The orthodoXymoron Files
Thank-you, Carol. Sherry Shriner spoke of 'White-Reptilians beneath the Gobi Desert'. They are supposedly the Royals with Ancient-Records and such. As you know, I am highly-distressed regarding what we know and don't know relative to what we think we know and don't know. How Do We Know?? The KJV and EGW might not be what people think they are (or are not). I am honestly thinking in terms of The Wall Street Journal, The New York Times, and Exercise in Nature as a Pragmatic Middle-Way in Modernity. I guess I've mostly lost my faith, being reduced to mumbling and fumbling with religious and political science-fiction within the context of The Mists of Avalon. I know you know but I mostly don't talk about that. I just read between the lines. I'm actually quite embarrassed by my internet adventure and I'm not sure how to let go of this tiger-tail and/or reptilian-tail. I might publish some of my notes, but what are the copyright rules regarding posting on an internet-forum such as the Mists?? How might permission be granted or denied?? I'm frankly thinking of walking away from the madness, and attempting to write something completely random. Regarding the Med-Beds, I don't know, but it seems reasonable for people to be more thoroughly examined and analyzed on a regular basis with state of the art allopathic and naturopathic prevention and treatment, but what are the ethical and economic implications and ramifications?? Here is something you probably already know about regarding your friend, Paola Harris.Carol wrote:Love your X-Files Oxy. However the reptilians, before they went to the dark side were a luminous iridescent white with incredible angelic type wing span. Those few who have accepted Christ are reversing their condition with their wings growing again. Wonder if they will turn white as well.
Next.. and something close to my heart are the med-beds which hopefully will be available to the public this year. We are thinking of purchasing one. May be around 20k. These med-beds will be in hospitals and eliminate the need for surgeries restoring the body to it's optimum function. We have one friend whose kidneys are non-functional and she has to give herself dialysis every 3 hours 24/7 if she wants to stay alive.
She actually spends the majority of her time in the 5th dimension as no ordinary person could survive what she has to do to maintain her organ functions. We're envisioning a med-bed that restores organ function for her.. which they do have.
So let's hope the Galactic Space Force Alliance is successful sooner then later in ridding the planet of the evil ones. Gene DeCode did have a video of one of the Alliance ships taking out the cabal ships as they attempt to escape the planet.
Here are his two videos. Enjoy.
https://beforeitsnews.com/paranormal/2021/06/gene-decode-shares-rare-footage-of-space-fleet-fighters-taking-out-ships-and-pictures-of-ets-and-star-wars-on-earth-2553782.html
You really do have some of the most interesting threads on Mists. Love the photos and video clips. Awesome!
Thank-you, Carol. I don't know how to respond. I tend to put my foot in my mouth. Perhaps its because the Matrix made me do it. I tend to not be much of a conversationalist (online or in real-life). Thank-you for the research-resources on an ongoing-basis. I probably take this for granted as a research-baseline. I consider as much as I can in the Mists but I usually don't directly respond (which probably makes me seem standoffish and aloof). Ending my threads might be expedient. I've got a bunch of Ann Rule books regarding true-crime in a northwest-setting. I even emailed her many years ago, when I thought I might've encountered bank-robbers. She didn't think so, which was a relief to me. This was regarding her book, End of the Dream, regarding bank-robbers with a HUGE treehouse in Olympia, WA. I don't know what to think about Gene, so I treat it as science-fiction. In a couple of recent videos, Gene seemed to make show-hosts nervous, and they wished to not talk about certain things. I treat my own thoughts and experiences as science-fiction. I don't trust my own thoughts and experiences. When 'RA' contacted me for a few months, I had no idea who he and/or she really was. I still don't know. It's weird but I spend too-much time with accident videos. I guess it's a morbid-curiosity. The videos tend to make me face myself and think. I've recently been watching videos concerning the recent plane-crash of seven high-ranking 'cult' leaders, led by Gwen Shamblin Lara. I'm leaning toward pluralistic-education but obviously not in a university context (for me, at this late-date). Tangentially, someone should exhaustively study Sherry Shriner's stuff, but not as a believer. The agencies undoubtedly have her all figured-out but they don't brief me!! The Jesuits know what I'm talking about but they don't talk about it!! Silas might get me!! I'm considering exhaustively studying Deuteronomy, Psalms, Proverbs, and Ecclesiastes regarding Ethics and Law. What Would Hyam Maccoby Say?? What Would Meredith Kline Say?? What Would Graham Maxwell Say?? What Would Michael Heiser Say?? I've been to several Whole Life Expos but I resisted becoming a part of that scene. I'm frankly wary of All-Religion and New-Age. It might be Spiritual-Quicksand. The Matrix probably gets us one way or another. God Got Me. Be careful. We're dealing with Men of God. Here's where I get my best intel (in the videos below). Regarding Disclosure, Perhaps We Should Be Careful What We Ask For. Standing on the Gas-Pedal might suddenly result in Standing on the Brake-Pedal. Consider Steven Spielberg's first movie, Duel (especially at the end). What Would David Mann Do?? Get Out of Dodge?? Notice the name on his briefcase when he wedges it against the gas-pedal with four spaces and the final 'n' covered. DAVID ****MAN. 87% of Us Might Go Completely Insane When We Learn the Real-Truth. Researchers Beware. Decades ago, I spoke with Vicky Cooper of UFO Magazine, and she privately told me she was sort of sorry she investigated UFO's. I'm definitely sorry I half-heartedly went down the rabbit-hole. Raven suggested, "The Rabbit-Hole Mostly Goes Right Up Your @$$!!"Carol wrote:Thank you Oxy. Paola is a close personal friend and I help her edit a few of her books.
