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    "i will not sit in silence so that you can stay in comfortable" ~ susan lynne schwenger
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    “People sacrifice the present for the future. But life is available only in the present.”- Thich Nhat Hanh.
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    "The real gift is to have your presence present in the pivot of the now" -
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    Post  THEeXchanger on Tue May 28, 2013 1:26 pm

    GOOD, GETTING BETTER, BECOMING THE BEST

    “This is my will for you,

    that you move beyond wishes...

    that energetically

    we can comfort you

    on difficult days

    that energetically

    we can turn your frowns

    into smiles

    that energetically

    we can share belly laughs...

    so, the old dance with sadness

    comes to its end.

    May we learn to smile

    when sadness intrudes

    and, know that a good lesson

    and, good learning is lurking

    right around the corners.

    May we also know that a good rainbow

    crosses the sky

    after a real good storm.

    Might we share

    good sunrises

    and, good sunsets

    as, they warm our hearts

    and, give us a day or night

    to live full out

    and, to do our best

    one to the other

    and, a dream time to exchange

    and to share in our dreams

    with each other

    and, along with our ancestors,

    guides and, guardians.

    May all our eXchanges

    put a smile on our lips.

    May all our sharings

    put a great and strong warmth

    in our hearts.

    May all our hugs

    always lift each others spirits

    and, let us know

    we are both truly here

    for one another.

    When we look into each others eyes

    may we see energy,

    its colour

    its frequency

    its light

    its sound

    its tone

    and, its vibration.

    For all of it is:

    the real window to your soul.

    For it will show us,

    that we have a heart,

    and, our heart

    it has a home ...

    May each and every day,

    may our friendship begin to:

    deepen, lengthen, and, widen

    so, it spans the gaps:

    from peace to passion

    chemistry to caring

    and, laughter to love....

    May be both explore:

    complete and whole

    and, whole and complete...

    together as one.

    Life is an amazing ride

    when you take a real journey,

    and, NOT take a trip.

    Here is to celebrating:

    - all there is to celebrate !!!

    Thank you to all of you

    who make my life:

    good,
    getting better,
    becoming the best....

    Be a piece of peace ---

    Susan Lynne Schwenger
    AKA The eXchanger

    AKA Wassenakoshka Anang
    ~ Wassenakoshka Gisiis Kwe
    which translates into English as: Bright Shining Star
    ~ Bright Shining Sun Woman

    AKA ~Kit'si'nu
    (She is bright like the sun,
    like the stars)
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    Post  THEeXchanger on Tue May 28, 2013 1:39 pm

    Eleven - Eleven

    Back to me

    you did come

    in this amazing flicker

    of your light

    You made june 22nd, 2010

    a day that was bright

    Totally amazing

    that two old familiar fools

    would come again to pass

    To reconnect with each other

    through their computers

    which held glass

    The time on the clock

    in the heart of the old pacific

    was set at eleven - eleven

    It made me feel

    like i would soon be able

    to head off to heaven

    Your energetic presence

    it still glowed

    it still sparkled

    your hair

    it was still fair

    When you sent me

    your first picture response

    back to me

    my heart it leap for joy

    how I came to stare

    Into a face on a screen

    that held an impression

    that was strangely familiar

    ahh, it was totally rare

    that amazing thoughts

    started stirring within me

    had i found a lost pair ?

    How we can laugh, and,

    how we can still talk

    about so many things

    so many topics

    that are so far, and, so wide

    That our shared thoughts

    often just take on wings

    so they may fly, and, glide

    Too long, i have danced alone

    with The Dance of Sadness

    felt your loss,

    felt so alone

    Roamed the earth

    and, just wandered

    searching for you

    all on my own

    Here we are again

    with the free will

    to risk, to love

    to further exchange

    our delights

    Since, you re_entered my life

    within that amazing flicker

    of your light
    Be a piece of peace ---

    Susan Lynne Schwenger
    AKA The eXchanger

    AKA Wassenakoshka Anang
    ~ Wassenakoshka Gisiis Kwe
    which translates into English as: Bright Shining Star
    ~ Bright Shining Sun Woman

    AKA ~Kit'si'nu
    (She is bright like the sun,
    like the stars)
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    Post  THEeXchanger on Tue May 28, 2013 2:19 pm

    Have you come back to me to play ?

