Hummm. Mercuriel , that's not true is it. Please forgive me I'm stressed about this for very long , I think something close to post traumatic stress disorder besides all the other strangnesses I've had to face over time with this,
though I'm blessed with very peaceful and quiet life style otherwise , for now. Please consider the specifics of this situation is complicate .
I do not quite dare to speak for Barry but all I can tell you is that whereas there are many on internet spending their time in chit chat, he's going from one situation to another because despite the seemingly minute outcome .
All you've suggested , is on my mind. I will try my best to assist YOU if you are interested to know, that's all i can possibly promise from my side, I'd go to the other side of the Moon for this if necessary because i know it has a meaning .
I'm with you on all points above, whatever you can really do, please do it. I've suggested more personal communication on this ,
so that we get each other better and can possibly calm down.
Barry has indeed promised to be in backgrounds and help if possible.
All of your suggestions above are valid, except I don't know what can I possibly do about each. If you read my posts carefully, I said, yes, this and this, logically, as part of investigation to the matter needs to be done.
And I've also tried to explain that I have difficulty with getting it sorted in this country. That again makes it more difficult.
If you suggest something ..I follow. I don't agree/disagree as I try to suppose that we both understand the situation equally though it clearly can't be so I'm trying to explain to you, though this very slow way,
what's all been going on.
It's an annoying feature of these boards that people discuss very private subject openly, breach ones own security and privacy limits then get annoyed .
That WE do not want, do we. I'm very shy usually , besides being here now for 4 and half years mostly closed home alone. It's a serious matter as we 've agreed and I do not know what and when can be done..
Did i do something wrong..?