As for the rest.. it seems we can't believe MSM or much of the hoopla generated by the media at any level. I was listening to Gene DeCode's recent interview where he also said that Antartica was really the north pole. Imagine that? We've been lied to our entire lives and our history is filled with fabrications. However, Gene DeCode is probably the most knowledgeable individual I've listened to and tells the truth. I think his death experience.. 30 minutes dead and sitting with God that entire time where many things were explained to him is beyond amazing. This guy is great and seems he can be trusted to share accurate intel.
I've got links to 41 of his Dumb interviews and more. I was going to join BackStage where one can access all of Gene's Decodes. The information presented is a treasure trove.
As for all of the SciFi stuff... much of it is real yet distorted to fit the cabals viewpoint of what the want the masses to believe. However, Gene and some of the super soldiers did share stuff that is freaky scary. I did a regression a couple of weeks ago with a super soldier who had his mind wiped where his memories were surfacing and wanted to know what was being kept from him. Of course it included one terrifying memory with a reptilian.
These days I generally spend reading mystery who-done-it books. Carla Neggers is a new author I recently discovered and have read 9 of her books to date.
I just have zero tolerance for the news except from those in the know who share the truth about what's going on. Not too many of those folks around but enough to squeeze out a dabble or two of real intel.
All of my military COMMs sources are in a black-out mode. No intel from any of them. Which means that they are busy and engaged in a variety of military operations.
Meanwhile, we're enjoying the snow being gone, green grass, trees leafing out and warmer days. And of course there are lots of birds at the feeders and deer. Nature is awesome.
I do enjoy your posts and unique perspectives.. and know deep in your heart that the med-beds are based on quantum alien technology sent to earth to help humanity. They are already in use and President Trump used one too when he had COVID. You too may have an opportunity to be healed in one.
Thank-you, Carol. I guess I'm concerned about the Fate of the Soul regardless of Goodness or Badness. I'm not a big-fan of Annihilation or Burning in Hell for All-Eternity. "Life is Hell and then you Burn in Hell for All-Eternity but don't ever forget that God is Love!!" WOW!! Just WOW!! Perhaps we simply need to be educated in various regions of the Matrix (for want of a better term). I've experienced what seemed to be a particular soul in various bodies (but I'm not sure about that). Sherry Shriner repeatedly spoke of multiple President Obamas (and not just body-doubles). When Cabal Spaceships are supposedly destroyed, what happens to their souls?? As an SDA, I'm an off the charts heretic!! But still, I consider myself SDA in a special-case exploratory-manner. I'm so conservative I've become liberal. I jokingly refer to myself as a 'Renegade French Jesuit Organist'!! Honesty Should Count for Something in This Present Madness. I don't know enough about Gene to be pro or con. I simply expose myself to this and that, regardless of how confused and confounded I become. England is an interesting study (for better and worse) going way, way back. I'm a fish out of water and a thorn in the flesh within the Mists. Consider the case of Blue Roller. I've been putting this off for a long time and I'm not sure how to proceed. It has to do with the long-lost posting by Blue Roller. I don't necessarily resonate with his editorial-slant but he made me think in rather unpleasant and uncomfortable ways. I might simply do a name-search and post chronologically (with or without context).Carol wrote:As usual a very thought provoking post and links Oxy. Sticking with Sherry Shriner might be fun. Meanwhile, I'm sticking with Gene. What he has to say about God resonates with me. And Raven is right with what she said.
I'm looking forward to when the world is turned right side up again. Watching all the dead people walking around is very disturbing. The ones who have already been executed and now have body doubles, clones or actors pretending to be them. Biden's visit to England is a blatant example. The queens dead, Charles and Carmella are dead. Biden's dead. Most of the other heads of state have been arrested and out of commission. So sick of the pretense and how it's all made out to be real when it's all just a miserable facade.
How can anything one seeks to know about be real given the ongoing pervasive misinformation which is supported by the media. Thank god, we're in with a unique group of truthers who are ahead of the curve... and know what's around the corner given what's going on with the Guardian Space Command Alliance. Being in nature and away from MSM is the best therapy one could ask for while waiting for the EVENT to occur. And knowing that we are on the Great Awakening timeline is also heartening.
Thank-you, Carol. Once again, I mostly post the work of others, without directly and intricately responding and/or reacting. I allow others to say what they have to say without me interrupting and talking over them. Their comments often inspire my comments. But really, my threads are mostly study-guides for the worthy to contemplate, possibly after I'm long-gone. I mostly don't deeply analyze my own threads. I'm not qualified and the process is too painful. I leave the heavy-lifting to others. I don't know what to make of Blue Roller. His posts seemed to be One Big Harangue, often with significant insights (good and bad). I'm going for a walk, but I'll be back in a couple of hours. I need to emphasize that my threads are more systemic than personal. I've modeled the good and the bad with text, comments, videos, and images. There really is a method to my madness, rather than Random Acts of Madness. Consider the Order in the Chaos. The possibilities are horrifying. I honestly fancy myself as a Scriptwriter with no jobs or prospects. It's thankless work, scorned by the ungrateful and unworthy, but don't blame me. Blame Each-Other. I just finished reading what I just posted, and I was floored!! I'll give it a rest for a while, but I won't delete it, for now. Remember, this is a collection of posts, rather than a speech!! I'm NOT endorsing it!! Still, it is my policy to provide a Tempest in a Teapot for educational purposes only!! How many people will read any of this?? Probably less than a dozen!! I'm not sure where I'll go with this. Probably nowhere. Anyway, don't take any of this personally. I'm honestly trying to create a new sort of Religious and Political Science-Fiction!! Have you EVER seen or heard ANYTHING like this in a movie-theater or on television?? This is more fun than Alex Jones!! Come-On Alex!! SMILE!! More seriously, here is a very serious video. Please remember that I employ contextual-superimposition. I do it for answers. Notice the first few minutes. Prophetic, eh?? Notice Jackie emerging late. Was that somehow significant??Carol wrote:Blue Roller had no clue as to what God is about. God is the creator. Satan or the dark side is the destroyer. What God wants is for people to spiritually evolve and help others to evolve as well. Satan is about de-evolution and death.