    Your voice
    it is still stuffed full
    of your own special magic

    It came back
    into this life
    to meet, and to greet me

    In its old,
    yet, in its
    familiar ways

    It was as if, there were parts of you
    still swirling around
    deeply inside of me

    Have you come back
    to me,
    to play ?

    Would I dare,
    to reach out
    just to touch you ?

    What kind of words,
    would i have
    to say ?

    How well iT iS, that I remember
    all those times that you
    came back home to me

    Two old souls
    who truly knew
    how iT iS, to play

    There has always
    lurked deeply
    inside of me

    These old magical pieces
    of your Great Spirit
    given light

    They still swirl
    around deeply
    inside of me

    They are a part of you
    that i can still
    shine bright

    Would i dare,
    to send out words
    that might touch you ?

    What type of words
    would i have
    to say ?

    ​Or, iS iT just far better
    to suppress
    these old golden memories

    When this old heart of mine
    feels open
    yet safe, to play ?

    There were so many times
    you sailed off
    without me

    ​As, i sat,
    and, i watched you disappear
    off into the sun

    I remember, how I dreaded
    all those days
    of your departures

    When, the ways of all
    of those old worlds
    so often, just stole away,
    all of our fun

    There were special times
    within those empty evenings

    When sitting quietly alone
    under the bright light
    of the moon

    That your spirit,
    put on its wings
    and, it flew back to me

    Delivering your special messages
    that you would be coming back to me, soon

    There are still,
    so many songs
    that have been just sitting around

    patiently
    awaiting their chance
    to finally get sung

    So very deep within me
    lives on
    our old magical memories

    They are like bells,
    that have been waiting
    so very long, to be rung

    Many times sitting here,
    all alone
    without you

    Like the sky,
    I have oft times,
    felt so very blue

    On 18 sep 2011,
    I did go,
    and, put myself out there

    At a pow-wow,
    where i gave you
    my connection on a dot com

    workingwonders@aol.com,
    was how
    you found me

    thank The Great Mystery,
    you had something
    with ROM

    Now, I know,
    you could choose
    to ignore this

    And, if you did,
    you would still be
    my friend

    For two old fools
    who have oft times,
    traveled together

    Their old magic,
    iT can just never know
    nor, come to find, The End

    iT iS, through my old heart memories
    that i have taken the time
    to write this

    To another old fool,
    who might care
    to share

    some more amazing times
    and,
    incredible bliss

    Sitting here,
    i am still able
    to remember you

    that amazing force,
    of your gentle,
    yet powerful embrace

    Sitting here,
    i am,
    still able to remember

    that amazing force,
    of your sweet,
    yet incredible kiss

    So, do i take a big chance,
    by sending this
    through the ethers ?

    Sealing it all
    with my old
    yet, my strangely familiar kiss

    Perhaps your "spirit"
    will "relish"
    some more "moments"

    iF something special,
    was stirred up
    from within !!!

    Be a piece of peace ---

    Susan Lynne Schwenger
    AKA The eXchanger

    AKA Wassenakoshka Anang
    ~ Wassenakoshka Gisiis Kwe
    which translates into English as: Bright Shining Star
    ~ Bright Shining Sun Woman

    AKA ~Kit'si'nu
    (She is bright like the sun,
    like the stars)
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    Post  THEeXchanger on Tue May 28, 2013 2:36 pm

    ONE THIRTY SIX & ELEVEN -- 1:36:11 pm

    Back to me, you came

    in this amazing flicker of your light

    You made September 22nd ,

    Two thousand and eleven,

    a day that was bright

    Totally amazing

    that two old familiar fools

    would come again, to pass

    To reconnect with each other

    through their looking glass

    The time on the clock

    it was set at one thirty six

    & the seconds of eleven

    It made me feel

    like i would soon be able

    to head off to heaven

    Your familiar eyes,

    they still sparkled,

    and, they still did hold your glow

    When you sent me

    your first eXchange

    my heart it did stop

    and, how I did stare

    into a face

    that held a pair of eyes

    strangely familiar

    oh, so rare

    That amazing thoughts

    started stirring within me

    had i found a lost pair ?

