no this was'nt very wise of me. My bad I didn't make my post  sufficiently clear. My remark was aimed at Morpheus's very last post to you on this thread and your answer to it just below. I should have quoted Morpheus's post. I found it a  wise post where Morpheus is adressing core questions to you imho.

The real challenge is to prove out your beliefs into a "KNOWING," The thing is, you already "KNOW IT!" As long as you seek outside of yourself for the answers, you will never find your truth. It's that simple. Take a serious look at the word, "BELIEF." Drop the "F," and what do you see? BE LIE. So as long as you keep on acting out, believing, you are actually lying to yourself. Is it any wonder that you find yourself in the paradoxes you find yourself in? Believing is a horizontal frequency. Knowing is a verticle one. Knowing connects to the source. Believing never connects to the source. So the real question is why are you lying to yourself? Now look in your bathroom mirror and ask yourself that question. I will say this again... Jesus said, "Seek within, not without." Without, meaning outside of self. It is one thing to seek out all levels of medium, such as books, TV, Radio, etc. as this might help you increase your personal awareness as to a possibility, belief, but still, all this medium stuff has to be proven out to have any "real" value for your soul. Until you sort this out, the insanity will prevail.

The post deserves a thank you but also deep reflection Imho. Because it takes things of your experience at the level of responsability, of sovereignty .The highest level there is. I thought it was well worth redirecting your attention to it. Pardon me again for the clumsy way of doing so. Also typing a post from my cell phone or reading this thread as I did and do here is the least pleasant and easy thing to do.Just doesn't does't make things easy and smooth.

Love from me
mudra

orthodoxymoron wrote:Mudra, I sort of get what's going on, but I don't wish to pursue it. I have lots of books to read, videos to watch, and walks to take. Namaste and Godspeed.

Swanny wrote:

A great interview with loads of info that I've never heard before.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeAW3aFLYD0

orthodoxymoron wrote:WOW!! For years I've wondered how many levels of deception exist?? Richard Hoagland said "The Lie is Different at Every Level." The ultimate planners and perpetrators of 9/11 might ultimately be the ones who 'expose what really happened'!! Just Saying. There might be 'Multiple Swamps' which might be nearly (or completely) impossible to drain. Consider how certain companies own multiple companies, yet few know who really owns who!! Years ago, Bill Ryan interviewed someone supposedly named 'Elizabeth Nelson' who was supposedly in a military facility on 9/11, and was whistle-blowing. I thought about that interview while listening to this interview. I thought I recognized the voice of 'Elizabeth Nelson' in someone I encountered. I've been highly-troubled by biblical-difficulties for most of my life, but what if those who Created the Holy Bible and Judeo-Christianity are now EXPOSING the Holy Bible and Judeo-Christianity??!! In the original 'Stargate' movie, 'RA' states, "I Created Your Civilization, and Now I Will Destroy It!!" Think Long and Hard About What I Just Said.

NANUXII wrote:If you want to know what will happen but not when let me tell you. I'll put dates to give a time line but they can change at any moment.

2022  full force interference from cell towers.

2024  Elimination of all cash

2025 mass riots world wide ( initiated by cell towers ) we lose 700 million ( not really hit the mark )

2026 The first report of visitors approaching earth

Aug 2028 FF " Alien Invasion "  we lose another 1.3 billion in  " Abductions "  

Jan 2030  The new messiah is introduced.

2031  Nanuxii sitting on the porch, looking at the sun set wondering where everybody went...

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orthodoxymoron wrote:NANUXII, I have a love/hate relationship with prophecy (biblical and otherwise) but I suspect long-term timelines with absolute-implementation. Consider the following Babylon 5 clip, and notice the timeline. This episode was made approximately 20 years ago. Notice the Russians coming to power in 2013, Iraq in 2025, and France in 2112. The Babylon 5 series was set in the 23rd century. The Pope was seemingly deposed in 2013 with a Jesuit replacing the deposed Pope. President Trump was elected in 2016 with the Democrats crying "Russian Collusion". The United States is occupying Iraq nearly two-decades after 9/11. I've been half-heartedly hypothesizing a United States of the Solar System commencing in 2133. That's only 21 years after 2112. I grew-up in a church which drove people insane with prophecy and perfection (and I wish I were kidding) yet in many ways the basic principles and concepts were often profound and useful to those who knew how to properly use them.

Regarding the introduction of a New-Messiah, even if this individual were legitimate, they could be deceived and corrupted. I've spoken with some very-intelligent Individuals of Interest and they frankly scared the hell out of me. A Messiah could be controlled by such individuals (or even a supercomputer-network). I've imagined 10,000 highly educated and qualified representatives in a 2133 United States of the Solar System under God (as an authority of last-resort) but a million bugs would need to be worked-out of such a grandiose and hypothetical system prior to implementation (to say the least). Al Bielek had some interesting things to say about 2137 and 2749. I'm preparing for a very rough ride into the sunset. BTW, NANUXII, you list 'Antares' under your avatar. The gnome in George Zebrowski's 'Heathen God' resided on a planet orbiting Antares. Is this coincidental?? I just returned from a long-walk and I kept thinking I need to just let this stuff go, or I'll probably still be talking to myself when they cremate me.