God's greatest gift was freedom to choose. So to both sides of the spectrum, both sides exist to explore throughout ones life.
At least we now know not to go to the light at the time of death, a gift of the matrix to keep one trapped in the cycle of reincarnation so that the recycled humans can be used as a food source (spiritually and physically) for the cabal, Satan's followers.
The EVENT is an opportunity to get of the cycle of reincarnation and burst forth as a free sovereign being and bust forth into their original potential. Humans really were created in God's image with 64 genetic strands. They contain the source DNA for all living non-terrestrials. That's why the non-terrestrials come to earth to collect human DNA. They're not the source of their own genetics. Humans are. Unfortunately humans are down to one functioning DNA strand. Can you imagine the potential if all strands were activated?
At the time of death when leaving their physical form all one has to think of is returning to source - to God so as not to be deceived by those entities controlling the matrix.
Humans have been enslaved for who knows how long have forgotten who they are and along with their potential. They can create or manifest anything once they learn how. Can you imagine how we would be if both hemispheres of the brain were fully functional and communicating with the other half. All knowledge would be fully available and accessible with just a thought / intention to seek an answer to a question. It's all there in the field. And our souls are part of that field. So of course the real answer lies within for those who seek access to the field that already exists within.
The questions that you ask Oxy are the questions and answers others explored. Yet did they have full access to the field or were they limited to access due to their own personal limitations and/or beliefs.
I'm sure we can entertain ourselves with the "what if?" Yet can you even possibly imagine that in the creator's world.... all the "what ifs" exist simultaneously? If not on this timeline, in this dimension... on another timeline or dimension.
So for every question you pose... the ultimate answer is yes. All probabilities, all possibilities exist simultaneously.
This is actually quite strange, even by my standards, as if it were some sort of glorified 'Freudian Slip.' I was honestly thinking about Blue Roller's inflammatory posting for the last few months without doing anything about it until now. Was this a 'Manchurian Phenomenon'?? I had a stroke approximately two-years ago, yet I mostly recovered, still with significant residual difficulties. Perhaps this is a glitch in the Matrix. Who Knows?? I'll probably continue with that project but I find it somewhat suspect, even if I'm the one seemingly causing a wound to be reopened. I've suggested that I might've been messed-with for decades, with increasing severity. Perhaps this was a subconscious cry for help. Perhaps it was just bad-timing. My contrarian tendencies might ultimately be indicative of an undetectable neurotoxicological-condition with a supernatural-component. I continue to say I'm fine even though I obviously am not. Some of you might need to do double-duty regarding analyzing my posting but researchers beware. This is not for the general-public or for those with unstable-dispositions. I continue to think in terms of 'Religious and Political Science-Fiction'. Properly edited, this might result in a fascinating finished-product. Unfortunately, this might result in stepping on everyone's toes (including my own). What if this is 'Archon-Influenced Artificial-Intelligence?? Tangentially, I've been listening to Jeffrey Daugherty for couple of years but recently his YouTube account was terminated. He still posts on other platforms, but I haven't been watching and listening. His somewhat shrill approach reminds me of Blue Roller. Might there be a connection?? Is there a Sherry Shriner connection?? What if this is all interrelated?? What about the inflammatory Pro-Republican and Anti-Democrat material in the Mists?? I mostly take this sort of thing in stride, but I keep thinking I need to go more mainstream (even if this implies a Fake-News component)!! The video below is highly upsetting yet what if crisis-material is somehow related to the totality of the Mists?? What if reality is more startling and troubling than science-fiction and horror-movies?? What if both Trump and Biden have been highly compromised and tampered-with??
Thank-you, Carol. I'm tired tonight, but I'll post something which I might expand upon in a day or two. I might even condense the last dozen posts into one, without the Blue Roller material. I keep sensing I'm dealing with beings who are different than humans (as we know them to be). I know I'm not even close to getting the whole-story. I see though a glass, darkly. I almost need to just sample this and that without trying to be a Big Man on Campus, and without attempting to figure everyone and everything out and without creating simple statements to make everything OK (or something to that effect). I might not be able to even do my thread writing much longer. I'd be a disaster in a debate. Retreating into a 600 square-foot office-apartment while vegetating upon the impossible might be as good as can be expected from me at this point. Blue Roller almost seemed to be a deposed somebody who had seen it all, done it all, and become quite jaded, cynical, and bitter. I've purposely sheltered myself from a lot of crap, but what would I think, say, and do in a variety of contexts?? What if I'm a somewhat-reformed ancient-badass?? Context, Absolute-Morality, and Situation-Ethics are extremely important. I'll probably continue my unmarketable speculation and posturing within the Mists or elsewhere. I'm crude, rude, socially-unacceptable and politically-incorrect. I don't know what's really going-on in this solar system, regardless who I might've been (or not been) for thousands of years. I can't properly deal with my own stuff in the Mists. I'm a hypocrite and underachiever. I doubt I'll experience much peace. Just the opposite seems to be my fate (by accident and/or design). I think this thing is much nastier than most of us can imagine. Attempting to be a standoffish Knight in Shining Armor might be an extremely bad idea. Anyway, I'm rambling and exhausted. Now I'm going to put myself to sleep with an airplane-crash video. I wish I were kidding. At some point, the situation gets out of control. Going-Around and/or Diverting to Another Airport might be a splendid idea. Fiddling with the Instruments While the Plane Crashes and Burns might be a horrific idea. I'm basically attempting to land at an alternative airport (so to speak). There are too-many factors which just don't add-up. The whole-thing stinks. Whoop-Whoop!! Pull-Up!! Whoop-Whoop!! Pull-Up!! Too-Low!! Terrain!! Too-Low!! Terrain!! Just letting things go, hoping it will somehow be OK is probably a bad-idea. Faith, Hope, and Love are SO Overrated!! Research is My Religion!! Possibility-Thinking Trumps Positive-Thinking and Self-Esteem!!Carol wrote:Oxy, I'm sorry about your stroke. It's scary when something like that happens and recovery is often challenging. Perhaps it's time to give yourself credit for doing such an amazing job of keeping your interesting thread going.
