You underestimate yourself. What you stated as to how it all works and how you entangle your healing gifts is exact. I totally understood what you said here. And maybe I didn't use the right words yesterday to convey my exact position in a much more refined way. Not to make excuses here, but I have been loaded with a lot of work as of late.
When I was on the back deck thinking about all of this and as to how things were unfolding as they did, I was at a loss as to why? Simply because I had operated out of love through this whole ordeal. Brook and I had come this far, overcoming so many things and why is this now happening? Love can also blind you. It is part of the polarity of love & hate. So I did have to step back and detach myself from that polarity so that I could see clearly as to what was going on. It went beyond the choice of do I stay or do I go? The simple thought came to me that despite what was occurring, there had to be a "soulution." {Charlotte came into my mind, saying, never give up}That's when I drew the line in the sand. Enough is enough! I had to stop running and face what was truly happening. Instead of reacting to it, to keep the peace out of love.
But first what I had to do was to know what was in this conflicted density field. I had to know all the friends and foes, and all obstacles within it, so that I could find a clear path through it. I also had to do this without any preconceptions or self-thoughts, as in the death of those things. It was then when I entered the source field and could see the density field. Everything in the density field, friends, foes, and obstacles was not in codes persee' but had tags with energy strings attached to them, attached to the friends, foes, and obstacles.
When I said above that you underestimate yourself, you had a large tag! So yes indeed your energy signature was there in that density field.
Mudra wrote, "Brook's post on Fb that day where I invited her to ask you to take a step back and to calmly see for yourself if all things considered the decision to leave was the best of choice."
For me, this was a redundancy issue and I didn't have to process this for a second time and that is why I booted you out. It was my way of defragging this process. I had already done what you had wanted to suggest even before you suggested it. Your tag drew my attention because it was larger than the rest. Simply because of your energy signature had a higher charge of radiance. Why your suggestion never came to my ears in the time span of what you had intended was because Brook and I weren't speaking at the time and she was emotionally upset. Also, know that the booting you out comment sounds kind of bad and I apologize for that, but at the same, it wasn't personal!
Also, know that I had to clarify all this today, not just for the sake of our conversation, but also for those who are listening in. Just out of respect!
Another thing I want to mention was the meeting we had to get everything back on track... I had felt a fragment that she withheld from me and there was guilt in that fragment. I think this fragment is her posting of me leaving. I have forgiven her yesterday and I do understand it all now, thanks to you, Mudra. You are a true blessing! I don't feel so sad now because of your efforts. I hope that I have sufficiently ironed out what we have been discussing here, as I realized that I needed to clarify some things.
As far as social media goes, be careful what you post on there as it can cause some serious damage. I'm saying that to everybody. Rumors can spread in a few seconds on the Internet. Like a fire, once it starts.
After all this processing of this subject at hand, an alarm went off in my head. I had to ask myself, does this mean that I have gained another percentage point as to my sacred light? I don't have many points left to spare.
I agree as to another chapter of this book should be closed thanks to your help.
You had me @ NAMASTE'