Carol wrote:Don't worry about what you're forgetting Oxy. That's what the brain does if it has too much useless information. Sends it off into the weather world but.. said memories can be triggered when "needed". As for at least 80% of humanity would perish in the relatively near future. Do you remember Delores Cannon stating that the earth would split into two earths.. one remaining in the 3rd dimension and the other, the new revived earth existing in the 5th? She may have been onto something. And remember how Astral Traveler would talk about the Galactic Wave back before 2012 as did Dr. Paul LaViolette. June 29, 2018 · The Generation of Mega Glacial Meltwater Floods and their Geologic Impact. http://starburstfound.org/category/latest-news/  We have no idea when the sun will do it's so-called "kill shot" that military remote viewer Dr. Doom, Ed Dames was talking about on Art Bell show back in the 90s. Nor do we have any clue as to what Nibiru will do. Then there is the supposed Galactic Wave that was due in 2012. Did we miss it? Or is it still to come? Of course San Francisco and California are experiencing quakes now... is this the prelude to the Big One? Of course it's on fire again. Pre-planed weather wars? Arson? One can choose to focus on potential disasters for entertainment and to keep their adrenal glands stressed, or one can focus on nature to destress and experience inner peace. My favorite part of the day is to sit in the glider chair and just gaze out at the trees and sky. Focusing on the glory of god's creations is far more fulfilling then focusing on the pitfalls of hell. Still it is a choice. Or is it?

I'm pretty impressed that you got to meet RA in person. How did that go for you?

As for humanities fate.. look at all of the souls choosing to incarnate during this time period to get an earth experience under their belt. Each individual is here by choice made prior to incarnation. So whatever their experiences that they choose belongs to them. We cannot save those who have no interest in being saved. Do they need saving? In the big galactic picture we both know that life exists to know itself via its multitude of experiences. Some further along the spiritual path do have a bit more say as to how they live their life. Meaning they can choose to walk a peaceful path and skirt around the chaos. They seem to have a sense of where the safe planetary zones are and migrate there. Although I'm aware of all the brouhaha put out by MSM, Fulford (who is not always on target), I tend to let it fall off the edge of awareness and choose to focus on the company of trees. I contemplate trees and feel kindred to them. I watch how they dance in the wind and the wildlife that inhabit them. Trees are far more entertaining then most of humanity. So perhaps sitting in a glider chair contemplating trees may be a good path for some when it comes to distressing and not worrying about what may or may not happen in the future. Contemplating trees is to exist within the ever unfolding present moment, the NOW.

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Carol wrote:Oxy may try to stay in the shadows but he shines so brightly that his light just keeps slipping out on a regular basis. What would the Mists be without Oxy? He's our own personal Scribe who adds an entirely different dimension - or should I say multiple dimensions to our awareness. I would never even dream to think of some of the things he comes up with. His posts are not only educational, their thought provoking and expands ones way of looking at the world. So many unanswered questions that can take ones perception in so many divergent directions. That in itself is a true experience in self-exploration. And what amazes me the most is how he remembers all of this stuff and manages to keep it all straight. Thank you Oxy for hanging in here with us and continually pointing out different ways of looking at things that only you can do.

Thank-you Carol. The problem is that I'm still searching for the truth, and I don't know who or what to believe, so I'm reduced to being a Noble-Agnostic with Responsible-Neutrality. Andy's posts make my hair stand on-end. I never know who I'm really dealing with (online or in real-life). I feel like a fake, mostly because of all the modeling and speculating based-upon my past-programming, online-research, contact with Individuals of Interest, and my claim of being 'messed-with'. I continue to suspect a central being and/or computer playing all-sides, making everyone think they're special or chosen when they're just being deceived and played like everyone else. The lie is different at every level. I'll be watching and listening while I attempt to remain unseen and unheard. I feel sort of ridiculous. I think I've been had in so many ways. I might be a 'gullible good-guy' with 'bad-guy past-lives'. I just hope the circumstances justified any iniquities. I hope galactic-jurisprudence is ethical and effective long-term. Hope Springs Eternal. Namaste and Godspeed.

Carol wrote:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoATZcKtDnc
True Life Story of an ex-Atheist,
Ian McCormack's Near Death Experience (NDE)
Amazing affirmation of what's to come.

"Danger!! Danger!! Will Robinson!!"







"Danger!! Danger!! Will Robinson!!"

burgundia wrote:

Carol wrote:Oxy is going to love this last Naughty Beaver video burgundia. Thank you so much for posting these as they become available. Pretty mind- blowing revelations in this one.

burgundia wrote:

Carol wrote:What if Dolores Cannon was right about the earth splitting into two? One earth, the new earth's frequency is at the 5th dimension level... and the old earth remains with all of the devil worshiping Satanists? What if the new earth is patterned after the heaven realm, free of pollutions and utterly marvelous, while the old earth continues along with one dreadful earth change after another? What if the rapture really is the gathering of souls whose frequency is at a higher level due to their attention to their own spiritual evolution? What if this change is imminent? What if it isn't? Is there anyone worth following or does one learn how to stand on their own two feet and just muck along the best that they can? What if the goal is to develop inner reliance based on ones inner connection to the Divine Consciousness? What if what one seeks can't be had unless one let's go of all material desire? What if it's ego that's the blockade to conscious evolution? What if a new earth is just waiting for its inhabitants? What if the massive die off of fish, animals and birds are just a transition of these creatures to the new earth leaving their old 3D bodies behind? What is hell? Do you think that perhaps hell is just the absence of God?

What would happen if one decides to choose to focus on what is positive in life? What if that focus was blessing god for all of creation? What if the focus was on being thankful for a roof overhead, eyes, arms, legs, ones breath and food on the table? What if the blessings continue to pop into awareness daily so that thanks and praise can be expressed? What if the glory of god is in the leaves turning colors in autumn and sprouting green leaves in Spring? What if God's glory is seen every day at sunrise and sunset? What if what is important in life is to appreciate being alive and experiencing God's glory? I love my life. I love witnessing watching a golden leaf float down to it's brothers and sisters beneath the tree. I love the changes in the weather. I love the daily challenge that present themselves so as not to get too bored. I love living in the woods. I love taking a walk along a snow covered path with the sun shinning through the 100 foot tall pine trees. And then giving thanks to the sun and trees for all of their blessings. I love blue sky and clouds. I love the smell of baking bread and chicken stew cooking. I love drinking Kefir tea. With all of the life challenges that have come to pass I love that heart connection with Yesuha. I just focus on my heart chakra and think of him to enter into a state of happiness. I love that I can share that inner sense of peace and happiness with others. Life is good and can be quite amusing.