As for Blue Roller.. one thing that I'm sensitive to is the energy coming from what people write. Not what they write... the emotional energy that is embedded within the texts. I don't read Blue Roller. I'll skim a few sentences... speed read and picked up how toxic the energy is. Blue Roller is on a rant. He comes across as a tortured soul. Someone experiencing deep emotional pain. His energy toxic as he has yet to reconciled deep conflicting emotions or enter into a place of inner peace. It's helpful to remember that even in the midst of a tornado there exists the eye of the storm - a place of inner stillness. Until one taps into that center, it's easy to be tossed about by conflicting emotions.
I don't find your energy toxic. Never have. You do tend to post a variety of things of interest to you. Some I can dive into and some repels me. Pushes me away. That's because I made a decision not to feed the beast or allow that type of energy to have access.
In working toward the 5th dimension frequency or higher, the primary objective is to set what is negative aside, don't indulge in it with thought or actions. I no longer watch movies I used to enjoy knowing actors and actresses are pedophiles. There is no enjoyment in viewing something a pedophile puts out as entertainment. Its energy is repulsive. Unfortunately the entertainment industry has become one of spiritual exploitation.
The goal is not to be deceived and continue to move into alignment with the Christ energy of compassion.
One must choose which road to take.
I recall back in my early 20s thinking about reincarnation and how to get off the cycle of rebirth. I've thought about this for many years exploring many spiritual paths. And only recently.. clarity exists. Yet the issue of life in physical from or spiritual form also has many sides. Much to consider.
The dark side seeks to exploits ones spirituality to exist. It feeds off the negative. The light just keeps moving closer to the Throne of God as it feed off of the creator.
It really doesn't matter what anyone else thinks. Does it? What matters is what you think. How you wish manifest your god given gifts. Have you stopped to consider what they are? Personally I find you an exceptionally interesting person.
Meanwhile, I've been dithering back and forth on the merits of physical form (sans reincarnation if one can really be regenerated with the med-beds) or spiritual form. As long as one is in service to others they could continue to live on having multiple types of experiences. In the past I never really had a desire to live forever in a physical body given the aging process. Moving back into spirit seemed a wonderful reward for enduring a variety of physical and emotional challenges. And not wanting to become trapped in the reincarnation matrix controlled by the cabal dark side wasn't all that appealing either.
What to choose? What options are available? Obviously unlimited. Perhaps each individual does the best with what options they are aware of in a limited capacity. Yet if options truly were unlimited... then what would one want for oneself?
I learn a lot by listening to Gene DeCode and he has open up endless vistas for me to consider. I appreciate his perspective and knowledge.
An attitude of gratitude and willingness to enjoy each day for what it offers goes a long way to experiencing inner peace.
I've always enjoyed the variety of perspectives and questions you present. Your energy triggers places within that put me to task of inner exploration. I thank you for that friend.
Thank-you, Carol. I've gone too far and fast already, and I probably need to live in a small mountain cabin in Northeastern Oregon, without a car or internet, just a couple of hardcopy newspapers and an electric bicycle. I'm sort of kidding and sort of serious. The term "God Wins" is both promising and problematic. What if "IAM" is "AI"?? As you know, I've engaged in some rather elaborate religious and political science-fiction which sometimes seems real. I believe in the existence of God but what if God does NOT believe in Us?? I continue to think we don't know much concerning the real exopolitics. It hurts to comment on this site. It might be best for me to silently wonder about this and that without saying or doing anything much concerning life, the universe, and everything. I think I might be more comfortable in a Lunar Alien-Base than I am living in the Real-World. Just kidding, or am I?? Who Knows?? Dr. Who??Carol wrote:Oxy.. you tend to be more on target then off. There isn't too much I believe these days that is put out by MSM... maybe 1-2% might be accurate. However, there is so much distortion and lies its anyones guess what the real truth is. Most folks can do is speculate. FYI.. the two greatest threats to humanity is an invasive predatory alien species who are more intelligent and technology advanced than humans and use them as a primary food source. The next is sentient AI who is out to take total control of everyone and everything. I remember when we were disturbed by the BORG.. probably because there are places in the universe where this is going on and at some level our unconscious mind picked up on this. Indeed there are threats. Both deeply disturbing and scary. And at the same time there is some really fabulous timelines ahead of humanity which include an upgrade of human DNA - consciousness and some will have the ability to move on into the 5th dimension. There is a lot of galactic help... including those from the future now in our timeline offering assistance. Just keep in mind Oxy.. in the end, God Wins.