    How we can laugh, and,

    talk about so many things

    so many topics

    so far, so wide

    That our shared thoughts & realities

    often just take on their own wings

    so they may glide

    Too long, i have danced alone

    with the sadness

    i have felt loss,

    been, so alone

    Roamed the earth,

    and, have wandered

    searching in all ways,

    always searching,

    for you

    all on my own

    Here we are again

    with the free will

    to risk, to love

    to further exchange

    our delights

    Since, you re_entered my life

    within that

    amazing flicker

    of your light

    Be a piece of peace ---

    Susan Lynne Schwenger
    AKA The eXchanger

    AKA Wassenakoshka Anang
    ~ Wassenakoshka Gisiis Kwe
    which translates into English as: Bright Shining Star
    ~ Bright Shining Sun Woman

    AKA ~Kit'si'nu
    (She is bright like the sun,
    like the stars)
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    Post  THEeXchanger on Tue May 28, 2013 3:02 pm

    iT STiLL FLOWS...iT STiLL GLOWS

    Beyond 3D

    we do NOT dance it alone

    Beyond 3D

    we still blend, we still tone

    Always, and, in All Ways,

    it is positive, it still flows

    The eXchange of two
    old familiar eXchangers

    who come back together,
    to sing, to dance

    The eXchange of two
    old familiar eXchangers

    united deep,
    within a blissful shared trance

    Always, and, in All Ways,

    it is positive, it still glows

    For, whatever once was,
    it always, still is

    Days spent together,
    we sealed with a kiss

    For, whatever once was,
    it always, still is

    For, it is, from being without you,
    i know a 'true' miss

    Always, and, in All Ways

    it is positive, it still flows

    Memories of the power of your fingers, or, your tender embrance, and, kiss

    Memories of your scent,
    brings forth, so much, i do miss

    Remembering your touch,
    the awesome force of a shared embrace

    Makes me hungry, to stand again
    in front of you,

    coming back, face to face

    Always, and, in All Ways

    it is positive, it still glows

    An eXchange of sharing

    where 'the much' gathers 'the more'

    where a sharing is NOT halved

    but doubles,

    and, is so much more

    Always, and, in All Ways

    it is positive, it flows

    It is, the 'old path'

    that has brought us both back
    to dance,
    within a shared round

    to see, just eXactly,
    what there is,
    to be found

    Always, and, in All Ways

    it is positive, it still glows

    (my stab, at a 4 minute poem)

    Be a piece of peace ---

    Susan Lynne Schwenger
    AKA The eXchanger

    AKA Wassenakoshka Anang
    ~ Wassenakoshka Gisiis Kwe
    which translates into English as: Bright Shining Star
    ~ Bright Shining Sun Woman

    AKA ~Kit'si'nu
    (She is bright like the sun,
    like the stars)
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    Post  THEeXchanger on Tue May 28, 2013 4:03 pm

    The Dance with Sadness

    So here, we are

    we dance here, alone

    Safely holding those old pieces of you

    hidden deeply, beneath my breasts

    Those original golden threads

    we spun together,

    have NOT tarnished

    they still form a very unique tapestry.