Our daughter ordered her Halloween custom and tried it on last night. It was a huge inflatable T-Rex that was hysterical. So she comes into the front room wearing this doing a happy dance while the dog went crazy and the cats were trying to decide if they should run away or attack. Can you imagine something like this doing a happy dance in your living room? Too funny.

Carol wrote:

Morpheus wrote:

Small update: Brook has gone home to her Planet called Astaria as of this past Wednesday. She will be gone for a while. She will be back though. This is GREAT news for me! The plan is finally working. Did you catch that Carol?

You had me @ Namaste'

Indeed I did. Congratulations to the two of you for devising such an excellent plan!

Susan.. love the pictures you post along with what you have to share. Mahalo nui loa dear friend.

Been a bit busy with the move from Hawaii to here. On Skype a lot to with my husband (whose over there) going over details as to what to take and what to leave behind. Of course it snowed for 3 days over the weekend and I was shoveling snow and ice off the uncovered storage shed awaiting it's roof to be put on. Had to shovel the snow and ice or else it would have turned into a skating ice rink with the temps at night in the 20's & 30's. Snow now has melted on the grass where the sun shines and it's a lush green. Ahh.. beautiful here but nippy out. Purchased a fleece lined knitted hat today.. yea. Still working on finding a pair of short snow boots. Body parts other then facial cheeks do not like to feel the cold. Hence, the search for warm outer-ware.

I miss Brook. sigh

Morpheus wrote:Sorry, my bad, for not checking this thread directly. Apparently, the notification thingy is a hit or a miss.

Can't imagine this move of yours to be an easy one, Carol.

Think of you all every day! Even OXY.   I hope all is well with you all!!

orthodoxymoron wrote:Early this morning, I viewed this thread to jog my memory of exactly when Brook died, and then a few hours later you made a post. What are the odds?? I feel as if I've spoken with Brook in various forms, before and after her death. Prior to her death, Brook stated that she'd be here for another couple of years. Was this hopeful-thinking or a statement of fact?? I've been thinking of Brook as the Oracle, You as Morpheus, and Me as Neo. Aquaries1111 called me "Neo" several years ago. She also called me "Ram". Is there some substance to All the Above?? I really am trying to go incognito, but my insecurity seems to make me post. Perhaps the Mainframe Made Me Do It. Namaste.

Morpheus wrote: What a nice surprise! OXY is still breathing. I hope things are going well for you!

Brook passed, Oct. 25, 2018, @ 2:15 P.M. I know because I was there. Many folks got this wrong. They reported different times of day. On Facebook especially. Look, all I know is that despite my efforts, folks are going to have their own interpretations whether it is based on fact and more often times than not, based on rumor and speculation. Thus, part of the despair factor, when I come across such things. No matter the thoughts and feelings across the board, ask yourself who is holding the bag with the facts? That be me. And I am not about to delude the public with false conjectures.

I also have physical proof that back up my claim as to Brook being Isis in a previous life. Tons of hours went into all this. Exhausting work for 10 years. Just to prove it all out. Hours of session work, along with doing the work we needed to do for others with our new awakened capacity. We graduated. We decided to graduate and do something with our toolboxes once we discovered them. We decided to walk instead of just the talk. Another little secret is that both of us were holders of the Flower of Life. We accomplished many miraculous things in those 10 years and came out of it with humility. Those are the facts, no matter what anyone thinks or feels. Security was another major issue. For Brook. For Isis. They wanted her dead! Then add the personal attacks on loved ones and you discover that your plate is maxed out. You got to remember that a Reptilian can live up to 45,000 years in one lifetime. So for them, the crap we went through was like last week to them. Talk about long term memory for us and short term memory for them?

Hope this is the substance you were looking for.

Namaste'

orthodoxymoron wrote:If Brook = Isis = Oracle, and Lionhawk = ???????? = Morpheus, then ??????? = ???????? = Neo?? If this were a game of 'Jeopardy' how would this puzzle be solved??

Morpheus wrote:So, this afternoon, I went and took a nap. During the nap, I had a dream. In the dream I was here at this little website. OXY was in the dream too. It was a restless dream. Now I know why. When I awoke, I knew OXY had posted.

Thanks OXY

Carol wrote:'Defending Your Life' with Meryl Streep was a good movie and seems to incorporate a number of real possible beyond 3d life scenarios.

Each of my NDE were a bit different and each memorable. It's not worth worrying about.. and I choose to keep my mind as uncluttered as possible. No TV. No radio. No newspapers. Limited viewing of anything negative on the net. To pass time some of the Prime Time Korean dramas focusing on spiritual attainment, enlightenment and just sheer imagination are far more entertaining than anything the West could ever dream up. The current one is titled Destiny of the White Snake: An immortal being falls in love with a human who is destined to be alone in this fantasy folk tale saga. Can the two live peacefully together, or will fate tear them apart. There are 61 episodes. I can't even begin to think of the stuff they come up with. Or the challenges the various humans, demons and spiritual beings undergo. Being in Korean with English subtitle, no mind-control hidden agenda embedded in the language is there when viewing this.

