well, the desire is present, of course..one just feels that one's knowledge is zilch or thereabout, hence the feeling of helplessness, bordering on frustration.
i did watch david searle' videos (thank you, mudra, and all others)...all so nice, and moving; so then, each and every one of us souls does fall in a "group" that will/will not ascend...? really cut and dry like that, and that too over a span of around 12 months?
also, another video [sacred knowledge of vibrations and power of human emotions] on youtube about many things, including the wake up call for beings of light from the Pleiadians (hope i got the spelling right)is so feel good (ah, the music!)..all this about them n the lizzies...how true is it
thank god for the internet!
love and light...lots of it...to all