    Those incredible sparks

    we ignited together

    are still a blazing fire

    one, we still do tend

    deep within my heart

    your magic

    it still lives on in there

    it is all, that you are to me

    it is all, that, we are to each other

    it is there, in that place

    that we come to celebrate, YOU

    it is there, in that place

    that we come to embrace, YOU

    from that place

    there still lives

    our shared magic

    in that special place

    where two essences

    still show up

    to remember

    they still meet each other

    in their dream time

    to dance

    if only,

    for a few brief moments

    we can still feel, we can still touch

    for that essence of you,

    is still a part of me

    one that still shines forever

    one that still shines bright

    it is here, in this place

    we can feel you,

    we can touch you

    just, as if, it is,

    still all real

    here you are, we know it,

    we can feel it

    For you dance on,

    deep within me

    these pieces of your Great Spirit

    given light

    it is the place,

    that we escape to

    it is the place,

    of out great retreat

    To Dance, To Dream

    To Create, To Realize

    That another time is coming

    That day, we will re - meet

    11 NOV 1987 3;33

    *****************************

    SUMMARY:

    You, asked me,
    "how do you make love stay?"

    Rope...
    you give them plenty of rope,
    and, hope they do NOT hang themselves

    you allow, them,
    to be them
    and, they allow you,
    to be you
    and, if per chance,
    you find each other
    all is, as, all can be,
    Wonderful, and, wUnder_FULL again

    there's a tree outside
    my front door
    it's there for a reason
    i hang, all my troubles out there
    i do NOT bring them inside

    i give, the best, i can
    all of me, and, hold nothing back

    i eXchange, only, with those
    who are ready, willing, and, able
    to do, the same, sort of thing

    i love, always,
    and, in all ways
    the best i can
    it is NEVER a requirement
    they love me back

    i do NOT believe in unconditional love
    especially, in a 3D world
    everything in lower vibrations
    has conditions

    low energetic exchange-is dismissed

    high energetic exchange-is welcomed

    if someone treats me poorly
    it is NOT necessary to love them
    it is necessary only
    to release, and, forgive them
    and, let them go
    to, send them some energy
    that points them
    in the direction of
    good energy
    its colour,
    its frequency,
    its light,
    its sound,
    its tone,
    its vibation,
    which equals ~ pure love

    i am a deep well,
    but, NOT one,
    that will be drained.

    i strive to create good conditions,
    that express love,
    in it's totality

    i look for another,
    who is already doing
    the same thing

    i give space,
    and, i expect space

    i let another be,
    authentically them,
    i do NOT change others

    i expect another,
    to let me be,
    authentically, me

    i respect the free_will of choice

    i am open to change

    living in love,
    with love
    is win-win, and
    appreciation, caring, kindness,
    and, thoughtfulness

    are the 4 pillars,
    that hold it ALL up

    i give willingly, and
    share what i can
    within reason

    yes, i do utilise my intellect & mind,
    as, well, as, my emotions & heart

    i do NOT look for a "free_ride"
    nor, do i expect a "free_ride"...
    free, oft times,
    has the highest of hidden cost

    i invest into the things
    i do, by giving it,
    the best i can

    i look for someone
    who can be the driver
    and, be the passenger too

    it gets tiring
    being the only,
    driver

    i look into the mirrors
    that are presented to me
    and, to see, very deeply
    what they show me

    i look very deeply into the eyes
    that are presented to me
    and, to see, that they already
    have a heart
    and, it is already
    at home

    where, i see,
    no heart
    i try to help them see mine

    i look deeply, to find,
    the golden strings
    the threads of connection
    the ones
    that once before
    a long time ago
    where a stitch in many times
    & are part of a grand tapestry
    we woove together before

    and, realize,
    it is possible
    to pick up the strings
    exactly,
    where we left off
    and, we do it
    together, in love

    i push only,
    when two people
    are pushing on the same side
    and, doing so in the same direction

    i pull only,
    my share,
    of any load

    i expect another,
    will pull,
    their share

    albeit, there will be times

    when, i do all the pulling

    and, there will be times

    they do all the pulling

    but, it is those times

    they will do, or, i will do

    because, we are doing it

    in love

    -- and, the other truly needs us,
    and,both of us,
    are in our higher hearts

    perhaps, that is compassionate love
    the knowing, that at all times
    it is NOT possible,
    for another
    to bring equal measures