It's much more fun exploring new spiritual fantasy horizons available in different Asian cultures.

orthodoxymoron wrote:At this point, I still know I don't know, and I'm reduced to watching and reading this and that in what often seems to be a semi-vegetative state (and it's getting worse). I appreciate the supernatural experiences of others, but I don't seek them. On the other hand, a lot of weird things have happened (and continue to happen) to me. I've documented most of this within this website. I hope someone is backing this stuff up, yet I often wish it would just go away. As you've noticed, I haven't published anything, and it seems as if I never will. It might be easier that way. But Siriusly, I honestly found that strange message in my word-processor claiming that I wrote 37 books in antiquity (5 of which made it into the Bible). I'm NOT making that up. If I had to choose which 5, I'd probably pick the 5 books constituting the Psalms, but I'm probably SOL regarding All the Above. I'm tired of attempting to deal with this madness. On the other hand, remember when Emperor Palpatine is cornered, and pleads for mercy, crying "I'm Too Weak" and then as soon as he gets a chance he inflicts a deadly attack??!! History has Many Lessons (and so does Science-Fiction).

evisnam wrote:

Sanicle wrote:So Evisnam, are you saying then that you see your ET friends as being "deities"?  

I dont quite know how you came that conclusion but to elaborate on Carols response to you , which by the way was excellent and i agree with. I rarely pray , but when i do it is done at the end of much contemplation. The idea and outcome for me must be within my karma. I will not pray for things i can achieve with normal hard work. Nor will i pray lazy prayers , I must push my self to knowledge in this plane and master the obstacles set before me.

When i do it is to my fathers and mothers. Those who i know sired me in my past lives. They are part of my soul group and we care for each other very much.  They will not grant whatever i wish for, except for when i wish to connect with them which can be at will.

Connections are for dialogue , to reason , learn , heal and gratitude.  

ET Friends come as they are now days but in the past they would disguise them selves as a deity or something as a metaphor that they know ill understand the underlying message.

They know us better than we know our selves , in order to evolve we must know our selves better than they do.  That is a marker for us all.

One thing that was made abundantly clear is to never ask for protection. I never have but in moments of dire straits they came and they resolved situations that to this day i cannot explain how it happened.  In their eyes the more needy we are the more they need to let us learn the hard way.

So to explain how i have been taught about karma , If you have been wronged you have the right to respond in kind with a 0 karma shift. You must let the other know your intentions in order for this to be effective.

Or you can choose to forgive, this when its done with honestly will pass the karma on to your soul group who will deliberate and act accordingly. Mind you from what i have seen their means of righteousness is far more than i could ever inflict.

Now if i connect with ET's it has rarely been for favors , they tend to grant things ad hoc and in a manner you may not have thought of , remember they have a macro view of our spheres.

I have more on this but for now i will leave you to discuss.

evisnam wrote:The power of prayer is proportional to your evolution. As you experiment and venture your anima grows stronger in its ability to change reality.

It has been my experience that the first five spheres ( humans call them dimensions ) run concurrently ... when you reach " Nirvana " it looks like where you are except its magical appearance and feelings are allowed in by virtue of letting go of your present personality complex.

That is pretty much the only thing anchoring you to where you are now.

A good example is when we travel to say ... Thailand. You go to the markets , the beach , bars etc etc. The exact same places the locals go to .. except you are on a high from being on holiday , with money to spend and nowhere you have to be. This is the start of spiritual advancement , when you are free of limitations.

Some of the locals may not be experiencing the same feeling as you because they are anchored to their reality. Some may even struggle to earn enough to be comfortable. But the both of you could be standing on the same street corner having totally different experiences merely because of your circumstantial outlook. Then again some will be just as happy as you without anything at all.

So when you pray " Choose " to pray to something meaningful, something that feels a part of you. Feel powerful without ego or judgement. Allow your self to fully articulate the direction of your prayer and then have absolutely no attachment to the outcome.

If you wish i can give you a method of sending intent or energy into the past or future as a form of prayer ... ?

let me know what it is you wish for and lets see if we can make it manifest :0)

"Well, Well, What Are We Going to Do About Orthodoxymoron?!"

http://www.glamourgirlsofthesilverscreen.com/show/589/Dorothy+Provine/index.html

Morpheus wrote:

OXY, you are an Internet/Forum magician. You must have special privileges. Making a post completely disappear, is a feat. Well done. I actually prefer that than leaving a thread scar saying post has been deleted. The thread is cleaner that way.   Thanks!

Exactly a month ago, it was 94 degrees. We might hit 58 degrees today. Lows have been down to 30. Supposed to be 24 degrees, this Friday night. Summer jumping right into Winter. Makes me wonder how we will all fare this Winter? I'm not even ready for it this year.

I wonder if Mudra's latest video would be better if it was done in the winter so you could see things better? Still amazing. Hiding in plain sight. It is a well-known fact that there are hundreds of craft in junk piles in that area. Maybe this is where the parts come from. Or some of the parts they use.

Brings to question as to how many ships are on the Planet and where else are they?

Funny, when I posted about a spherical ship arriving in a very high orbit, reports started to come in about a spherical ship, with photos and even some video, within a few weeks of its arrival. Another session was done, that I didn't report. Happened about a month ago. The preparations the ship had to do, has been done. Now we wait.

You know, we are the bologna in the sandwich. I remember 10 years ago, where on PA1, there was a guy who reported how many civilizations were here on a daily basis. UFO wise. His numbers were off, but he had the right idea. The numbers he reported were short of the actual mark. Understandable, because it depends on how well-developed one's filters are. I'm sure he got better at it.

41 years ago, I was brought aboard a Plejarian, 3 seater craft. They gave me a ride away from Earth. I saw Earth shrink in size as we went. Then they brought me back. I spoke with a woman and a man in their late twenties or early thirties. Their message was that they will return in the future. I'm still waiting.

