First of all I'd like to apologize for having lurked around in the background without introducing myself when I first registered. I admit to being a bit shy and unfortunately I'd also become wary of forums of this nature after joining one in the past. The main experience that put me off joining in was when I posted about having compassion when yet another person was being attacked for disagreeing with the opinion of the admins of the site and was then attacked myself, labelled as being basically a 'delusional Love and Light person'. Unfortunately that seems to be the way on many of these supposedly spiritually-motivated sites I've looked at.... all about the mind, proving one's cleverness...so separative. So I've just quietly stayed in the background and learned from the amazing array of information they find and post about the sad state of our world, the ETs and 2012. That's why I just wanted to get to know you all a little better through your posts before I dived in again.
I was saying to my daughter just before I stumbled across your site after doing a search about Elenin that I really don't care if all those sites inferred that developing an aware critical mind is the most important, even only, way to achieve our spiritual goals at this time. For me, what my heart tells me will always come first, right or 'wrong'. I just can't accept that Love, compassion and respect for ALL life on this (and other) planets is not the best way to go. She agrees with me but we were feeling a little alone on this planet with this attitude, with a bit of self-doubt thrown in. Yes, our beliefs are programmed in this world. Thoughtforms we create are real. So I had to ask myself, 'Could a belief in Love and Light be one of those programs like they say?' But I ended up deciding that I'm going to follow the way of Love as I see it, as it's the only way that feels right to me and makes me happy, even if I DO end up having to do it on my own and fail to evolve/transcend, haha.
But I put out prayers none-the-less, really not wanting my dear daughter and I to feel so alone in our journey. And, as you've probably guessed, I found your site, I'm sure in answer to those prayers. As I said, I've been reading posts on this site for about a week now and I'm so thrilled and grateful to say my heart is just so full of joy in believing I've finally found some like-minded souls to join with on our journey.
Thank you so much for starting this site and allowing others like myself to join with you all.
I was saying to my daughter just before I stumbled across your site after doing a search about Elenin that I really don't care if all those sites inferred that developing an aware critical mind is the most important, even only, way to achieve our spiritual goals at this time. For me, what my heart tells me will always come first, right or 'wrong'. I just can't accept that Love, compassion and respect for ALL life on this (and other) planets is not the best way to go. She agrees with me but we were feeling a little alone on this planet with this attitude, with a bit of self-doubt thrown in. Yes, our beliefs are programmed in this world. Thoughtforms we create are real. So I had to ask myself, 'Could a belief in Love and Light be one of those programs like they say?' But I ended up deciding that I'm going to follow the way of Love as I see it, as it's the only way that feels right to me and makes me happy, even if I DO end up having to do it on my own and fail to evolve/transcend, haha.
But I put out prayers none-the-less, really not wanting my dear daughter and I to feel so alone in our journey. And, as you've probably guessed, I found your site, I'm sure in answer to those prayers. As I said, I've been reading posts on this site for about a week now and I'm so thrilled and grateful to say my heart is just so full of joy in believing I've finally found some like-minded souls to join with on our journey.
Thank you so much for starting this site and allowing others like myself to join with you all.