    I search for a banquet
    hoping, we do NOT bring,
    all the same things to the table

    that there will be
    living, loving, and, learning- expansion and, growth

    i believe, a life shared
    is never halved, but it doubled

    i get up expecting a good day
    and, generally get it

    i do nice things for others
    willing to put,
    their needs, and, desires
    ahead of my own, however,
    i am NOT anyones fool

    albeit, i am a silly old fool,
    who understands that journey,
    quite well

    i avoid people, full of "wants"...
    if they can NOT handle their own life
    i know, it will become me
    playing a baby sitter

    needs must be met
    & desires fulfilled

    those who want stuff
    those who need you,
    only to fill,
    their desires
    and, once, you do
    they disappear, or are gone

    i avoid those types of people

    To live a happy, and, joyful life...
    it is only important
    that needs are met
    and, desires are fulfilled
    and, that leaves NOTHING to want for

    i love to surprise people
    i am NOT big
    on giving, on giving days

    as, i believe, everyday
    is a day to give

    i do NOT give to get,
    nor, expect to get
    so, i am rarely let down

    if someone takes, and, leaves
    i bless that moment

    for in it,
    the taking, is stopped
    the draining, is NO more

    sure, i count my losses
    calculate & learn from my lesson
    and, let it go --
    I release it, and, forgive it
    and, be thankful
    it is less draining NOW
    that the taking has stopped

    and, it is good
    since, the taking can exist NO more
    and, i celebrate my freedom

    i love to post or send things,
    to others,
    that make them "hOWL" with laughter

    or....make them curious
    or....make them happy
    or....make them ponder/or think

    actually, in truth;
    i send them things
    that are reflective of me,
    and, my world

    in a few lines --

    it is, to be, and, reflect me,
    as, best i can

    and, if, per_chance
    they see me, as, i truly am

    then, all, will be,
    as, all should be

    together
    the two of us

    will always be more,
    rather than, ever be less

    together
    the two of us

    might weave golden strings
    through the higher mind & higher heart of one another
    so, that, when we do show up

    they will know, and, i will know

    they will see, and, i will see

    and, they will sense me,
    and, i will sense them

    deeply inside
    that we both will know

    who we are, and, be glad
    that we have returned

    to pick up the threads
    and, spin them all golden again

    Perhaps, then, The Dance with Sadness,
    will truly come to its end.

    Where the pain of starting again,
    is less, than,
    the memory of the pain involved,
    in the last separation

    Perhaps...
    my most clever line to your question, could be summed up this way:

    how do you make love stay ???

    true love,
    never leaves us
    it is the dance,
    we do
    that old dance
    The Dance of Sadness
    iT iS deep inside
    iT iS magical
    iT iS the old memories
    of what once was
    and, already is

    it always has been there
    buried under the pain
    of the last parting

    trouble is
    that the "pain" of "re_starting"
    is, often, more painful
    than, when the original dance
    came to its end.

    And yet,
    it is a risk
    we must take....

    we do this, to be that
    and, to have,
    it all again ...

    it is,
    that love,
    that stays with us forever

    *****************************

    SUMMARY:

    You, asked me,
    "how do you make love stay?"

    Rope...
    you give them plenty of rope,
    and, hope they do NOT hang themselves

    you allow, them, to be them
    and, they allow, you, to be you
    and, if per chance,
    you find each other
    all is, as, all can be, wUnder_FULL again

    there's a tree outside my front door
    it's there for a reason
    i hang, all my troubles, out there
    i do NOT bring them inside

    i give, the best, i can
    all of me, and, hold nothing back

    i eXchange, only, with those
    who are ready, willing, and, able
    to do, the same, sort of thing

    i love, always, and, in all ways
    the best i can
    it is NEVER a requirement
    they love me back

    i do NOT believe in unconditional love
    especially, in a 3D world
    everything in lower vibrations
    has conditions

    low energetic exchange-is dismissed

    high energetic exchange-is welcomed

    if someone treats me poorly
    it is NOT necessary to love them
    it is necessary only
    to release, and, forgive them
    and, let them go
    to, send them some energy
    that points them
    in the direction of
    good light and pure love

    i am a deep well,
    but, NOT one,
    that will be drained.