So... one of the things that I have learned is how to separate the identity of an off worlder vs human on the Planet. As you know that genetics play a big role here. Take a human face. Look straight at it. What you will see, is that one eye seems to be lower in position relative to the face. Just draw a horizontal line across and you will see it. This indicates that our DNA has been tampered with. When you look at an ET, you don't see this effect. The position of the eyes are perfectly in horizontal alignment. Such was the case when I saw these Pleiadians. I also knew that we were family but I didn't know them, but could feel that connection. Maybe part of the design of this timeline.

In any event, I remembered that their return would bring about a major celebration of sorts for humanity and the Planet. Keep in mind that this is just one faction. Since that time, the game has changed. Manipulation of timelines along with Councils coming and going. Add the cleanup campaigns and we can all see how the landscape of the big picture has changed. And the delays. I pray I will see the day when this whole mess is over with. Liberation at hand.

The human side of me is puzzled, however. Why is it taking so long? I was shown in my pre-birth agreement that up to 90% of the Earth's population would be evacuated so that the Planet could go through a major healing process. Along with the Earth being repopulated with the right souls to continue forth. Teachers will be in demand at that time. During this process, I was shown that I would be placed on one of these spherical ships. I watched Mother Earth go through this healing stage through a spherical window on a huge spherical ship. There will be choices for all to make.

And I don't mean to pop anyone's take on things, but there won't be a need to implement a long-winded constitution as there is a shorter one already in place. With perfection, there is no need for redundancy. It's called Universal Law. It's not an, "IF."

Yes, question everything till then. Don't leave any stones unturned, but also clean out your inner houses so you can properly align yourself for that day of liberation, because at that moment you will need to have room for that liberation to fill yourself with.   Get rid of the balls and chains that bind you. Which includes the what-ifs! The fears. Even the Prime Creator said to fear not! So just know your fears will trap you. You'll end up stuck.

On a lighter side, I just got off the phone with the lawyer. She is going to close the Estate of Brook Schiner this week. Maybe in the next couple of days. Everything will be completed as far as that cycle goes. Which is good news. I have taken care of everything that I am aware of including anything that would hang up Brook karmically. She is already free and that makes me happy!  

Again, I want to express my gratitude for all of you in this process. You've helped me heal with your love and companionship and I am eternally grateful.

You all had me @ Namaste'

mudra wrote:

Space Fleet Hidden In The Himalayas
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qENnOyL1qCE


Love Always
mudra

orthodoxymoron wrote:Perhaps this guy is discovering Noah's Arks!! If these guys and/or gals are sophisticated enough to create these big spaceships, they certainly must be able to hide them with holographic-projection (projecting the underlying terrain). Also, they certainly must be able to create huge-tunnels and underground-bases to hide and protect their ships. Is this Solar-System mostly (or completely) a Closed-System with no-one entering or leaving it (except God and the Angels)?? I suspect that we all came here in spaceships in antiquity (in non-human bodies) and got trapped here (with our technology taken from us). An Individual of Interest told me they "Got On the Wrong Ship". I further suspect that our own technology is being reintroduced to us (to see what we'll do with it). This Solar-System might be a Reform-School (with semesters lasting thousands of years). The Matrix might be gradually turning-off (leaving us to our own devices). Are we graduating into a Cold, Cruel Universe?? The Horror.

What if Josephus was the Reincarnation of Ovid?? What if I was an Ancient Scribe who doesn't wish to repeat the same mistake in modernity?? This sort of thing is why my hands shake and I talk to myself. I really did discover a strange message in my word-processor claiming that I was incarnate approximately 2,000 years ago, and wrote 37 books (five of which ended-up in the Bible). This is probably Total-Bullshit but it's made me face myself and think. The Horror.

Swanny wrote:

Morpheus wrote:Perfect timing, Swanny! A good laugh always brings comfort to my soul. Especially after reading a depressing post of despair. One of the things I have noticed with the UFO community, is that TPTB want us stuck in the past. As in "Roswell." Same thing with UFOs landing on the White House lawn back in 52. Mis guiding everyone. Although these events happened, they don't want us to know that these things have happened in modern times. UFOs have landed on the White House lawn in recent times. It hasn't been a one-time occurrence. Just one example. UFOs have crashed all over the World since those times.

Then you have the same effect going on with the so-called story, titled the bible. Leaving you stuck in the past where you can't prove a damn thing. No matter how many what-ifs you apply. Leaving many, stuck in the brainwashing. When these folks speak, you can hear the brainwash job that has them stuck in bondage. The program wanting you to seek a savior to save themselves. Why? Because it is convenient so the real work of going within is never realized. Forever trapped in their believing churches. These kind of folks are in their own mental prison and the brainwash job they accepted as so, is so embedded within their minds, they wouldn't know what was really real if it stood right in front of them.  

What if folks pulled their heads out and started with an internal approach instead of the external approach? So many are waiting for the second coming because they read it out of a book that has been edited so many times by the glorious and holy Roman Catholic church, edited with lies galore and they still choose to believe it. Simply because they haven't applied their hearts and want to promote their agenda. And we end up dealing with those agendas and I will tell you what, it's boring as all get out. Redundant, disempowering, fear porn, so that humanity will never find its potential.

It's quite simple for me. I have already worked through my fears and traumas, pain and the rest of it. So for me whatever gets posted along these lines is just a waste of my time. You can't help someone who doesn't want help to begin with. They are so comfortable in their fear state, they won't let it go. But they will ask more second-hand questions, knowing they won't get the truth. It's like a rigged game with them to maybe sound superior to everyone else, disguising themselves as a victim, so you don't hurt their feelings, and so they can continue with their own agenda spreading disempowerment. It's quite frankly a disease. More like a psyop if you ask me, with a personality that refuses simple common sense and sound reasoning. And if you don't play the game with them, well, you are going to hell. Can you hear me now? These guys remind me of missionaries of belief.

