Morpheus, the post below raised a lot of red-flags in my simple-mind which seemed to involve a quantum-escalation with legion loose-ends. I've asked thousands of questions on PA and MOA with dozens of answers (first-hand or second-hand). The questions and comments in my responses to that post below remain unanswered. Mudra's rebuke was anticipated, but I wasn't sure where it would originate. When I hesitated to 'play-ball' the shunning process (or something to that effect) immediately commenced. It might be a bit like a spaceship-commander saying they love a wayward-crewmember right before air-locking them (but that might be an extreme example). I've assembled a lot of clues and possibilities, but if I do much more, I might enter into 'absolutely-forbidden' territory. Your message reminded me of the War in Heaven (or something to that effect). Is that how this thing started in antiquity?? 'RA' asked me "Do You Want Another War??" I don't even know whose side I'm supposed to be on, let alone how to deal with whatever difficulties exist.Morpheus wrote:OXY,
I promised Carol, I wouldn't make the same mistake twice, upon returning here. I'm a man of my word. That being said, I don't know what you want from me. You won't except my brotherly love and I am sure I am not alone in this regard, and the reason for that is simple. You have to love yourself first. Be your own best friend. Hard lessons I had to learn. If I hadn't of done that, my precious Brook and I would have never hooked up. If you can't or won't do that, you will never experience true love from others. Looking for love in all the wrong places like the cowboy song. The only thing I can offer you at this point is the video below. Where you are the dealer and I am the other guy. And hey, you want to make a song, I have a music studio just itching to create a top 10 hit, but you will have to be in charge of the lyrics. Because it would seem appropriate given the fact that you came up with a title. Great song title by the way. I don't know which OXY will hear this video, but in any event, make sure all the other OXYs hear it.
Namaste' Brother and just know despite, we all love you MAN!
BTW, are you at liberty to reveal how that Life-Review went?? A few months ago, I encountered someone who looked a lot like Brook sitting in that folding-chair (in the picture on this thread). I hadn't seen that picture when this occurred, and seeing the picture scared the hell out of me. I feel like an Innocent-Outsider playing with Angry-Insiders (in this incarnation) and that doesn't seem like a fair match (if I ever figured-out who I'm supposed to be fighting, and what I'm supposed to be fighting about). One More Thing. Have You Ever Seen a Harvest?? I've Heard They Feel No Pain. Regarding Multiple-Orthodoxymorons, there might hypothetically be dozens of stories (with only one being true). I forgot to mention Asmodeus and Rennes-le-Chateau. What Would a Renegade French Jesuit Organist Say and Play??
Morpheus wrote:I want to make a big apology to OXY. You were right Brother. You are being messed with. In a major way. I didn't fully realize as to what level as you have only touched on it and didn't go into the details. What happened in my last attempted post proved to me that what I had uncovered concerning this, became truth. I am so sorry for not addressing your SCREAMS for HELP in the way I would normally have done so with a better frame of mind, as I have been very much self-absorbed in a healing process that has taken up so much of my time and energy. And for you, to make matters worse, you must think that we all have patronized you with our expressions of love for you. You have every right to feel this way. Now I know why you have been behaving in the way you have been since I have come back here. It's not your fault.
You must also feel angry and even feel some slanted abandonment issues because we didn't really listen to your cries for help. Please forgive us. We do love you very much! Brings tears to my eyes as I feel as though I have failed you. Was not my intention Brother. I'm going to make this right if its the last thing I do. But if I do this, you better stand with me because this isn't going to be pretty.
For you see, I have nothing else to lose. Everything has been taken away from me. The only thing I have left is a handful of friends who I cherish. They have taken so many from me and my heart carries their deaths. Its time to stop this madness and make a stand. I have tried to walk the walk of a peaceful warrior all these years and they still keep on killing the ones I love. I'm not going to let that happen again. NO MORE!!!!!!!!! I'm done with that.
I only ask you to do "one" thing. Stand by me as my Scribe. I'll do all the heavy lifting, the sword work, and whatever I have to do to make this right. You'll be under my protection and I promise you with my life you will be safe. Keep in mind that no one is going to be your savior and that includes me. But maybe you and I can make a huge difference from this point forward. Let's draw the line in the sand, standing side by side. No more excuses. No more secondhand bullshit. No more crying for help. No more playing the victim role. No more feelings of isolation, abandonment, and fear, etc.
I hereby put you shadow agents on notice. You crossed the line coming here placing my brothers and sisters in your crosshairs. Setting them up as appetizers for your reptilian supervisors. Your brain chairs will only be good for one thing. Gurneys. Your killings are going to cease! I will protect what family I do have left. Either way, you have awakened the lion within me and you can take responsibility for that.
Sorry folks for my rant but something has to be done to resolve this and its time to put that love into action. It's out of love that I am doing this even though it sounds like I am a raving lunatic. Expressions of love are one thing, but when those expressions just sit there and nothing happens, well, people get killed. It's a grim reality and I am tired of it. And if I can save a life, I'm going too. STO. Look in the mirror and ask yourself, HOW MANY LIVES HAVE YOU SAVED? Now maybe this will all make sense when you answer that. And if you ever saw with your own eyes, a Reptilian in the flesh, well your perception of what is actually real will redefine itself for you. It's no joking matter. What I have described happen to me. Within 12'. And he was a small one standing at 8' tall.
The harvest is coming. It must be prevented. And right now their sights are on OXY and nobody knows that better than OXY. It all makes sense now. Enough said!