I've never felt or thought worse in my life. My perception is that I've been tampered with throughout my adult life (if not even earlier) and it is becoming MUCH Worse. It feels as if I might've been poisoned but who knows what's really been done to me?! It's just a perception. I obviously can't prove anything and no one seems to give a damn. I feel as if I might not survive much longer. I've intended only the best and right things but how is one to do anything significantly beneficial when diabolical intervention militates against one attempting to be helpful and truthful?? I suspect what's been (and is) being done to me will ultimately be done to everyone but I can't prove that suspicion (for now). How can we know what's REALLY going on in Earth, the Solar System, Galaxy, and Universe?! Again, despite my best intentions, I am highly concerned that my truth-seeking credibility is probably quite low. I keep making disclaimers (such as this one). Researchers Beware. I've merely been attempting to warn the diligent without spooking the herd. I have no idea who is responsible for what. The seduction and manipulation of humanity might be unimaginable and reprehensible. Just Do Your Own Homework Without Being Frightened and Coerced by Dark Forces (of Whatever Nature). How Can We Know What the Hell (or What in Hell) is Transpiring?! I suspect that some of you know but don't dare say or do anything as I twist slowly, slowly in the wind. I have no idea regarding potential past lives or ancient existence!! I am NOT a New-Age or Conspiracy-Theory Nut-Case. I simply wish to know (even if I don't have a need to know). What if I had something to do with the hypothetical Matrix in antiquity and modernity (without memory or evidence of this)?! The Universe Might be Stranger and Nastier Than We Can Think. I'm placing this paragraph at the top of this page (even though I've mostly completed the entire page) so someone might stumble over it in the dark. I need help but I doubt help will materialize. Always Remember Rampant Deception and Manipulation Might Not be What We Think. This is Pointless and Futile. Resistance is Futile (or so it seems). Good-Luck and God-Bless.
What if my many threads are ultimately Total BS?? If so, upon which rock do we build civilization in modernity?? Is the military the answer and/or the problem?? What if the Solar System ends-up being an Artificial-Intelligence Managed RoboCop State with War, Crime, and Poverty Forbidden?? My threads are a primitive pseudo-intellectual research-project which is reformative rather than normative. I've noticed some startling things about myself. I've conversed with some notable people (and other than people). What if unyielding despair is the ultimate conclusion?? What if the Bible is more complex, contradictory, and problematic than we think?? What if Cover-Story Judeo-Christianity is a Band-Aid on a Compound-Fracture?? What if I should've lived a life of Sex & Drugs & Rock & Roll?? This is a rather arbitrary road-less-traveled for completely ignorant fools (or something to that effect). This was not a marketing campaign or popularity contest. This was a Religious and Political Science-Fictional EXPERIMENT Which Might've Been an Agency Mind-Control Experiment Run by Aliens!! Sometimes I wish I lived in a Mercedes Sprinter with a Street-Legal Husqvarna 250 on the Rear-Bumper and Four Sunday Newspapers on the front passenger-seat!! What if Purgatory Incorporated and the Almighty Dollar Run the Solar System??
This craziness is context rather than conclusion. Researchers Beware. I'm not doing well. Again, my threads are an in-house experiment in an unlikely context (for now). My idealism is in conflict with pluralistic and monolithic realities (or something to that effect). Perhaps I'm some sort of a self-styled Idealist-Existentialist who ultimately discovers Unyielding-Despair in Utopia (More or Less). Get It?? Just Read More's Utopia. Never Mind. Anyway, consider The Quest of the Historical Jesus in Acts to Revelation. This might be a MOST Startling study for Most Christians. What Would Albert Schweitzer Write?? What if the Catholic Church isn't what we think it is?? Fulton Sheen said something about this but I can't remember the quote. Consider the Quest of the Historical Torah in Joshua to Malachi. This might be a MOST Startling study for Most Jews (but I'm not a Jew - that I know of) so I'm ignorant of how they might react to such a potentially revolting development. Anyway, as I said, I'm NOT doing well, so go easy on me. "I Can't Recall, Senator. I Had a Stroke." I'm SO Confused. What if my USSS threads end up being some sort of a galactic cargo cult in A.D. 2133?? What if a baby were placed in isolation from civilization as we generally know it to be, and taught only the one true religion of the USSS from Womb to the Tomb?? Forgive me, I'm watching THX 1138 at 1:13 AM!! Pass the LSD Please!! Will the Center Hold?? What is the Center?? What if the Center Were Sacred Classical Music?? "Go for Baroque!!" "Bach to the Future!!" "The Empire Strikes Bach!!" Seriously, the Information War Might Result in a New Dark Ages. Consider the Information War in Heaven, the Garden of Eden, and the End of the World as We Know It. What if the New World Order is Millions of Years Old?? My Head Hurts!!
Beware of Deceivers and the Deceived. This tastes like a coup-soup with a side of deception (or something to that effect). I know I don't know. I think I need to recuse myself before I'm deposed. I think I need to check myself before I wreck myself. I aspire to responsible-neutrality but I think I got lost before I got here. I don't think I was supposed to come here (especially long-term). I think some things and people were never meant to be. I think I lost my 'reason to be'. I don't think I was supposed to come here to make a galactic decision. Perhaps I was supposed to understand why I made that decision (possibly in antiquity). Who Knows?? Perhaps it's too late, baby, now, it's too late. I wish all of you a wonderful eternity. I hope no one is disappointed (especially long-term).