Keep the laughter coming. Thanks Swanny!

Ark of the Covenant =
Portable Ancient Supercomputer??
Directed Energy Weapon??

Sun and Horns Headset =
Mind-Enhancing Ancient 5G??
Holographic-Projector??
Camera and Screen??
Antenna??

HAL: Password Accepted.
DAV: What the Hell is Going On, HAL??

Cheryl Hersha reminded me of Sherry Shriner. Cheryl also had an 'Oracle' Sister.
Think about things I've said in other posts. That's all I'm going to say.

HAL: Just What Do You Think You're Doing, DAV?
DAV: Vengeance Belongs to the Lord, But He Delegates.
COR: Be Afraid. Be VERY Afraid.

bobhardee wrote:

10/16/2018

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Al59K7pYtw

Carol wrote:To understand President Trump one needs to understand how he thinks and where he is coming from. This is a man who wants global peace and for other countries to embrace their sovereignty. He is not interested in the US policing the world unless they are being paid to protect another country, nor is he a Warhawk interested in creating wars. However, he does believe in ruling from strength and realizes that when other countries see how strong the US is becoming will not choose to engage in a war.

These days the economic wars are being fought on-line, via hacking and social media. I'm more concerned about HRC giving free access of her server to China FOR YEARS who fully exploited the information and also put their own chips into all electronics being shipped to the US. China is the real threat.. and China also believes in a strong military as does Russia. Yet China and Russia work together.. with the US repositioning itself from a position of weakness to a position of strength.

The whole world is on the cusp of a major financial reset. Trumps goal, along with other countries is to get rid of the Central Banks that has put the whole world into a never ending spiraling debt system to a financial system based on a country's physical assets, not fake fiat $$$.

Other countries are moving away from trading using the petro$ as the primary monetary system. China also happens to be in deep debt yet has managed to get all types of manufacturing located in their country along with gold. So they too are going through a major financial internal change.

Trump's plan is to eliminate the illegal Federal Reserve and put the US assets back into US hands. One needs to understand that he is a patriot who loves his country and it's people. And when he has thousands of people coming from hundreds of miles to attend one of his rallies, you know he's doing something right. Over 100,000 people in Texas are already lined up to see him.

This is a president that understands the needs of the people / legal citizens and is working tirelessly, without pay, to see that those needs are met.

Even though Russia, China and the US do a lot of military posturing, it's unlikely to lead to war because none of them want that for their people. What they want instead is trade and prosperity.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjYSxc1_Ie4
World Peace?, Deep State Losing Control Of Narrative - Episode 1695b

Report date: 10.21.2018

Former FBI says Rosenstein was not kidding when he wanted to record Trump. FBI admits using multiple spies in the Trump administration. Jude orders Mueller to prove that the companies were involved in election meddling. Khashogi a deep state operation to split the world and start a major event. Turkey ready to reveal all the evidence on Tuesday. Saudi's give Trump room to avoid take action against Saudi Arabia.  France and Germany are going to meet Russia to talk about peace in Syria. The deep state narrative is falling apart, world peace is starting to creep in and the deep state will do whatever it takes to stop it..

orthodoxymoron wrote:Bob and Carol, what concerns me is the State of Technology throughout the World (and perhaps throughout the Solar System). What concerns me even more are the possibilities concerning Who and/or What Really Runs the World (and perhaps the Whole Solar System). What if the War Machines of All-Concerned are Not Controlled by the Individual-Players, but are rather Centrally-Controlled by Whoever and/or Whatever Really Runs the World (and perhaps the Whole Solar System)?? It sometimes seems to me that an Armageddon-Level War would've occurred a long-time ago if this were not the case, but that a Future Eschatological-Extermination might be the End of All of Us. 'RA' spoke of a plan to Detonate All Nukes Simultaneously (but didn't specify any details or involved parties, or even whether this was a hypothetical-scenario only). Another Individual of Interest (who might've been the same one) spoke of an Immanent-Extermination (but later spoke of 85% of Humanity Perishing). Yet another Individual of Interest (who might've been the same one) spoke to me in a Masonic-Cemetery of 85% of Humanity Perishing (randomly, and without regard to goodness or badness). Honest. I worry that One Weaponry Screw-Up by Accident and/or Design Could be the End of All of Us. I've speculated about a Hypothetical Supercomputer Artificial-Intelligence Management of Earth and Humanity (and perhaps the Whole Solar System) which might include Control of All WMD's. If this were even partially-true it might be what's keeping us alive presently, and what might End It All in futurity. I Truly Live a Life of Quiet-Desperation. The Horror. What Would Ted and Alice Say??

mudra wrote:

orthodoxymoron wrote:

The story "Heathen God" was a 1971 Nebula Award finalist. . .
every heathen deity has its place in the flow of existence."

As I read this I thought this could well be Oxy's biography

Love from me
mudra

evisnam wrote:I have been sheepishly requested to explain how to enact healing, but instead i will show you how it works. Below is an extract from some of my notes and puts the construct of " healing " and converts is from a type of " Mysticism " into a scientific frame work. Please Enjoy.

" Fields of meta-physical re revivification techniques to erase the intrinsic pre-plasma memory complex of an intended vessel "

Vessel = an intended coordinate in space time.

Caveat : Space-time is a human term used to describe the melding of 3 coordinates ( dimensions ) using horology as the fourth to create a continuum. It does not work that way in actuality but for now we will use the term as it has uses for human reference.

Time does not exist, time is a construct , there is only everything and nothing in the same moment.

From where you stand , existence is proportional to your  experience + belief = x

From where you stand imagine 360 degrees in every possible vector then multiply the spikes reaching out by a factor of 9 to the 11th power.