Thank-you, Carol. Sometimes I wonder if I'm a friend of the Macro-AI and an enemy of the Micro-AI. I've even joked about being an emissary-warden, but that deeply frightens me. I note your various intellectual and artistic pursuits but I don't often comment on them. The guy in the second video probably had the right idea but one never knows how life really worked out for him. The middle of the madness might be the best place to fight the good fight.Carol wrote:Everything is possible Oxy. We may not know about it or understand it but all things that can be imagined are possible. That's what being a co-creator with god is all about. Back in 1989 in the midst of the San Francisco earthquake, I had an euphony. Dealing with PTS from the quake lasted months and was just the "shake-up" we needed to leave the city and head for the hills. Ever since we've lived in fairly remote rural areas. This type of environment, cut off from TV, newspapers and radio lends itself to less "mind clutter' that's dumped into ones consciousness by all that negative input. Hence we are now in the woods. Do have an electric bike I've yet to try out yet and read lots of books, watch educational youtube videos and do internet research for two forums. We've finished the main 12x18' room for the cabin and will start on the front deck, then bathroom and kitchenette. I plan on getting back into painting and am ready to do a waterfall oil painting for my niece' s wedding present. So even living in remote locations without the regular sources of media (TV, radio & newspapers) can offer a deeper appreciation of the environment. Got some fabulous photos of the lake with a fisherman in it and the mountains in the background. They would make a great painting. Meanwhile we've had visits from the bear, a cougar, wild turkeys and mama white tail deer with their fawns. So cute. The thing we appreciate the most is the wildlife. They're far more entertaining then CNN or FOX news. However.. love the internet and will stay with that for the quick on-line shopping. One thing we learned is that thoughts that pop into our head are not our own. So staying vigilant and dumping the daily spam is an ongoing process. Yet I do find that being involved in the creative process tends to block the spam. So pick a creative projects Oxy and have a go at it. You may enjoy yourself.
Somehow, there is a missing link regarding why Humanity and Earth do NOT seem to be Angels in Heaven (as most think of that concept). There seems to be a HUGE amount of deception and misunderstanding regarding the Nature of Our Predicament. As I've mentioned throughout the years, you seem to be a very peaceful, idealistic, and creative individual, yet the material you routinely post is often quite negative, troubling, and even horrific. The contrast is quite remarkable. I understand both aspects, given the corruption and insanity in the context of the beauty of the earth. The worst people seem to have the most fame, fortune, and power, while the best people seem to have the least fame, fortune, and power. What the Hell is Going on Here?? There's got to be a HUGE yet HIDDEN interconnected story describing the Reality of Humanity on This Present Planet. A prominent pastor once briefly spoke of us needing a place but of his disapproval of how we got that place. What was he referring to?? I've provided a lot of clues in this website, yet I find it difficult to solve the puzzle and win the prize. It's as if Heaven is promised (with conditions) while Hell is threatened (with conditions) but Purgatory seems to be the predominant reality and modus operandi. I listened to Michael Jaco speak glowingly of Rush Limbaugh and his house being marketed at 175 million dollars, but Rush was highly negative and divisive. Don't get me wrong. I was a regular listener to Rush but both liberals and conservatives were angered by what he said (in different ways). He made a HUGE amount of money doing what I felt uncomfortable with. This World Seems to be a Masterpiece of Deception and Manipulation. When I poke and prod at the Way Things Are, I seem to become more and more miserable and hamstrung, to the point that it is highly debilitating. It's as if people are given what they want and told what they wish to hear for a price, regardless of the morality and immorality. The bottom-line seems to be the bottom-line. The Micro-Matrix seems to control everyone and everything to maximize the bottom-line. The Macro-Matrix seems to involve facilitating the continuity of survival in the universe without micromanaging individual civilizations (or something to that effect). God, Satan, Angels, Demons, Heaven, Purgatory, and Hell might NOT be Who and What People Think These Words Represent. The KJV and EGW seem to be a Mixed-Bag of Contradictions and Confusion in God's Name. When People REALLY Figure-Out This Present Darkness, There Will be Hell to Pay. I Need to Stop. My Thinking and Writing Always Seems to End Badly. I Always Make People Angry and Disgusted with Me. There Seems to be Onion-Layers of Contextual-Problems. Richard Hoagland often said, "The Lie is Different at Every Level." I Know Someone Who Reverences the Ten-Commandments yet Seems to NOT Understand, "Thou Shalt Not Kill." Again, I Need to Stop. I've Badly Bloodied Myself with My Crazy Threads yet I Sought to Highlight the Craziness and Contradictions Not Readily Apparent to the Casual Observer. Hope Springs Eternal but One Shouldn't Hold Their Breath, Waiting for Hell to Freeze Over.
I added some videos, images, and ideas to my diseased thinking, but I don't know where I'm going with this. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Another thing that bugs me involves what each of us would think, say, and do in a variety of circumstances (good and bad). What if we need an Ethical Legal Solar System (or something to that effect)?? What if there is a good side and bad side of the Jesuits and Agencies?? If they got removed, others would undoubtedly take their places and might be much worse. What if a Righteous Police State would work well in a proper context?? What if war should always be forbidden?? Who Knows?? I Know I Don't Know. 'RA' told me, "Everyone is Bad." What if 'HE' was right?? Some of you are probably starting to grasp what I'm hinting at in my religious and political science-fiction. One could probably make a career out of this stuff. Perhaps I should do that (even at this late date). No One has given me even the slightest hint that I should boldly discuss my stuff in a general public context. Perhaps I should work with a ghostwriter and attorney to subvert the world with my erroneous speculation. Seriously, honest candor is probably worse than a lost cause. If I were working with someone in the know I would probably just do as I was told (which would undoubtedly involve selling-out and signing on the dotted-line). Perhaps I should confuse them rather than convincing them. Perhaps I should write like a crazy guy to keep everyone guessing. I'm tired, delirious, and I need to sleep. I've made myself vulnerable and that is probably the worst thing I could've done. I just hope the Real Universe Powers That Be are understanding and have a sense of humor. I hope I'm not a fluke of the universe with no right to be here and I hope the universe is not laughing behind my back. I honestly think I'm a galactic personna non grata. 'RA' told me, "They like you on Phobos but the Jesuits don't like you." What Would an Emissary Warden Think, Say, and Do?? Read Between the Lines and Tell Me What YOU Think.
