The First Fire , a story of EVISNAM
EVISNAM, a contactee, approached the Admin asking if he could share his "contactee ET" experiences here at Mists. To start things off the following are a few question put to him. In addition, members are also invited to ask questions. To protect his identity he requested answers to members first sent via the Admin who, on his behalf, will post them in his thread.
EVISNAM has now been in contact for over 40 years. The story he wants to tell is a retrospective analysis that takes into account many stereotypes and maturity levels. It was the growth through contactism into maturity that is the interesting aspect to consider. He hopes that we will enjoy the story and indeed be able to ask questions to better understand what 40 years of data can bring to the table.
It is in the spirit of learning we move forward.
How long have you been in contact?
Thank you. Its a clear moment for me, one I wont forget, I remember being very small, about 4 years old back in 1974. I was in my room at the end of the house. My father was a caretaker for a factory and we lived on site, so we were in a fairly remote area, no neighbors for about half a kilometer. My window over-looked my fathers vegetable garden. I would often wake up at night and stare out the window, it had a ledge so I could sit in the ledge and stare. I often stared at the stars and wondered why they would twinkle, looking at them I remember (they) gave me great joy. It was impossible for me to describe how it made me feel. I would actually start to chatter my teeth when I looked at them, the feeling was intense.
What was the first experience like?
One night I remember looking at the garden and saw a faint blue light making its way through the tomato patch. I stared at it and the more I stared at it, the dimmer it got but if I looked away it got brighter, so I hid behind the curtain and peeked. I lost sight of it after a while and suddenly it was at my window. I couldn't help but stare at it. It was about the size of a beach ball and it lit up the room and I felt it enter the room and cradle me inside it. I felt an overwhelming sense of " home."
Like it was familiar to me. I fell asleep shortly after ... I woke up in my bed the next morning, tucked in, with my teddy bear placed on the bed sitting up looking at me.
When I woke up I was so full of joy remembering the blue star that came to visit me. This I believe was my first contact, at least that’s my earliest memory. I can’t really remember any of my dreams but I do remember I had a lot of flying dreams all the time.
What does the group you're in contact with look like?
Well at first they were just orbs, the blue light came to me a few times after the first time. It was about 6 months after the first time, but in between I started to see little elves living in my room. Never really when i was in it, just when i was walking down the hall. About 6 or 7 of them would peek from behind the door and run across the hall and they would always giggle. It was like they were playing hide and seek. So their physical form initially were Blue and sometimes purple orbs, and then in the physical I saw elve / gnome looking people about 2 to 3 foot tall. Dressed in traditional gnome clothing.
The look of them as I grew older was consistent except as I matured so too did they change to more extra terrestrial looking entities. It’s a broad cross section and most of which are regarded as "evil" or "nasty" by the main stream alternative community. So I’ll delay that question till we get more into the back ground if you don't mind ?
- a little bit about what you've learned about them and from them?
This is a very involved question and one that would take me a long time to answer. Initially I realized I was very inquisitive. My curiosity on how everything worked became almost obsessive. It was like I had to reverse engineer everything from my mothers blender to the toilet cistern, blades of grass... I remember staring at one for about half a day watching to see if I could actually see it grow. I was making a lot of things too - painting, writing. I had many projects going at the same time around the house - in the yard - under my bed (that’s where I did classified experiments).
I became delightfully obsessive and curious about everything. I remember when I was about 8 I was eyeing off chemistry sets at the local toy warehouse. I loved building models and painting them: scalextrix sets, leggo, mechano.. you name it! Then at Christmas i got my first chemistry set. Mum must have seen my letter to santa .. perhaps because I left it on her pillow and it said, " Mum please read " on the outside.
So started my obsession with chemistry.
So I guess in the beginning I was somehow, it’s hard to describe but , Un Locked? I remember a definite change in my behavior after that initial contact, but that’s a retrospective analysis, at the time it seemed natural.
The cognitive learning didn't start till much later. The first contact I guess just made me teach myself, although I do remember playing games with the elves for a while, but they were mathematically based and used geometry. I guess drawing shapes, and the use of colors, the interaction was minimal in terms of telling me anything. I was left mainly to my own devices.
to be continued..