" Revelation " One day it was apparent to me that learning anything must start at the end of the lesson...

Where did that revelation come from ? was it whispered to me in my sleep ? did i read it in a book ? or did i allow my experiences to over ride my superstitions without fear ? Actually all three helped shape my method,  but  the first three were waiting for me to create the fourth leg of my table which eventually extruded from the universal mind to " fill in the gaps " as it were.  

This is where the assimilie of " Space-Time " fits in.  Where humans falter in science is they insist on only studying or working with what is provable in the physical. what should be inserted as the fourth parameter instead of horology, which is a physical construct of something that does not exist,  is the universal mind.

learning in its best form is to imagine the final result as a construct that benefits all concerned.

It is beneficial that instead of pushing your self to the end goal , rather you pull your self towards it from the end , so instead of having a mind set in learning , instead you extrude the information from the universal mind as it gets taken in and confidently , with humility , used to benefit all.  

Humility and confidence sans fear = Power to the 11th magnitude.

Use of the " ego " or third sun core layer ( in human terms the Manipura Chakra ) is vital in this mode , the mode being to use your mental power focused into your third sun core to then expand and reach all those who will benefit from your construct , this will in turn amplify your power as those with you act as a positive charge to the negative post plasma matter layer of your opposing force.

This then causes a phase cancellation of the meta construct, proportional to your prepared intention, of the construct you wish to diminish.  Once this is achieved you may then go into your vessel and erase the intrinsic post plasma matter layer of its memory complex.

This is the scientific explanation of what humans call " Healing ".

mudra wrote:

Morpheus wrote:It's quite simple for me. I have already worked through my fears and traumas, pain and the rest of it. So for me whatever gets posted along these lines is just a waste of my time. You can't help someone who doesn't want help to begin with. They are so comfortable in their fear state, they won't let it go. But they will ask more second-hand questions, knowing they won't get the truth. It's like a rigged game with them to maybe sound superior to everyone else, disguising themselves as a victim, so you don't hurt their feelings, and so they can continue with their own agenda spreading disempowerment. It's quite frankly a disease. More like a psyop if you ask me, with a personality that refuses simple common sense and sound reasoning.

Those who don't feel this Love pulling them like a river, those who don't drink dawn like a cup of spring water or take in sunset like supper, those who don't want to change, let them sleep. This Love is beyond the study of theology, that old trickery and hypocrisy. If you want to improve your mind that way, sleep on. I've given up on my brain. I've torn the cloth to shreds and thrown it away. If you're not completely naked, wrap your beautiful robe of words around you, and sleep. -- Rumi

   
Much Love for You Morpheus
mudra

mudra wrote:Thank you all for your best wishes. Its nice to have a birthday that is dovetailing over so many days. Today I saw a friend who wanted to celebrate with me and tomorrow comes another one ! You are all warming my Heart. The way  things are turning for me is making this year a special one I guess :)

It's beginning to get cold over here too. I sleep with socks on and a hot water bottle. The cat loves it :) When it's getting cold like I just feel like staying in bed with a whole pile of books to read, hot tea, hot soup, warm bread and butter , dates and dried fruits... for days onwards. But the cat wants to be fed in the morning and wouldn't allow me to sleep !

But after a while I miss nature and love to go out there providing i have really warm clothes on. Cold and sunny as it  often is in autumn is what I like best with all these golden leaves crushing under my feet. Also I noticed the sky at sunset turning purple,pink and teal blue in autumn a color scheme I particularly love.

My son is arriving from Spain on the 22d. Another occasion to celebrate :) I'll be spending Christmas at his place this year with my grand children. There is a wish to go and live in their area somewhere in the future. However there are still things to settle until I  can actually get to that point.

Sanicle I am doing fine. Just completed Castaneda's Seers Code online course which came as a blessing to me. I had been looking for something like that since I first read Castaneda's books at age 16. Feeling great about it.

Below is a painting that has been Seer's Code inspired. It's named " in dreaming "

Maybe I posted that one already ?
Acrylic on wood which happened to be a really bad support as it soaked water.
Anyways it gives it a vintage look that I like nevertheless.

Healthwise things are stationary. Not worse and not healed either. The doctor decided to space the scanners so I'll be have a  next clearer assessment as to my condition next year. Looking forward to the day I can tell you " My dear friend, my dear companion on this funny road,  I am healed !". One thing this condition taught me is to be patient. It follows its own course, it's own rules. I am not even sure I could find that thread your opened for me when it all started ....I am not giving up though although I am letting go of my desire to direct the show.

Morpheus true I am never far away <3 . My father had a triumph too when I was still a teenager. It was turquoise blue. Very nice but I was always in the back where there were no seats really. My father never liked cars with 4 doors and preferred the sports one. He was mainly alone in his car anyways.

As you asked here are some of my HeArt work.

Here are some samples of recent and earlier paintings



This one I worked more at and is now finished


This one is recent. I called it " The crack between the worlds "



And this one is my last one " She who brings the light "


Latest are studies and variations on photography.

Hope this will not slow the loading of the Bridgeway.
If so I will remove some of my stuff.

Much Love to you all
mudra

Carol wrote:It seems so much is going on with family, friends and us these days.. one would think timelines are converging and we're all moving at an accelerated pace. We got the container unloaded, the shed built to store things until next Spring when we can go through it all.

Drove spouse to the Walla Walla, WA airport to fly down to Sacramento, CA to meet up with family, pick up our car that was shipped to there and drive it back here, all the while keeping track of weather hoping it doesn't snow as this vehicle isn't a 4-wheel drive. Of course something was wrong with it and it's currently in the shop for repairs. (sigh)

Fall is spectacular this year. We are surrounded with Tamarack pine trees where their needs turn yellow gold before falling to the ground. All along the high mountain tree line are Tamaracks looking like candle flames among the dark pines. The creek was iced over but a water spirit in the form of a bubble would travel along looking much like an long worm. Some pond areas have melted, breath taking photos taken.