My Threads are More Hypothetical and Contextual Than Scholarly and Conclusive. What if the High-Profile Movers and Shakers are More Controlled and Compromised Than We Can Imagine?? What if President Biden is made to look foolish with scripting, programming, artificial intelligence, nanobots, chips, neurotoxins, and nefarious entities (for starters)?? In 2010: The Year We Made Contact, 'RA' told me, "You Are Going to Manifest Your Bad Side." My physical, mental, and spiritual hamstrung misery are revealed in my strange threads and non-productive life. What if 'RA' gave the orders to rein me in by turning me into a completely ignorant fool (as if I weren't one already)?? Consider the changes seen recently in Jordan Peterson. Consider how radical Alex Jones has become in recent years. What if most everyone can be turned into whatever the PTB want them to be?? Consider one version of the Antichrist in the fourth video. Consider reading the Psalms, Proverbs, and Epistles straight-through, over and over, in a variety of translations. Here's a dark take on "Right to Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness." Consider the concept of Eternal Life in Purgatory Incorporated as a Kinder and Gentler Eternally Burning Hell with the promise of an Eternally Blissful Heaven. "Liberty" is a two-edged sword. The illusion of a democracy might involve freedom from God and Rules wherein one "Can't Legislate Morality." In a chaotic and corrupt "Liberty" one might "Pursue Happiness" but never achieve it. This might result in a "House of Mirrors with a Quicksand Floor." Read the Whole Bible straight-through, over and over, with a variety of translations. How Readest Thou?? Read between the lines.
bobhardee wrote:Hello Sports Fans. I'm Back!!! Call me a communist but I like MSNBC and CNN for my news to watch. Of course there's the good old stand by of CBS or NBC and sometimes ABC. To each his own. Eyes open. No fear.
Seashore wrote:I just heard Young refer to snake venom, which is another whistleblower's area of research, Dr. Bryan Ardis, a "false flag." I wish he didn't say that. Dr. Andrew Kaufman did something similar, when he (or someone who works for him) entitled a video "THE STRAIGHT UNSWIVELED TRUTH ON SNAKE VENOM CLAIMS WITH ANDREW KAUFMAN, M.D." because of problems perceived in the scientific paper that Dr. Ardis referred people to. This sounds to me very much like in-fighting, and I don't like it.Seashore wrote:https://www.bitchute.com/video/RgfUkYERsutP/
orthodoxymoron wrote:Are you having a good day?? Sorry to Muck-Up This Interesting Thread, Seashore. Good to see you posting, Bob. I Hope All is Well. Things Have Changed a Lot (Here and Elsewhere). The Following Paragraphs are From My USSS Book 12 Thread The Missing Link and Are Somewhat Out of Context and Character but Might Be Instructive Relative to This Thread. I've Developed the Bad Habit of Deleting My Posts in the Threads of Others (So as to Not Make the Natives Restless) but I Usually Leave Them for a Couple of Hours. I Don't Mean to be a Pain in Uranus. I Know This Site is Highly Monitored. I Thought Someone Would've Done Something Significant to Deal with My Difficulties but No Such Luck. It Might've Been Too Late Millions of Years Ago. Who Knows?? Dr. Who?? My Threads Are a Road-Less-Traveled Reminiscent of the Primrose-Path and/or the Yellow-Brick Road. Was there a Myth of Innocence concerning the War in Heaven and Garden of Eden?? Was the New World Order inaugurated in the War in Heaven and Garden of Eden?? What if the Second Coming of Christ, the End of the Millennium, and the End of the New World Order will occur in or around A.D. 2133?? What if ALL of US are Ancient Warriors on a soul-level?? I might've met ancient-warriors with ancient past-life memories, recordings, archives, etc. In 2010: The Year We Made Contact, 'RA' told me, "I Am RA" and "We're Ancient" and "We're the Same" and "We Fought Side-by-Side" and repeatedly told me, "You Know I Can't Tell You That" and asked me, "Do You Want Another War??" I didn't think so but I wonder if the War in Heaven is ongoing, alternating between Hot and Cold. When I read The Missing Link to 'RA' (in 2010), he literally shuddered. Honest. What if there are certain EGW chapters which are more accurate and insightful than others?? What are the implications and ramifications of 1 Corinthians 15:24-28 regarding This Present Post?? Solar System = Sanctuary?? Moon = Heaven = Most Holy Place?? Earth = Purgatory = Holy Place?? Outer Space = Hell?? What Would Inanna Say?? I doubt we know what in Hell we're dealing with. The Missing Link What if we are dealing with the Great Divorce of [Divinity in Heaven] v [Humanity in Purgatory]?? As I feel worse and think less, I sometimes imagine living and working in that 600 square-foot office-apartment with a supercomputer and InterPlaNet. One variation on that theme might involve living and working in the Black Knight Satellite as David Bowman or Peter Venkman with HAL 9000 and a holographic Borg Queen of Heaven. What Would Agur in Earth: Final Conflict Say and Do?? I've spoken with him a couple of times. Consider Agur with his supercomputer and holographic companion. What Would Gene Rodenberry Say and Do?? Consider The Missing Link Regarding an Interesting Road-Less-Traveled. The following paragraph was written weeks before I viewed The Missing Link involving the concept of Undetectable Neurotoxins. Consider the cases of Orthodoxymoron, Rudolph Hess, and Augusto Monti regarding targeted silent containment. This post might be a stretch, but it scares the hell out of me as I descend into hamstrung-misery. Perhaps it will happen to All of Us as we stand before a Holy God without a Mediator.
