First off, forgive me for not posting in the recent past. Ever since the site was threatened and the Barry King act, I have been withdrawn from posting. My reasons still stand as long as this forum is under the control mechanisms it is currently under. I am speaking of the current platform and the ones who control this space on the Net. I am not speaking of the ones who have Admin status. That all being said, I would like to take the time right now to speak about some things that have caught my attention. Some might disagree and that is fine, but at least I will have said my "peace".
For the time being I am going to forget the idea this is a forum.
Here we go..... After going through this thread, I went and sat outside on our back deck with coffee in hand. So many thoughts hit me all at once. I guess what bothered me the most was the distinction of those who remember who they are and those who don't or those that sit on the fence stuck in the wondering of which is it? I love what you wrote Carol in your post. All of it! I can so relate to the push, pulls, of either staying or the desire to go home. Of having to weigh and measure two worlds, one in which you are in complete harmony with and the other, dealing with all the lower disharmonious disruptions of this World.
If I can offer any free advise, it is to remember thy self. "He who would know everything, but fails to knows himself, misses the knowledge of everything." As quoted by Jesus. I know Brook has posted this up many times, but I have to wonder if the many have taken this quote very seriously. Have given it a serious thought. I have concluded there are really only two types of people. The ones that know who they really are and the ones that still have amnesia. Each type will look like a sore thumb to the other. Comments will fly. Labeling and so on. For me it is difficult to see this occur anywhere I go. What also shows is how sensitive one may become. The reason is because someone might be putting their heart out there for all to see and end up being ravaged by someone who doesn't remember who they are. The ones that don't remember lash out with their pain. In that remembrance, the knowing of oneness is realized and it is often very difficult to understand why one might be attacked instead of being received. It isn't because of fear. It is because of the Love one might not experience from those that don't remember who they are. For if they did, they would know all is connected and there is no separation and Love is the answer. It isn't just a word. It is a state of being when one is awake. "THE POWERS THAT BE" don't want you to remember who you are. We know this.
Now I have to say, it is very difficult to share once you remember. I have to also applaud all those who have shared their story. It is a big risk and it takes a lot of courage to do so. It takes a lot of work. Inner work. Outside of all the copy and pasted crap that is out there, where folks hijack the work of others, there really isn't the volume of original work being displayed that you would think. When you find such work, someone's testimony of remembrance, it should be considered a spiritual treasure. A gift to the World. I would like to think it should also be embraced and treasured, just for the sheer courage it takes to face the memories of past. You will also know if the testimony is true by listening with your heart and you also can re experience that testimony because of that true connection of oneness.
The HEART never lies. If it does, know there is no soul within it.
So here I am sitting on the back deck, looking at members here and asking how am I connected to you? It isn't something you put into words. It is an actual connection that you KNOW. You can feel it because it is a connection that connects to your heart. Also it helps to know the reasons. Those reasons are always unfolding as it would seem. As with some of you, I am honored to have known you in the present and in the past. What I do know is that we are all striving to achieve certain goals pertaining to the Planet in the now and tomorrow and that we planted ourselves here through our free agency gift. We did that a long time ago. The Creator sent his/her best. Now that might sound arrogant to some and SO BE IT! But he/she did and you can't argue with the Proof. You can if you choose to but you'll stick out like a sore thumb. You, those that don't remember, will use every trick in the book to discredit the testimony of those who do remember simply because you fear the reflection in your mirror. That's the oldest trick in the book that the darkside employs. So just know when you do that, you are really validating that testimony of the person you are trying to discredit. If you need an example, I will just mention the name of Jesus.
I guess what one of the points I am trying to make here is, is that it comes down to choice. It wasn't that long ago that I had amnesia. A year ago February. In my life I always felt as though half of me was awake and the other half was asleep. That turned out to be very true. It also turned out that I had set this all up. For security reasons is the why. Timing was key. When someone called me by my true name everything changed that instant. I even broke down and cried. Even warriors cry. Probably more so. In any event, many answers came there after and still continue to come.
I also want to present what I am about to present, not as a defense, but as a testimony to how Horus and I came to know one another. I am not here writing all this out of the fear of what might be directed or said to either of us. I am just going to tell it like it is with the full knowing that I am only sharing that knowledge. I leave it to those who choose to be a sore thumb to do so at your own peril. Degrading comments are just that. Degrading.
Horus and I met in 2005 on another forum. Starship Crapicorn we like to call it. That forum had 4 embedded trolls in it that were anchored in there with chains. They were also very ruthless as to having any kind of spiritual conversation. So there were a lot of battles going on. It was like watching TV ratings. The number of views were like a commodity as to what thread was battling what. Horus battled very well and did it with real Love. You couldn't help but like him. When it was all said and done, many of us got out before being sucked down that black hole. Horus and I knew we were connected but were at a loss as to how, but decided that we would figure that out someday. We did last year. It was a passed life connection as it turns out. So pay attention to those you may run into wherever you go. There are no mistakes.
Now many might think that someone claiming to be Horus is a joke and a total fabrication. Or anyone claiming to be anyone as a joke. Mind you there are many impostors out there claiming this and that. The weeding process can be quite overbearing. But in this case, I WILL STAKE MY LIFE ON THE LINE HERE, that the Horus that has posted here is the Horus that came to be. How do I know this? I experienced it in that past life. He was a child when I first encountered him. When my true name was spoken to me, these past life memories came forth. Like opening a door. Also mind you that I was not under any kind of state, such as hypnosis, when my name was spoken to me. I was wide awake. All that being said, the real story is the one that the PTB keep trying to suppress and the parts some of us played during those times. When one realizes the part they played and the price they paid, you can't blame them for being a little sensitive when someone comes across as an idiot with degrading remarks.
Also whether anyone here can realize it or not, and I know there are those here who are more than capable of doing that, can appreciate what efforts that have been sacrificed through these roles that some of us have played. Horus paid a great and very dear price and I was a witness to that. Mind you when Reptilians have you in their noose, the torture and pain along with the duration will be and is far worse than having a human inflicting you. Especially when you deprive them from getting something, like a step of power. He suffered for many years under their treatment. I will also state that he was in service to all of creation in this role.
So I see this as an honor of knowing him. I can't stress that enough. For others it might not be for them to know him. Or get to know him. As Horus knows I have also had my rough times of understanding him and his incredible gifts to the table. He is a Master at what he does and if you think about it, it makes total sense to me how he does what he does. It's all about frequency. If you can hang, you'll learn to understand him and if you can't hang, you're on your own and C'est la Vie.
But as he has said, it leads to no where. I understand that all to well as that is also where I am at. Ready to go home. It's the waiting that makes it rough. Everything has been said and everything has been done. Now we wait for Gaia and this Universe to transform. Everything else and all this 3D crap is what it is. A major distraction.
On that note, Horus knows I love him dearly. We are family and we are Brothers. How fortunate we are for that. At least we remembered and can share that with each other. Many others are not so fortunate because certain individuals can't get out of their own way to self discover their own truth. As with the title of this post, do you know where you came from? Or who you are? You deserve to find out.
I would like to thank Carol for not hitting me on the head with a ball bat.
I would like to thank Merc for not being intolerable to mistakes that link.
I would like to thank Beren for not being a simple poem maker.
I would like to thank Floyd for not being a complete sad sack.
I would like to thank Mudra for all the things you do to cheer everyone up.
I would like to thank Brook for completing my life.
I would like to thank Horus for all the light that you shine.
I would like to thank all else for putting up with my take on things.