Don't Be Frightened. I Mean No Harm. This thread is mind-boggling, and I frankly can't keep up. As the Info-War intensifies, the public might shut-down, and enter into a New Dark-Ages. We need to feel that we understand things, and have everything under control. I've attempted this with my strange modeling and illusions of grandeur, imagining importance to attempt to deal with the unimaginable and horrific. Unfortunately, my nervous-system can't handle the truth. Perhaps the government is right about the general-public not being able to deal with the hidden-realities of our precarious-existence. I wonder if I've been mentally, physically, and spiritually messed-with?! Have witches and warlocks cast spells on me?? Am I not supposed to be here?? Was I considered destroyed in antiquity??
This makes for terrifying personal science-fiction which the general-public would never understand or support. What I've experienced and created on 'Project Avalon' and 'The Mists of Avalon' is sort of what I had in mind when I spoke with Steven Spielberg's stepmother (and Walter Matthau's son) decades-ago about a Life of Christ Science-Fiction Super-Movie. No one was interested then, and no one is interested now, so it's probably my private-hell, which only a couple of agent-interns and forum-members know about. It's easier that way. Why are there so few participants on this site?! I wonder as I wander.
I Believe in LEGITIMATE and ETHICAL Hierarchy and Chain of Command, But Be VERY Careful About Selecting Who You Become Absolutely-Obedient To. I Think Many (or Most) of You Would Become Absolutely-Obedient to the Worst Historical and Contemporary Monsters If You Thought They'd Give You a Better Deal Than the Good Guys and Gals. What Percentage of Humanity Have Been Absolutely-Obedient to Satan and/or Lucifer and/or Demonic-Beings for Thousands (or Millions) of Years?? 'RA' told me "No One is Good" but when I asked 'RA' "How Good is Too Good??" he didn't have an answer.
'The Powers That Be Are Ordained By God.' If so, does this mean history's worst Kings, Queens, Popes, Presidents, CEO's, and Dictators Were Ordained by God?? What Would the Council On Foreign Relations Say?? If the Very-Worst Beings in the Universe Ruled (or Presently Rule) This Solar System, Would YOU Absolutely Obey Them?? If a Beast-Supercomputer Rules This Solar System, Would YOU Absolutely Obey IT?? Perhaps We'll Receive Our Orders From Headquarters On Our Smart-Phones!! Are YOU OK with Zero-Privacy?? Do YOU Mind If Nefarious-Entities WATCH?? What if HAL 9000 was (and is) a Demon-Possessed Beast-Supercomputer with a Monolith Big-Screen Monitor?? "My God!! It's Full of Stars!!" What If This Is the Historical and Contemporary 'Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil'?? Have YOU Eaten the Forbidden-Fruit?? Do You Feel Lucky??
One more thing. I just started watching the 1992 movie 'Sneakers' and it starts out in 1969 in a university-building which looks a lot like a particular university-building at the University of Redlands (next to San Bernardino, where Norton AFB was located). The movie later strongly-hints that the 1969 Apollo 11 Moon-Mission was faked from a Soundstage at Norton AFB!! Just take a Very-Close Look at a 100 Mile-Radius centered in San Bernardino, California. Dan Aykroyd spoke of a secret White House meeting between EBE and IKE on July 1, 1958. Perhaps that's when the President learned that the ET Technology was in the worst of hands. What if EBE was ENKI?? 1958 is an interesting year. Fourscore and Seven Years from 1958 to 2045 and Fourscore and Seven Years from 2046 to 2133. What Would Abraham Lincoln Say?? What Would Douglas Vogt Say?? What Would Pope Pius XII Say?? What Would Orthodoxymoron Say?? I could say more. A lot more. But I don't want to go there. I really don't.
In 'Sneakers', Dan Aykroyd (in essence) said "The NSA shot Kennedy, but they didn't kill him. He's still alive." I'm honestly NOT going anywhere with this stuff. This is semi-serious Religious and Political Science-Fiction. The history of this solar system is incredibly nasty, disgusting, and deceptive (for better or worse, I know not). 'RA' told me "I can't talk about the NSA." Honest. 'RA' told me I should make a Freedom of Information Act Request, which I did (to the NSA and CIA) with somewhat open-ended wording, and they both replied, saying that they didn't respond to fishing-expeditions (or something to that effect). I was interested in their takes on my involvement with 'RA', 'Project Avalon' and 'The Mists of Avalon'. I'm sure they knew exactly what I was referring to, but chose (or were forced) to keep me in the dark. Perhaps 'Ignorance is Bliss' and 'Silence is Golden'. 'Those Who Know, Don't Talk' and 'Those Who Talk, Don't Know'. Dan Aykroyd was in 'Trading Places' which has sort of a 'Changeling' theme, and also in 'Ghostbusters' with Dr. Peter Venkman. Is this coincidental?? I think not. Strange World.
What if an integral part of the plan was for everything to unravel and get exposed. I can't stop thinking about that 1963 movie 'It's a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World' as a model of past, present, and future, where everyone has an angle, and everyone wants to win, but in the end, no-one wins. Think about that episode in the second-season of the latest 'V' series, titled 'We Can't Win'. Perhaps AI makes sure WE can't win for any significant length of time. Perhaps we're Galactic-Warriors being reeducated in a Galactic FEMA Camp. I think I need to back way-off, write some mushy devotional-book (that makes people cry) and retire to a small mountain-cabin with a bunker-basement. I'm on everyone's side and no-one's side. It's important to be neutral, and it's extremely-important to know when to stop. Now I'm going to finish watching 'Sneakers'.
One Last Thing. In that old 1980's Dr. Who series 'Trial of a Time-Lord' when Dr. Who is finally vindicated, the Madam-Inquisitor offers to restore Dr. Who to his rightful-state as 'Lord President of Gallifrey' but Dr. Who refuses, and wishes for the Madam Inquisitor to run things. In the relatively-new 'Jupiter Ascending' Jupiter Jones is reinstated as 'Owner of Earth' but she is told "You can keep things the way they are, if you choose to" and she apparently leaves things alone. When 'RA' spoke with me in 2010 (The Year We Made Contact) he told me "You can leave things the way they are" but nobody has explained that, or given me a choice concerning anything significant. I Want a Top of the Line Winnebago with a Personal-Supercomputer and Satellite InterPlaNet with an Absolute-Access Password to All the Big-Shots and Good-Stuff in the Solar System. Understood?? Just Kidding. What Would L. Ron Hubbard Do?? Who Really Wrote Ron's Books?? Some of the Book-Titles Are Creepy and Somewhat Relevant to My Strange Threads. Just Kidding. God Loves You and So Do I. Namaste, Godspeed, and Have a Nice Eternity. I Am of Peace. Always. Just Kidding.