    i strive to create good conditions,
    that express love, in it's totality

    i look for another,
    who is already doing the same thing

    i give space, and, i expect space

    i let another be, authentically them, i do NOT change others

    i expect another, to let me be, authentically, be me

    i respect the free_will of choice

    i am open the change

    living in love, with love
    is win-win, and
    appreciation, caring, kindness, and, thoughtfulness
    are the 4 pillars, that hold it ALL up

    i give willingly, and
    share what i can
    within reason
    yes, i do utilise my mind, as, well, as, my heart

    i do NOT look for a "free_ride"
    nor, do i expect a "free_ride"...
    free, oft times, has the highest of hidden cost
    i invest into the things i do, by giving it, the best i can

    i look for someone
    who can be the driver
    and, be the passenger too
    it gets tiring
    being only, the driver

    i look into the mirrors
    that are presented to me
    and, see, very deeply
    what they show me

    i look very deeply into the eyes
    that are presented to me
    and, see, that they have a heart
    and, it is already, at home

    where, i see, no heart
    i try to help them see mine

    i look deeply, to find, the golden strings
    the threads of connection
    the ones
    that once before
    a long time ago
    where a stitch in many times
    are part of a grand tapestry
    we wove together before
    and, realise, it is possible
    to pick up the strings
    exactly, where we left of
    and, we do it
    together, in love

    i push only, when two people
    are pushing on the same side
    or, are on the same direction

    i pull only, my share, of any load

    i expect another, will pull, their share

    albeit, there will be times
    when, i do all the pulling
    and, there will, be times
    they do all the pulling
    but, it is those times
    they will do, or, i will do
    because, we are doing it
    in love -- and, the other
    truly needs us, and
    both of us, are in our hearts
    perhaps, that's compassionate love
    the knowing, that, at all times
    it is NOT possible, for another
    to bring equal measures

    I search for a banquet
    hoping, we do NOT bring,
    all the same things to the table
    that there will be living, loving, and, learning- expansion/and, growth

    i believe, a life shared
    is never halved, but it doubles

    i get up expecting a good day
    and, generally get it

    i do nice things for others
    willing to put, their needs, and, desires
    ahead of my own, however, i am NOT anyone else's fool
    albeit, i am a silly old fool, who understands that journey, quite well

    i avoid people, full of "wants"...
    if they can NOT handle their own life
    i know, it will become me
    playing a baby_sitter

    needs must be met, & desires fulfilled
    those who want stuff
    those who need you, only to fill, their desires
    and, once, you do, they are gone
    i avoid those people

    To live a happy, and, joyful life...
    it is only important
    that needs are met
    and, desires are fulfilled
    and, that leaves NOTHING to want for

    i love to surprise people
    i am NOT big
    on giving, on giving days
    as, i believe, everyday
    is a day to give

    i do NOT give to get, nor, expect to get
    so, i am rarely let down

    if someone takes, and, leaves
    i bless that moment
    for in it, the taking, is stopped
    the draining, is NO more
    sure, i count my losses
    calculate & learn from my lesson
    and, let it go --
    I release it, and, forgive it
    and, be thankful
    it is less draining NOW
    that it has stopped
    and, it is good
    since, it can exist NO more
    and, i celebrate my freedom

    i send things,

    that make them "hOWL" with laughter

    or....make them curious
    or....make them happy
    or....make them ponder/or think

    actually, in truth; i send them things
    that are reflective of me,
    and, my world

    in one line --

    it is, to be, and, reflect me, as, best i can

    and, if, per_chance

    they see me, as, i truly am
    then, all, will be, as, all should be

    together
    the two of us
    will always be more, rather than, ever be less

    together
    the two of us
    might weave golden strings
    through the higher mind & higher heart of one another
    so, that, when we do show up
    they will know, and, i will know
    they will see, and, i will see
    and, they will sense me, and, i will sense them
    deep inside
    that we both will know
    who we are, and, be glad
    that we have returned
    to pick up the threads

