From the forgotten world, into eternity

Light as a butterfly and heavy as the universe!
Gentle as a woman can be
and harsh as icy wind...

Turn it around,
up and down-you`ll see nothing,
you`ll hear no sound.

Try to catch it
with hands to smash it!
But only you air you`ll feel
my friend...

If only your eyes can see
through the mist of thought,
perfectly clear...

If only your ears can hear
above the sounds of war,
over the tears!

If only your fingers can touch it,
under its surface
behind the door with padlock...

Inside of you and outside of you,
everywhere...
Here and there, in and out of your soul.

and through the hate...

---where is love???

Is it in the air,
on the sky,
deep below the arctic night...
on high peaks of misty mountains
and in the fiery abyss
deep in its fountains???

Where it lies?
Where it stands?

And then...in the moment the struck of light
an overwhelming wave!

Life is at grasp of your hand,
Love is God
God is love

Open your heart and let love,
let it now -soon it will be too late
because some live just to hate!
Some are living just to die
or taking other lives, never saying why...

For truth - open your soul now,
for there is no power or force but love!

And then when you look on the sky
you will just know,
that love is God
that God is love.

Looking at the starry night ...
how beauty moves my heart now.

And words are there in my heart
but not on my lips...

For I know that you hear them
that you will bless them...

Now and forever.

It must be evening now in one of the rooms
where home is...
Strawberries are ready on the table
and spirit is with you...

For we are one in all...
For we live love.

Lilies


A River was flowing in silence in a walleye where the battle will be.

I see Lilies in field and green grass,
Dancing with wind…
Sun is giving them smile - they shine!

…I see them in mire but just for a moment,
there the glorious horse will stand and just one voice will tear the air…!

But Lilies are teasing my soul now!
Awakes the thoughts which are fading,
Images and scents of life, laugh and the one I love, for whom I breathe…



…Trumpets and red sky!




Fingers are slipping over the flowers,
Knight knelt down and talked to Lilies…
No one heard him but true heart knows his words!

Oh true heart!
Do you hear that words?

“Beloved one, I am going here to die,
Where my rest shall be sweet, here where are Lilies.
I am going my dear because of Justice and Truth which are fading in this world,
For the cry of innocent and sorrow of souls, o my love…

I know, that battle would not be seen with eyes
but harder it is from anything under this sky!
I go now, beloved one,
and save one tear for me,
but of joy not of sorrow!
Because your Knight has raised his sword for light!
For new day, for new tomorrow!

And so I go to die here on this field of life and death and Lilies,
and if it is a wish of the Good Lord ,
I will see you again my love.”

I saw Quiet River and green walleye and warriors of light
how they ride glorious steeds!
And I saw the army of night …
O how it is black!
It has surrounded the righteous camp.




The horse screamed and warrior's sword blazed in the air!

Hey! Hey! Hey!


Ground is shaking and earth wipes, wipes, wipes…


Hey! Hey!

Fiery blaze and anger are there in the knight's friends eyes!

Hey!

The horse jumped and a hundred fell beneath him,

Hey!

…everywhere is dust and wind!

Hey!

Sword is high!

Hey!

And heads of the army of night are falling down,
left and right …
the road is in making through the bodies,
from the hands of warriors of light!

And high in the air the ears have heard this song:

“My brothers, don't stop now- Hey! “
Sings the knight on glorious horse…
“No matter if they are countless
in this judgment day!”

“For truth- all!
Let love prevail!

Roaring- Hey!

For righteous God, my brothers –now!
Let the world of evil brake down!”

Hey!


I saw the walleye quiet and peaceful where the final battle was.
The grass lay down and there are no more flowers…
Vultures are flying over the bodies…

But there where the horse rider has stopped,
and a moment before a battle has talked,
there stands a flower alone above the breath of death.
It's been teased by the breeze and golden Sun.

The warriors are gone and their horses too.
There are no evil now, just shadow and a smoke of doom.

But that Lillie is the only witness to beloved woman,
he keeps the words of her knight, of her man.

From the wind that crashed all, the Good God kept it
because of that love.

And she takes it from the ground ,
one tear felled from her eye,
that the eternal love may live inside her
which was kept for her knight.

In the moment when she was loosing herself inside squeezing the flower
on her sore breasts,
the light shined through the fog on her!

And there were the figures of them!
Faster and faster
of that glorious heroes
who were fighting for love ,
and her knight how he rides toward her!

And just when she taught that it's just an illusion
of her pain,
something has turned her gaze to sky ,to light!

And there she saw with her eyes,
one smile in her sunset,
because all the lives of that heroes, who died for justice and truth,
Good God does not forget,

And I saw again the field and golden walleye.
and green grass and still waters…
and smile of God who gave it all!
and her and him and Lilies,
bounded with everlasting love.

Round and round the words go
twisting we are...

Until we feel the breeze on our faces
until we seize the truth and its aces...