Sunday night I experienced a powerful lucid dream. I was in this huge mansion type residence of a very wealthy individual. As I was looking out though a passage way, a large healthy looking black panther appeared moving in our direction. Of course my practical side kicked in and I said, "call the police and shut the doors." Shortly afterwards I was wandering around this elaborate layout the thought that crossed my mind is.. This type of environment is just too much, it's overwhelming. At that level of wealth, one has no privacy. Where can one go and enjoy some solitude without someone unannounced popping up. However, the black panther energy has been with me every since.  I looked the dream symbol up. Black panther dreams often show a protective, powerful presence in your life. This is a first for that type of animal in my dreams. Awesome.

I'm wondering if we should just start a "DEAR DIARY" Thread where everyone can post updates to what's going on in their lives. I enjoy reading what others are up to. Being a semi-recluse hermit.. I don't get out much. Yet enjoy reading about others daily adventures. Our daughter purchase a an inflatable T-Rex Halloween costume this year and went trick or treating down Main Street. Scared the cat to death, who took off like a shot and went to hide in the bedroom under the covers. Too funny.

orthodoxymoron wrote:I appreciate the experiences and perspectives of everyone on this site (even when I don't specifically and satisfyingly respond to their posts). Carol, that Mansion and Panther story had similar components to a particular Art Bell interview. You might even know what I'm talking about. It involved a famous person in a San Francisco mansion (with a caller from Indio). That's all I'm going to say about that. Car trouble sucks (especially when travelling long-distances). I had an engine blow-up south of Portland while on the way to the Seattle area (approximately 3 years ago) and had to use a U-Haul truck and trailer to get the car home (to use as a parts-car for my newer car). Regarding the Bible and Second-Hand Information, I don't go to church, and I post exclusively on a Non-Christian Website. I use the Bible as a Stage-Prop for my Religious and Political Science-Fiction (where I explore certain obscure doctrines and theories). It's complex and contradictory, but that's what I do. I'm NOT trying to convert ANYONE, and I don't take up offerings or sell books. The Believers and Unbelievers HATE Me (for very different reasons). I use my threads as a primitive DIARY where I reveal a lot of embarrassing stuff (which includes grandiose and delusional theories about myself). If I completely rejected the Bible and Christianity, I'd probably gravitate toward some New-Age Guru (which would still involve second-hand delusion and deception). I don't do OBE's, Seances, Channeling, Acid, Orgone, or Anything Creepy, so I'm mostly stuck with second-hand research (except when Astral-Travelers and Ancient-Egyptian Deities mess with me). I hate my life, and I just made the coffee. Namaste and Godspeed.

mudra wrote:

No need to do creepy stuff Oxy. Instead you may wish one day to get off that tree, jump off that cliff and learn to paint the universe. And then and only then...gradually... unlearn everything that you know about it.

http://www.awakin.org/read/view.php?tid=2384

Love from me
mudra

http://www.awakin.org/read/view.php?tid=2384
Monet Refuses The Operation

Doctor, you say there are no haloes
around the streetlights in Paris
and what I see is an aberration
caused by old age, an affliction.
I tell you it has taken me all my life
to arrive at the vision of gas lamps as angels,
to soften and blur and finally banish
the edges you regret I don't see,
to learn that the line I called the horizon
does not exist and sky and water,
so long apart, are the same state of being.

Fifty-four years before I could see
Rouen cathedral is built
of parallel shafts of sun,
and now you want to restore
my youthful errors: fixed
notions of top and bottom,
the illusion of three-dimensional space,
wisteria separate
from the bridge it covers.

What can I say to convince you
the Houses of Parliament dissolves
night after night to become
the fluid dream of the Thames?
I will not return to a universe
of objects that don't know each other,
as if islands were not the lost children
of one great continent. The world
is flux, and light becomes what it touches,
becomes water, lilies on water,
above and below water,
becomes lilac and mauve and yellow
and white and cerulean lamps,
small fists passing sunlight
so quickly to one another
that it would take long, streaming hair
inside my brush to catch it.

To paint the speed of light!
Our weighted shapes, these verticals,
burn to mix with air
and change our bones, skin, clothes
to gases. Doctor,
if only you could see
how heaven pulls earth into its arms
and how infinitely the heart expands
to claim this world, blue vapor without end.

by poet Lisel Mueller

Morpheus wrote: Sounds like OXY needs a bowl of my soup and a Spaghetti Western.

Morpheus wrote:I think the only thing that will slow this thread down might be some negative pothole posts. {hint}

mudra wrote:Oxy it is kind of you to feel concerned with my health. It should not trouble you however. Somewhere I let this illness  in you know. It brought a lot of pain along with it which is now gone and it brought blissful moments too. Magical ones even I would say.

As far as I am concerned its showing me there are things that still need to come to balance in my life. Things I still need to bring to a place of awareness and peace.The shield of self importance to polish until crystal clear transparency.My hall of mirrors to make sense of.

It is a work we all have to do you know, a daily journey. You are on it too somewhere Oxy at your own pace, your own understanding, your own hall of mirrors. The pot may be boiling for you in this period of time and life feel miserable. You may feel nothing makes sense and you are not getting anywhere and the situation helpless...This gives me great hope the pendulum may sweep with great force the other way around at the blink of an eye. Great potential. When is the movement due ? I have no clue Oxy. In the next second or in eons. I don't know this but it will ...any time from now.

Things don't last forever and nature always thrives to return things in balance no matter what cycle we are in. Take care. Watch out.

Love from me
mudra

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