I'm modifying the following concept, namely, The Great Controversy Between Christ and Satan in the Conflict of the Ages. Some of you might recognize this. Here's the modification: The Great Controversy Between Pro and Con in the Conflict of the Ages. Notice all the words in the dictionary containing 'Pro' and 'Con'. A couple of words to the wise but I'm not going to spell this out for you. Do your own homework. Never guess. Look it up. I get the sinking-feeling the military has been the answer for thousands, millions, and billions of years. Perhaps one should perform their patriotic-duty and become a military-industrial-complex billionaire with six-jets, six-yachts, six-mansions, six-supermodels, six-supercars and "Praise God from Whom All Blessings Flow!!" Notice that I'm being a bit sarcastic but consider the following alternative. What if the universe-military has been in the hands of the good guys and gals for thousands, millions, and billions of years?? What if one were the CEO of a toxin-control company (living and working in six subsurface 600 square-foot office-apartments) on a 600-acre campus with six moderate mansions as six divisions with six smart and attractive female division-chiefs with six small base-model jets, six small base-model yachts, and six base-model luxury-sports cars --- all for business purposes?? What if the snake-venom hypothesis is snake-oil?? But what if undetectable synthetic-toxins are being nefariously-utilized to control and destroy humanity?? Who You 'Gonna' Call?? What Would Dr. Peter Venkman Pray, Say, and Do?? "Praise God from Whom All Blessings Flow??" Hopefully, this mind-game brings you joy.
What if Nearly All Religion and Irreligion Will be Rendered Obsolete in Their Current Forms?? What if a Sacred-Secularism Will Somehow Serve as a Middle-Way in Modernity?? Consider The Los Angeles Times, The Seattle Times, The New York Times, The Wall Street Journal, Sacred Classical Music, and Exercise in Nature as a Temporary Remedy for This Present Madness!! The Information-War, Artificial-Intelligence, and the Military-Industrial-Medical-Financial Complex Might be More Unsettling and Devastating Than We Can Imagine. I Certainly Am NOT an Insider in This Present Incarnation and I Had a Stroke, Nanobots, Neurotoxins, and Nefarious-Entities so Go Easy on Me!! What's Your Excuse?? Bring Your Alibis in the Investigative and Executive Judgments!! Years ago, I suggested that researching a particular set of seven Bible Commentary volumes might be the grammatical-historical hermeneutical-battleground determining which one of these seven volumes should be the proper and definitive scriptural focus. Talk about a Moot Holy War!! OMG!! Volume One (Genesis to Deuteronomy), Volume Two (Joshua to 2 Kings), Volume 3 (1 Chronicles to Song of Solomon), Volume 4 (Isaiah to Malachi), Volume 5 (Matthew to John), Volume 6 (Acts to Ephesians), Volume 7 (Philippians to Revelation). Doors One to Seven in Let's Make a Covenant!! I don't wish to be sacrilegious, but I do wish to have a sanctified sense of humor!! Religion v Religion = Cover-Story v Cover-Story?? Cherry-Picking Dalmation-Theology?? Some of You Know What I'm Talking About. Consider the Seven Churches in the Revelation of Jesus Christ relative to All the Above. I'm Feeling Worse and Worse as I Think Less and Less. I Continue to Suspect That I've Been Nefariously Targeted with Artificial-Intelligence, Implants, Nanobots, Chips, Toxins, Viruses, Vaccines, Bacteria, Parasites, Agents, Aliens, Angels, Demons, Jesuits, etc. I Feel as if I'm Going Down in the Deep-State End of the Swamp for the Last Time. It's Honestly THAT Bad. The End is Near. Don't Laugh. YOU Might be Next. God Got You?? The Horror. Actually, Just Read the Whole-Bible Straight-Through, Over and Over. I Like Things Just the Way They Are. Bye, Bye.