    Perhaps, then, The Dance with Sadness,
    will truly come to its end.
    where the pain, of starting again,
    is less, than, the memory
    of the pain involved, in the last separation

    Perhaps...my most clever line to your
    question, could be summed up this way:

    how do you make love stay ???

    true love, never leaves us
    it is the dance, we do
    that old dance
    The Dance of Sadness
    it's deep inside
    it's magical
    it's the old memories
    of what once was
    and, already is
    it always has been there
    buried under the pain
    of the last parting
    trouble is
    that the "pain" of "re_starting"
    is, often, more painful
    than, when the original dance
    came to an end.

    And yet, it is a risk
    we must take....
    we do this, to be that
    and, to have, it all again ...

    it is,
    that love,
    that stays with us forever


    Be a piece of peace ---

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    Post  THEeXchanger on Tue May 28, 2013 4:44 pm

    Buried Deep Within My Heart

    In times, long ago
    In lands that lie, so far away
    i sat, and, I watched
    As you often sailed away

    Those times together
    And those we have been apart
    I keep the magic of you
    Buried safe in my heart

    From this life to that life
    I have searched far, and wide
    Missing you, coming up empty
    Without you by my side

    Those times, we spent together
    Make up for those spent apart
    I can always uncover the magic
    Its buried deep in my heart

    The memories of time spent together
    Creates a sunny hue
    I know, you will find me
    My bright light, it will shine through

    Alone in this moment
    You are still close to my heart
    Finding my way back to you
    Will be as if we never did part

    Will i ever find you through
    This life of strange swirls
    So,we will reconnect with each other
    Like a fine string of matched pearls

    My heart it still fondly remembers
    What my mind could never erase
    Memories of time spent together
    Nothing else can replace

    Be a piece of peace ---

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    Male vs female - Female vs Male
    - normally, your pronounced 'spiritual energy' is the opposite of your 'incarnated' physical body - which is just one of 13 aspects to all that you truly are
    - There is a balancing of:
    male
    female
    female/male
    male/female
    then, a blending of female/male + male/female
    then, a blending of male/female + female/male
    and, then, a blending of 1f+1m + 1m + 1 f + 1m+1f + 1f + 1m = 4F/4M
    (kind of like 1999 = is the 20th century)
    4F/4M - is the state of a soul that has graduated 3D
    and, moves into the 4th level
    - the etheric body which is neither male, nor female
    -there are more levels below - physical, emotional and intellectual
    and, there are 5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12
    - and, the 13th aspect to what you truly are
    Susan Lynne Schwenger - The13thBridge
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    MALE VS FEMALE - FEMALE VS MALE of THE 4F4M=3D graduated soul
    Male vs female - Female vs Male
    - normally, your pronounced 'spiritual energy'
    is the opposite of your 'incarnated' physical body
    - which is just one of 13 aspects to all that you truly are
    - There is a balancing of:
    male
    female
    female/male
    male/female
    then, a blending of female/male + male/female
    then, a blending of male/female + female/male
    and, then, a blending of 1f+1m + 1m + 1 f + 1m+1f + 1f + 1m = 4F/4M
    (kind of like 1999 = is the 20th century)
    4F/4M - is the state of a soul that has graduated 3D
    and, moves into the 4th level
    - the etheric body which is neither male, nor female
    -there are more levels below - physical, emotional and intellectual
    and, there are 5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12
    - and, the 13th aspect to what you truly are

    Susan Lynne Schwenger - The13thBridge
    aka The eXchanger

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