But careful you be!
Only light and love will make you see!

Sometimes words are not enough,
sometimes I`d paint a picture and in the middle of it I `d place nothing...

I would be lost with reality since I can not transcribe it to you...

All can fit in a dot of space and
that dot would be bigger than Earth...

I want to sail together with birds ,with mighty winds...
to gaze on everything ,
from above...
to see the place where you and I were born ,to bless it with love...



Then I am there in the forest of old. There my eyes seen the beauty.
I stepped on the hemlock and lost my heart forever...

She took it away...with gentle voice ,gentle soul.

Her hair was playing with breeze and singing she was...

She would tease the flowers ,
gently...
and they would follow stretching their tiny heads a bit ,
giving her heavenly scent ,
as a present...

Oh my eyes fool me not this time!
Fool me not since I wish to make you open all the time ...
to see this woman forever...

Dark has been my dreams of late,
full of sorrow ,sadness ,hate.

Until I wandered or was led,
to this forest ,to my dream - can`t forget!

Luthien, still hear your song in my mind...
It`s taking me away ,away ...

To a beautiful place somewhere in time,
Where I live love ,where I stay...

With you my love...

Hour grows late...
Racket around us and blinding hate...

Smoke of doom lies across ,
and open eyes filled with lust
tantrums and violence !

I choose to deaf my ears for this noise!
Will not give it life ,
not even a choice!

For long now passed
since my peace was stumbled.
Now I fight back!

As they stalked me with hate ,
in gloomy hours of many nights,
I will pierce them with love ,
for they can not bear that!

I will be as mad man can be ,
I will not rest until I hunt them down ,
hunt them down like ravaging wolves,
in their caves filled with lust,

Ever behind their steps ...
I will be the haunter - yes!
I will shine with love !
More!-As they care less!

They will growl and moan with pain ,
for this is my hour and my gain!

They shoot with darkness and I with love,
we`ll see whom they threatened with fires below!

I stand alone but alone I am not!
my heavenly Father loves me
and gives hope.


Ere the just tomorrow rise
to forever banish darkness,

Light ,love and truth will guide you
above evil,every madness...

And upon the brink of the world
I stand and look upon all...
I raise my sword...
For God! For Love!

Long ago in times and ages forgotten now,
I stood in the green hill ,gazed upon the stars
was silent for amazement ,
beyond measure was in my heart...

For I saw the hand of God in work!
Fairest of all ,walked on this beautiful Earth,
Blessed Luthien Tinuviel...
Whom I love.

Long ago I saw that beauty and talked with Father.
And no one saw our faces joining together threading beauty ,
threading Love.

And Father told me of unseen things yet to awake,
across the lands of universe and beautiful lakes...
Of life and streams of Love
in dimensions unseen below and above...

I am here now to tell you about Love,
to thread my words like beautiful poem.
Very words that Father taught me
Of pearls in heaven and gates of Love.

And who knows but Father where we will go next,
unless He reveals his love upon our chests...
Therefore I bless him forever!
And all dear souls that I see whenever ,

whenever I open my eyes and hear the song,
of all beloved souls that walk upon,
upon beautiful hills of distant lands ...
And this Earth beneath our soles .

Blessed be my dear friend of old
I have found you along with many,
journeying far ,
traveling bold.

Blessed be and filled with Love
And I ask the Father to share his love,
For you and with you always
Shine now and be Love.

Pull me under I`m not afraid,
kick me out of this body
straight forward words - here to stay
I`m not afraid !

If not today then one day
hymn will rise
how destroyed the darkness is
how void their zenith was...

Clouds of eternity roll by
and time is no more
again the eyes see
all that they couldn`t without love.

The bright light of new morning
is waking me up, raising my eyes .

And sounds of birds singing ...

Colors of the day are violet and gold
mixed in the dew,made of perfect mold.

Of unity of the living...

I am alone or so I thought.
Spread over the moss and flowers beneath
sinking low in my mind
and flying high on the ray of Love.

Then I saw you...
Then I heard you divine voice.
Then I kissed your lips
for you are my everlasting choice.

Tinuviel ,my only fair
living beauty,upon the land
and all across the universe ,
wherever your feet stand.

Ah!
Blessed be the new light and Love that spreads over,
forever here shining bright and wonders that uncover!
Our hearts and our souls,
as God`s children ,truly loved.

Opened my eyes, still was in the dark...
voices, voices around ...

distant memories ,images and words...

Of a beautiful place ,that faded before in my mind.
of endless energy through all ...
where winds mightily blow...

words into light and light into shine of your eyes,
far above all that I see now,

if anything could be said or a painting drawn...
nah, nothing could compare the awe
of souls...who belong there...

and you see...
and you feel...
and you breathe...
and you live...

...forever!

There my eyes see the Father of life,
I have no words to say about him ,though I try.
Colors of the sparkling life tree ,
are not enough to describe thee...