What if We the Peons Are Given Who and What We Deserve?
Carol wrote:
March 15, 2016
Secretary Hillary Clinton
Post Office Box 5256
New York, NY 10185-5256
Dear Secretary Clinton:
In March 1993 billionaire Laurance Rockefeller initiated an extraordinary approach to your husband's administration via the Office of Science and Technology Policy headed by Dr. John Gibbons. A memorandum from Mr. Rockefeller's attorney Henry Diamond dated March 29, 1993 conveyed a request to meet with Gibbons "to discuss the potential availability of government information about unidentified flying objects and extraterrestrial life." Rockefeller, a friend and supporter of you and your husband, wanted to meet with the President and inform him "there is a belief in many quarters that the government has long held classified information regarding UFOs which has not been released and that the failure to do so has brought about unnecessary suspicion and distrust," and that "Many believe that the release of such information on a basis consistent with national security would be a significant gesture which would increase confidence in government."
Thus began a three-year effort by a notable American to convince your husband to essentially be the "Disclosure President" and end a then 46-year truth embargo on providing the full facts to the American people regarding an extraterrestrial presence engaging the human race. This effort, which included meetings, reports, briefings, a book, draft letters to the President and more, came to be known as the Rockefeller Initiative.
You were aware of this initiative from the beginning as was a key advisor to the President, John Podesta. You and your husband met with Rockefeller at his Wyoming ranch in August of 1995. Your husband tasked a close friend, Associate Attorney General Webster Hubbell, to look into the UFO issue at the Department of Justice and elsewhere. He tasked John Podesta, his eventual Chief of Staff, to reform and accelerate the document declassification process. You were kept informed of the ongoing initiative and helped draft a letter from Rockefeller to the President. It is notable that John Podesta, the founder and former CEO of the Center for American Progress, in 2002 and 2003 called for the release to the public of all UFO and related documents in government files. In 2004 Governor Bill Richardson, UN Ambassador and Secretary of Energy during your husband's administration, made a similar request for documents pertaining to the events in Roswell, New Mexico during July of 1947.
These facts are known from news articles, public records and, most importantly, from nearly 1000 pages of correspondence and documents obtained in 2000 by researcher Grant Cameron from the Office of Science and Technology Policy via the Freedom of Information Act. Additional relevant photos were later obtained from the Clinton Presidential Library.
From March 29, 1993 until the present day no member of the Clinton Administration involved in or privy to the Rockefeller Initiative has ever spoken publicly about it. Besides yourself, this includes President Clinton, Vice President Al Gore, Governor Bill Richardson, Secretary Leon Panetta, Mack McLarty, Webster Hubbell, John Podesta and the late Dr. John Gibbons.
In April/May of 2013 a mock congressional hearing was conducted at the National Press Club. Included in the 30 hours of testimony before six former members of the U.S. Congress were three hours of testimony on the Rockefeller Initiative. One year later, as your presidential campaign was being set up, the following series of events came about:
(April 2, 2014) President Clinton appears on Jimmy Kimmel Live and arranges to be asked about aliens.
(February 13, 2015) Upon leaving his post as advisor to President Obama, John Podesta tweets: "1. Finally, my biggest failure of 2014: Once again not securing the #disclosure of the UFO files. #thetruthisstilloutthere cc: @NYTimesDowd"
(March 13, 2015) President Obama appears on Jimmy Kimmel Live and arranges to be asked about aliens.
(September 29, 2015) Two weeks before the first Democratic primary debate referring to your interview with actress Lena Dunham, John Podesta tweets: "Great interview, @lenadunham. But Lena, ask her about aliens next time!! #TheTruthisOutThere hrc.io/1jusfxk cc: @HillaryClinton"
(October 6, 2015) President Clinton appears on the Late Show with Stephen Colbert and arranges to be asked about aliens.
(December 30, 2015) You make extraordinary statements regarding the ET issue to Conway Daily Sun reporter Daymond Steer while campaigning in New Hampshire.
(February 11, 2016) President Obama appears on the Ellen Show knowing he would be asked about aliens.
(March 1, 2016) While campaigning in Nevada prior to the Democratic caucus, John Podesta gives an interview to Steve Sebelius of KLAS TV Las Vegas when, among other comments, he confirms your statements to the Conway Daily Sun were serious.
It would appear there is an unprecedented political subtext pointing to an unstated agenda on the part of your campaign regarding an issue of profound importance. But this agenda remains deliberately obscure with repeated requests from the media regarding the matter ignored.
It is your ambition to reach a significant milestone in American history by becoming the first President of the United States who happens to be a woman, or put another way, the 69th female head of state. While this would be an admirable legacy, what the American people need is less legacy and more truth. The people have lost patience with "in loco parentis" government that treats them like children and candidates with long lists of issues they can't discuss because it is not convenient to their campaign or the people "can't handle the truth."
Because you were introduced to these matters within the context of the White House, because you aspire to the highest office in the nation, you have an extraordinary opportunity and primary obligation to directly and unambiguously address what is easily the most significant issue of this or any other time - an issue with major national security and policy implications.
Madam Secretary, If you choose to speak truth to power, it is not enough to select those truths which are convenient or safe or self-serving. You must speak the whole truth and nothing but the truth and place your fate in the hands of history.
Respectfully,
Stephen Bassett
Executive Director
Paradigm Research Group
http://campaign.r20.constantcontact.com/render?m=1114176610901&ca=ef501514-aba3-4f75-b28d-2ef69ce86015
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