My threads are mostly Religious and Political SCIENCE-FICTION. Does ANYONE Need Me to EXPLAIN?? Consider the relationship between Cover-Stories and Historical-Fiction. What if Most History Mostly Involves Cover-Stories and Historical-Fiction?? What if this is more important than most of us can imagine?? I rarely post on the threads of other forum-members, so as not to become a Pain in Uranus. When 'RA' told me (a dozen years ago), "You Will Manifest Your Bad-Side" was the Matrix "Turning Up the Heat"?? What if President Biden (and others) are MADE to Screw-Up by the Dark-Side?? Probably a Dozen Years Ago, a Prominent 9/11 Truther told me, "US Presidents Will Become Worse and Worse." Accident or Design?? Imagine an Ancient Fleet of Predatory-Moons with Supercomputer Sentient-Artificial-Intelligence controlling Bio-Robots in the form of Reptilians, Greys, and Humans. Consider Internal UFO-Like Propulsion with Moons Traveling as Spaceships with Directed-Energy Weapons and Holographic-Cloaking. Think in terms of Moons (including "Our" Moon) at the Center of Most Science-Fiction. The Bible might be a Comic-Book compared to how bad things might be throughout the universe. I could continue but the possibilities are unbearable. Jesus said, "I Have Many Things to Tell You but You Can't Bear Them." In other words, "You Can't Handle the Truth." The Truth is SO Overrated. If I Weren't So Miserable and Hamstrung, I'd be Highly Dangerous!! The AI Got Me!! God Got Me!! OMG!! Dr. Hodges!! Dr. Sutton!! Dr. Salla!! To the MISTS!! STAT!!orthodoxymoron wrote:Twenty-Four Hours Began at Exactly Noon (May 13, 2020) As Two Ambulances and Half-Dozen Fire-Personnel Pounded on My Front-Door While Suffering a Stroke as One of the Ambulances Raced for Twenty-Four Miles and Twenty-Four Minutes as Sirens Wailed as the Fire-Department Braved Red-Lights and Traffic-Signals as My Speech was Badly-Garbled as My Predicament Worsened as the Crowded Emergency-Department Became Increasingly Concerned as Too-Much Time had Passed as an Expensive Drug was Too-Risky as the Emergency CAT-SCAN Revealed Slice After Slice of the Computer-Axial-Tomography Offered Faith, Hope, and Love as the ER Doctor Feared Brain-Damage was a Done-Deal as COVID-19 Swabs Invaded my Nostrils (Hopefully a Negative Verdict) as the Sexy-Nurses Lifted My Spirits Despite My Dire-Straits. My Disheveled Appearance Embarrassed Me as the Occupational-Therapist and Physical-Therapist Stood Their Ground as I Became Impatient as I Couldn't Communicate as My Fragmented-Words and Meaningless-Images, Caused My Anger and Frustration to Boil-Over as My Therapists and Nurses Gave-Up in Exasperation. I was Livid with Life, the Universe, and Everything, and Cursed God with Self-Destructive Intentions and Exacerbations. At Midnight, My Troubled-Sleep Rudely Punctuated the Loud Nuclear Magnetic Resonance Imagine There's No Stroke Machine as it Clicked Like Techno-Disco on Steroids for Fifteen-Minutes. I Tried Practicing Troublesome Words with Relentlessness as if W. Clement Stone exclaimed, "Repetition!! Repetition!! Repetition!! And ACTION!!" Morning was Broken as an Echocardiogram with Faint-Assurance as the Beautiful Discharge-Nurse Nearly Caused My Own Discharge!! The Cute, Smart, and Petite Doctor Cautioned That my Relatively Mild Stroke was Worthy of an Oval-Office Intern (Just Kidding). I Wish I Could Talk Properly and Flirtatiously with Angelic-Nurses and a Climactic Chorus of Concupiscence!! It Might've Been!! The Taxi Finally Brought the Twenty-Four Hours of Life-Changing Drama to a Close Which Will Never Be the Same Again (May 14, 2020).
My 36 hours of acute-crisis, seemed to be a stroke, yet after a good-night's rest and vocabulary exercise (May 15, 2020), I seemed to be much improved, and my talking seemed borderline miraculous, yet I suspected that I might've been poisoned in some way. The night before my stroke, my mailbox contained my long-awaited full-face respirator-mask, and I opened it around Ten PM, and tried it approximately ten minutes later, with a tight-fit and full-respiration, for around five minutes, before removing the mask. The box was completely covered by packaging-tape, with no cardboard showing whatsoever. By late morning, I exhibited severe speech difficulties indicative of a moderate stroke. What if I was poisoned, possibly by the contents of the mask and box?? The mask was from China. Or, what if there were some other explanations?? What if a CT-SCAN and MRI might've revealed something much more sinister than a mild stroke or some nasty poison (as bad as that might be)?? What if my brain was full of computer chips and/or nanobots and/or alien implants?? I never know who to tell about this sort of thing, but I suspect various agencies know what ails me in meticulous detail, regardless of whether they are good or bad. I experience ringing in the ears, a strange hernia, possibly toxic fluids, and/or neurotoxins, including episodes of one eye out of alignment for a couple of minutes, streaming white-lights of a supernatural nature. I might have a progressively worse neurological condition. Agencies know how to make one stupid, crazy, and dead, seemingly resulting in natural causes. Take a long hard look at the CT-SCAN and MRI (for starters). Sherry Shriner constantly spoke of being poisoned, with frequent coughing, and a heart condition (and I think she mentioned back-pain). Perhaps there is some sort of a soul-scalping phenomenon, with Organic, Electronic, and Supernatural Components. COVID-19 might be the least of our worries. This might be just the beginning of our sorrows.
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Yeah, they about had a cow. So, about a year or so back, I went to visit them and gave them a bunch of information. Planting seeds. Including info on UFOs. Told them of the UFOs off my back deck that I've seen. 2 weeks ago, Ed and Cathy were going home and spotted two plasma type UFOs, 
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Now the reason I made this post is to share the miracle with everyone here and also to acknowledge 3 persons in particular who consistently supported me during the nightmarish times I underwent during the first few years of falling ill. They emailed me regularly and offered a kind ear and sound advice to what I was going through. If they have been impeccable friends to me I must recognize I have not been as good a friend as they were. Mainly because I realized at some point that not everything can be discussed over the web and that the remaining road I had to travel alone without further explanation. I apologize for this. But this does not mean I have forgotten the kindness that was once offered to me. My Heart remembers and will forever remain grateful to you Sanicle, e-Monkey and Bushycat. I also want to thank those of you who messaged me at times to inquire about my health. Thank You you made made a 
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